Prussia's P.O.V.
She looked at her husband and smiled with a distant look in her eyes. She stared off into space, and forced herself to remember, remeber every painful, heartbreaking repressed memory that always haunted her in the back of her mind.
*Flashback*
The allies sat in a conference room discussing the future of the three nations Japan, Prussia, and Germany, of coruse that traitor, Italy wasn't present. Maria swore that she would give the punk a punishment as soon as he decided to come out of hiding. The trio sat in anxious silence, first they discussed Japan, he was forced under temporary russian control. Japan shivered at the decision, making his rins ache, first the allies nuked him and now that he was healed enough to preform his reponsiblities as a country they place him on russia's 'care', pain was sure to come. Next was Germany's turn, which sent the prussian into hysterics, she demanded that he be relinquished of all reprocutions. Germany leaned towards her as far as the cuffs that held all three of them to their seats and whispered, "Calm down, Maria. I deserve to pay for my actions...I deserve this." Hearing her bruder/lover's words only made her angry, "No it's not, Luddy. This is NOT your fault! It's all...Austria's fault, I mean that monster wouldn't be around if it wasn't for him, right," She shrieked, making desperate last attempts to save her brother. "Now, now Maria, Your brother is being more mature about this than you are. Now sit still and act like a lady," England scolded, not noticing both Russia and France's eyes twinkle at the word 'lady'. "Don't tell me what to do," She said with venom in her voice. England sighed, "I didn't want to do this, but you've forced my hand, Maria. Duct tape!" England straightend his tie and continued, "Now, back to Germany, Germany's land will be controlled by America, France, and I." Maria began to squirm around in her chair making unintelligible protests. England looked at her and sighed yet again, "What do we need to do, tranquilize you?" She shook her head from side to side in pure fright and settled in her chair, "Well, if you have a problem with that you will most certainly not like this. Maria Beilschmidt, the Representation of the Empire of Prussia is here by dissolved, never to be a country again. Her land is here by, East Germany and placed under russian military control." Maria lost all control of herself at this, showing a display of wild aggression, unbridled fear, and pure, unadulterated fear. Her violent and erratic movement threatening to brake the restricting bonds. That was the day they took away the only thing precious to her, that was the day they sent her to hell, that was the day that her life ended, and another woman's life began.
The russian looked generally pleased, even grateful to be in her presense, she thought that would make him easy to manipulate and that escaping would be very difficult, or take very long. She was VERY wrong! As soon as they stepped into the house, he swung a pipe at her head, making her world go black.
I wake up to the in a cold dark basement/dungeon type setting, I'm chained to the wall and my clothes have been removed. I'm still trying to guess my location when loud heavy footsteps come from behind the thick metal door at a slow leisurely pace. They stop just outside the door and I hear keys being rattled and then the lock clicks open. Slowly a large man glides into the room and lets the door close behind him. I flinch slightly at the heavy thud that sounds as the door banges closed. He advances and stops dead infront of me. I stare straight into his dark violet eyes; unafraid of him and by the look in his eyes I know that pain was sure to come. He licks his lips and looks me up and down, "Let's see what we have here, da." He stares at me even though we both know it was a retorical question. "Anything I like I won't scar up too badly." He said lighty but it still sounded like a threat. "Well your alabaster skin is soft and smooth but I can't gaurantee I won't make you bleed." He touches my exposed chest, "Your breasts are full and bouncey, da." He moves his hands to my inner thighs, "If I go a little lower I see that you have silky smooth thighs and Primorsky likes that. In fact he likes that a lot, da." He sighs, "But I guess he'll just have wait to break you like that." To this I finally speak, "You will never ever break me. I've gone against people ten times manlier than you." He just smiles at me and icly replies, "You don't know how manly I am, yet da. But you will soon find out. Thank you for saying that though, Now Primorsky doesn't have to wait." He unzipped his pants and roughly entered me.
That was the first time it happened, but after a year or so it's become an everyday thing, when I tell how much I hate him and how disqusting it feels to have him inside of me he'll gets this hurt look in his eyes and he'll either yell at me, beat me or rape me. Lithuania takes good care in cleaning me up, or when nessesary tending to my injuries. After he fixes me up he always gives me a lecture about how I should take better care of myself and stop angering Russia for my own safety. Which pisses me off but I hold my tongue, not wanting to bite the hand that literally feeds me. In fact, to this day I believe the way I acted is the reason why they sent me to Russia's in the first place.
Anyways I figured that I might as well start behaving myself, because if I ever was gonna see germany again, I would rather it not be in a pine box. I already lost my country, I don't want germany to think I've grown weak as well.
After months of abuse and rape I got pregnant. I only found out becuase Russia's phsycotic stalker of a 'wanna-be' girlfriend insisted on me taking one. When it came up positive she tried to kill me but I told her I was aborting it she calmed the fuck down and told me I better. I said 'gladly' and she left without uttering a word to Russia about our little 'finding'. He asked me later and I told him that I was pregnant. At first he was exstatic until I added, "With Germany's baby." Then his expression grew darker, he looked at the belly that he had just been rubbing. He looked like it was the worst sight he'd ever seen and withdrew his hand. Then he did the most unexpected thing ever...He started crying.
When he stopped he didn't even try to touch me. He told me to sleep well and walked out of the room without another word.
That morning I went downstairs for breakfast and after I got done eating he told me to pack my stuff because he was giving me back to Germany. With the explanation of, "You should be there." I packed my bags and sure enough he put me on the first flight to Berlin.
At the time, I thought that all of my hardships were over, at least for the time being. I had my man back and he was happy that we were having a child, Russia left me alone, and all was well...Well almost all things that psychotic chinese woman went balistic on me any chance she got to be alone in the same room. She always mentioned something about breaking her man's heart or something, WTF right? As far as I was or ever will be concerned she can keep that monster!
Anyways, our lives were more, or less perfect, up until this.
*End of Flashback*
"So that's my side of the story, Do you still love me, Germany?" He looked at me with sad eyes, "Of course I still love you, Maria. I'm so sorry that I couldn't be there to protect you from all the pain that you suffered at my hands." She took his face in her warm hands and said, "Hey, Hey! Don't think like that, I did my share of evil too, you know!" He smiled, "Were one fucked up couple in a lot of ways, but you know what, I wouldn't have it any other way."
We go to bed early that night, both sensing the other's need to be held, and soon fell asleep in each other's arms.
Hurray! I puplished early this time I hope people like this one, I took a lot of the material form prussia's dream and While I wrote it I kinda felt like I was repeated myself and being like a "one-trick" pony and I want to expalin that I din't do that because I was being lazy and uncreative to meet a dead-line, Prussia's dream covered the first expirence's she had in Russia's household and therefore was a key factor in her emotions/feelings towards Ivan and I felt that it held a lot of importance to her overall attitude of the story. So really this chapter is more of an indepth coverage of prussia.