I'm glad you guys are loving this just keeping letting me now where your heads are at. This will probably only be a short chapter because I've got to leave for work in 1 hour.

Chapter 5

Spencer was suprised that Ashley was taking such control of the kiss but she wasn't complaining because she seemed to know what she was doing. Ashley was now straddling Spencer and seemed to be kissing away her frustrations and anger. Spencer's head was spinning because she had no idea how this actually happened and she was also wondeirng what will happen once they have to pull away or what will happen of they don't but before she had chance to complete her musings Ashley pulled away. She didn't say anything she just sat breathless on top of Spencer searching the room with her eyes for answers for what just happened but the worry in her eyes signalled to Spencer that like herself Ashley had found to reasoning behind the passionate act.

"Ashley...erm...ok...look we should.." Spencer stuttered as she stryggled to concentrate thanks to warmth of Ashley still sat on her.

"That shouldn't have happened" Ashley butted in as she still sat on Spencer.

"Then why are you still straddling me?" Spencer asked with a smirk realising that Ashley had kissed her and this kiss was in no way her fault.

"Because I don't want to move but know I should"

"Why should you?"

"Because I shouldn't be doing this....we shouldn't be doing this"

"Why not? we're both consenting adults" Spencer replied adjusting herself slightly so she was a little more at Ashley's height but without risking making the hot girl move off her.

"It's not that simple Spencer...I need to go" Ashley finally climbed off Spencer and started wondering around the apartment frantically.

"I don't get what's going on here"

"You don't need to get it"

"I think you'll find that I do because as far as I'm concerned we were getting on well, really well actually and I get that you have to act like the perfect little straight girl for the press or whatever and I couldn't care less it's not like I wanna marry you or anything...it was just a bit of fun" Spencer admitting hoping to at least calm Ashley down. She knew that this wouldn't go anywhere and that it would just be a night of fun for both girls which was perfect for Spencer.

"That's my problem"

"What is?"

"I have a lot of fun with my assistants and it always back fires"

"Don't worry I'm not going to out you"

"That's what Kerry said" Ashley admitted as she finally sat down again.

"Who?"

"She was an assistant I had like a year ago and we had a fling which was just supposed to be fun but she tried to out me to the press which is why I had to date Landon...you know to prove just how straight I am"

"No offence Ashley but you are clearly not straight in the slightess"

"I am fully aware of this Spencer but you have to sacrifice certain things to acheive your dreams"

"That's absolute crap Ashley. There's no point in dreams if you can't have everything that you want" Spencer had no idea why she really cared with any other girl she would've just asked them to leave. It's not that she was a male pig clone it was just that she didn't do the emotional thing anymore and all of this fell into the emotional category.

"Well I know that's not true"

"Look you can't go home now so why don't you just crash in my room and I'll sleep on the couch?Then we can get up in the morning and pretend like none of this ever happened"

"Are you sure?"

"Yes, come on I'll get you some pjs" Spencer took Ashley's hand and led her to her bedroom. As Spencer turned on the light she saw Ashley's face light up as her eyes scanned the walls at all the photographs.

"Spencer these are amazing did you take them?" Ashley asked as she took a closer look at the black and white pictures that covered the walls. They were pictures of who Ashley assumed were Spencer's friends and family aswell as few self portraits that Spencer had taken of herself.

"Yea I did..it's for a project I'm doing at college for next semester"

"They're incredible. What's the project about?" Ashley asked as she paid paticular attention to a self portrait of Spencer that she had taken in the mirror. The flash was covering her face but she was otherwise naked in the mirror which is what caught Ashley's attention.

"It's about the the two faces that people show and mostly about the side that they try to hide" Spencer answered looking into Ashley's eyes.

"Well it's amazing..really"

Spencer grabbed a tank top and pajama bottoms from her drawer and passed them to Ashley. Unlike when she changed her shirt at the office Ashley hid as she got changed which caused Spencer to turn around and look otherwise occupied.

"Ashley I am really not going to tell anybody about our little thing that happened. It was just a silly mistake and I'm not gonna use it to hurt you. I know you probably don't believe me but I'm that sort of person"

"I believe you Spencer....look you can share the bed with me in here if you want?"

"I don't think that's a good idea, you know?"

"What can't control yourself around my sweet ass?" Ashley joked as she wriggled her ass.

"It's getting a lot easier actually...in fact...oh wait there we go I don't want to anymore" Spencer replied throwing a pillow at Ashley.

"In that case get in" Ashley could see that Spencer was still a little apprihensive. "Spence I just don't want to be alone tonight is all" Ashley confessed. Spencer took off her shirt and trousers which left her in just her pants and tank top. Ashley scanned over the blond girls body in amazement and thought that maybe she was the one that might need to control herself. Spencer climbed into bed and Ashley followed truning off the light. Spencer lay in her usual spot and Ashley occupied the other side of the bed which hadn't happened for a very long time. Normally if Spencer had a girl in her room she didn't get the chance to sleep. Spencer moved around tried to get comfortable and kept wriggling which caused Ashley to sit up and sigh.

"Come here" Ashley whispered as she edged in closer to Spencer pressing her body against hers and placing her arm underneath her neck so they were partaking in some perfect spooing. Spencer froze at the closeness of Ashley and the slight breath she could feel on her neck.

Ashley didn't really know what had possesed her to spoon Spencer but it felt good to have somebody this close to her even if it was for just one night. If things got weird in the morning she would simply blame the beer and deny any real attraction which she was a master at now anyway. Although this time it felt as if she was going to try extra hard to hide her attraction for Spencer because somewhere between the hating each other and the kissing Ashley had developed a need to be near this girl and for the first time in weeks she fell straight to sleep.