Chapter 19 guys!

I can't believe I'm this far already! It's kind of exciting, I had originally thought that this fic was going to be about 22 chapters long but I really don't know now. Maybe it will be maybe it won't, one thing for sure is that it won't be over 30 chapters LoL Probably a couple of more chapters after 22? Anyway, I hope you like the chapter!

Disclaimer: I don't own Teen Titans and this fic is based off of the novela Amor Real

To my reviewers: This chapter will give you that 'weird' feeling some of you review about LoL Just a heads up now on with the story...

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She woke up late in the morning, finding out that Bee hadn't woken her up because she "looked so peaceful in her sleep."

Great.

Now she was late for helping Bee with the housework, late for breakfast, and she had missed Consuela reporting to her early this morning. Not only that but her entire body was screaming at her, her bones ached and she had the slightest headache.

To catch up, she decided to skip breakfast and sent a messenger to fetch Consuela. She would have to help Bee tomorrow and get used to having Consuela follow her around all day today. She hoped the three of them would be good friends, all she ever really wanted was friends.

Starfire dressed herself hurriedly and put her hair up in a simple bun, when she was done she heard a knock at her door. She gave permission for them to open the door and Consuela walked in.

"I'm sorry for not waking up on time." Starfire started.

"Oh no Ma'm it's fine." Consuela defended and Starfire smiled when she noticed that Consuela was practically still in the doorway fidgeting with her fingers. She got up from her vanity mirror and walked over to her.

She grabbed her hands "Please, come in Consuela do not be afraid." Starfire assured.

"Thank you." Consuela said meekly as Starfire pulled her to sit on the bed next to her.

"So, what is there to do here?" Starfire asked.

"Do...?" Consuela asked, a little confused at what Starfire meant.

"Well, when you are not working, what do you do?"

"There's not much around here except for the Church Master Richard had built." Consuela informed her.

A Church. It brought back painful memories of when Starfire used to secretly meet with Speedy, she would say she was going to Church or confessing herself, the idea of meeting Speedy again made her heart want to flutter but she stopped it, it would never happen again.

"Ma'm?" Consuela's voice tugged her out of her thoughts.

"Please, call me Starfire." She corrected her.

Consuela nodded. "Do you wish to see the Church?" She suggested, noting that Starfire must be awfuly bored from being cooped up inside the whole day.

Starfire had nothing else to do so she accepted Consuela's invitation. She grabbed her shawl and rosary and headed out the door after Consuela.

The Church turned out to be a good distance from the house and Starfire had to admit it was very well hidden. She would have never been able to find it herself, with all the trees literally blocking the little barn-shaped building. Once they were inside, Starfire wrapped her shawl around her head and kneeled at the entrance of the pew they chose to sit at. She took her rosary out and started to mumble the prayer to herself, when she was done she opened her eyes and looked around.

Candles lit the dimmed room and it wasn't hard to see that there were a few others praying, from the inside it was a lot bigger then what it seemed to be from the outside. The ceiling wasn't too high and it was expensively decorated like the other Churches she was used to. It was a cream color like the walls, before them there was a cross with the Lord's body attached to it. Hands nailed down and all, along with his feet. Her eyes fell to the ground and she saw a small red rug leading all the way to the alter, it was simple but a nice adornment to the overall look of the small Church.

When she looked up towards the alter she saw the Father in his white robes talking to someone who was dressed too finely to be a peasant, she stared a little longer and she recognized the man's thick black hair, pale skin and broad shoulders. The two started shaking hands and she realized that he was saying goodbye to the Father after they hugged.

Starfire looked down immediately and felt for her rosary, she tuned in to her left ear to see if Consuela was almost done and found that Consuela was very much concentrated on praying, she didn't want to disturb her so they could hide so instead she pretended to pray with her eyes closed tightly. She covered most of her face with the shawl and prayed that he would pass by her without thinking twice.

As she heard the footsteps coming closer her whispers became faster and faster until she had to think of what she was saying to make sure it made sense. Then the echo from the loud footsteps ended and she could have sworn someone was breathing right in front of her face but she dared not open her eyes to find out. She felt a lot safer when she heard the footsteps continuing towards the door and past her.

A few minutes later, when her heartbeat had returned to normal, Starfire felt Consuela nudge her and then asked if she was ready to leave. Starfire nodded and they began to take their leave. Once they were outside she heard Consuela gasp and bowed, she turned to see who she was bowing to and Richard stood before them.

"You are dismissed Consuela, we'll see you back at the house." He said.

Consuela meekly nodded and scurried off without a word.

"But." Starfire started to say when Richard interrupted.

"Don't worry Starfire." He said with a small smile "You can ride with me." And he pulled a large black horse from behind him and a few trees and walked closer to where she was standing, Starfire inched back slowly. There was no way she was getting on that thing with him.

"No thank you." She said lowly and started to walk in the direction Consuela had headed off in. "I'm not very fond of horses." She walked.

"Is it the horse or me?" Richard asked, a little hurt but the words had to be said.

The words hit Starfire's ears and she immediately stiffened, how could he even think of such a thing? Although, frankly, it was a little of both but she would never say it to his face. Besides, it was mainly the horse.

Richard saw her stiffen and he felt a bit guilty for saying it so bluntly but he had seen her in the Church, she was praying for something so fiercely, so desperately. He was almost sure that she was wishing she were in another place, far from here and far from him and he hated that it affected him so much. He would get on his knees and beg for her to be happy but pride wouldn't let him, he wouldn't let her see him so pathetic and dying for her to love him.

"It..is the horse, of course." Starfire turned and said it to him uncertaintly, wondering what he was thinking.

"Well, in that case.." Richard decided to test her "Climb on up, I'll help you." He was closer to her and so was the enormous black horse.

"No thank you." Starfire repeated and walked on.

She hadn't gotten far when she heard a loud neigh behind her, she didn't turn around and only hoped that she would be unnotice. But as she heard the horse getting closer her fear grew and she started to run. From behind Richard grabbed her by the waist and flung her into the air and then right behind him her shawl fell off and Starfire screamed, half shocked and half fearful. She had actuallly hoped it were Richard and not some crazy person who was going to take her hostage.

And when she realized that they were about six feet in the air on top of a horse she clung to Richard with all her might and he enjoyed feeling her face burrowed into his back. "Hang on tight." He said, although he really wished she wouldn't. He could barely breath right now with her just hanging on he couldn't imagine what tight meant to her.

Starfire screamed through most of the twelve minute ride, and innocent bystanders were there to fall victim to her shouts and pleas. Richard did his best to not blush but he could still feel a little hotness on his cheeks when he nodded to the people he knew and worked with. They only stared back and waved, trying their hardest to not seem like they were embarrassed for him.

When they got to a slow trottle Starfire seemed to calm down for the most part and kept still. She noticed she was hanging on to him really tight and she blushed a little at their closeness but she didn't really want to let go she was so scared of falling, she didn't open her eyes until they were at a halt and heard Richard chuckle.

She opened her eyes and felt at ease when she saw that they were back at the ranch and saw all the peasants doing what they were usually doing at this time, which was close to supper time. She felt Richard calmly breathing his chest moving up and down peacefully.."You can let go now." He said.

Starfire practically jumped off the horse itself, her hands flung off him, like he were contaminated in some way. Richard jumped down from the horse and extended his hands upward for her to fall into him. She looked down at him with a worried expression.

"Don't worry, I'll catch you." He assured.

She closed her eyes and allowed herself to slide off of the horse, she felt his arms around her and let out the breath she was holding. She opened her eyes and they met his blue eyes, he was staring peacefully at her. She looked back, taking in his remarkable features. His perfect complexion, jet black hair, and his soft skin. His finger touched the edge of her lips and she remembered the night she was his, the feeling she had when he completed her for the first time. She had never known there was something missing until he showed her.

Feeling her body so close to his only turned him on more, seeing her everyday only sparked it but having her here, in his arms was something he couldn't handle and his lips came closer. In his head he remembered all the lustful dreams he had had of her.

Starfire fidgeted out of his embrace "You have beautiful eyes." She blushed and looked away.

"Uh..yeah, thanks." Richard tried to calm down, he could still feel his blood pulsating through his veins.

Starfire started walking inside and he followed her after letting one of the stablehands take the horse. When he entered she was gone and he figured she had gone up to her room, obviously wanting some alone time. He smelled the food being prepared and frankly he was only hungry for one thing, but since that would never happen he walked into the drawing room and had a couple of drinks.

Later, when Bee had informed him that dinner was ready to be served. He left for the dining area and saw that Starfire and Babs were already there, they sat in silence for a while until Babs started up a conversation about what they should do about the extra land they had, Richard tried to involve Starfire but she either really had no interest or was afraid her opinions would be shot down.

Babs saw this and she tried to involve Starfire too, but in her own way. "So, Starfire do you like it here?"

Richard looked up at Babs, she looked like she honestly wanted to know. And Starfire had gone still, she cleared her throat and replied "Yes, I do."

"Jesus don't sound so enthusiastic, this isn't your wedding day." Babs joked, pun intended.

Richard stiffened.

"Pardon?" Asked Starfire although the mention of her wedding day made her stomach wrench.

"You said 'I do' you know like you said to Richard before he brought you here." Babs explained.

"Oh, yes." Starfire got it, she felt her eyes moisten.

"Which by the way, how was it? I'm sad to say I wasn't able to attend." Babs continued.

"It was...nice." Starfire struggled to say an appropriate word.

"Nice? That's it, come now give me the details. Did you like your dress? What about the cake, who'd you hire? How many people attended?"

Babs continued to ramble and Starfire thought she was about to burst from embarrassment and sorrow. When women married they took everything in detail from their weddings in order to tell their friends, but what about her? What would she say to the people who asked her about her wedding? It was a horrendous experience. It was the first time Richard had broken a promise to her, the first time he had hit her and it marked the day Richard had torn her away from her home, family and Rachel.

A couple of tears trickled down from Starfire's eyes and she quickly wiped them away "Yes." She sniffled. "Yes, the dress was beautiful. Right Richard?" She slid her hand over the table and Richard layed his hand on hers and nodded, his support meant the world to her right then.

"Why do you ask?" Starfire asked Babs a little more confident.

"I was only curious." Babs said innocently, a little depressed.

Richard was thankful Babs had no more questions, she hadn't been there and in a way he was glad. He didn't want her to know, especially since he already knew that she saw him as more than a brother. She had told him many times before and he had told her that she was a sister to him.

Richard was clueless, didn't he see that Babs was trying to get to her? How was she supposed to live with her in this house? Starfire was convinced that Babs wouldn't stop until she was out of this house but she wasn't going to leave that easily. After dinner everyone went their own separate ways and Starfire went to her room, she was beginning to feel like a recluse.

Talk of her wedding brought home sickness so she sat down and wrote to her sister.

Dear Blackfire,

I am sorry to inform you that this envelope does not include the money that you so desperately wanted in the other letter but I am sure that Richard will send some soon, hopefully. For the most part I am fine, please, tell grandfather that he simply must visit, I assure you that he would be most welcomed in this new home of mine. But oh sister the word home brings sorrow to my heart, I am lonely Blackfire. I have made few friends and that makes me feel a little better but it is not enough please send Rachel my best regards. I know that if I wrote to her the letter wouldn't get through because of her husband, Michael. Until next time sister of mine.

Your Sister,

Starfire

Starfire encased the letter in an envelope and set it aside for now, she would tell Richard to take it in the morning. She asked Consuela to heat up some water for her to bathe in and within half an hour she was getting ready to soak in the tub, she went into the hot water with nothing on and relaxed with her head resting against the tub.

A few minutes of soaking and she began to scrub the dirt from her skin, she washed her hair and soaked some more. Most had their personal servant next to them to help but she was one of those few who liked privacy. When she was done she stood up and squeezed the water from her hair.

Little did she know Richard had seen everything, from her taking off her clothes to washing her hair. He knew he should respect her privacy but he just couldn't tear his eyes away from her. Everytime he tried to get farther from her and forget what he felt but it seemed to grow stronger with each passing day. Seeing her everyday and smelling her scent when she passed by, he tried to get away by working nonstop. Leaving early in the morning and not coming back until dark, until he was too tired to try and convince her again.

So this was it, he was tired of running away from her. He would make her fall desperately in love with him and when she fell he would be the one on the ground to catch her because he had fallen a long time ago. He grabbed a towel and silently walked towards her, with her back to him she didn't see or hear him at all.

She jumped when the towel came in contact with her skin and around her slim figure. She prayed, no, begged for it to be anyone other than Richard she wouldn't be able to face him like this. She felt strong arms encircle her, anyone she begged inside her mind. It could be Xavier or maybe even...she gulped, Speedy.

She looked down at the pale arms and knew it was Richard instantly. She let him pick her up bridal style and carry her out of the bathroom and into the bedroom. The room was dark and she wondered how long her bath had taken, she couldn't see him but she felt him run his nose up and down the side of her face and she liked it. He was so warm and she was still wet from the shower and beginning to shiver.

His hands wandered around her body and she hung close to the towel wrapped around her. His hand landed on her butt and he started rubbing circles into her, at first she didn't like the feeling but then submitted to it. She felt his hot breath over her lips and she turned away, his hand caught her chin and turned her back towards him and without a second to waste he kissed her.

He ran his fingers into her damp hair and pulled her even closer, to Starfire it felt so good she let go of the towel and grabbed his neck. Richard felt her respond and wrapped his hands around her waist only to feel the towel loosen, he cautiously slid it off and held her close. While keeping his mouth locked with hers he took off his shirt and began to unbuckle his pants.

His pants fell to the ground and he pressed his dry warm skin against her wet cold skin, it did nothing to cool him down. They stood there kissing, the light from the moon barely illuminating Richard's silouetted hand as it ran across Starfire's slick back.

He drew her nearer to the bed and she followed. He layed her down first and began to caress her body with his hands and occasionally his mouth, he wanted to take in everything she was, her taste, the way she felt under him, and the way she struggled to keep her breath under control.

Richard sat up and leaned against the head of the bed, in the dark he searched for her hand and pulled her towards him she was hesitant but he eventually convinced her, he took both her hands in his and made her feel his well toned chest, leading them along lower to his hard abs and then around his pulsating manhood.

Even though her touch was forced and not by will he enjoyed it and when he couldn't take it anymore he grabbed her and kissed her fiercely she responded in her own fierce way and then pulled away. He could feel her staring down at him and he carefully placed both her legs on either side of him, she was kneeling on top of him and all she needed to do was sit.

"Come on Starfire, ride me." His voice was low and husky and in its own way pleading.

Starfire took his words into consideration, he was giving her a choice. But her body wasn't, it was a yes all the way, her mind told her she would regret this later but she was completely clouded by desire. She positioned herself over him more carefully and sat, his entering her didn't hurt as much as it did the first time but she quickly got accustomed to the warm feeling he gave her inside.

She began to beat against him in a slow steady rhythm up and down slowly she went, and Richard released several breaths of pleasure but slow and steady was not what he needed now he wanted it fast. He needed it fast, he had waited for so long and having her on top of him innocently rocking into him only increased his eagerness to have her scream his name. He put his hands on her tiny waist and everytime she went down he pushed himself inside her further and everytime she seemed to be surprised by what she felt.

She loved the feeling of being in control, she determined the speed at which they went and how long they would go. She began to pick up speed, taking shorter strides up and down and by the way Richard was reacting she thought she was doing pretty good for her second time.

He had been inside so many women, why was this one so different? In a way it angered him but it was overpowered by the thick scent of lust that was quickly rising in the room. He felt like his heart was about to burst when she went faster, faster and faster she sped up and he resisted the temptation to jump on her and take over.

Starfire's breathing was deep and uncontrolled, it was like she had forgotten how to breath. All the sensations she was feeling were new to her and she wondered how long they'd been around, where were they all this time? In Richard?

Then she stopped.

In a second's time both their hearts stopped beating and everything around them wasn't important, at that moment they reached that godly paradise otherwise known as an orgasm. They both felt it at the same time and they both went still as their brains registered and sent the feeling flowing through their bodies like hot water.

Their lungs pumped more air for them to breath, though right now they were panting, and Starfire rested her sweaty forehead against Richard's. He responded with an eskimo kiss and made his way on top of her as she fell back under him. He rolled to the side and leaned his head on his elbow, Starfire lay on her stomach across from him her eyes closed and head turned towards him.

He reached his hand over to her and caressed her cheek, she opened her eyes lazily and stared at him.

He got closer to her face "You were amazing." He whispered.

Starfire raised her hand to her mouth and gave a shy smile, she had no idea what to say so she didn't say anything.

The room was getting lighter, a sign that time was passing. Richard grabbed the blankets and covered their bodies with it while putting an arm around her and closed his eyes, ready for the peaceful slumber that awaited him.

The next time Starfire opened her eyes Richard was right next to her, a halo of light surrounded his head giving away the position of the sun right behind him. She felt her face get hot, how was she ever going to look at him again, she tells him she doesn't love him, marries him and then shares his bed. What was wrong with her?

Her eyes were heavy and her body was begging for sleep, she could feel hunger and thirst but that would have to wait because she was too tired, she took in one last image of Richard sleeping calmly next to her and closed her eyes.

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I'm so sorry for that crappy CRAPPY chapter ugh...it was so crappy but oMg I'm so embarrassed you guys (I'm blushing! LoL) about the lemony scene I'm sorry if it sucked and oMg did anyone see the game! The SOCCER game I mean! Italy won! I was rooting for them but I feel kinda bad for France...Oh I almost forgot to tell ya'll, I'm not banned from the internet now! YaY! LoL But I'm still trying to get in the habit of updating my stories, next I'm going to update "Torn" so I'll see ya'll Later!

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