Chapter 5 – Two Hands

He opened that box. That white tiny beautiful box. He opened it. And there was a thing much more beautiful inside. A ring. Not just a normal ring. A diamond ring.

The ring was white gold with a diamond stuck on top. Around him there were two Celtic ornaments in silver. That was a big diamond.

At that moment, million questions passed through my head. Where the hell would he buy that ring? How would he buy that ring? Was it stolen? Of course not. A gift maybe? Probably. It doesn't matter anyway. What matters is that I would love to say yes, but that would be really selfish for two simple reasons: first, I didn't have a ring to give him back, and even if I did, it wouldn't be as gorgeous and as expensive as this one. Second, I would be stealing his youth. He had so much more to live. So much more to see. I couldn't hold him with me. And yes. Yes I'll marry you, your dumbass. I love you so much that I would marry you right now. Let's go to New York and get married. Let's go. But no. Have you even considered this, idiot? Stupid gorgeous idiot Blaine. Have you actually considered this?

"…Kurt?"

I realized I was thinking for too long. But words didn't come out. I couldn't talk.

"Are you ok? Because accepting this is not an obligation. I won't rush things if you don't want to. I'm sorry if this is too soon but look. I thought about this, millions of times. Yes, I considered the fact that you're going to New York next year and I'm staying in Ohio. But I have a plan. And plans too. For our future, Kurt. Thinking about this led me to my porns. And I have some really great. But after watching them, I just couldn't imagine myself with those actors, with people that I've already seen. When I could, it was disgusting. The only good thoughts were with you. And honestly? I don't want to see anything else but you."

I was shocked. It was like he had read my mind. How did you do that Blaine, how?

"And I repeat, this is not an obligation. Don't be forced to do what you don't wa-"

"Yes" I interrupted him. "Yes Blaine."

"Yes?"

"Yes. I'll marry you. I'll marry you, Blaine."

The smile that I saw in his face was exactly like the one at our first kiss. A little embarrassed but as the happiest person in the Earth.

"You sure?"

"Yes. I'm sure." I smiled to him and made him more embarrassed. He was so cute.

He grabbed my hand by the ring finger, took the ring out of the box and putted on it. And I couldn't let but think how gorgeous my hand was with that ring. But most of all, it stayed better with his hand on mine.

It was 5 p.m. when we left the hotel to go home. We should've left earlier, but the trip was so wonderful that we made our best to be late. No regrets. Especially after that sex we had on the woods.

After 3 hours of Blaine driving that car, he was already tired. I convinced him to change seats and let me drive. This way, he slept the rest of the ride and I only drived. I left him in his house around 23 p.m.. He wouldn't need his car, since I would pick him up on the next morning.

When I got home, the first thing I did was take off my ring. Even I loving wearing it, if my father found out, if anyone found out, I would be screwed. So as Blaine. It didn't matter. Soon enough I would buy a necklace to put the ring on it, so I could use it and no one would even suspect. A great plan.

My father was waiting me in the living room when I opened the door.

"Hello, Mr. Hummel. Do you have idea of what time is it?"

"Hm, Hi dad." I closed the door and locked. "Sorry. We got stocked in a piece of the road for a while, and also left a little bit later of what we agreed on. I'm very, very sorry."

"Doesn't look like you are." He sighed. "Just go to your room. We'll talk in the morning."

"Goodnight dad." Then I smiled to him and went upstairs when he said goodnight back.

I changed my clothes to my pajamas and went to sleep. I never had been that happy. All I could imagine was Blaine lying with me. Telling me goodnight. Kissing me goodnight. And then, holding our hands together. Just as we should be.

So, my tests week is over. Tomorrow more chapters. Thanks for reading. Bye

The ring Blaine gave to Kurt: cache(*)jezebel(*)com/assets/images/39/2009/01/Trinity-Diamond-Engagement-Ring-Yellow(*)jpg