Thank you all for the great comments; sorry took so long for an update. I was away for the weekend. Let me know if I should continue with this story or end it here thank you.

Both still lying on the stairs in the pouring rain tongues wrestling in each other's mouth; Ste's fingers in Brendan's hair, felt as if they were there for hours instead of just a few minutes.

Brendan freaked out and stopped the kiss and stood up.

Ste looked shocked at what just happened.

"I'm sorry" said Ste in shock and out of breath

Brendan didn't look down at Ste.

"This was a bad idea, get up I'll take ye home" said a shocked and confused Brendan

"It's ok, I can walk home on me own"

Brendan just nodded his head.

Ste got up from the stairs carefully.

"I'll see you in the morning?" asked Ste scared.

"Yeah" said Brendan coldly, still not able to face Ste.

Brendan didn't know why he couldn't face Ste in the face was it from anger over their shared kiss or was it something completely different. Was it that he enjoyed the kiss just a bit too much and if he faced Ste, he would see his perfect lips swollen by their kiss, his bright blue eyes dilated, his clothing clinging to his perfect skinny body, or his hair a mess due to having his fingers through it.

Brendan looked for Ste, realizing that he had already left; he did so by putting his fingers through his soaking wet hair. Brendan took a deep breath and went down the stairs.

Ste walked slowly in the village not wanted to go home just yet to face Amy and the kids. He still felt a bit tipsy and still couldn't walk a straight line.

Tears were streaming down Ste's face he cleaned them away as well as rain drops with the tips of his fingers.

"How could I be so stupid" said Ste softly

"Steven wait!" Ste heard someone from the distance shout his name.

Ste kept on walking, he wasn't in the mood to talk to anyone.

Ste heard running footsteps approach him.

"Stop!"

Now it was clear to Ste that it was Brendan's voice calling out to him. Ste stopped right there and then and turned around to face Brendan.

"What do you want Brendan?" asked Ste rudely

Brendan moved a little closer to Ste, he reached out an arm so he could grab a hold of Ste's soaking wet shirt and dragged Ste closer to him. When their lips almost touched Brendan smiled wickedly.

"This" whispered Brendan before crashing his lips against Ste's lips in shear perfection.

Both had their fingers entwined in wet strains of the other hair their clothed bodies pressed against each other. Their eyes shut tight to block out the rain.

"Steven, come back home with me" said Brendan in Ste's right ear once he stopped the kiss.

"I want you, tell me ye want me… please" said Brendan huskily almost pleading with Ste

"Yeah, I might" said Ste softly

The rain, the kiss, and what Brendan had just said to Ste sobered him up just enough to be able to run with Brendan all the way back to Brendan's flat.

Brendan got the door open to his place in record time. Once inside Ste slammed the door shut.

Brendan grabbed Ste and he yanked Ste's jacket off of him and pulled his shirt over Ste's head. Brendan went down on his knees and licked a trail starting from below Ste's belly button to underneath his chin.

Ste's body tasted so good with drops of water from the rain.

Ste moaned in the back of his throat.

Ste opened his eyes and was looking into Brendan's. Ste grabbed Brendan and pressed him against the wall with a deep tongue filled kiss which made Brendan moan. Ste took Brendan's jacket off of him as they both slid against the wall onto the floor. Once on the floor they grabbed onto each other's clothing and started tearing them off. They were lying down on the floor in a seated position their legs entwined together, naked hands touching each other's bodies slowly still kissing. Ste pulled on Brendan's hair, both moaned softly as their erections rubbed together.

Ste stopped the kiss and leaned down and kissed the little tattoo by Brendan's shoulder.

"Steven" said Brendan out of breath

Ste looked up at Brendan

"You ok, want me to stop?" asked Brendan

Ste just shook his head.

"We should go upstairs for some peace and quiet"

Brendan got up from the floor and reached out a hand for Ste. Ste grabbed on to Brendan's hand and stood up. Both ran up the stairs and walked into Brendan's bedroom.

"I'll be right back" said Brendan softly

Brendan left the room and went into Joel's bedroom he went inside to look for a condom and a bottle of lube. Brendan looked everywhere for the two items eventually he found them in in Joel's sock draw.

Brendan left the room and ran back into his.

Once back inside his room Brendan saw Ste in bed with the covers covering him. Brendan crawled up the bed slowly towards Ste like a predator getting its prey.

Ste looked as if he wanted to laugh but laughing was the farthest thing on his mind as he watched Brendan naked crawling above him.

"Now where were we?" said Brendan teasingly as he moved the covers down Ste's naked body.

"Brendan!" said Ste playfully while looking up at Brendan

Brendan kissed Ste long and soft on the lips it was as if he couldn't get enough of kissing him.

Brendan stopped kissing Ste and placed a finer on Ste's trembling lips and Ste parted his lips and put Brendan's finger inside his mouth. He licked the sides of Brendan's finger slowly and looked into Brendan's eyes.

Brendan tried so hard to fight a moan from escaping his clenched lips but it was no use.

Ste sucked on Brendan's finger hard while his eyes closed shut.

Brendan took his finger out of Ste's mouth and brought it to Ste's tight opening. Brendan circled his finger against Ste's opening.

"Relax" said Brendan Softly

Ste took a deep breath and that's when he felt Brendan's finger go inside him. Ste closed his shut tight.

"No, don't, look at me" said Brendan softly

Ste opened his eyes slowly and looked deeply into Brendan's. Ste could see beads of sweat on Brendan's brows.

Brendan put his finger in deeper and hit Ste's prostate.

"Oh god" moaned Ste

"You like that?" groaned Brendan

Ste just nodded his head while holding onto the sheets tightly in his fists.

Brendan removed his finger and placed it back in and hit Ste's prostate again and again.

Ste began to move his hips to feel Brendan in every corner of his body.

"Please" begged Ste in a moan.

Brendan took his finer out of Ste and took the lube which was on the bed and opened the bottle. He poured some onto his fingers and rubbed it against Ste's arse.

Ste hissed.

Brendan put the bottle down on the bed and grabbed the condom and opened the package he took the rubber out and rolled it on his shaft.

Ste watched every move that Brendan made with clenched teeth and wide eyes.

Brendan grabbed the bottle of lube and opened it and poured a little bit on to his fingers and rubbed it onto his condom covered shaft. Brendan threw the bottle onto the floor.

Brendan carefully placed the tip of his penis inside of Ste.

"So tight" groaned Brendan

Brendan held on tight to Ste's hands as he moved inside him a little more.

Brendan bent down and captured Ste's lips with his own and they moaned. Brendan moved in and out of Ste slowly once he was in all the way. Brendan couldn't stop touching Ste with his fingers and hands it was if he was touching something for the very first time. To Brendan he never touched anything so prefect in his life.

They both rocked together. Brendan reached down in between them and grabbed onto Ste's shaft and rubbed up and down on it, matching the rhythm of him inside of Ste. It was something Brendan never did with the guy he beat up. It was a new experience for him and something he could definitely get used to if Ste was still by his side.

"Brendan, I…I won't be able to hold it for much longer" moaned Ste softly

"Just let go Steven"

Brendan kissed Ste on the lips hard and soon after felt something warm and wet between them. Shortly after Brendan came in his condom and fell on top of Ste.

"Wow" said Ste out of breath.

"Yeah" said Brendan out of breath as well.

Brendan slipped out of Ste and took the condom off and made a knot in it. Ste sat up straight in bed as if to get out of the bed.

"Where are ye running off to Steven?" asked Brendan

"I was going to get my things and go" said Steven innocently and a bit nervous thinking about what Brendan did to his first lover.

"Would ye want to do that or would ye rather stay here beside me?" asked Brendan seriously

"Oh, I just thought… you sure you don't mind?" asked a shocked Ste

"I don't mind, now lie back down" said Brendan getting up from the bed.

"I just have to take care of a few things, be back in a second" said Brendan as he turned around to face Ste.

Ste just nodded his head. Brendan grabbed the used condom from the floor as well as the bottle of lube he threw away the condom in the trash can and then walked out of the room. He went back to Joel's room and placed the lube back in Joel's sock draw then he went into the closet and grabbed a towel. By the time he came back into his room he noticed Ste turned to his right side fast asleep. Brendan just watched and stared he didn't know how long. He crawled into bed and cuddled up to Ste. He reached over Ste to get to the lamp that was on.

"Now I can die a happy man" whispered Brendan in Ste's ear, right before shutting off the light.

Brendan couldn't see it but Ste had a huge closed mouth smile on his face with his eyes still closed.