A/N So here is the second chapter. Hope you like it. Review please. The song is Friend is a Four Letter Word by Cake

To me, coming from you,
Friend is a four letter word.
End is the only part of the word
That I heard.
Call me morbid or absurd.
But to me, coming from you,
Friend is a four letter word.

I got dressed in some of my new clothes.

A simple white tank top, leather cropped motorcycle jacket, and a jean mini skirt.

I would have never worn this before.

I paired the outfit with some 4inch black stilettos.

I did my make, which I never wore before unless Alice was torturing me.

I curled my hair and made it look natural.

When I was done I looked in the mirror and I looked hot.

I'm really not trying to make Edward regret his choice but it's going to be fun to see what he does.

I headed down the stairs slowly not wanted to end up in the hospital.

I grabbed a cereal bar and went to my car.

My mom was trying to help me get out of my funk so as an early birthday present she and Phil got me 650i Coupe BMW. It was navy blue and was beautiful.

It took ten minutes to get to school.

I pulled into the parking lot. Looking around for the familiar cars. Inside I was having split feelings.

I wanted to see Alice and Rose so bad, to show them my new car.

But I didn't want to see Edward.

It was too late. And I think God hates me.

I spotted their cars, but only because there is only one parking spot left.

Right next to him.

Ugh.

I pulled in and realized no one knew whose car this is. Everyone was staring as I got out.

The whispers started, actually they weren't even really whispering. I could hear my name plain a day; some idiots didn't even know it was me. I wonder if I look that different.

I was walking towards the crowd that was blocking my path when I saw the one person I hate almost as much as Edward.

Lauren.

I was wondering where she was walking. She wasn't parked over here.

Then I saw him.

He was walking straight towards her.

What's going on?

The met in the center and he took her hand.

Wait what? He seriously wouldn't be with that stank would he? Of course not, he isn't like that. We were best friends my whole life.

But my thoughts flew out the window when he pulled her to him and kissed her.

Oh shit.

I'm going to pass out.

And I did just that apparently.

I woke up in the nurse's office with Alice, Rose, Jasper, and Emmett all around me.

"Thank God, your awake we were so worried about you! What happened?" Alice frantically asked. I'm glad she is so concerned about me now.

"Not much just saw someone I thought I knew kissing Lauren. No biggy. And thanks for showing concern now, after what a month of not hearing from any of you?" I asked in my bitchiest tone.

They all looked at me like I just killed their puppy.

Right I'm the one who should be looking at them like that.

"Bella, it was hard. After you stopped pretty much living we just thought it was easier to just let you figure it out on your own. We didn't mean to abandon you we were going to get back in contact, but after a while it was just easier to put it off till school. And the Lauren thing well…" Rose added in a tone I've never heard from her, scared. Good she should be.

"It's nice to know you were just putting off being friends with me. It's fine really; I understand it's just easier to be friends with him. Especially now that he found a replacement for me. But just so you know I think the last two months were the best of my whole life, I didn't have to put up with any of your bullshit." I snarled out. I was glaring at them all; each of them looked like I just slapped them. And I'm glad. I would have but I don't feel like being in detention on my first day. Violence will have to wait.

I might have been so excited to see my friends again.

But that was before I found this out.

They betrayed me.

I scooted off of the cot and ignored the words they were saying.

I could really use a drink.

I've never been one to drink to forget but right now is just one of those times.

Actually I've barely drank at all in the past but who knows what my new self would do?

A/N so please review. I would like to get at least two reviews per chapter.

And I also wanted to say that I usually don't put songs at the beginning like that but I was going through looking at lyrics and the songs just kept giving me this story.