Re: Appointment

From: OHunt

To: CYang

Cristina,

I miss talking to you, too. More than you can begin to imagine. I tried to speak to you this morning, but Meredith made it more than clear that I was not welcome. I understand why. I don't suppose I'll ever convince her and Callie that I wasn't me when I hurt you. I hope that you know that everything I am doing is designed to make me whole again so that I can get back to you. Since I returned to Seattle, being with you is the only time that I really feel like myself. It's hard to give that up and still try to get through each day, but I hope one day to feel truly put back together enough to prove to you that I can be the man you deserve. I want to be with you, Cristina, and I hope that when I'm healthy enough to be with you, that you will feel the same way.

Why do you ask if Dr. Wyatt was the only available psychiatrist? Is there something I should know about her? I had my first therapy session with her today. I won't lie to you--it was difficult. I'm not sure how it is going to help, but I'm willing to try. I will be seeing her three times a week. She also gave me a prescription for sleeping pills.

Derek has set up an appointment in the sleep clinic for me, as well. I will be there tomorrow night, and I am off the day after. The day after that, though, you are on trauma with me. Maybe we can talk then.

Yours,

Owen