A new chappy! I feel kinda bad after I wrote this.. but I hope you guys like it xD
Oh yeah; LaLaLa (Guest) I can't explain how much I appreciate your comments! I actually LEARN about it! I also have to say, that since I live in Netherland, we don't get really good English lessons. We learn how to speak English, and learn English words, but not when to say Judais or Judai's so I'm glad you told me. Though, I wish I could talk normally to you without ... being in the authors note. Oh, here's your Johan-Muffin!
New york, 29 September 1997
It was a week ago since Christian got hit by a car. After many times questioning if Christian would make it, they began doubting about it, until they heard from the hospital it was over. Christian was no more, and Judai lost a second father, because of him.
He knew from the moment he saw the orange eyes, that Jehu was the one who did it. He somehow made the driver sleepy or something, and then Christian got hit. Also, Jehu didn't appear since the accident, and Judai didn't hear a thing of him. Was he going to pop out of nowhere? That would be unlikely, but he could expect everything from him.
The clock struck twelve and Judai looked around the living room. No sound was heard, not even the sound of Kyara cooking or the raindrops falling outside. Not the sound of the wind blowing through the branches of the trees, or the footsteps splashing in the rainwater on the streets.
It was all too silent for Judai, this silence wasn't normal. Kyara should be cooking right now, and it should be raining, so why couldn't he hear it?
"It wasn't supposed to happen."
Judai sat up when he thought he heard something. He looked around, but didn't saw anything. It couldn't be the voice, since he had been quiet all week.. but if it wasn't Jehu, then what could it be?
"It wasn't supposed to happen.. it wasn't supposed to happen."
"What wasn't supposed to happen?" Judai asked. Again, silence fell. Sighing, Judai made his way upstairs to his room and sat down on the bed. He still didn't hear anything except for the echoing word's 'it wasn't supposed to happen' in his ears.
"It wasn't supposed to happen.. I didn't want to hurt you.. It wasn't supposed to happen."
Sighing again, he stood up and walked over to the human-size mirror. He looked at his reflection, and saw that behind him sat a bluenette on his chair, muttering 'It wasn't supposed to happen' all over again.
The bluenette looked up until orange eyes met brown, and a smirk appeared. He immediately stopped muttering when he saw Judai in front of the mirror, and it didn't take a second before Jehu stood next to him, hugging him.
"Ju-chan! I thought I hurt you, are you mad at me?"
It took Judai a few seconds before realizing that the bluenette stood next to him again. Jehu had ignored Judai for a week, and now he stands next to him after repeating constantly 'it wasn't supposed to happen'?
"Jehu, explain why you killed Christian."
Jehu's smirk disappeared and got replaced with a smile. Judai didn't trust his smiles just how he didn't trust it when Jehu smirked. Though, Jehu's smile on the comment he just made only proved more that Jehu was the real reason Christian died.
"It wasn't supposed to happen, Ju-chan." He stopped before continuing. "I wanted to help you getting closer to me, but he was in the way. And because the car hit him instead of you, it hurted you, I didn't want to hurt you."
Judai stared in the mirror as if he had seen his most nightmare. He didn't move a inch and forced himself not to listen to the voice anymore. Jehu was really planning on killing Judai. Well, Jehu had talked about helping Judai getting to him more then this time, but he didn't do anything. This time he actually did try to kill Judai, which surprised him a lot.
As the words echoed through his mind, he didn't notice Kyara walking upstairs and calling for him. He didn't even hear her, and kept staring at the mirror intensely.
"The next time I won't make a mistake, and will get you back to me, I promise."
Judai's eyes widened, he breathed heavier then before and knew his heart was beating faster. He wasn't safe anymore. He had to get away, somewhere Jehu cant reach him, but where?
"Judai!" A voice was heard behind him, and he finally turned around. Kyara stood behind him with worry written over her face. He didn't reply to her, he was to deep in thoughts to think about anything else then escaping Jehu, and fast.
"And when you're back to me, I'll never let you go. I'll stay with you and make sure nobody will harm you.."
"Leave me alone!" Yelling, Judai turned back to the mirror and broke it into a million pieces. "I don't want to be with you, just leave me alone.." he didn't sound angry anymore, more desperate.
Finding out a spirit from years ago thinks he is his lost lover, seeing something horrible and close to his own memories happen, Christian which had died, and hearing the bluenette want's to kill him for real now is just too much for Judai to bare. Much things happened in such short time, and he couldn't think for anything to do, it was too much.
Kyara on the other hand didn't know anything about this. The only thoughts she had, was that there was something wrong with Judai, and it got worse every day. Even she didn't know what to do anymore, and because Christian wasn't here with her anymore, she had to think of a solution alone. She had thought about bringing Judai to a institution for a long time, but Christian never wanted to leave Judai in such a place. Judai wasn't crazy, and didn't deserve to be putted in such a place, is what Christian always told her. But after all what happened, it seemed the only solution for her.
She had to bring Judai to an institution, unless someone could do anything about Judai's problem.
It would've been much easier if Christian was still with her, he was the sane one of them. Christian always knew a solution, even if he had to take some time to think about it. He even had a solution for Judai, about his 'problem' but didn't told them. But even when he had told it, it wouldn't have helped, unless he knew a way to get rid of Jehu's spirit.
"And when they do harm you, I'll make them pay for it! Burning them, cutting them open, anything.. for you."
"Leave me alone!"
It had to be done, Judai had to be send to an institution, and fast.
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