Beck {P.O.V.}
So as if my life weren't weird enough right now, I now have to wrap my head around the fact that I got my ex girlfriend pregnant and am now going to be a father in 9 months, even better said ex wants absolutely nothing to do with me. Well I've got like 9 months, that should be more then enough time to salvage things with Jade, then maybe our baby won't be one of a broken home. Yeah, I gotta make things right with Jade if not for me then for our kid, I don't want them to have to suffer due to me screwing things up. Wait, is she even keeping it? I've done all this freaking out and I have no clue if she's even keeping it. Hell, now that I think about it..do I even want her to keep it? What am I thinking of course I want my baby..but I don't know, am I ready? Is Jade ready? Alright enough of this, asking myself a bunch of questions I have no answers to is getting me half past nowhere.
Beck picks up his cell and dials a number, in desperate need of a friend.
[rings for like 7 seconds before someone picks up]
"Hello?"
"Hey, Rob..I really need someone to talk to."
"Something amiss?"
"Yeah, very..could you come over here?"
"Uhh..sure i'll be right there."
[Beck suddenly heard a knock on his trailer door]
"Hey, thanks for coming."
"No prob, what's wrong Beck?"
"Well Jade came by recently and kinda dropped a bomb on me."
"What? Are you okay?"
"Not literally! She told me she's pregnant and guess who the dad is."
"Uhm..Ryder Daniels!"
"What? They never even dated no Robbie, I am."
"Ohhh.."
"Yeah, ohhh."
"What are you gonna do?"
"Not much I can do, she's going through it, I'm just in the passenger seat."
"You think you'll get back together?"
"I don't know, I'd like to but Jade doesn't seem to feel the same way."
"Ahh.."
"Another thing, I don't even know if she wants this baby."
"You don't think Jade would abort it do you?"
"I...I don't know."
"Well what else did she say when she told you?"
"That's all she said, she said she just wanted to let me know."
"You didn't ask her anything about it?"
"I was a little busy caught in a state of shock."
"Then I'd strongly suggest talking to her, preferably pre-baby."
"Don't you think I want to.."
"I don't see the problem."
"You wouldn't would you? She hates me Rob."
"Doesn't change the fact that you may or may not be having a baby with her."
After Robbie left his words echoed through my head, I know I need to talk to Jade but i'm afraid of what she'll tell me..so part of me doesn't even wanna know what she's doing with this child. No, I'm just being a pussy and I really need to stop. But I don't know what I want and I definitely don't know what i'm doing anymore. I'm gonna talk to her..I have to, i'll do it tomorrow for sure.
[The next day Beck goes to Jade's house to get some things straightened out]
Author Note- Just wanna say thanks for the reviews you don't know how much I appreciate it, especially sshaw101 for always reviewing and favoriting, you're awesome :) thanks for the constant support.