`littlebunny : Just a little bit of a warning, the first chapter might not seem much but the next chapters will be really angst and drama like the rating but I hope you'll still read it and like it.

Chapter 2

`Tyki

Lavi is a good kid. He behaves well in all places, very polite and excels well in school. It seems he has taken quite an interest to reading but plays games like any child would do. He excelled so well though in the past years that I felt envious. I didn't bother much with it and continued acting as his older brother. He didn't really cause any problems so there is no need for me to cause any trouble by doing something rash.

I didn't express what I felt and let things as it is until that day. When my parents were on the way back after picking him up, they crashed into another car. I just arrived home from school and heard the phone ringing. I picked it up only to find out that my parents and Lavi were in the hospital. I rushed there and arrived to hear that my parents had died while he lived.

I thought it unfair. Why did my parents have to die? I didn't do anything wrong. I had been a good child and loved them. I didn't bother much when I felt so envious. I did everything for my family.

It isn't fair at all. Why did this have to happen?

It's all his fault. He may have lost his parents but that does not mean that he has to take mine. He already took the attention and now they're gone. I didn't even get to be with them in their last moments.

That cursed child. He should just die. It isn't right that he lives. If he weren't here, none of this would have happened.

Loosing control, my hands grabbed his neck so thin and easy to break. I would have killed him if only I was not stopped by the hands of my uncle. He pulled me away and out of the room.

"Don't lose control, Tyki. What do you think you were doing there almost killing the child?"

"It isn't fair that he should live. That cursed child should just die!" I screamed in anger.

My uncle's hand suddenly hit my face. I only stared at him then walked away.

After my parent's funeral, Uncle Sheryl told me that he will be the one taking care of me and Lavi now. We will live with him in his house together with his wife, Tricia and child, Road. It was in another town which we went to after everything had been settled. Aunt Tricia welcomed us with a smile while holding Road but I didn't care to be polite anymore and just headed to my new room. Uncle Sheryl told her to forgive me for now which she says that she understands. She turns her attention to Lavi and asks him questions about what he would like to eat for dinner.

`Lavi

Why did that happen? Why did they die too? I have been lucky enough to be taken care of in a nice family. Why did they have to die?

"Ah, you're awake already."

I was surprised by the sudden voice. I didn't notice that someone came in. I looked at the person and thought how weird that he looks like Tyki-nii-sama in a way.

It made me think then that I haven't seen Tyki-nii ever since I was brought here. I only woke up before to hear the tragic news but now... where is Tyki-nii? He's fine right?

"Where's Tyki-nii-sama?"

"He's back at your house."

That's a relief. Tyki-nii is alright.

"Who are you, mister? You look like Tyki-nii and uncle."

"I'm your uncle's brother, Sheryl Kamelot. After their death, I will be the one taking care of the both of you. I have a wife named Tricia and a one year old daughter named Road. I'm sure the both of you will fit in just fine."

"We have a son named Tyki. I'm sure the two of you will get along."

No! If I go with them, the same thing might happen. And Road is really young. I can't take let anything like this happen again.

"Lavi?" the man called my name as if he saw the worry in my face.

"No! I can't come with you. It might happen again. I can't come-"

"Now, don't worry. It won't happen, ok? That's not going to happen again," he said while holding me in his arms to try and comfort me. It felt nice feeling the warmth of other people especially their kindness but at times like this are most scary when they might soon disappear. I couldn't stop it, tears fell down my cheeks as my cries grew louder while he still continued comforting me.

"Don't worry, things will be fine."

I know he was so sincere in saying that but it's just too scary to believe. I really wish things will be fine as he says but I know now that they wouldn't be. I knew that not everything will be fine but even if it's just a little bit of hope, I wished upon it that things will be fine as I finally agreed to come with them.

10/02/2011

Anger doesn't really last, it's only pride that makes it seem to last.

Anger and depression makes you deaf to your common sense, it makes you do something you sometimes do not really wish to do or do things you regret.