Hey guys, sorry for the major delay, but I have been extremely busy the past week with 17 tests crammed into 4 days, and, well, you can imagine what kind of hell that can be and what little free time I have. And I also have no idea what to do, so if you have any ideas that you are willing to suggest to me, I would love you for the rest of my life. I apologize with all of my heart, and hope that you guys forgive me.
With all love possible,
~letsnotgettoocarriedaway~
p.s. thanks for all of the reviews for the past chapters. I really appreciate them and I am sorry I have not been able to get back to you guys and thank you. But for now, THANK YOU SO MCUH!!!!!!! 3
Sonny with love chapter 5 forgive me??
Chad's POV
I couldn't believe that this was happening to me, I mean, at first it all made sense. I would love Sonny, she would break up with me, I would tell Portlyn that I hoped she was happy in a sarcastic manor, and Portlyn would have no idea what I was talking about and one event would lead to another until Mackenzie Falls broke up and So Random would be number one, and all they had to do was watch. But then Miley came up to me with Portlyn and that's just what made my world crash down completely. How could I be such an idiot? Now all I could do was do anything to win Sonny back, and hope with all of my heart that she can forgive me.
I quickly bolted out of the doors, ignoring the confused shouts of my name made by Portlyn and Miley. I knew where Sonny was headed. Somewhere she always went. No matter what happened, who did it, or how it happened, there was only one place anyone would find her at times like these. The top of Stage 13, the old abandoned stage. That's where she was the day she and I got stuck in the cave, my hiding place. So why shouldn't she be there now?
I ran with all of my might to stage 13, and found her on the roof. I ran up the fire escape and all I heard were sobs. Should I turn away? Is she in too much pain to face me? Should I give her some space? Yes, yes, yes. but I had to go. No matter what the price will be, I have to apologize before this sinks in. before its too late. Before the time passes by. I just stood there where she couldn't see me and thought. I spaced out and didn't even notice her turning her body completely towards me on the ground. I only snapped back into reality when she spoke up.
"Chad, what do you want? Haven't you already said everything hurtful you want to say? Haven't you accused me of everything I've done? Or are you going to start blaming me for global warming or the Iraq war?"
"I'm so sorry," wait, that's it? That's al I have to say? No, I have more to say. She began to open her mouth but I couldn't let her say anything before I finished. "Before you say anything else, let me finish. I'm so sorry for blaming you for such a cruel thing. It's just, I would never expect this sort of thing from Portlyn, and when you told me, I was very surprised. I think I was mad at mainly myself for letting one of you in, either you or Portlyn, but since Portlyn is on my cast, and I have known her since I was 2, I sort of decided to blame you. See, everything seemed so reasonable that way. I never meant to hurt you; I was just caught in the rage of the moment. I knew that I was wrong the moment that Miley walked into my dressing room with Portlyn. I'm so sorry, and I hope that you can find it in your heart to forgive me."
I ended my "speech" there, and now all I could do is wait.
"Thank you," she said after a long silence, "I really appreciate the apology. But I'm going to have to think about it for a while. Sorry" and with that she walked away, leaving me staring at her back as she stepped down the fire escape.
Sonny's POV
That was one of the most sincere apologies I had ever heard in my life. And trust me, I have heard plenty. I wanted to forgive him that very moment, to kiss him with all of my heart, to wrap my arms around his neck and just close my eyes and intake the scent of him. But I couldn't. It felt so right, yet wrong. I will forgive him, soon, I know it, but I'm not ready yet. I just need sometime to think. I mean, that was a hard blow he hit towards me. Just give it some time, I kept on telling myself, it will be ok soon. All that was left to do was walk away and come back later. Or maybe not come back at all.
No One's POV
Later on Sonny walked home from the So Random! set and walked up to her room. That night it started to rain harder than it had ever rained in the past 3 years in Hollywood. Sonny lay in her dressing room, thinking, and looking out into the rain. She thought about Chad, and how happy she was with him. He was her first love, and that apology was amazing. It may have even brought tears to her eyes. She stood up and looked to her balcony and saw Chad sitting on his balcony, which wasn't far from hers, soaking wet from the rain, looking out onto the ocean. He was sitting there motionless, his head resting on his hands. Sonny stood there, observing him.
All of a sudden, she saw something that she thought she would never see in her life. She saw Chad Dylan Cooper (of all people) shed a tear. She saw a single tear run down his face. And she knew it wasn't rain, for this tear glistened in the light that shone through the thick clouds. this tear was what made Sonny want to forget everything. As if the tear was some sort of trigger, all was forgiven. Sonny ran to her balcony, opened her door, climbed out, and slowly approached Chad.
"Hey," she said cautiously.
"Hey," he replied, not looking up. He was too scared to look up. He thought he knew what was happening next. He thought she was about to break up with him for good, that he did too much damage to be forgiven.
"Um, I guess I have something to tell you," Sonny said hesitantly. How do you tell someone they are forgiven without seeming like an ego-maniac? Well, she thought, I might as well show it. I think that's a better plan.
Chad sat there with his eyes shut waiting and expecting the worst. But instead, he felt a pair of soft lips touch his. After a lingering moment, Sonny pulled away from the kiss. Chad and Sonny looked into each others eyes, and they both heard the unspoken agreement: all was forgiven, all was forgotten, these two where back together.
I'm so sorry for the late chapter, and I'm also sorry for the short chapter. Once again, if you have any ideas that you are willing to suggest to me, I will love you until the end of my life!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 3
Hope you enjoyed the chapter!
Xoxo gossip girl
~letsnotgettoocarriedaway~