Disclaimer: I don't own Twilight, Stephenie does and blah, blah, blah… haven't we been over this. Please don't copy it. It's not nice!

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As I looked up I came face to face with two golden yellow eyes that I haven't seen for over six months. My eyes lit up as I realized who I was seeing. "I would hug you like crazy right now, but I'm kind of busy getting the life squeezed out of me by a vampire!" I heard some sort of squeal mixed with a giggling. She loosened her grip on me, but before she released me I gave her as big of a squeeze as I could. I got out of bed, stood up, and took in an over exaggerated breath as we started to walk down the stairs to the couch.

When I released the breath I was holding, I broke. I tried my next sentence in my head. I was trembling, but I wanted- no I needed- to get this out. I needed to know if he was coming back. "Is," I took a quivering breath. I closed my eyes and started over, "Is he coming ba-," my voice broke and tears welled up.

Alice looked down knowing exactly what I'd meant, "No." It was barely a whisper and yet, it rung crystal clear. I slammed my face into her shoulder and let out a sob. I didn't know how I would ever stop crying. She was enough for now, but without him, I didn't know how I'd ever be able to go on, let alone move on. How could he think that I would forget him. Without him I had no meaning in life. I had nothing.

I'm relieved that I haven't seen any pitchforks or torches. I thought I might bc I left u guys w/ a cliffhanger AND I didn't update for what? A week.

But, I have reasons- *cough cough* EXCUSES *cough cough*

Some r good excuses, some bad:

I had a Halloween Dance and it was fun and txt my friend until like midnite about it. And got teased by my dad bc I danced w/ my best guy friend!

I went to a nearby water park w/ my besties! And then I went to an amusement park that's like 5 mins. away from the water park with my mom and sister-but we were only there 4 an hour bc it was freaking cold! Then, we looked out on Lake Erie and thought it was lit up or something-it was really just the white part of the waves. Sandy was blowing waves all over, already!

I went to a HS Open House cause I'm trying to convince my dad and mom to let me go 2 a private HS.

Hurricane Sandy hit and fallen trees were EVERYWHERE! BTW I feel so bad 4 all the people that were affected by her! My power just flickered for a millisecond.

I had an ice cream night at DQ w/ my dad's soccer team. They r adorable!

My dog's 1st bday was on the 2nd.

I had a family party. Laser Tag!

12 days (not counting today) until BD Pt. 2! I'm so excited!

This ^ could be messed up because of DLST (Day Light Savings Time)

But, I finally got tickets to the Twilight Marathon! 10 and a ½ hours in a dark theater! YAYY!

For the next chapter, it's a little bit long so I mite split it up. Review and tell me if I should!

~Becca