A/N: Hey, lots of you guys have been begging me for an update,

so here it is. I wrote it just for you guys ;).

Bella's POV

Leah and I were sitting, cross legged on my bed, looking at all the cute teenagers in the magazines.

"Who would you date, Jesse McCartney or David Archuleta?" Leah asked, giggled. I thought about it for a minute.

"Totally Jesse, he is so freaking gorgeous." I said, switching positions and laying flat on my stomach. All of a sudden my door barged open and hit the wall with a bang, and the framed picture, of me and my dad, hanging up there fell down with a crash.

Seth stomped into my room, Leah hopped of my bed and crawled into a corner. I watched as Seth didn't even take a second glance at Leah, he was looking dead at me. I was scared, their

was this dangerous glint in his eyes, I sat up straight and backed up into the headboard as he closed and locked my door.

Leah whimpered from her corner and slid across the wall toward her purse, by the door, probably trying to grab her cellphone. Seth walked over towards me and pushed me down, I screamed, he slapped his hand over my mouth. Seth brought his face close to my ear and whispered.

"Scream and I will hurt you." he said with a evil smirk.

I bolted up in bed, huffing and puffing, I reached over to my left and flipped on the lamp that was settled on my tired, cherry wood, nightstand. I got up from my bed heading over to my closet, puling out my favorite pair of jeans, and a Puffi Ami Yumi shirt.

After taking a shower, brushing my teeth, putting on my clothes, pulling my mahogany, shoulder length hair into a messy bun. I headed down stairs, glancing at the time once, 4:30. If I wanted to have a decent breakfast, I had to wake up early in the morning to make it myself.

I snuck down the stairs, trying not to make any noise, to the kitchen to at least make me some waffles. When I finally made it to the kitchen, without getting caught, I wasted no time in grabbing some frozen waffles out of the fridge and popping them into the toaster.

While I waited I went into the living and sat down on the couch, thinking about my life. I didn't think I had a bad life, but I didn't think I had a good one either. I thought about suicide multiple times, but what would that do to Alice, Jasper, Rosalie, Kate, and Aunt Victoria. They all loved me so much, they wanted me to live.

I wasn't going to give up just because life gets a little bad, I could think about the bright things, like that I'm going to be eighteen in one year. I think I could put up with this for one year.

Hearing the waffles pop out of the toaster, I rushed into the kitchen, snagging my waffles out of the toaster and tossing them onto a plate.

Yes I thought I will only think about the bright things.

Leah's POV

I was awake, I was in my room, looking at Bella's precious locket. I really didn't think she deserved it. I needed the love and nurturing, not her, she got everything she ever wanted and I got nothing. Charlie showered her with love and gifts, while I was stuck with just being Charlies lousy step-daughter. But its my turn now.

Hey hoped you enjoyed it, and just so you know when I finish this story

I'm going to create a spanish version. YAY!