Disclaimer: I do not own these characters.
Rating: A small lemon ahead. Beware
A/N: Please keep in mind this is a mixture of a repost as well as some changes to the original story line. It isn't one of my best written fictions but it's so funny to re-read and wonder what the hell I was thinking when I wrote it. LOL. Just wanted to warn you, I'm completely aware of the possibility of mistakes and I apologize for it. Xoxo A
Everything Goes: Chapter 5
Jake began to drank heavily to prevent himself from worrying too much about Bella and her unpredictable behavior. He was starting to feel a good buzz. Several women had been rubbing up all over him. It was much easier than he imagined, to politely reject their offers. Bella was the only woman he planned on taking home tonight. He began to laugh as he watched her slip out of her shoes. She was complaining that her feet were too sore. It was less than a hour from closing time, so she lasted far longer than he would have betted on.
Alice took off with a guy she seemed quite interested in. Although Bella received many phone numbers she also received quite a few offers for some guilt free sexual activity but luckily for him she rejected those offers.
She stuck her tongue out at Embry and reminded him that these men didn't know one valuable thing about her and only wanted her for her body. Embry was accepting defeat pretty graciously as long as Bella dance with him.
Jake prayed that this night did not redirect Embry's crushed toward Bella. He hated the thought of having to listen to Embry go on and on about Bella. Jake knew that Bella liked Embry but she was not about to fall in love with him. She knew him too well. There was a time that she confessed how she found his friends attractive but because they were his friends she would never dare act out on her attraction. He was overwhelmed with relief.
She was his girl. He prided himself in being her best friend. He liked the way the guys envied him when Bella took good care of him. He did the same for her. He adored her. She was one special lady in his eyes and in his heart.
The more he drank the more he also noticed how beautiful and sexy she had become. She was no longer the little tom boy that wore scratches on her knees, with her hair pulled back and her famous flannel button up shirts. Nope, now she wore clothing that enhanced her body and showed the world that she was blessed with a few curves in the right places.
When she laughed it was genuine. There was nothing fake about Bella. She was the real McCoy. She wasn't a complete pushover either. She was pretty reasonable with her temper but when hurt or pushed in a corner her little tiger claws would sprout out. He had been on the receiving end a time or two and he knew how sharp she kept those bad boys.
He could not take his eyes off of her while she was on the dance floor. It just blew him away when he saw her dancing so provocatively. She was so sensual, full of confidence, and carefree. It was incredible to watch. Where had this Bella been hiding all of his life?
Bella ran up to Jake when she heard them announce the club would be closing shortly.
"Come on dance with me." Bella pleaded as she bounced up and down. Jake noted that if she kept doing that her perky breasts might pop out of that revealing dress.
"Okay." Jake sighed heavily as he let her lead him to the dance floor.
When the music began to play he felt unsure of where to put his hands exactly. This was a first for him. He normally could touch Bella without even second thinking about how it might look to others but suddenly he felt out of place with her. She took his hands while smiling so sweetly at him and placed them on her hips as she began to sway with the music. Jake gulped hard. His hands began to knead in her hips as he moved closer to her. His heart was racing. His lips curled into a devilish smile when he watched her eyes light up with a spark of mischief. He knew she was enjoying teasing him. After all he was the only guy she had not tempted with a dance this evening. He knew he was her last conquest. Two could play at this game.
His hand roamed freely up her backside where he found her exposed flesh. Her eyes lit up excitedly as she wrapped her arms around his neck pressing her hardened nipples against his chest. Jake felt his manhood stiffen. He was terrified at how his body was reacting to Bella. She was his friend. He wasn't suppose to have sexual fantasies about her. It was perverse.
Yet when she leaned her head back exposing a perfect view of her breasts he could not take his eyes off of them. He gulped hard as he allowed his mind to wondered what it would be like to touch them. Would she like his touch? Would she be horrified by it? He had never doubted his skills before but this was a different sort of woman in his arms. This was his Bella. His sweet, moody, clumsy, and special friend.
Feeling her hand squeezing around his neck. Her tongue darted out licking her lips as her eyes grew dark with desire. His body grew taut and tense with a medley of fear and desire. He wanted to taste those lips and drown in her eyes. She was beautiful. She was erotic. She was everything he could ask for in a woman.
Stepping on her tiptoes she pressed her lips against Jake's. His first reaction was to pulled away and laugh at her drunken state. He knew she would never dare to make such a bold move toward him if she was sober. Would she?
Instead of reacting the way his brain demanded he gave in to his bodies demands and kissed her back. The kiss was filled with the utmost desire. His hand reach down pulling her leg up so that his manhood was pressed up against her core. He allowed himself to grind against her. The friction was maddening. Both were stimulated from the force of their bodies rubbing up against one another. They were lost in the moment. Both allowing themselves to explore a different side of one another.
His eyes narrowed as he watched her. Pleasure mingled with amazement and desire on her expressive features. Her body burned and begged for more. She kissed him again. This time she put her heart in it. Jake's heart was pounding. His whole body was on fire. She was crying out with pleasure as her hands pulled on the root of his hairs. It was painful. It was exciting. It was amazing to him.
Both were so caught up in the moment that neither realized the music had stopped and people were leaving the crowded dance floor.
It wasn't until Embry shouted for Jake to get his hands off Bella that he open his eyes. Wide open. He had just kissed his best friend. What the hell was wrong with him? He let her leg go as he took several steps back staring in disbelief at Bella who seem to be looking at him as if she did not want to stop. She seriously was giving him the look that said take me home and make me scream. He knew that look all too well. Plenty of women had given him that look all night. But to see it on Bella's face looking at him was hard to comprehend. She never before shown any signs of desire for him before tonight. Hell, she use to tell him he was too beautiful for her. Where was this coming from? Was she just drunk? She did mention earlier that she was horny as hell. Maybe between the drunken state and the horniness she was unaware of what she was doing and who she was doing it with. He just knew she would hate him tomorrow if he caved in and did something that they might not ever recover from.
How could he sleep with her and still remain just friends? Sure he had heard of people who had friends with benefits but he and Bella and never been in that category before tonight.
"Dude it looked like you guys were kissing." Embry shouted at Jake with a smug grin plastered across his face.
Bella sensed Jake's embarrassment for nearly being caught making out with her. She felt like shit. She knew she been the one to make the first move. But she knew he was just as caught up in the moment as her. This was an awkward situation and guilt washed over her as she thought about the guys giving him a hard time about it. Needing to fix this as quickly as possible she flew over to Embry and threw her arms around him. Without hesitation she kissed him square on the lips. Hoping they would just think that she was so damn drunk she didn't care who she was kissing and therefor they wouldn't be left to wonder if she and Jake were lying to them about their status.
Jake felt like someone had just thrown a bucket of artic cold ice water over his head. How could she kiss him earlier with so much desire and then turn around and kiss Embry? Was this a game? Was she this far gone drunk? All he knew for certain in his heart that for a few moments he had truly considered taking Bella home and giving her what she yearned for. If she needed someone to scratch her itch, he was more than willing to be that guy. It would be a sacrifice he was willing to make. Screwing her senseless until the Bella he knew returned to him and sadly they would no doubt put it behind them as a one time mistake.
Now watching her kiss Embry he felt like a complete idiot. Bella was not attracted to him personally. She was just plum horny like she had said earlier.
He yanked Bella off of Embry when he spotted Embry's hands lowering to grab a hold of her firm ass.
"Let's go Bella." Jake's voice roared as he yanked her out of Embry's grip.
"Hey no fair." Embry cried out.
"She is drunk Embry. It means nothing to her." Jake glared furiously at his friend.
Bella's eyes stared up at Jake as it dawn on her that was how Jake took what they had shared on the dance floor. Nothing. Just a horny drunk girl making out with any available guy. She felt her heart breaking. If he seriously thought that was what she had been experiencing with him then she knew there was no way he would ever believe her that she was truly and stupidly falling in love with her best friend.
Bella sat quietly in the passenger side of her car while he drove them home. She managed to take a small nap by the time they arrived. Jake open her door to help her out. Even if he was a bit unnerved by her behavior at the club he was still a gentleman and her friend. He placed her arm around his shoulder as he help her into the apartment.
Bella felt a bit groggy but her body was humming from the close contact of their bodies. She felt like weeping. She wanted Jake. She wanted him so damn bad. She just did not know how to tell him that without facing rejection. She suspected that Jake had been turned on by her tonight. His stiff cock against her truly signal just how attracted he felt. She also knew from the way he kissed her. He did not kiss her like a friend would. They had shared plenty of pecks on the lips in the past. This went way beyond that. No, he was definitely desiring her.
So what now? What should she do? Should she just go to bed and pretend in the morning to feel ashamed for her actions? She could always use the drunk card for a plausible excuse.
Or she could try to go further with him. She could see just how far she could push him before she had to pull that card out. How far would he go with her? How much would she dare to do in order to find some release and to feel Jake buried deep inside of her? Could she do it? Would it hurt him if she started such a thing and then stopped? Would he even care? Would he just find it amusing in the morning? Would he just chalk it up to a night of regret from too many drinks? Could she bear it if he did?
Jake guided her to her room. He sat her shoes down on the floor as he lifted her hips up on the bed. He stared down at her. Her eyes were mid closed as she smiled curiously at him.
"You are drunk." Jake chuckled softly.
"Maybe. Maybe not." Bella teased.
Bella sat up in the bed abruptly when she saw him turn away from her and walk toward the door.
"Jake help me out of this." Bella pleaded frustrated.
Jake turn staring at her with eyes that pleaded with her not to ask that of him.
"Please." Bella whispered.
"Bella." Jake's voice was hoarse with raw desire as he contemplated the consequences if he follow through with her request. Normally he would do anything she ask of him without hesitation but this was not a normal request. She wanted him to undress her. Could he do that and not touch her? Could he seriously look at her naked sexy body and still remain just friends with her. Was that possible? He doubted it. Yet when he saw the hunger in her eyes as she began to push the straps off of her shoulders he knew he was doomed.
Pulling her up and placing her gently on the floor next to the bed he turn her around. His hands shook as he unzipped her dress. He stared at her backside. His lips began to act on their own accord as he placed delicate kisses down her spine as he push the dress away from her body until it reached her hips. He felt her body tremble beneath his touch. His cock was so hard he was seriously aching. He wondered if someone could die from blue balls?
He knew this was the moment he could walk away and salvage their friendship. He could let her finish undressing herself and nothing would change between them. He watched as his hands reached around cupping her perky breasts. Her head leaned against his chest as she whimpered softly wrapping her arms around his neck holding him against her while his thumbs flick against the harden and sensitive nipples.
His head lowered down to her bare shoulder nipping on it. Bella back up pressing her ass hard against his swollen cock.
"Yesss….pleassee…" She whined as she closed her eyes savoring each sensation that his hands were creating in her body. Every nerve was sparking and shooting out sweet pleasurable vibrations.
Jake felt hot combustible need soar through him. Why was she doing this to him? When did things change between them? How could he have not seen her desire before tonight? Was this just a side affect from her drinking too much? He had not been around her when she drank in the past. In fact she rarely ever drank at all now that he thought about it. Was it possible that Bella just became extremely horny when she got drunk?
Her hands kneaded the skin on his neck as she moved her ass around his pelvis in a slow circular motion. He closed his eyes as he tried to concentrate on what was best for Bella. He knew at this moment he could make love to her and still remain just her friend but he wasn't sure if Bella had that amount of maturity. She was not exactly experienced in the sex department. Well, not that he was aware of. He only knew of a handful of men she had sex with. Still, he knew that this was a boundary once crossed there was no return.
His hands roamed up and down her bare front. He wanted so damn badly to turn her around so he could look at her breast upclose. He found himself suddenly curious about what they might look like. Would they look like he had imagine when he was a horny teenager? He pinch a nipple with just enough pressure to make her cry out as she turn her head to the side and pulling at his neck so she could kiss him.
The kiss was mind blowing. There was no doubt in his mind that Bella wanted him. She was a little vixen. Sure back in the day when he had a small crush on her he always wondered what she would be like between the sheets. Now he had an opportunity to discover the truth for himself. The million dollar question that held him back was, could he live with himself for taking advantage of her in this state of being?
Bella freed one of her hands as it ghosted down to reach around his hardness above the tight material of his pants. She felt her stomach go into overdrive as she move up and down the length of him. He had truly grown into a big boy. She felt her knees weakening as she let her hands wander up and down mentally measuring his size and girth.
She heard her moans echo into his mouth. She was in heaven. Jake was everything she could hope for in a lover. She was starting to learn the boy was not bragging about his sexual skills he was simply stating the truth. Yep. She knew now he was one hell of a man and she wanted all that he had to offer a girl like herself.
After all friends should share. What Jake had in those pants Bella wanted to play with. She wanted to do all sorts of naughty things with it.
Jake heard his own moans as Bella stroked him. He was definitely enjoying this side of Bella. His hands slid down to her waist as he pulled hard on the tight material pulling it down to her small ankles. Kneeling down his face was directly in front of her ass where a small black string set between her round firm ass cheeks.
Bella stood there panting. Her heart was going berserk. She closed her eyes enjoying every sensation. Enjoying the anticipation. She felt like she was going to burst into flames if he did not continue to touch her. She wondered if someone could die from "want"? Was that possible? She would know soon if he did not touch her further.
His hands reach up cupping each cheek of her ass like he had her breasts earlier. Biting down on his lower lip hard he fought to stay calm. He did not want to move to fast. He want to savor each step with her. Each touch. Each moan. He wanted to remember this forever. There was no doubt that he would never get this golden opportunity again for the rest of his life.
Bella cupped her breast as she fondle herself waiting on his next move.
Jake lean in closer and took a small nip at her bare ass. Bella's eyes flew open as she gasped. She could not believe he was biting her ass. She had never had anyone do that to her before. She liked it.
He leaned over to the other cheek and repeated his actions. Bella gasped loudly again.
Jake hook his fingers into the thin string on her hips as he pulled them down gradually with such slow motion. He was enjoying watching her tremble and moan. He knew he was teasing her and it only made this moment so much more sweeter for him and her.
Bella looked down at the floor and step out of her panties. Jake pushed them aside. He debated on whether to stay on his knees or stand before he turn her around to face him. He wanted to look at her body entirely naked. He could not lie and say he had never considered what she looked like naked. He could not lie and say he had never stroked himself with such a fantasy in his head.
Standing up he took off his shirt before his hands reach out to turn her around to face him.
Bella closed her eyes. She was starting to fear what his eyes might show her once he got a good long look of her body. Would he like it? Would he be disappointed? Would it cause him to stop touching her? What if he decided she was not what he had desired after all?
"Open your eyes." Jake's voice was deep and heavy with lust.
Bella open her eyes. Her fear was bright and easy to read. Jake frowned for a moment. He wondered why she was afraid? This was what she wanted. Hell she nearly did this with a stranger in the men's room at the club.
The raw sensation of jealousy course through his veins as he recalled that the Riley guy almost got to be the one standing here. Riley could have been the one who got the pleasure of kissing and staring at her body. He could not allow that to happen again he decided. If he did take Bella tonight he knew in his heart he would never be able to share her with another man ever again. Was he ready for such a commitment? What if she only wanted this one night with him? What if she told him it was a mistake? Could he cope with that? Could they remain just friends? Hell, could they live together after this?
So many questions boggled his brain.
He hated this uncertainty that he was feeling. Normally when he had a naked woman in front of him he knew what to do, how long to do it, and not once did he consider the day after. But Bella was no ordinary woman. She was his best friend and room mate. She was also the one woman he had cared for all these years. She was his everything. He had promised Charlie to keep her safe. Would Charlie find what he was doing with his daughter safe? He doubted it. He would probably want to shoot him in his third leg if he learned what they had done, if they did it. That was the still the question burning in his mind.
His eyes exposed his desire for her. Bella felt tremendous relief in the knowledge that Jake liked what he saw but like her she sense he worried about the consequences. He kissed her with all the desire he had pent up for her. He wanted her to feel what she had created within him.
Bella's hands roamed up and down Jake's chiseled chest. She was falling. Falling so damn hard. Each kiss. Each touch. Each second that went by she was only falling more in love with Jake.
"God, you're so beautiful." Jake spoke softly as he released her mouth from his.
Bella smiled excitedly at him.
"Back at you." Bella rubbed his cheek with the back of her hand letting him know how much she admired his body too.
"I want you. I want to make you feel so good Bella." Jake whispered roughly.
"Then do it. Show me." Bella pleaded.
Jake was just about to do that when they heard the doorbell ringing. Jake hesitated. Was it possible that someone was at their door? It was nearly three in the morning. Who the hell would show up here at that time he wondered?
"Ignore it." Bella cried out as she wrapped her hands around his waist locking their bodies together hoping he would ignore their uninvited guest.
The doorbell rang several more times.
"Shit." They said in union and then look into each others eyes as they both chuckled.
"Get in bed. I will get rid of whoever is out there." Jake ordered as he placed a chaste kiss on her forehead.
Bella pulled back the blankets and sheet. Slipping in naked she felt goose bumps popping up all over her body as she grew anxious waiting on Jake to return to her and to do as he wanted with her. At last she would know what it was like to sleep with Jake Black. She just prayed that if it was as good as she thought it would be then tonight would just be the beginning of many more nights to come.