A/N: I know you guys are ready for an update so here it is,

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Disclaimer: I do not own twilight, all credit to Stephanie Meyers.

Bella's POV

I was sitting in my room at my desk, typing on my computer. Its what I do at the end of everyday, I record what happened yesterday day, its like acomputer daily diary. I heard a knock on my door, I pushed myself away from my desk and walked over to the door, being very wary (THAT RHYMES) of who was on the other side. I put my ear close to the door, only hearing the sound of tiny buttons being pushed, realizing it was Leah, texting. I unlocked the door but before I could open it she barged in, hitting my nose with the door, and my yelps didn't make her feel any worse about what she had done.

"What do you want Leah?" I sneered her name, me and Leah used to get along when we were kids but then she started thinking Charlie treated me better than she did, so we didn't like each other but we put up with each other...until the day when Seth raped me, she just sat there and didn't do anything. I mean I could tell she was scared but she could have easily stopped him, but she didn't and now I hate her.

"Sue wants you downstairs, something about you need to help the cook, for Sunday dinner tonight, we are having the Denali's over." she said, not lifting her fake eye lashed eyes up from her phone, I rolled my eyes. I don't hate the Denali's I just dislike them, they treat me like I'm a maid, when they damn well treated Charlie like there own family.

"Thanks, now you can go now." I said with false enthusiasm, but sounded bored on the last part. Leah glared at me then looked back at her phone and left. Thank god she's gone I thought to myself as I walked over to my bed, I got down on my knees and pulled a box out from under my bed and opened. I smiled as I pulled out my beautiful heart shaped necklace that has R B on it, that stands for Renee and Bella, my mom gave me that when I was three years old and she died when I was seven. I twirled the necklace around in my fingers for a little while, then I put it back into the box, closed the lid and slid the box back under my bed.

I walked downstairs and into the kitchen to find the cook Victoria making stuffing, I stepped up beside her and tapped her on her shoulder, she jumped a little. Victoria looked scared for a minute but then relived when she saw it was just me.

"Damn Bells, you gave me a scare." she said putting a hand over her heart, I shrugged and broke a piece off of the chocolate cake I saw on the counter over there.

"Sorry, Aunt V, didn't mean to give you a heart attack." I said giving her a hug, she patted my head. Aunt Victoria was my only family, she'd promise as soon as she made enough money working here, she would take me and we would get out of this god-forsaken place, but I knew money wasn't the only reason why we hadn't shoved off yet, Sue intimidated Victoria, she once put this guy into the hospital for coming onto her at a bar, plus she was DRUNK so she didn't even know what she was doing. Just imagine what she could do when she was conscious.

"So...what are we mixing up for this "shindig" tonight?" I said and she snorted, walking over to the fridge but nearly tripping over my shoe, out of the corner of my eye I saw her, of all people laughing at me, I pouted but that only made her laugh louder. But her laughter died down when Sue walked into the kitchen.

"Get back to work." she barked as Aunt Vic continued to work on the stuffing, I felt Sue's eyes on me as I walked over to the oven and checked on the beautiful turkey that was cooking in the oven, it still had to sit in there for about 20 minutes. I turned back to where Sue was standing, but she was gone.

1 hour later me and Victoria were done cooking, we had made turkey, stuffing, cornbread, and apple pie. The Denali's were coming here at about 7:00. I peeked at the clock, it was 5:30. Oh great, two more hours until I see the "Adams Family".

"Thanks for helping me kiddo." Victoria said, as she wiped of the kitchen counters.

"No biggie Aunt V, Its the least I can do." I said, plopping down on the bar stool. Victoria threw the rag, she was wiping with, into the sink and turned around to me.

"You know...your mother would have been proud of the sweet young lady you have become." She said, her voice breaking at the mention of my mother. un-shed tears welled up in my eyes, but I quickly swiped them away when I heard footsteps. It was Seth, he was standing in the doorway, I turned to face him. I rolled my eyes and flipped him the bird when he blew me a kiss. He just chuckled and walked away.

"What was all that about?" Victoria said, I never told her about Seth and what he did, I guess I just never mussed up the courage to.

"Nothing," I lied, my voice got a little pitchy but she couldn't tell the difference. "I am going to go get dressed, Aunt V." I ran out the kitchen, up the 2 flights of stairs and went into my bedroom and locked my door, double checking it just in case. I went into my closet and pulled out my light blue crocheted scoop neck knit dress that Rose had bought me yesterday after lunch. I peeled off my clothes and stepped into the dress, I walked over to my full length mirror, nearly breaking my neck on my shoe on the way, I realized I was just as pretty as my mom. I wished she was here with me, I wished she would drop me off to my first party, or I wish she would tell me to "be safe" on my first date, and I just wished she was here, to help me get through all the rough times I go through in my meaningless life.

I slipped on my white MT. Zody boots and called my outfit complete, but looking at my pig stein of a head, I decided I need to at least straighten it. So after having brushed, straightened, combed, plied, curled, pulled, shook, and trimmed my hair. I was good to go, Sue would appreciate my outfit, she wanted everyone to think she treated me like, and I quote, "One of my own precious angel from heaven." un quote. The only people who knew the real Sue, was me, Victoria,

Rose, Jazz, Ali, and GOD. But not even he can help me, oh no.

No one can...

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this for Ya'll jeez.

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