This is a REVISED EDIT of chp 3. Changed a few things here and there that I wasn't happy with. Chp4 won't upload for some reason and I'm trying to figure out why. Will be posting it asap!
Broke the M-rated goodness in half. Next chapter will have the scenes I'm sure everyone wants most of…including myself! I'm sorry if I disappointed anyone. I'm doing my best and I want to make this scene memorable for everyone. Check out the Author's Note at the bottom if you want to understand why I had Mio and Ritsu wait so long to have sex despite being married for a year…
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I do not own K-ON! or the song 'Nights in White Satin' by David Lanz.
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"Mio."
I shivered, my body reacting to Ritsu's voice. I looked at her nervously, expectantly, and was surprised when she got up from the bed. Before I could question her, she silenced me with a slow kiss and whispered into my ear.
"There's just something I need to do first."
Puzzled, I sat up in the bed and watched as she approached the sliding doors to the balcony, opening the curtains, and then the sliding doors. The wind blew in gently, making the snow-white curtains throughout the room dance. A full moon was slowly rising into the sky and instead of the cold, lonely feeling it had been sharing with me the past few months, it radiated the warmth and joy Ritsu was emitting and shared with me as she came back to my side. She slowly lowered herself above me and gazed at me with a smile. I could vaguely hear the outside sounds of life below and froze with uneasiness.
"Ritsu…the doors, someone below might…"
She chuckled as she moved a stray hair from my face and pushed it behind my ear.
"Mio, my Mio."
Ignoring what I said, Ritsu gently trailed her fingers over my arms and into my hair, massaging my head slowly as she whispered my name again and again. Her voice and actions soothed me and made me forget my worries for that moment. She pressed her body closer to mine and I felt myself get warmer. As her face neared mine, a sudden breeze ran through the air and made me shiver slightly, reminding me of my earlier concerns.
"Ritsu…" I whispered. "The balcony…why…?"
In that brief moment of my parted lips, she slipped her tongue inside my mouth, catching me by surprise. Instinctively I could feel myself start to push her away but she grasped my wrists and placed them far above my head and continued to silence any protests I had until we both broke apart and gasped for air. I felt so light headed that I nearly forgot my question from earlier. Before I could speak, Ritsu gave me a quick kiss before chuckling.
"You'll find out soon, my love." She wove her fingers through my hair mischievously. "It's one of the reasons why I liked the location of this place. But…"
Ritsu glanced contritely at the chair where her dress shirt was lying and I felt a pang of disappointment in myself for acting the way I did. I shook my head and smiled at her reassuringly; weaving my fingers through her hair let her know that everything was alright. Ritsu leaned down and gave me a kiss on the cheek, grinning.
"I'm not going to freak out about it later, am I?" I asked, sighing.
"Well, you shouldn't have that reaction but…"
"Ritsu!"
I made to hit her head but she caught my hand firmly and slowly began to kiss the inside of my other hand, making her way up to my shoulder. I blushed and continued to struggle but after a while I saw that it was pointless to continue so I willed myself to relax and she released my hand.
"Well?" I said.
Ritsu laughed and I could feel myself getting annoyed. She gave me another short kiss before moving onto her side and caressed my cheek.
"It's just something I've always wanted to do with you. Nothing more, nothing less."
"And for how long have you wanted to do…whatever it is?" I asked, my voice trembling slightly. I was conscious of the fact that she hadn't really answered my question but with the way her hand was moving across my face I probably wouldn't care for much longer.
"Since I fell for you."
"But that's not—"
Ritsu took me by surprise again as her lips met mine and we devoured each other with kisses. When we broke for air, she placed a finger upon my lips.
"We'll talk about that later if you still want to. I promise." She said breathlessly. "Now then, no more questions, understood?"
I nodded and watched her apprehensively, wondering what her next move was going to be. She lowered head down and nuzzled my neck before whispering into my left ear.
"Good."
I shivered slightly from her hot breath.
"Hyah!" I gasped out, startled by the feeling that surged through me as she gently bit my ear.
I heard muffled laughter and frowned.
"You always make such cute sounds, you know that, Mio?"
Before I could say something in retort, Ritsu cupped my face in her hands and brushed her thumbs lightly over my cheeks before resting her forehead against mine.
"If I there is something you really don't like or want me to do Mio, just tell me and I'll stop."
I felt an indescribable feeling spread throughout my body that made me want to cry. Even though this was something I knew she had wanted to do for a long time but respected that I wasn't ready for it, she still put my needs ahead of her own. I trembled with an overwhelming surge of love and embarrassment as I kissed her lightly.
"Ritsu…just…love me." I whispered, wrapping my arms around her.
"Mio…" Ritsu said, tears shining in her eyes.
Suddenly Ritsu tightened her hold on me and began kissing me feverishly; on my cheeks, the tip of my nose, and the corner of my eyes before going to my lips. She ran her tongue impatiently over my lips and when I opened them we both fought for dominance in the kiss with our tongues. Eventually we broke for air and I felt as if all my strength had left me. Ritsu seemed calm after this kiss, for she then took her time as she slowly rained feather light kisses down my neck, making her way down my body. She paused for a moment once and gently bit my throat, causing me to jump and tense up slightly. I could feel her sucking and licking the place she bit me and found myself making noises that I didn't know I was capable of making. I began to breathe faster as she continued to kiss her way down to my collarbone.
All at once, she quickly leaned back and took off the shirt she was wearing effortlessly. I felt my heartbeat quicken when I realized that she wore nothing underneath. The room was lit only from the lights of the city and the still rising moon so I could not see much in detail. And yet, just the outline of her torso caused me to flush with warmth. She leaned forward and slowly unbuttoned my top, kissing her way down my chest, whispering my name as each button revealed more of my skin to her. I closed my eyes as each kiss sent me a shock of pleasure and I found myself wanting her to go faster in undressing me. When she reached for the clothing below my waist, she hesitated a moment but when I pressed myself into her hand she resumed and then proceeded to take the rest of her clothes off as well. Soon, all clothing aside from my shirt had been removed from my body. I tried to sit up and shrug off my shirt, but Ritsu immediately pushed me back down. Then she moved to the side slightly, causing the light of the moon to shine down upon my body. I scrambled in embarrassment to pull the sheets to cover me, but I stopped when Ritsu put her hand on my face. The smoldering, yearning look of desire for me in her eyes was captivating and for a moment I saw that familiar mischievous kindness flash in them that caused me to befriend her all those years ago. I knew at this moment that I would always want her to look at me like that, with such warmth, such love, such desire.
"This…" Ritsu said, as she gestured around us. "This is what I've always wanted, Mio." She leaned down and gave me a light kiss.
"To see you as the light of the moon shines down upon your body." Ritsu gently brushed her fingertips from my chin to my navel as she said this.
"Your shining black hair spread around you," Her other hand weaved through my hair.
"Your pure, white skin glowing under the moon," She bent down and placed a kiss on my chest.
"And your beautiful gray eyes looking glossily at me with love and desire…this pure, beautiful scene that only I will ever see…this is what I've always wanted, my Mio."
She looked at me so lovingly, so kindly, before giving me a kiss that transmitted her overwhelming love and desire she felt for me. I nearly wanted to cry from the sudden joy and delight my heart and body felt at her words and actions. I wanted to say something just as wonderful in return.
"Ritsu I…ahhh!"
Ritsu had started massaging my right breast with one hand and had begun licking circles on the other one before I could say anything. The feeling of someone touching me this way was completely new to me. I was frightened at first but eventually I started to feel good from the sensations. Ritsu's tongue would get closer and closer to the center of my breast, but then she would change her mind and go back to massaging and teasing me. My breath was starting to grow haggard and I'm sure if anyone had been listening they probably would have thought I was a crazed beast in heat. I sensed her grin as she continued to avoid the area I wanted to be touched. Before I could think about whether I should voice my complaint or not, my body answered for me and automatically pushed itself up to Ritsu. It seemed Ritsu had been waiting for this moment, and I involuntarily cried out when she started sucking and pulling on my nipples.
I grabbed a hold of her head and made it so she couldn't move away from my breasts and soon she was content on just sucking one nipple and lightly pinching the other with her fingers. I could hear her breathe coming out in slight pants as she switched back and forth between my breasts and continued to ravish me. I was in such a delirious state of pleasure that she managed to break free of my hold and went back to giving me kisses to which I readily returned.
When we came up from a particularly deep kiss, I felt the mood shift. Ritsu leaned back and from the moonlight I could see her eyes shining with a plea. I blinked, trying to catch my breath and ask her what the matter was but she stopped me with another kiss that was slower and gentler than the all the previous ones.
I felt her hand slowly stroke its way down my body, teasing me to the point where I squirmed to have her touch me in the right places. Her hand stopped when it reached my waist and I suddenly was conscious of moistness between my thighs. I knew what it was and felt embarrassed to the point that I was sure Ritsu could feel my temperature rise. I turned my head to the side and closed my eyes, hot tears started to form as I tensed up. When I felt no movement and heard only quiet, controlled breathing, I peeked through one eye and saw Ritsu watching me, love and a twinge of concern in her eyes. I became worried as she gave me a small smile but still made no attempt to move.
"Ritsu…?" I said uncertainly. I sat up and cupped one hand against her cheek, searching her face for anything that could tell me what she was thinking at this moment.
"Mio, I… I said it earlier. If this bothers you or you don't want to continue, I'll stop." Ritsu shook her head and cleared her throat. "But if…if we go any further… I don't know if I'll be able to stop. I don't want to stop, but I don't want to hurt or force you in anyway just because I can't control myself. I love you and I-"
Something snapped in me and I reversed our roles, with Ritsu laying on the bed and me hovering over her. My actions surprised the both of us and neither of us said anything for a few seconds. My eyes soaked in Ritsu's body which made no move to free itself from my grasp and suddenly desire to dominate her hit me at full force.
"Say it again." I demanded, grabbing her arms and pinning them above her head.
Confusion flickered briefly on Ritsu's face but it was quickly replaced a look of realization and amusement, then tenderness, and so much more.
"I love you, Mio."
The way her voice said that line made me involuntarily release my hold on her and I kissed her.
"Again."
"I love you."
I felt Ritsu slowly lift the both of us into sitting positions and turn my face towards hers. I could feel tears falling down my cheeks.
"Again." I whispered hoarsely, closing my eyes.
"I love you." She said as she gave me another kiss, pulling back only when I started shivering. "Mio?"
The new physical sensations and feelings coursing through me as she showed how much she loved me was almost too overwhelming for me and I didn't know what to do next. To show that I loved her just as much as she did me. Before I could sort my thoughts, I felt her weave her fingers through my hair and we locked eyes. I saw only trust and love in her eyes. I knew what I wanted to do.
"Ritsu." I breathed slowly as I leaned over her, my hair cascading like a curtain and making it so she saw me and only me.
I suddenly felt shy under her inquiring gaze as she waited for my next move. I looked into her eyes and felt a gentle warmth spread throughout my body, warmth I wanted to share with her.
"I love you."
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A/N: I had a discussion with a friend of mine about a review this story got about how Mio and Ritsu never had sex during their marriage, saying that it wasn't normal. However, I know various couples who didn't care for sex and only had it to have children. And also some who never have it at all! But they loved each other very much! Granted, this is not the same as what is being presented with my view of Mio and Ritsu's marriage but I believe it is similar in a way. I will attempt to explain the hidden 'back story info' that I imagined when coming up with this story and why it took them this long to finally consummate their love.
Mio, as we know, is canonical shy and gets embarrassed easily Ritsu, though she can be brash, selfish, and impulsive, really does love and care for Mio. They both care for each other. We've seen this in the anime and manga. I believe Ritsu would put her own desires aside because she loves Mio so much that she's happy just to be by her side and wouldn't push her to do something she wasn't ready for or didn't like. The same goes for Mio too. A true couple in love (I believe) would never force one another to do things they didn't want to do or weren't ready for. -However, I'm sure Ritsu wouldn't have said no to doing something more than kissing sooner with Mio! Lol- But I do think that if one is not reassured in some way that they're loved, it can cause doubt/weariness on the soul and that's what happened with Ritsu and Mio with their lack of communication. Both were afraid that the other didn't love them anymore, which wasn't true. Neither stopped loving each other but with the passage of time, they fell into a routine of 'safety' and pretended that everything was alright. Ritsu would tell Mio she loved her but Mio was too embarrassed to say it back (again, Ritsu wouldn't push her to do anything she didn't want to do) but after a while, it made Ritsu uncertain. Thus she immersed herself with her work to avoid thinking about her uncertainties and to keep Mio with what she thought would make her happy/keep her by her side. Yet this made things worse because Mio assumed Ritsu was avoiding her because of how she wasn't very forthcoming with her feelings as Ritsu was toward her (the trampy boss didn't help either lol) and also, Mio's personality was also a factor. It was all simple miscommunication (or lack thereof) and doubt. And that is where this story comes in, portraying all their insecurities and then finally, they make up.
Sorry if the note was too long. I just wanted to bring this up because it had been bothering me for a while. I do admit that I would be like how I portray Mio in this story. Unless I was ready, I would not have sex even if I was married. It's an important step in ANY relationship if one chooses to do it and should NEVER be taken lightly and both sides should be comfortable with it. Perhaps I could have expressed all this in the story itself but it would have taken too long and I wanted to get to the point, be as it may…I do have an idea though of a 'before' marriage story but until this story is finished, it will stay in the plotting/brainstorming stages. Thank you for the ones who took time to read this. As always, if you have anything you want to discuss, leave a review or pm me!