Chapter 3 – Rachel's Words
Have you ever been so excited for something, and then all the things before it happens sounds like an eternity? That was my day.
I was so excited for that trip, the secrets it was hiding, secrets Blaine was hiding, why he would suddenly schedule a wonderful travel in a normal weekend and why he wouldn't tell me where we would go. Yeah. Anxiety was killing me.
At least, the day was getting colder each every minute, so I wouldn't sweat like I was after wake up. Also, I had brought my sweater, so I would be just fine. The problem? The day was just getting boring.
Rachel and I had English class together, and how we were actually doing nothing on it, she started talking to me with messages through paper:
R - {Hey! Paying attention?}
K – {No way. She already gave us this subject. Apparently, it's just a review.}
R – {Great! So, Mercedes, Tina and I are going to shopping tonight. Wanna go?}
K – {No thanks. Already got plans. But why did she call you and not me?}
R – {I just got her text. Check your phone…}
Discretely, I picked my phone in my pocket and saw Mercedes' text inviting me to go shopping with her. I replied with 'sorry, already with plans sweetie. Maybe next time'. Then I wrote on the paper to Rachel:
K – {Yeah, I got it. Thirty minutes ago, actually}
R – {As I thought. Well, but what about these plans of you? What are you going to do?}
K – {Just plans}
R – {Right. Thought I was your friend. Good to know the truth}
K – {I'm just going on a travel, why do you care?}
R – {A travel? With WHO?!}
K – {Blaine. Why's that even important anyway?}
R – {Don't try to change the subject, Hummel. And it's just with him? That's awesome! Where're you going?}
K – {Thought it was the same LOL. Well, I don't know}
R – {Come on, Kurt! Tell me! You already told the biggest part of the history, didn't you?}
K – {I really don't know, he didn't tell me}
R – {Seriously? That's so romantic, omg! Where do you think he's taking you? And why so suddenly like that?}
K – {Yes and no idea}
R – {OMG. He's going to show you his love and devotion for you, omg this is so beautiful and romantic and pornographic *-*}
K – {Gosh, stop with that, Rachel!}
R – {I bet he's going to suck your dick so hard in a hot tub that you'll have two orgasms at the same time!}
K – {I'm done talking to you}
R – {Wait. What is something bad? What if he's just doing that to have a wonderful last weekend of you both together and then leaves? What if he's dying? What if he's going to break up with you theatrically? OMG. You can't go to this trip Kurt}
K – {Come on, don't be ridiculous. Also, the only one who would go to a travel to break up theatrically would be Jesse. Just forget it ok?}
R – {YOU. CAN'T. GO.}
K – {Of course. I'll just ignore you by now, ok?}
She looked at me mad after reading my answer, and then made a movement with the mouth, trying to say 'Don't go'. Unfortunately, she had influenced me. And I couldn't stop thinking in some bad reasons Blaine would have to take me to that travel all of a sudden.
The bell ringed indicating the lunch time. Finally! I don't think I could have handled another class.
I passed in my locker on the middle of the way, kept my books there and went to the refectory and found Finn, Noah, Mike and Blaine, discussing about something. They were making many gestures and speaking very loud. I tried to shut them up by speaking low and calm.
"Hello boys. What's happening?
Puck answered before everyone: "Mike said that Josh Melo is better than Christian Hofster, and Finn just agreed and that's-"
"…Definitely not truth." Blaine cutted Puck and continued the sentence "And they can't keep with thoughts like that. It's wrong" And then smiled.
"Of course Christian is better!"
"You're saying that just because you think he's cute, Kurt"
"Excuse me, but I don't give a shit on how he looks like. He took his team to the finals of that big championship, and Josh didn't even get there. That says something, doesn't it Finn?"
"First of all, you only know that because Burt told you, and second, his team lost the finals"
Blaine got in the way: "Only because they putted that Jefferson, which only got into the team because his father donated two hundred thousand dollars to the club"
"A good player is not interfered with by his partners. He's always ready for the worst" Mike said.
That was getting stupid. I wasn't the kind of person fascinated for soccer, so I just stopped them:
"Okay, shut up. Both are good. And you're all screaming. People are staring, just shut up"
They all looked around and saw people's eyes focused on them, then got ashamed and got back to their food, silently. I putted my lunch on the table, sited and started to eat too. Puckerman was the one who broke the silence.
"Hey guys, do you want to go to Fat Duck tomorrow? They opened the pool for everybody. We all could go!"
"I'm in", Finn said and Mike followed him, "Me too. It'll be great!"
Blaine and I didn't say a word as if we hadn't even listened Noah.
"Blaine, Kurt? What about you?"
We made many sounds like 'Hm' at the same time, embarrassed, trying to find an excuse so we wouldn't have to say our plans. So, I was the first one who manifested:
"I have some stuff to do this weekend, can't go, sorry"
"Yeah, I have some too. I got to go to my grandma's house, give a visit for her, you know?"
"Well, ok, guess it will be only the four of us"
"Four?"
"Yeah, I invited Sam too"
Speaking on him, he appeared there with Quinn, Artie and Brittany. Apparently, he heard the last part.
"What's about me?" He said, sitting down and putting his lunch on the table, followed by the other two when Puck answered.
"Fat Duck"
"Oh"
Then, Rachel got there, staring at me.
"Hello guys" Then looked to the others "You won't imagine what just happened! My cousin of Australia is coming to Ohio this week, and he is so great, I want you to meet him, you'll just love him! He comes here so rarely and I love him so much, we lived our childhood with each other, he is the best, oh my god I'm so excited!"
How she could speak in a velocity so fast, that I would never know.
"Great honey! But will he like me? I thought you said he was jealous…"
"Come on Finn, he'll just love you! And you all won't imagine what-"
I just turned off. She kept speaking, and there was conversation, but nothing seemed important. At least, not as important as Blaine's face, as if he had turned off too. Living in the world of the Moon. What the hell was he thinking? Why couldn't he just come talk to me? I was so curious, damn! When he realized that he was still alive, he looked at me staring at him and just smiled. The kind of smile that said I love you so much. Why was he making that look? Why Rachel didn't shut up? Geez.
I just waited for the end of the day.
It was 5 pm. I had left Blaine on his house thirty minutes ago and he would pass by mine to pick me up in fifteen minutes.
My bags were ready, I already had ate, got some cash, cellphone charged, documents on the wallet, shower taken and people on the house (at least the adults) were already knowing about my travel. Everything was ready, and I had nothing to do. The anxiously made I brush my teeth three times in less of ten minutes. Couldn't Blaine come faster? I had never been that way; I always had something to do. And suddenly, everything was turning around him. What had he done with me?
The clock was ticking slower each every second that passed. It looked like it was going to stop sometime. Finn was in the kitchen and asked me:
"Dude, what are you waiting for?"
"I am waiting the clock change the numbers."
"Of course. For…?"
"Not of your business."
"I won't tell anyone, come on."
I looked at him. What bad would happen if I told him?
"Blaine will be stopping by here to pick me up. He is taking me to a trip this weekend, so don't be scared if I don't come up with your milk before sleep time."
"I think I'll miss that." He laughed, but I knew he was serious too. "Where are you going?"
"He didn't tell me. Why people want to know where we're going? Come on, why is that even important to them know?"
"He didn't tell you? Wow. I would only do that with Rachel if it were to make a huge romantic trip with her…"
"Yeah, I got it. He will show his devotion and love and blah blah blah. You're not the first one to tell me that."
"Sorry. Don't be so mad. Want a hot dog? Just made one for myself."
"And full myself of fats and carbohydrates? No thanks. I'm fine here."
"Your choice."
He came by my side and turned on the TV. It was on FOX and was passing The Simpsons. Since I didn't have much to do, I just watched with him the episode. And how he laughed. Geez, it is funny, but not that funny. And there were stupid commentaries in some parts, but in the general, it was cool.
Then I heard a horn on the street. When I went to see, it was Blaine's car. I picked my bags running, said goodbye to Finn and left. I got into his car, received a deep kiss, that lasted thirty seconds. It was really good.
"Hello darling. Ready for it?"
"I'm ready has been hours. Let's go."
He turned the car on and went on the way. I had a good feeling about the trip.