[A/N]AlwaysEmily, what would I have done without you. :)
My heart raced as he bit into my neck and as soon as his fangs sank into my flesh I felt the feeling of pure bliss. I had a rush of joy. There is nothing better than a vampires bite. I was disappointed when he finished off; I wanted it to last forever. Adrian pulled his lips away and wiped his mouth. All the colour that had disappeared from his pale complexion had now returned and his eyes sparkled with healthiness once again.
"Thanks little Dhamphir, I don't know what I'd do without you" he said with his little crooked smile that I loved. I had to sit down because I still felt dizzy from the blood loss.
Adrian sat down next to me and turned his body so that he was facing mine, "Did you mean what you said before you left Rose?" he looked hopeful for a second.
"What?" What was he talking about?
"Did you mean that when you said if you came back you would give me a fair shot?"
This caught me off guard. I wasn't expecting him to remember, but how stupid was I, of course he would remember, this guy was crazy about me, and I had promised him something that I couldn't keep. Now I realise that all his mockery and teasing was just his way of showing affection. Shit, what would I say to him...?
"Well Adrian, the thing is ..." this was going to tear him apart, "I ..."
He cut me off "Don't try to make excuses, it's ok Rose, I understand, I know you just said it because you wanted something, but that's okay, it really doesn't matter"
"No Adrian, it does matter, I was a bitch, I promised you I would give you a shot, and I lied I made a promise that I couldn't keep. Adrian I'm so sorry" I felt so guilty. Not only has I ripped his heart out when he left, I had thrown it on the ground and stomped on it when I told him this. I expected him to cover this all up with his usual mockery, and crooked smiles, but I didn't expect what he did next.
Two tears fell from his eyes as he said "I have always loved you Rose, and I will never stop loving you."
My mouth spoke before I had time to think it through, "I love you too Adrian." SHIT, what did I just do, I had to cover it up, and quick. "Just not the way you want me to"
"I know little Dhamphir, its fine, I'm tired anyway, I think I might spread out my blanket and catch up on a few hours sleep. Don't worry about me, I'll be fine" But the truth was, he wasn't fine, he was an emotional wreck and the only way to escape that, was to sleep. I wanted to talk about it more, but I didn't want to push it.
"Yeah I might have a sleep as well."
He handed me two blankets, "There you go rose, sleep well", and he lay down and dozed off to sleep. Sure I would sleep well on a patch of dirt covered in leaves, and not in a bed, because I had no idea where I was, sure Adrian, I'll sleep FINE. Of course I didn't say that. I just thought it.
I was a little cold, so I lay next to Adrian, wrapped my arms around him and dozed off myself...
There I was on a hot, glistening beach, lying on my arm chair, in my bikini with my tanned skin glittering in the sun. Then came the awkward part, Adrian came through the trees and stood in front of me, blocking the sun from my face so I could see him.
"Little Dhamphir ... what a surprise" He grinned.
"What do you mean what a surprise, it's my dream and you intruded in it." I looked at him and smiled, to make sure he knew that I wasn't pissed at him for intruding, I was actually quite happy he did.
"I know I intruded, but you wanted me to" His grin widened and he actually looked quite hot, standing over me in the sun. I never thought of Adrian this way before, and it unnerved me.
"You look hot" I said with a big smile on my face. It was my dream, so I better get the best out of it. Then I realised I had chosen the wrong words. He was standing there shirtless, with his hair in that messy style that I liked, wearing his crooked grin, the words for him very ridiculously sexy. "Wait I take that back...." He looked disappointed "I meant to say ridiculously sexy" I said, and his face lit up with happiness. I realised then, that he actually did love me, he looked up to me, with admiration in his eyes.
"There are no words to describe what you look like little Dhamphir" He said, and even though I didn't think It was possible, his grin widened. "What are you thinking about?" he asked randomly.
I had to tell him the truth, I mean, it was a dream, and he could probably find out if I was lying. "You" I said in the most seductive voice I had and it wasn't a lie.
He smiled and kissed me lightly on the lips.
"Adrian, if you are thinking of doing something, I'd rather you didn't." This would surprise him, and finally I would catch him off guard.
He looked pissed off. "Why do you always do that, you always lead me on then push me off? It's really annoying!"
"Don't jump to conclusions, I
was going to say, if you were going to do something, I'd rather be
doing it in real life, not in my dream." I winked at him and he
immediately disappeared. I laughed to myself, as he had probably
woken himself up so wait for me to wake up. I waited in my arm chair
until it was time for me to wake up.
I woke up to find the world all blacked out. I was confused until I realised I was still lying with Adrian, with my arm around him, and he had pulled the blanket over his head, because he didn't like the sun. He was facing me, and for about 10 minutes I just stared at his face. He actually was hot. His hair looked good to, the messy style that I like. I wanted him to wake up so we could talk about the dream, but I thought that would be a bad idea. Did he want what I wanted, were we talking about the same thing when we said we would 'do it' when we got up. I think we were.
I wanted him to wake up now, so I leaned in and kissed him lightly on the cheek, hoping it would wake me up and it did. He looked startled, and then he looked awkward. I realised I still had my leg hitched up on his waist. I removed my leg and he gave me a silly look and told me to put it back.
"Rose, you meant what you said in the dream last night right? Do you want to? Because I do.", and he gave me a huge grin. He looked so ... irresistible...
"Of course I want to Adrian", and I took off my shirt, and slipped we slipped under the blankets.
(A/N: Haha, this chapter was corny and bad, lol sorry, I'm stressed about exams. I intend to put some action into the next few.)
