I feel horrible after writing this. Just like the last chapter XD Currently listening to Leather Shoes by LittleKuriboh ~ Damn, that guy is amazing!

Five hours. He had to listen five hours until Jehu finally shut the hell up. He missed diner twice, and didn't had time to talk to anyone, only because of him. He promised Asuka to drop by, but apparently Jehu would be pissed if Judai went to talk to someone else while Jehu was talking, and when Jehu was pissed, he wouldn't leave Judai alone for the rest of the day.

It was 7 o'clock and he was tired as hell. Who wouldn't be after five hours non-stop listening to a annoying spirit who thinks your his long lost lover?.. not much people actually, since there are not many spirits like Jehu on the earth, that was something he was sure about.

Just as Judai was about to lie down, a faint knock on the door was heard. "Come in," Judai sighed, sitting back up. The door opened, revealing a rather small bluenette. He closed the door behind him and sat next to Judai on the bed, looking at his feet.

"Hey Sho, something wrong?" Judai asked as Sho kept silent. This wasn't like Sho, not at all.

"Well.. a patient managed to get something sharp, and made a end of his pain." Sho whispered. "And that patient.. was Jun."

Judai's eyes widened, only to soften when he saw the pain in Sho's eyes. As far as Judai knew, Sho came in the institution at the same time as Jun, which meant they had known each other for two years. Of course, Jun didn't talk at all back then, but he did had some kind of friendship with Sho. First Sho's brother, and now his friend Jun.. it would've been hard for Sho to hear that Jun made a end of it. Just why happen these things to good people?

"Sho, I don't know if you ever found out why Jun was here, but I know the reason. He was treated terribly by his two brothers, so badly that he got into an depression, which led to self-harm. I think hes better off in heaven, he didn't even want to pick up his old life."

Sho nodded slowly before giving Judai a small smile. "I guess hes better off now." he stood up and slightly opened the door. "Thanks Judai, thanks for telling me.." and with that, he left. Sighing, Judai laid down and stared up the ceiling. He closed is eyes and slipped into unconsciousness as he eventually fell asleep.

Only to wake up in a place he didn't recognize.

It looked exactly the same as the time Jehu pulled Judai into the mirror. It was dark, and Judai couldn't see anyone nor anything. If it was Jehu's doing, then it would have a meaning to bring him back to this place. If it wasn't because of Jehu, Judai hoped it would be a dream. He looked around, and still found nothing but darkness. What was the meaning of this all?

The only reason Jun committed suicide because he found out you knew what happened to him. You're horrible.

Wait.. who said that?

First you let Christian die, and then Sho's friend Jun? I thought you where better then this.

Judai frowned, looking around. He didn't recognize the voice.. or did he?

What would Kyara think of you? After putting you in an institution, I bet she hates you. Or maybe she had always hated you and just wanted to get rid of you! It would make total sense, like there would be anyone in this world who wants to be friends with a murderer. I'm surprised Sho is still hanging out with you, maybe he feels pity for you.

Now it was just getting irritating. Judai wasn't a murderer, and he didn't let Christian and Jun die. It wasn't his fault. Christian got murdered because of Jehu, and Jun because he didn't want to get back to his life anymore.. wait, Jehu! How could he forget about him!

"Jehu, if you're the one trying to get me all depressed, then too bad, its not working."

He didn't get a answer though, instead, two arms where wrapped around his waist from behind. "Why would you think I was saying those things, dear?" He grinned mischievously, whispering into Judai's ear. "I would never hurt you physically or mentally!.. at least, not when its not necessary."

"Then who is saying these things?" Judai frowned, apparently able to push Jehu away, and turned to him. "And why cant I wake up from this dream? It's annoying me."

"You're saying these things Ju-chan, this is what you're thinking about. You consider yourself as a murderer because your dad and friend died, and you think its your fault. This are your thoughts talking about yourself." Jehu explained like it was nothing. But it definitely was to Judai. Did he really think about himself that way? Wouldn't he knew it if he was talking about himself like this? It didn't really make sense. He didn't remember a moment when he would think these things either. Jehu was playing tricks on him, he was sure about it.

"That may be true, but then again, why don't I remember any moment I thought about those things about myself? If these where really my thoughts, I would've known. I don't, so you're lying." he answered. Jehu narrowed his eyes and crossed his arms. "So you don't trust me?"

Who would trust a spirit who popped up from the moment his parents and brother died, talked to him for more then seventeen years, pulled him into a mirror and killed his adoptive father? Nobody would, and neither did Judai. "No, I don't trust you. And I will never trust you."

"What a shame." Jehu disappointingly shook his head. "Though, most of these thoughts are really true. You think it's your fault that they're dead, admit it. You know I'm not only a voice in your head and a spirit who appears some times, I know when you're thinking about these things. It's because of the expressions on your face."

"Explain."

"In the seventeen years I had.. followed you, you where cute and never complained about anything, and you where never sad. On the day your father pulled the trigger, a few tears left your eyes. It was on that moment when you where really heartbroken. And when your mother and brother died, you had the expression of guilt all written over your face." Jehu took a deep breath. "When your father died, you felt like it was your fault because you left him alone for a minute. When your mother and brother died, you said it WAS your fault because you weren't there to stop them. And that's why I know you think its your fault your dad and friend are dead."

"Alright. And now answer my other question; why can't I wake up?"

"Because, my dear Judai, your nightmare just began."

For the people which wont understand: After it said 'Only to wake up in a place he didn't recognize.' he 'woke up' in his dream, hearing his, apparently, thoughts. Well.. according to our dear Jehu. (Nobody trusts him though.. poor guy)