A/N So here is the first chapter. Hope you like it. Review please. The song is A Story About a Girl by Our Lady Peace
Suddenly
something I'm not
You're something that you bought
Was it
something I said, my friend
A little girl are you tripping on
this
Are you tripping all over it
You better come up for
air
Story about a girl
My
Story about the world
My
And
are you waking up slowly
You're nothing but lonely
Are you
waking up holding
Holding your breath
And are you looking for
something
I promised you one thing
I promise Ill always
Always
be
There
Baby girl, stand up and fight
This is not some
paradise
Oh it's just where we live
And finally you think
you're alright
And that it eats you up alive
You better get
used to it
Story about a girl
My
Story about the
world
My
And are you waking up slowly
You're nothing
but lonely
Are you waking up holding
Holding your breath
And
are you looking for something
I promised you one thing
I
promise Ill always
Always be there
With all my faith
And
all my heart
And all those simple things you are
I know
Its
stuck inside your head
You're alone
You better get used to
it
And I know
The feeling has to end
You're strong
It
sucks you in again
And you're lost
You can't make any
sense
This world
It tears you limb from limb
And hold
on
You're nothing but the best
And are you waking up
slowly
You're nothing but lonely
Are you waking up
holding
Holding your breath
Are you looking for something
I
promised you one thing
I promise Ill always
Always be
there
With all my faith
And all my heart
And all those
simple things you are
With all my faith
And all my
heart
And all those simple things you are
It's my senior year.
I should be ecstatic.
But I can't be.
The only thing I am excited about is seeing my friends.
I've been a little stand offish since Edward broke off with me and considering everyone hangs out at his house I was sort of left out.
At first they tried but I just really wanted to be left alone.
Alice and Rose weren't having any of it for a while, but after a month of me not getting out of bed they just decided to just call me.
The calls became less and less.
I haven't spoke to any of them in a month.
He might have needed to find his self, and I hope he does, because he took my life away.
I didn't have anyone else.
His parents were pretty much mine too.
I can't see them anymore.
His friends were mine.
His life and mine were always intertwined.
He was my life.
And now I have nothing.
I went to Seattle this last weekend to get new clothes.
That's usually what Rose and Alice would be dragging me to do.
They didn't even call.
It was horrible.
I was in the middle of Macy's and I was looking a clothes and in the back of my mind I was thinking I wonder if Edward would like me in this.
It was just an automatic response.
I started crying right in the middle of the store. People were looking at me like I was crazy. I probably am.
I don't know what to do with myself anymore.
After I stopped crying I decided that I was just going to get clothes that I would of never worn before. I was going to start my life over and first was my clothes.
I never really understood retail therapy until that day. I felt like a tiny bit of the weight on my shoulders had been lifted.
I decided I was going to just completely change my look.
The first stop on my new mission was a salon.
Being friends with Alice and Rose gave me the information I needed to know what I needed to do.
I went in and got the whole package.
I cut my hair to my shoulders, got highlights, got waxed, manicure, pedicure, and an oh so relaxing massage.
When I looked in the mirror I didn't recognize myself.
I looked older, tired.
When I got home that day Charlie was shocked to say the least. But I was happy and that made him happy.
But today is Monday. The first day of school.
No one has seen me like this.
No one has seen or meet the new me.
I've changed so much in these two months.
I will never be the same again.
A/N so please review. I would like to get at least two reviews per chapter.