TAAAADAA! I hope you like the new chapter. I tried to explain a little, add a new friend and make a cute romantic scene so we could learn more about our lovers. So I guess you could say this is bit of a filler chapter. SORRY. It's just, I have this story in my head all lined out. Sad to say, but it's ending at about Chapter 15-17ish. Possibly. BUT, I have like three sequels planned out for it so that's why it will be ending so so soon. But maybe I can stretch this out to 20 chapters. Who knows. I guess its up to whoever reads and reviews. BUT I PROMISE EVERYTHING TO COME WILL BE AMAZING AND YOU WON'T EVEN SEE IT COMING!

I'd also like to thank everyone who continues to read and enjoy and review. It really means a lot to me that you've stuck me out through all the time I've been gone. I love y'all. THANK YOU!

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"Do you really know James Diamond?!" Logan was bombarded with as soon as he walked into his apartment. He looked at the strange girl who asked him the question. He had NO clue who she was. He quickly looked to Kendall with a help me out here look on his face then back to the brunette.

Kendall gave out a chuckle, "Logan, Camille. Camille, Logan."

"Yeah, yeah, I know," Camille cut him off. "So do you? Do you really know him? Do you really know JAMES DIAMOND?!"

"I do, or so I'm guessing you already know if you were here for Kendall's little jealous yelling fit," he answered giving his boyfriend an angry glare. He quickly winked once he saw Kendall frown. "I'm kidding, hun. You know I love you. What you did was understandable. Kind of. It was probably my fault, I should have text you back."

He dropped his backpack on the ground and walked over to his boyfriend, wrapping his arms around his neck and looking into his eyes. He honestly couldn't believe how lucky he was to call Kendall his.

"You have a funny look in your eyes, babe."

Logan blushed, "What do you mean?"

"EXCUSE ME, I'm still here." Camille said walking over to them, obviously waiting for Kendall to explain their friendship. Logan found her a tad annoying.

"Lo, as you now know, this is Camille. She is my best friend from back home. She's here to check out our college, she was thinking of transferring." He gave Logan a small kiss before continuing. "And as you now know as well, she's a HUGE James Diamond fan. She finds him utt—"

"Utterly, drop dead, breath takingly sexy," she finished for Kendall. He rolled his eyes and smiled.

"Yeah, that. So pretty much how I find you."

Logan blushed and shoved Kendall a bit, "Hush your mouth."

"So how do you know him?" Camille asked taking a seat by the couple, completely intrigued with the subject.

"Well, I grew up with him. As simple as that."

Both Kendall and Camille both looked at Logan with expressions that wanted more. Logan sighed dramatically, he hated talking about his past. Growing up wasn't so easy for him and he tried to forget about it every passing minute.

"Well, our parents went to high school together and just so happened to move into houses extremely close to one another. So ever since we were born we were pretty much inseparable. James was always the more outgoing, athletic one. He was good looking even back then, not that I really cared or paid attention to. But I say that because everyone saw it and his mom would take him out on modeling or acting commercials. He would book one here and there and one day in the grade he finally booked his first bog role and they moved out here. I never heard from him again until today." He sighed again as he finished. "It was just so… so weird to run into him after all these years. All these emotions flooded back to me. He used to be my best friend in the whole world, ya know? I never had another one until Jo."

"That's why you were so upset when she left…" Kendall connected the dots.

Logan looked down with tears in his eyes, "Exactly. You know, it's never been easy keeping people in my life. That's why I never bother getting close to people because when I do they leave."

"I'll never leave you, I promise. You are the best thing that's ever been mine, Logie Bear." His boyfriend said as he let Logan snuggle his face into his chest. He could feel the tears wetting his shirt.

"I'm sorry for losing it," Logan said once he looked back up to Camille. "It's been somewhat of a hard day."

"Oh no, I'M sorry!" she said with a sympathetic smile.

"So who's up for a movie night?!" Kendall smiled brightly and Logan felt okay again for the time being.

Logan bit his lip as he waited for Kendall to get into bed. The movie night was a success and he found out that he really did like Camille. Her and Kendall's friendship was the cutest thing and he was so happy to see his love so happy. She left shortly after the movie was over, saying how she was leaving tomorrow but would be back real soon. That's not what was bothering him. It was his and Kendall's sex life… or the lack of. Ever since they'd become a couple all they've done was make out and a little over the jeans rubbing. Logan was a virgin. There was no way around it and it embarrassed him to no end. Kendall on the other hand had experience and Logan could tell how much it hurt his boyfriend that he wouldn't let them go any further. He was just nervous. And scared. Kendall said it was no big deal and they could wait as long as Logan needed. He wasn't in the relationship for the physical stuff, even though he added it would be nice when the time came. Logan sighed.

"What's on your mind, Logie?" the blonde asked as he made his way under the covers, cuddling up to his boyfriend.

"Just you."

"Oh? What about me?"

"Just about how amazing and perfect you are and how lucky and unworthy I am."

"DON'T EVER SAY THAT!"

Logan jumped up a little bit, not all too used to Kendall screaming at him. "Sorry, sorry. It's just you shouldn't think you 'unworthy' or anything like that. Lo, you're perfect. If anything, I don't deserve you. Why would you even say such a thing?"

"Because…"

"Because why?" he cupped Logan's face and tilted it up to look into his eyes. Their noses were almost touching and Logan could feel Kendall's breath on his face.

"Because I mess up sometimes and I'm not as good looking and I'm too awakard and I don't put out and—"

"Stop. Those are the reasons why I love you, minus the whole you not being as good looking part. That's total bullshit." He kissed the smaller boy before continuing. "Logan. Don't look away. You are the most beautiful person I have ever seen. Inside and out. I wish you could see that for yourself. No, you may not be the best dancer or the best at being cool and social, but I'm not the smartest or the best cook and that's where being a couple comes in. No one is perfect but when two people perfect for each other mesh they complete each other, making up for what the other lacks. You may sit in front of the mirror every day and find a fault with your hair or your teeth or the way you talk or the way you walk or the way you don't fit into a crowd, but I could spend forever and a day with you and I will never see them. To me you will always be more perfect than anyone I will ever cross in my lifetime."

Logan was started to tear up. "I-I'm sorry," he said wiping away a tear. "I don't know why I'm so emotional today. I- I just love you so much Kendall. Thank you."

"For what, sweetie?" he asked wrapping his arms around the other and pulling him into his chest.

"For loving me. For not leaving me. I would be lying if I said I don't wake up and peek out at you to make sure you haven't packed up and left in the middle of the night."

"You should never, ever have to worry about that. I know it's so soon, but I promise to love you and stay by your side forever and ever and ever and ever and eve—"

Logan stopped him with a kiss. They laid in silence for a bit.

"Logie?"

"Yes Kindle?"

"Do you believe in reincarnation? Well…" he thought for a second. "Not the 'we die and come back as a grasshopper because of Karma' reincarnation, but like… our spirits live on and come back in a new body?"

Logan was hesitant, "Well, the way I was raised was to believe that once we're gone, we're gone."

"But what do YOU believe?"

"I haven't really thought about it… why? Are you dying or something I don't know about?!"

Kendall laughed a little at how worried and anxious his boyfriend sounded. "No, no, nothing like that. Calm down, sweetness." he kissed the top of Logan's head. "I just believe that in our past lives and future, we're surrounded by the same people every time. Which means that no matter who we are or where we are or what time period, we're always destined to be with the same person. Over and over and over. And our friends are our friends every time as well. Do you get what I mean?"

"I think so…" Logan scratched his head. Kendall could practically hear the gears in his head moving.

"It means that I believe I'm destined to be with you. No matter if it's 1938 or 2027, I'd always find you. So stop worrying your little head off. I love you and that's all I have to say." He finished and kissed Logan's forehead.

Logan just lay there against Kendall's chest thinking for a few hours, smiling every time Kendall snored.