"Anna get out now!" I heard meg yell. I had no choice. I couldnt get to her. I had to leave. I flew to the only place i new. The cabin

Castiels POV

We had failed. Dick was more then ready for us. I saw our only chance of survival was to retreat. We sat in the cabin wollowing in our epic failure.

Dean slammed his fasts on the table in frustration "Great!" He shouted "That was a frikin disaster!"

Sam looked to the ground "We couldnt have won dean"

Dean dragged his fists of the table "Thanks sherlock!"

I shared there disapointment but mostly my thoughts were with meg

"We have to go back for meg" I paused thinking about how that sounded .."And anna" I added

Deans eyes widened "Are you frikin crazy!"

Sam stared as cas as if in a trace "Your joking right? After what happened back there you expect to march back in!"

I understood what the boys were trying to tell me. It was dangerous reckless and almost suicidel.

"We are a team" I stated as a fact to try and play on there emotions. "We all participated in this plan and we all deserve to make it out"

Dean was about to argue against me when i felt a presence

"Shhhh" I said looking around

The brothers eyes scanned the room

"Cas what is it" Dean whispered

Sam pulled the gun from his jacket

It was a few seconds before i figured out who it was

"Its anna" I said, a glimmer of hope in my voice. Not for anna but for meg

A flutter of wings and anna appeared...Alone.

Sam and dean stared at her "Anna you made it out" Dean took a breath before explaining what had happened "We were ambushed, Dick was waiting for us. We had no chance"

Sam looked to the floor once again

"As were we" Anna responded with sadness in her voice

I had waited untill not for meg to enter...but she hadnt

"Where is meg?" I asked

Anna looked at me with sad eyes "She didnt make it out castiel"

I felt the anger in me build up and i ran at her pressing her against the wall. She didnt bother trying to fight me

"You left her there!" i yelled in her face and saw the fear in her eyes

Tears were now running down her cheeks. "Im, im sorry. Dick had her. There was nothing i could do"

I instantly grabbed her throat makin it harder for her to speak.

"Cas!" Dean yelled as he and sam ran to me grabbing each of my arms tying to pull me away from anna...with no success

Anna choked out her next sentence ..."She...she...told me...to...go"

I released her at stepped back as she dropped to the floor

I paced around the room while sam helped anna up

Dean stepped toward me "cas, your not going back there"

"Yes i am dean" i responded.

He shook his head "No cas, You arent going! Its suicide!"

That just made me mader "I dont expect you to come and i dont expect you to understand"

Sam shook his head "Meg wouldnt want you to charge in there unprepared and get yourself killed. You dont even know if shes still alive"

My stomach sank at his last words...you dont even know if shes alive...

"I...i...have to try... Im sorry" i blurted out and flew out before they had a chance to respond

I couldnt expect them to fight for meg, not after everything she'd done to them.

I appeared out the front of Sudocorp. I was going to save her. Even if it cost me my life...

Megs POV

I sat in the empty room. It resembled a prison cell, much like the ones crowley had used when he was collecting the alphas.

Great! Captured by the enemy...good one meg.

I knew i was going to die and id probably be tortured and used. But that leviathan dick was wrong if he thought i was going to give him my fear!

"If your gonna kill me just kill me"

Dick smirked as he walked toward the bars to get a better look at me

"Oh honey, im not going to kill you" He paused for a seond but his smiled remained

"Not yet anyway. You see i am well aware of the weapon your little friends have. Cant have weapons that can kill me floating around now can i?"

"IM NOT TELLING YOU ANYTHING!" i spat

He laughed at my hostile responce

"I dont need you to tell me darl'n. See im willing to bet your little buddys will come back for you. Then ill detsroy the only threat left against me"

He laughed in success while i laughed in what i thought was his stupidity

I smiled thinking i was about to blow up his whole plan

"I hate to burst your bubble..." I said, amusement in my voice .

I stepped closer so my face was against the bars as close to his as possible

"But those little pansies arent coming back for me...they dont care about me" My smile grew larger "And they sure as hell wont risk their lives for me...so if your gonna kill me do it now!"

He didnt flinch, he didnt move.

"You really dont know do you?" he asked

"Know WHAT?" i shot back

"Your angel?...He'll come back for you, i have no doubt. And once he comes, those dimwitted wichesters will follow"

"What makes you so sure he'll come back!" i spat angrily

He locked eyes with me. That sardistic smirk still strong on his face

"When i first entered this world i existed in that angel. I learnt alot about him, alot about all of you actually" He paused before continuing

"Trust me honey, hes coming back for you"

He let out a loud laugh that made my blood boil

"As hilerious as it is he loves you demon" He turned away from the bars... "He wont leave you here" He added as he walked out of sight

I was left in shock. How could castiel love me? An angel...loving me?...im an abomination.

In that instant i prayed for the first time in a long time. I prayed that castiel would stay away, that he would leave me here and Dick would not win! But mostly i prayed that castiel stayed safe and unharmed...