I'm officially addicted to this fanfiction. I can't stop writing! Ah well, Judai will find out more why the Bluenette is after him!

"What's wrong Judai? You seem surprised."

"How cant I be? You're the one who killed all these people and haunted me for almost my whole life! Why did you killed them? And why wont you leave me alone!" Judai snapped. He just couldn't believe that he found out who the killer was from 1480..

"Why I killed them you ask?" The voice stopped for a second. "Because I was looking for you. I tried to go on after I thought you died in the fire, but I just knew you weren't gone! I kept searching for you all these years, and every time I thought I found you.. it was a faker like everyone else. Brown hair and brown eyes, but they weren't the one I searched for.. so I killed them."

He just killed them.. because they weren't the person he searched for. This man.. he was sick! "I'm not your lover! Stop saying you where searching for me, because I don't even know you!"

Judai couldn't help but shiver as he felt something on his shoulders. He managed to look behind him, but didn't saw anything, which made him shiver more. The voice didn't said anything, and Judai kept feeling something on his skin. He closed his eyes and sighed deeply. "If you're the one touching me.. stop it." He got no response.

"I've waited so long Judai.." The voice sobbed. "So long, and I finally found you.. but you cant even remember me."

So now the bluenette thought Judai lost his memory's? Great, just great.

"But I know you still love me, you just have to remember it! Please, come to the mirror, I'll help you.." The voice asked, no, pleaded.

Again, Judai lost the control of his body, just like before in his house. In the center of the library stood a mirror, Judai didn't know why but his body brought him over to the mirror. When he looked into the mirror, he didn't see anything. But when he looked again, the bluenette was standing behind the brunette with his arms wrapped about his shoulders.

Judai turned his head to look behind him, but again he didn't saw anything. He looked back into the mirror and saw the bluenette smirking. The reflection of the bluenette in the mirror changed, he was now standing in front of the brunette and held his hand out for the other to grab.

"Take my hand Judai, I'll help you remember everything.."

As Judai unwillingly grabbed the hand, he fell his eyelids close and felt his conscious floating away. He fell forward, right into the mirror as the bluenette caught him in his arms. The bluenette smirked at the, now unconscious, boy in his arms and walked further into the mirror until they where surrounded in darkness.

_-*-_The four gate's, choices and decisions_-*-_

Judai slowly woke up as he felt something warm and soft beneath him. As he got up, he wasn't in the library anymore. It was a dark room, and from what he could see, he was in a wooden bed. He stood up, walked over to the door and tried to open it, but his hand went transparent through the door.

He took a step back, and the door flew open, revealing a teenage boy with brown hair and brown eyes.

"Judai!, come back here!" another voice said. It was a blue haired boy which ran after the brunette who just came in. Judai stared at the two, not knowing why they didn't see him standing there, why the bluenette called the brunette Judai and why he couldn't open the door.

"Leave me alone, I need some time for myself." The brunette answered as he buried his head in the pillow. Judai didn't know why, but found that the boy on the bed was almost an except copy of himself.. brown hair, brown eyes, heck, even his body was the same as his!

"No Judai, just because of what happened doesn't mean I have to leave you alone. It's not the end of the world, you know that." The bluenette said as he sat down next to the brunette and wrapped his arms around his shoulders.

"I know it's not.. but I can't believe what happened.." the other sobbed. "My father committed suicide.. what can I do? Jehu, please.. don't leave me alone, not like my father did.. I love you, stay with me."

Judai felt his heart break at the moment the brunette sobbed into the bluenette's chest.. and about the mention of the brunette's father who committed suicide, just like his own father. He felt so lonely back there..

His mother was gone with his brother, and he was left behind with his father. After he left his father alone for a minute and came back, he found his father dead on the ground with a revolver in his hands, blood leaking out of the back of his head.

"Judai, I will never leave you."

Judai felt weird.. it was as if he remembered this moment somehow. It seemed familiar..

"You couldn't help it, your father just had too much stress which made him pull the trigger.."

His head ached and his heart beamed faster.

"I know.. but I can't believe he's gone now."

Judai sank to his knees, his eyes closed unwillingly, and he felt himself slowly slipping into unconsciousness again. He tried to stay awake, wanting to know why this scene was playing in front of him. Until it hit him. The bluenette.. Jehu was his name.. which meant this happened when Jehu was alive.. so this brunette.. was Jehu's lover!

"Do you remember it Judai? Do you remember when your father committed suicide and you wanted me to comfort you?"

Judai closed his eyes, ignoring the voice as he felt too sleepy.

"Do you remember it Judai.. do you remember it?"

Shaking his head violently, Judai opened his eyes again. He was back into the darkness where the bluenette had him dragged into earlier.

"I.. I remember."

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