Hello again! As promised (and thankfully delivered), this is a second chapter for this weekend. Thanks for all the reviews from last nights chapter, I'm glad I made some of you happy. I had someone ask about the cook . . . your guess is as good as mine. I threw the line in the last chapter about Inuyasha wondering why he never saw them because as I was writing this story, I realized I referred to the cook several times, but you never see them. Seriously, I haven't a clue who they are and there won't be anything further written about them, I just used Inuyasha's character to express my own thoughts on it (that sounds much weirder written down than it did in my head).

So, disclaimers are as before. We're adding some new bodily fluids in this one (ahem . . . I think you can figure that out)

For all of you who've been asking for longer chapters, I hope this one makes you happy . . . on with Chapter 21.

Looking at himself in the bathroom mirror, Inuyasha pulled at the tie encircling his neck. "You sure this is really needed?"

Swatting a clawed hand away from her handiwork, Kadira scoffed. "Stop ruining it, and yes, I am most certain."

"Why would anybody make a noose around your neck fashionable?"

"I've no idea, but most likely it was the same person who created high heels for women."

"High what?"

"Nevermind," Kadira sighed, "just be thankful that it is not something you ever need worry about."

"-Keh, whatever they are, they can't be worse than this damn thing."

Ignoring the comment, Kadira took a moment to admire the image before her. Truly, those of the Inu clan were some of the most beautiful creatures she'd ever had the pleasure to lay eyes upon. And being an InuHanyou had done nothing in her old eyes to diminish that fact. "Inuyasha, you look lovely tonight."

Blushing, the Hanyou's head automatically tilted down, his long silvery-white bangs covering his eyes. "I've told ya before that you were blind as a fuckin' bat, old woman."

Reaching up a hand, Kadira placed the tips of her gnarled fingers under Inuyasha's chin and lifted his face until his eyes were once again staring into the mirror before them. "I am not blind, nor am I a fool. If you do not believe these eyes or your own, then trust in your brother's, for I do not believe he would ever choose a mate he found visually unappealing."

"I've been sayin' for days now that Sesshomaru's not in his right fuckin' mind, but nobody will believe me."

Laughing, Kadira's hands stroked down one of the Hanyou's cheeks. "Despite what you may think, I can guarantee you will spark jealousy amongst the Youkai elite."

"As if I care about somethin' like that. I don't give a rats ass what those pricks have to say about me personally, I just don't want their hang-ups to undermine Sesshomaru's rule."

"It is good to hear that you are so concerned for your brother's well being, but I have never seen a more capable individual than Lord Sesshomaru. Let him worry about such things."

Shrugging his shoulders, Inuyasha wondered if Kadira was right, but the tightness in his chest still wouldn't leave. Staring at his reflection in the mirror, he willed his puppydog ears to suddenly turn into the perfectly pointed tips of his pure brother. As far as he was concerned, those ears were like a beacon that screamed, "Hanyou," to the entire Youkai world. Flattening his ears into his hair, Inuyasha stared at his smooth head and sighed, he was who he was and doing shit like that on purpose just made him look stupid, besides, it wasn't like he could keep them down forever – experience told him that.

Deciding looking in the mirror wasn't going to change a damn thing, Inuyasha turned towards Kadira with the intention of thanking her for her help when his brother's Youkai suddenly hit his senses. The suddenness of it made him think Sesshomaru must have been masquerading as a human and just released his disguise.

"I think the bastards home," Inuyasha mumbled, feeling a jumble of butterflies swarming around his stomach.

Sucking in a deep breath, Kadira nodded. She'd felt her Lord's presence as well. "Then I will wish you a good evening." Taking a bit of a risk, the old miko went up on her tiptoes, pecking her lips lightly to Inuyasha's cheek. "I am more pleased than I can say that you are giving this a chance. Truly, you are a gift, Inuyasha."

Eyes wide, the Hanyou wondered if Kadira had somehow been talking with that old tree, Bakusen'O. Hadn't he said something similar, that the Hanyou was a gift from Inu no Taisho to Sesshomaru? Shaking his head, all he could think was that the world truly had gone mad while he'd been away.

As Kadira approached the door, it suddenly opened, revealing the lean and immaculate form of the Lord of the West. Bowing slightly, Kadira smiled. "Lord Sesshomaru, it is good to see you this evening. I was just taking my leave."

Giving a small nod of acknowledgment, Sesshomaru's eyes trailed over to their target and instantly became mesmerized. Standing with the dark of night back-dropped behind a wall of windows, was his little brother and future mate, Inuyasha. With snowy-white hair shimmering in the light, the Hanyou's skin glowed against a dark gray suit with matching tie. Beneath that tie was a crimson dress shirt. Easily slipping past Kadira, Sesshomaru made his way towards his little brother, all the while his golden eyes danced with pleasured approval.

Shifting his weight from foot to foot, Inuyasha continued fiddling with his tie, a deep blush lighting his cheeks at the look in the DaiYoukai's eyes. In the past, he'd been hunted by his elder sibling, but never had he felt like such prey before. "So, uh . . . I guess you finished up with your business."

"To an extent. Let us say Lord Kouga and I learned all we could before putting an end to the day." Already Sesshomaru's hand had caught the locks of Inuyasha's hair within his slender fingers and was working his digits in and out of those strands with practiced ease.

With the DaiYoukai so close, Inuyasha couldn't help but smell the lingering traces of wolf and . . . miasma? Staring up into his brother's predatory eyes, the Hanyou gulped. Somebody had died today and if he wasn't mistaken, Inuyasha was pretty damn sure it had only been a few hours ago. And now, here he was, standing beside the killer that was his brother, feeling weak in the knees knowing that this crazy ass Youkai wanted him as a mate. God's above, I must be the biggest fuckin' idiot ever born.

But Inuyasha wasn't the only one scenting the air. Moving just that much closer, Sesshomaru buried his nose in the top of the Hanyou's hair, marveling at how that simply mystifying scent could calm both he and his Youkai so easily. Nuzzling into a puppydog ear, Sesshomaru whispered, "You look beautiful tonight, little brother."

Flushed, Inuyasha's ears flicked back and forth on top of his head. "Uh, you don't look so bad yourself, but you probably already knew that."

Pulling back, Sesshomaru had a rare, almost soft look as he answered, "Never has it meant more than to hear it from your lips." Speaking of said lips, the DaiYoukai's finger traced along the edge of his Hanyou's barely parted ones. "If we are going to eat food tonight, then we must leave this room."

Stepping back, Inuyasha tried slowing his bounding heart. "Yeah. You know I can always eat."

"Then I shall follow you out."

Feeling like a smitten female, Inuyasha took off for the door, Sesshomaru leisurely pacing behind him. Having absolutely no idea what to say, the Hanyou stayed unusually quiet all through the elevator ride. When they'd reached the garage, Inuyasha looked around for Sang-di, but could neither smell nor sense the driver. "Where's your driver?"

"He was given the night off."

"Are we walkin' then?"

With a smirk on his face, Sesshomaru began making his way towards a sleek red car nestled in the rear of the lot. "I wish to spend this evening alone together, consequently, I shall drive us."

Staring at the shimmering steel before him, Inuyasha's amber eyes were wide with awe. Sitting impossibly low to the ground, the vehicle looked like sex on wheels. "Damn, that's pretty."

"I'm glad you like it. I purchased it several years ago because it reminded me of you."

Head snapping up, all Inuyasha could do was gape. "Why in the hell would you think of me when you looked at this thing."

"I believe you already answered that when you stated your opinion of the car."

"B-but – "

"I would offer to get the door for you, but Lord Kouga informed me that you had a distaste for such things."

Embarrassed, but pleasantly warmed by the DaiYoukai's comments, Inuyasha merely nodded. "Yeah, I'm more than capable." Opening the door, he slid into the passenger's side, noting the way the seat hugged his form perfectly. Looking over, Sesshomaru was already seated and soon placed his forefinger over a small indentation in the dash, as soon as the flesh hit that area, the car purred to life. "Holly shit," Inuyasha exclaimed as the dash lit up, "what in the hell is all that for?"

"Mostly it is to impress, and, I see it is doing a sufficient job."

"Jackass," Inuyasha grumbled, his eyes narrowing but only earning an endearing chuckle for his efforts.

Without further delay, Sesshomaru pulled out of the garage and onto the streets of Tokyo. Weaving in and out of traffic, Inuyasha was amazed that once again, whatever his brother did seemed both effortless and graceful, including driving. As his eager eyes soaked in all that passed them by, the Hanyou thought none of the impressive things the humans made even came close to the wonder that was sitting beside him. Eyes cast to the side, Inuyasha studied his brother's profile and had to wonder if after the DaiYoukai's birth, the gods simply gave up. Perfection made flesh, there could be no greater creation than the Lord of the West.

Feeling a tinge of inadequacy, Inuyasha shook his head while clearing his throat. "So, where is it you're takin' me?"

"Seeing as you have been absent from the world for these past five hundred years, I doubt you would recognize the name."

Rolling his eyes, Inuyasha revisited his earlier thoughts regarding the perfection of his brother – he was perfectly an arrogant ass. "Okay, then tell me what kind of place it is."

"It is a modern restaurant run by Youkai. There are private dining rooms where we may dine in our normal forms and eat food more to our taste."

"You mean more to your taste. I got no problem with human food," Inuyasha answered, his mouth already watering at the thought of the food Kagome used to bring with her, especially that stuff with the noodles.

"You may order whatever pleases you."

"-Keh, good. Just 'cause we're doin' this courtin' thing doesn't mean you can tell me what to eat."

"Little brother, I would not dream of doing so."

Mouth agape, Inuyasha twisted in his seat. "Was that sarcasm just now?"

"Perhaps."

"Dear god's up in the heavens, the world must be comin' to an end."

"I doubt it is so just yet."

Letting out an honest chuckle, Inuyasha leaned back into his seat. "So, we'll be alone, just you and me?"

"We must appear human when entering the establishment, but once we are shown to our room, then yes, we shall be alone and can look as we naturally are. Does it bother you to be alone with me?"

"Nah, actually, I'm kinda relieved."

Genuinely surprised, Sesshomaru asked, "Although I would like to believe this is because you desire to be only with me, I suspect there is another reason for this."

Fidgeting in his seat, Inuyasha began rubbing his neck in a distracted manner. "I . . . in case ya hadn't noticed, I don't have great table manners. I mean, Kagome used to always scold me about the way I ate and Kouga said somethin' about it the other day. I just didn't wanna embarrass you."

Hands fisting upon the steering wheel, Sesshomaru was glad he always insisted on that part of the car being made out of titanium for a lesser metal would have bent under the strain of his anger. "Inuyasha, I know I have said such things to you in the past, but I will never view you as thus again. This Sesshomaru would not change a thing."

"-Keh, even when I'm suckin' down food like I haven't eaten in weeks?"

Knowing this was most likely the reason the behavior had begun at all, Sesshomaru found it difficult to fault the Hanyou. "Even so. Perhaps in time you will become accustomed to having food available. Food that will not be stolen and will never dwindle. Until that time, you may eat as you always have and I will be pleased to know that your belly is full."

Sinking even further into his seat, Inuyasha didn't quite know how to respond. Had Sesshomaru flat out told him that his eating habits were disgusting, chances were pretty good he'd have fought tooth and claw to be as big of an ass as possible about it. But, knowing the bastard didn't really hold it against him changed things and Inuyasha knew he'd try his best when others were around to curb his appetites.

Taking the silence for what it was, Sesshomaru simply drove onwards until soon he was pulling up to a curb, a slender human in uniform waiting on the small stoop outside the restaurants door.

Glancing out the tinted windows, Inuyasha asked, "So, this the place?"

"Indeed."

Feeling a shift in the aura inside the car, Inuyasha turned his head, only to find his brother already sporting his human façade. "It's still weird when you do that," Inuyasha commented while looking down at the ring upon his finger. "You ain't gonna go ape-shit when I don't smell like me this time, right? I mean, ya do know it's really me sittin' here?"

"There will be no misunderstandings this time."

With a gentle sigh, the Hanyou did as Shippo had first directed and simply thought he'd like to look human, and as easy as that, his Hanyou appearance, scent, and Youkai either changed or disappeared all together.

Sucking in a deep breath, Sesshomaru wasn't at all sure he liked the extras the fox Youkai had added, although that was not to say he did not see their value. "It will please this Sesshomaru when the fox can get your human scent correct."

"What? Ya don't like this one? I thought they all pretty much smelled the same to you."

"Not in the least. I find your natural human scent pleasing, it is sweet on the tongue. This scent hardly compares."

Somehow Inuyasha's true blush transferred to his human cover. "Well, Shippo said the ring will naturally adjust on the night of the next new moon so I guess you'll just have to deal with it until then."

Easing his fingers through Inuyasha's midnight looking hair, Sesshomaru's tone was gentle. "It is a small price to pay."

Opening his mouth, Inuyasha wasn't exactly sure what he was going to say but a sudden tapping on Sesshomaru's window interrupted the moment anyways.

Annoyed at having been disrupted, Sesshomaru barely squelched the growl upon his lips as he pressed the button to lower the driver's side window. But he'd be damned if he'd give the pathetic human standing by his door the slightest of acknowledgements.

"Excuse me, Mr. Taisho?"

Narrowing his now icy blue eyes, Sesshomaru peered through the crack in the window. "Is it customary now for the employees here to interrupt the patrons?"

Standing outside the car, the lingering warmth of the evening dissipated into brittle cold for the unfortunate young human. Having no real idea as to what really lay beyond that thin shield of metal and glass, the man's instincts were still well aware that death was but a few feet away. Clearing his throat, the employee stammered, "I . . . I apologize, Mr. T-Taisho, but you see, there are a f-few cars behind you and I just t-thought I c-could park your c-car – "

"When I am ready to leave this vehicle and have you park it, then I shall make my desires known."

Having heard enough and feeling exceeding empathy for the poor human withering beneath his brother's gaze, Inuyasha leaned over in his seat, placing a hand on Sesshomaru's arm. "Hey kid, don't mind him, he's just been in a really bad mood all his life." Feeling the corded muscle beneath his hand tense, Inuyasha took a chance and began making gentle circles with his fingers, almost instantly, he felt his brother relax. "Look, just give us a second and we'll be on our way."

Relief flooding his body, the young human nodded. "Thank you. Sorry to have disturbed you."

"Don't sweat it, you're just doin' your job," Inuyasha casually answered.

With those final words, Sesshomaru eased the window back up, his attention turning towards the very close face and body of his little brother. "That human needed to be put in his place."

"That human was about ready to have heart failure."

"I do not believe it would have been a great loss, he is easily replaced."

Rolling his eyes, Inuyasha scooted back over to his side of the car, making ready to exit. "Yeah, maybe so, but you still went overboard. You wouldn't know subtle if it bit you in the ass. The poor kid was ready to piss his pants just by lookin' at ya." Seeing the scowl still on his brother's face, Inuyasha huffed. "So, are we gonna eat or are you just gonna stay in this car all night actin' pissy?"

"We are here to eat, but I do not like being interrupted, especially when I am spending time with you."

Smiling despite the situation, Inuyasha couldn't help the warmth spreading throughout his chest. "Noted, and . . . appreciated. Now, come on, I'm starvin'."

Not waiting for a response, Inuyasha opened the door and hopped from the car, a bright smile on his face as he stared up at the employee from before. "Sorry about takin' so long."

Blushing and offering his own smile in return, the human bowed low. "I apologize for interrupting. If there weren't a line of cars waiting- "

"No problem." Turning just in time to see Sesshomaru stalk up beside him, Inuyasha threw a thumb over his shoulder in the DaiYoukai's direction and stated, "The bastard will give ya the keys."

Eyes wide at having just heard the powerful Mr. Taisho thus insulted, the human looked awe struck, barely recognizing when a pair of keys was pushed into his hand. "I expect you to take great care of my car."

Finally realizing he was being addressed, the human jumped. "Oh . . . oh, yes, of course, Mr. Taisho."

"Then leave our presence."

"Yes, at once."

With the annoying human gone, Sesshomaru turned his narrowed blue eyes on his brother, leaning down he placed his lips at the crown of the Hanyou's head, where his true ears lay. "Although I care not what you call me in the privacy of our own home, I would appreciate it if you refrained from using such language in front of others."

"-Keh, I can try, but most days I just call 'em like I see 'em and you were bein' a jackass for no real reason."

"Perhaps I can try and be more accommodating if you can try and be a bit more respectful of my position while we are in public."

Letting out a short bark of laughter, Inuyasha simply shook his head. "Yeah, we can try, but I get the feelin' that's gonna be one big fuckin' failure." Leaning back, Inuyasha's amethyst looking eyes stared into cold blue. "It's who you are, you don't necessarily gotta change on my account, especially when it's Youkai involved."

"I do not understand why you are so protective of humans, little brother."

"Yeah? Most day's neither do I. Maybe because I know what it feels like to be scared, and trust me, humans are always scared about somethin' or other. It ain't a good feelin'."

Blinking once, Sesshomaru took in that little bit of information and stored it for later. "Come, let us find our room so that we may be as we truly are." Reaching over, Sesshomaru placed his hand on Inuyasha's lower back, easing the Hanyou forwards.

"Hey, just cause we're doin' this courtin' thing don't mean ya gotta treat me like some wench."

"Have you ever considered that I simply enjoy feeling your body beneath my hand, little brother?"

Both face and neck flushed, Inuyasha's head bent forwards, his long black hair hiding his eyes. "Don't say such embarrassin' stuff."

And with that, the Lord of all Asia guided his intended mate into the restaurant, his hand remaining firmly where it was the entire way. Feeling the weight of Sesshomaru's flesh against the cloth of his back, Inuyasha's heart eased. Yes, the move was a bit possessive, but he didn't think that was all together a bad thing. Never in his life had he thought it would feel so good to have a place he belonged, to have someone claim him in such a way.

Distracted as he was by Sesshomaru's close presence, Inuyasha barely realized when they'd entered the restaurant, but once he had, his eyes widened. With a low whistle, the Hanyou's gaze scanned the area. "Damn, and I thought your home was fancy."

"Our home is very beautiful, but Susuke's is made to impress those of a slightly different palate."

"I'll say."

Within moments, an extraordinarily short woman appeared before them, her smile just as stressed as it was bright. "Good evening, Mr. Taisho. I was pleased to see your name on our reservations for tonight."

Barely glancing at the woman, Sesshomaru answered, "Your parking staff is in need of tutelage, Lady Ballara."

Inuyasha hadn't thought the human looking woman's smile could become any more strained – he'd been wrong.

"Forgive me, we have a few new hires working and they haven't been properly trained, especially when it comes to dealing with one of your status, my Lord."

"It is of little importance." Inclining his head in Inuyasha's direction, Sesshomaru asked, "Is our room ready?"

Turning her attention from the powerful Youkai before her, Lady Ballara politely stared in the Hanyou's direction. Although she tried to hide it, her confusion as to just who Inuyasha was and what he meant to the DaiYoukai was obvious. With the ring fully activated, Inuyasha's Hanyou scent, as well as the markers Sesshomaru himself had laid upon the Hanyou, were all but concealed beneath a layer of human stench. As far as Ballara was concerned, Sesshomaru's companion was nothing more than what met the eye – a simple, but beautiful, human male.

Quickly deciding that the Lord of the West's guest was his business and no one else's, Ballara bowed and answered, "All is prepared. If you will only follow me."

Walking down an exquisite hall, Inuyasha's eyes wandered all over the place, his mouth slightly agape at the shimmering surfaces surrounding him. Soon enough, they came to a tastefully carved wooden door, the room within simply an extension of the elegance he'd already encountered.

"The table has been prepared as you requested, Lord Sesshomaru," Ballara said with another bow.

Safely tucked within the confines of the room, Sesshomaru allowed his human façade to fall but kept his Youkai fairly well contained. Having no desire to be interrupted tonight, the DaiYoukai thought it best as few as possible know of his whereabouts. "Inuyasha, we are alone now."

Still openly gawking at his surroundings, the Hanyou turned with a stuttered, "Oh, w-what?" Meeting with only silence, Inuyasha concluded his brother had probably said something about him being able to look like himself again. In an instant, the ring was deactivated, leaving an InuHanyou standing within the small room as well as a gaping Lady Ballara.

As soon as the being she'd thought of as human released his concealment spell, Ballara was not only hit with the visual evidence of who her Lord's guest was, but the obvious scent of claim that went along with it. In all the hundreds of years the old badger demoness had known the InuDaiYoukai, she'd never once entertained the notion that Lord Sesshomaru would claim a mate, let alone a Hanyou one. Stuttering, Ballara thought she had not offered the amount of respect the Hanyou deserved. "F-forgive me, m-my Lord. I did not r-realize – "

"There is no reason you should have."

Risking a glance up, Ballara's eyes went wide. Lord Sesshomaru was not known for his kindness and she was truly at a loss for words. Thankfully, the Hanyou seemed relatively oblivious to what was going on and suddenly asked, "Hey, have you got some kind of dish with noodles in it?"

Blinking rapidly, Lady Ballara nodded. "Do you mean ramen?"

With a shrug of his shoulders, Inuyasha wasn't really sure. He'd never been able to read the packages on the food Kagome had brought from her time. "Not sure. If ramen has noodles and some kind of broth, then that's probably it."

"If that is the case, we have several types. Do you know what kind you'd like?"

Truly puzzled, Inuyasha realized he had no idea. "Uh, no. Didn't realize there was more than one option."

"Lady Ballara, perhaps you could bring a sample of all the different types of ramen you have." Looking over at his intended mate, Sesshomaru asked, "Would that be to your liking, little brother?"

"Seems like a waste of food, but if you're payin' then why the hell not."

Shocked once again, Ballara could only stare. No one talked to Lord Sesshomaru that way. Well, maybe Lord Kouga could get away with it once in awhile, but looking up into the DaiYoukai's face, there was not even the slightest hint of irritation. In fact, if Ballara didn't know any better, she'd say Lord Sesshomaru appeared almost amused.

"Since this Sesshomaru is indeed paying, we will be expecting every variety of ramen you have, as well as a mixture of fresh meats." Turning to Inuyasha once again, Sesshomaru asked, "Would you like a moment to look at the menu? Or, is there anything else you would like at this time?"

"No, that sounds good. Maybe some tea or somethin'."

"Lady Ballara, you heard my little brother. Please make the arrangements and disturb us as little as possible tonight."

"As you wish, my Lord." With a brief parting look, Ballara scuttled out of the room, her head reeling with the knowledge it now contained.

As the door closed, Sesshomaru couldn't help but smirk. Most likely, Ballara would be discrete, even her Youkai staff were known to be able to hold their tongues, but whether or not she would be able to keep something like this secret was anyone's guess. Still, Inuyasha had healed well and his strength was almost what it should be. His Hanyou was more than capable of dealing with any normal altercations that might come his way. Unfortunately, in the modern era, attacks were rarely as direct as they'd been in feudal times.

Pushing his concerns to the back of his mind, Sesshomaru guided Inuyasha to the table. "I would offer to hold the chair out for you if I thought this would please you."

"Well, thank the gods you know it won't," Inuyasha grunted as he sat down, his eyes wide and confused by all the silver utensils littering the table. "What is all this shit?"

"I assume you are speaking of the silverware."

"Yeah, I guess that's what ya call it. But why's there so much of it and what in the hell do ya use it for?"

"If you would like, either myself or Lady Kadira can instruct you on proper dining etiquette at a later date. For this evening, do not concern yourself with them. As I've already stated, I care not how you eat, only that you do."

Scratching the side of his cheek, Inuyasha stared at the table, wondering as to the relevance of over half the things on it. Chances were pretty good that most of the stuff was completely unnecessary. It seemed stupid to fill up his brain with such useless information, but if he was serious about this mating thing . . . well, Inuyasha appreciated what Sesshomaru had said earlier, but he'd be damned if he'd be the cause of any more embarrassment than necessary where his brother was concerned. Although Sesshomaru wouldn't admit it, Inuyasha knew he'd be getting enough slack about even entertaining the idea of mating with a Hanyou.

Hiding his unease with gruffness, Inuyasha simply shrugged his shoulders while twirling something with three pointy things coming off the end. He'd seen similar stuff when visiting Kagome's time, but hadn't thought it important enough to inquire about. "I'll ask Kadira, she seems pretty good with that kind of thing."

"Indeed, she is." Studying his little brother, Sesshomaru suspected the general direction Inuyasha's mind was going and for once, he didn't even bother suppressing the hint of smile stretching its way across his lips. No doubt the Hanyou thought such things an utter waste of time, so the fact that he was willing to learn such a thing more than boded well for him.

As Inuyasha continued staring at the table, the door opened and two Youkai servers discretely made there way inside, neither uttering a single word as they poured tea and brought in fresh appetizers in preparation for the main meal. Despite their silence, Inuyasha still gave a hesitant, "Thanks," before both servers bowed low and scuttled out the door. "Not very talkative, are they?"

"Unlike the human parking attendant, they have been trained well."

Shaking his head, Inuyasha had a lot he wanted to say, but in the end, simply let it go. As he'd said earlier, Sesshomaru was who he was. So instead, he sipped at his tea, enjoying the taste as the warm liquid eased down his throat. Unfortunately, after that was done, Inuyasha didn't have a clue what to do or say and all the nervousness of earlier began coming back in full force.

Casually leaning back in his chair, Sesshomaru's mokomoko flicked lazily behind him while his golden eyes soaked in the sight of his fidgeting brother. Never in his life had he ever felt as content as when he was in the presence of his Hanyou. The scent and feel of Inuyasha's Youkai soothed him in ways he'd never thought possible. "Inuyasha, is there something you wish to ask of this Sesshomaru?"

Looking up, Inuyasha's amber eyes were wide and hesitant. "Uh . . . well, now that ya mention it, I mean, I've just kind of been wonderin' what all this courtin' thing entails."

"Is that what has you so nervous?"

"-Keh, what makes you think I'm nervous about anything?"

Smiling inside, Sesshomaru was well aware they both knew the Hanyou was lying, but it was something he could easily let go. "There are many variations on the courting ritual and each clan has its own protocols. Needless to say, it is not done in the same ways as when our father was alive."

Nervousness ebbing away, Inuyasha's ears perked up in curiosity. "How so?"

"To begin, the main purpose of courtship is to allow the alpha an opportunity to convince their chosen beta that he or she is capable of providing a safe environment. That they can offer a home with abundant food and care for both their mate and any potential offspring."

Feeling the heat of embarrassment, Inuyasha's eyes drifted off to the side. "I don't really see how any of that is relevant to us. We both know I can take care of myself and neither one of us is gonna be pushin' out any pups."

For a moment, Sesshomaru sat in silence as he contemplated his little brother's answer. It was true that Inuyasha was more than capable of keeping himself physically alive, maybe he hadn't always thrived, but he'd lived and that was impressive in and of itself. As for the last part, the DaiYoukai was sure he'd heard something more than the words themselves. "Inuyasha, I am well aware of your capabilities. Both myself and my Youkai find your physical strength attractive. As a powerful alpha, I have no need of a physically weak beta." Reaching across the table, Sesshomaru surprised Inuyasha by taking the Hanyou's hand within his own. "But, despite your strength, you have never felt safe, little brother. And that, is my doing. If you will allow, as both your alpha and older brother, I can give you that sense of ease. Know that this Sesshomaru will never leave your side again. That I will fight whatever means you harm, whether that be a physical or emotional battle, you need not take up arms again without me there to back you up. I will be the constant in your life that you can always return to, no matter what has happened, this Sesshomaru will always welcome you home."

Mouth slightly agape, Inuyasha's lips felt dry and cracked, almost as arid as his parched throat. And, without his consent, a small, almost imperceptible whine echoed up that same throat as Sesshomaru stopped speaking. "T-th – " clearing his throat, Inuyasha swallowed, "that sounds . . . nice, maybe."

"Given our past, I am well aware trusting me on such a level will be difficult for you, so, in our case, this is what our courting time is for. It is a time for me to try and prove to you that you may trust me, as your alpha mate, to protect you mind, body, and soul."

Completely unaware, Inuyasha's hand gripped tighter around his brother's larger one. "That might take some time. I'm not sayin' it's impossible, just – "

"I am well aware and at this moment, simply content in the knowledge that you are willing to try."

Blowing out a deep breath, Inuyasha cocked his head. "And what do you get outta this whole deal?"

With a singular blink of his eyes, Sesshomaru blankly stared at his brother. That had definitely been a question he wasn't anticipating. But, how did he even begin to answer in a way Inuyasha would both believe and understand. "I . . . it is difficult to put into words."

"Try."

"Inuyasha, I would do so if there were appropriate words, but there are none. In the most simplistic, yet wholly inadequate terms, you allow me to live."

Completely confused, Inuyasha's ears drooped. "What in the hell's that supposed to mean? You've lived for damn near a thousand years, most of 'em without me hangin' off your arm."

"It is true that in those years I existed. As Lord of the Western Lands, and now of all Asia, I have done my duty as an InuDaiYoukai. This Sesshomaru has killed, rutted, and wandered the lands, but until accepting my desire for you as a mate, these things have held little meaning. I killed because it was necessary. I rutted because of biological need. I wandered because I was constantly looking for what I had foolishly denied. Now, if I kill it shall be to protect you. No matter where I wander, if you are at my side, I shall be home. And, when you finally allow me to take you, it will be so much more than rutting."

"Fuckin' hell, Sesshomaru. I . . . I don't know what to say."

"And that is what it will mean to be mates – there will be no need of words. I will say them to ease your heart, but your soul will understand without the need for such."

Finally letting go of Inuyasha's hand, Sesshomaru leaned back in his chair, taking a sip of tea if only to give them both a break and time to think on what had just been said. Watching his little brother's increasingly flushed cheeks, the DaiYoukai knew his words had hit their target and he simply stayed as he was . . . waiting.

Feeling wholly inadequate, Inuyasha was simply floored by the elegance of what he'd just heard and knew he'd never be capable of expressing himself in such a way. "I . . . I ain't as good with words as you. Don't expect that'll change much."

"There is no need for it to. I have been trained since I was but a pup to conceal all emotion from others. Many believe me to be cold and without feeling, and to a point, I suppose that is true. But, as the saying goes, 'still waters run deep', and I am no exception. However, even with you, it is difficult to fight hundreds of years of instinct. My words are necessary to convey what my outward appearance can not."

"Unlike me, huh."

"It is true, once I thought this a flaw in your character, but now I find it one of your best qualities. It is an aspect of your nature I am truly jealous of."

Mouth gaping open, Inuyasha stared. "You can't be serious. There ain't no way you could be jealous of anything about me."

Sadistically smiling on the inside, Sesshomaru's outer façade did not crack an inch. "On the contrary, little brother, I am a very jealous creature when it comes to you. I am jealous that you form true friendships with those that would be willing to give up their lives for you not because of duty and order, but because they wish to keep you personally from harm." Leaning his elbows upon the table, Sesshomaru settled his chin on folded hands. "On a more personal note, I am jealous of the time you spend with anyone but me. I am jealous of the clothes upon your body, that they touch your skin with an impunity I am not yet allowed. I am jealous that you may brush your fingers upon the infintesible softness of those exquisite ears sitting atop your head when the whim hits you. You see, little brother, I am both a covetous and envious being where you are concerned."

Feeling the flush of heat all over his body, Inuyasha licked his dry lips. "T-that's kinda unexpected."

"Be that as it may, it is all true."

"I thought . . . I thought you hated my ears." Despite his best efforts, said ears twitched nervously upon Inuyasha's head.

"Even while in the throes of my deepest delusions, I did not hate them. Perhaps that is why I attacked them with so much venom. I could fool myself of many things, but even during the times I thought I hated you the most, I found them entrancing."

"Oh . . . that woulda been good to know."

"And now that you do, would you allow this Sesshomaru the enjoyment of feeling them beneath his fingers whenever he wishes?"

Picking up a random piece of silverware, Inuyasha twirled the metal object between his fingers. "If ya want. Just don't go tuggin' on 'em."

"They are sensitive then?"

Nodding once, Inuyasha was amazed at how easily he was giving up his most guarded secrets. If this thing all went to shit, then Sesshomaru would have another easy target to aim for. "Yeah. Humans always seemed fascinated by 'em. They'd either make fun of my ears or wanna tug and pull. It . . . it didn't feel good."

"And, there are other ways of touching them that does feel good?"

With a not so subtle cough, Inuyasha's blush increased ten fold. "Um . . . yeah. W-when you kinda rubbed at the base . . . I liked that."

"And, if I were to run my teeth down the edge, or perhaps my tongue, would that be pleasurable as well?"

An audible clang was heard as Inuyasha dropped the fork in his hand. "T-that . . . why would you wanna do that?"

Eyes narrowed, but golden orbs sparkling with lust, Sesshomaru's voice was cool in reply. "Because, little brother, I would very much like to see you writhing below me in pleasure."

Ears automatically slicked back into his head of hair, Inuyasha's mouth opened and closed but no sound emerged. Having absolutely no idea how to even respond to something so salacious, he simply sat there, barely aware as the servers returned and began setting their ordered dishes before them. And, even after the restaurant personnel had left, Inuyasha's amber orbs remained locked with the golden ones of his brother.

"You should eat before your dinner gets cold, Inuyasha."

"W-what?"

"The ramen you desired is sitting before you, I should think you would enjoy its flavor more while it is warm."

Blinking, Inuyasha finally looked down, noting with some dismay that he did indeed have a bowl of noodles sitting in front of his face, along with three other bowls scattered around him. Evidently Ballara had meant it when she'd said they'd bring every type on the menu. Mind still trying to wrap around what Sesshomaru had just said, Inuyasha absently picked up a nearby set of chopsticks and began shoveling the contents of the first bowl into his mouth. No sooner had the first drop hit his tongue than all previous conversations flew from his head. "Oh my gods," Inuyasha practically moaned, "this is fan fuckin' tastic."

Forgetting the myriad of fresh meats laid before him, Sesshomaru watched as Inuyasha moved from bowl to bowl, all the while making the most delicious noises as he savored the food before him. "I take it the noodle dish is to your liking?"

Finally coming up for air, Inuyasha nodded vigorously. "Hell yeah! This stuff is even better than the noodle packages Kagome used to bring back with her. Damn but I missed this after she went back to her time."

Although it still annoyed the DaiYoukai to hear his prospective mate speak so fondly of the miko, Sesshomaru found his Youkai pleased that it had provided his Hanyou with something superior to the wench. "I am glad you like it. Now that I know you've a fondness for such things, I shall have our cook make something similar for you."

"Yeah? It wouldn't be too much trouble?"

While Sesshomaru found Inuyasha's simple tastes and low expectations refreshing, there was fast becoming a point where he simply wished the Hanyou would expect something from him. He was an alpha and it was his duty as well as his pleasure to provide the things his beta desired. But it was becoming increasingly clear that getting Inuyasha to want anything material from him was at best, a pipe dream. "Inuyasha, should you agree, you will be the mate of this Sesshomaru. You have but to ask and whatever you wish shall be provided."

Shaking his head, all the Hanyou could do was shrug. "But I don't need anything. All I've ever had is my Firerat and Tessaiga. I know I'll need to dress better, but I can't think of anything else that I'd need."

"Perhaps need is not the correct term. Is there anything you want?"

Scrunching his eyebrows down in thought, Inuyasha really and truly thought about it, but for the life of him, he couldn't think of anything. But looking up at Sesshomaru's expectant eyes, he got the feeling he needed to pick something. And then, finally, a thought struck the Hanyou. "Hey, there is somethin' I'd like. The other day when Shippo was over and fussin' with the ring, I started readin' a book in your study. I didn't get the chance to finish it, so if you don't mind, could I borrow it sometime? I promise I'll bring it back in good shape."

Masking his disappointment, Sesshomaru answered, "Inuyasha, what is mine is yours. You need not ask permission for such things."

"Maybe one day I'll feel okay doin' somethin' like that, but for now, as far as I'm concerned, all that shit belongs to you."

"If that is what makes you comfortable, still the offer stands."

"'Kay. Thanks."

Throughout the rest of the meal, they spoke of Sesshomaru's work and a little of the remaining Youkai and the ensuing council that had formed. All of it seemed like the biggest fucking headache Inuyasha could ever imagine, and he knew his brother felt the same way. Still, Sesshomaru continued doing his duty.

As they spoke of the Youkai council and their members, Inuyasha asked, "So what's dog-breaths roll in all this?"

"I assume you are speaking of the Wolf King, Kouga?"

"Yeah, if ya wanna be all formal about it."

"The wolf has no official title, but it is well understood that he is in charge if I am unavailable."

Sucking in a deep breath, Inuyasha let the air out in a whistle of awe. "Never thought you'd trust the fleabag with somethin' like that."

"Lord Kouga is brash and uncouth. Many times has he been on the verge of feeling the sting of my whip, but he has also proven competent and capable, at least most of the time."

Finished with all the bowls of ramen, Inuyasha scooted the empty containers away from his body. "Yeah, Kouga may be a dumbass at times, but he's loyal."

Raising a single eyebrow, Sesshomaru asked, "You trust the wolf?"

"As much as I trust anybody, I guess."

"A valid answer. Kouga is content with his station in life. He has no further aspirations than the safety and protection of his own clan. That makes him far more trustworthy than most. Still, as I've stated before, you are the only creature this Sesshomaru truly trusts."

Ears perked, Inuyasha's amber orbs were wide with wonder. "That's puttin' an awful lot of faith in me."

Ignoring the answer, Sesshomaru looked down at the now empty plates. His potential mate's belly was sated as was his own and although the evening thus far had been enjoyable, he was hoping to get to feel Inuyasha's skin beneath his own before the night was through. "Would you like anything further to eat, little brother?"

Leaning back in his chair, Inuyasha's grin lit up the room. "Naw, I don't think I could stuff anything else in this belly." As if to prove the point, he pushed said belly forwards while a clawed hand ran over it's clothed surface.

"Then, if you are finished, perhaps we could retire to our home for the rest of the evening."

Blushing again, Inuyasha asked, "Don't you have work to do or somethin'? I mean, you've spent a lot of time with me already."

"There is nothing that can not wait until tomorrow, but I must ask, do you not wish to be with me further this night?"

"Huh? Oh, no, that's not it. I mean, I kinda like talkin' to ya. I just know you're busy and I didn't wanna take up too much of your time."

"Although that is appreciated, know that being with you is all I desire. It is when I am away from your presence that I am truly unhappy."

Scratching the base of an ear, Inuyasha didn't really know what to say besides, "That's nice. I like bein' with you too – "

"But you still desire time outside my presence."

With a guilty nod, Inuyasha answered, "It's just a lot to get used to. I was alone for so long . . . "

"Time is something we have an abundance of, little brother and we shall move at the pace you are comfortable with. When we arrive at home, do you wish to be by yourself?" God's but it took everything in Sesshomaru's being to offer that as an actual choice.

"No, we can do somthin' else if ya want."

"Good. This Sesshomaru would certainly like that."

"'Kay. Do we gotta pay the bill then, or what?"

"Foolish Hanyou. There are a few perks of my station in life, free dining being but one."

Shocked, Inuyasha stared around the table and thought about all the food he'd just eaten. "Are you shittin' me? They really gave you all this for free?"

"I have told no lie."

"Damn, Miroku woulda loved this."

"Are you speaking of the monk you traveled with during the time of Naraku?"

Wrinkling his nose up in disgust at simply hearing that name said aloud, Inuyasha nodded. "Yeah, he was always tellin' some bullshit story in one town or another about there bein' evil spirits needin' exorcised. But most of the time, it was just a way to get a free meal and place to sleep."

"The monk was deceitful then?"

"Well, technically I suppose that's true, but he never really hurt anybody." Shrugging his shoulders, Inuyasha just couldn't think badly of his friend. "Besides, those humans were pretty dumb, so I kinda think it was there own damn faults for fallin' for somethin' so stupid."

Hearing the note of sadness in Inuyasha's voice, Sesshomaru asked, "The monk was a friend?"

"Yeah," the Hanyou answered with a sigh. "He didn't care about me bein' a Hanyou. Actually, he was one of the first humans to ever really feel that way. He and Sango got married and spit out a bunch of kids after Naraku died. But just like all humans, he died and soon after, Sango did too."

Both face and eyes devoid of outward emotion, Sesshomaru's mind wandered back to his own Rin. Human's lives were indeed fleeting. Most of the time, the Lord of the West viewed this as a blessing, but there were rare occasions when it was not. "Come, Inuyasha, it is time for us to go home."

Standing up from the table, Inuyasha was all too ready to comply. Although he had fond memories of his friends, they were just that, memories. And, sometimes the pain of them was too much. Feeling the comforting weight of his brother's hand at the small of his back, Inuyasha tilted his head back and gave the DaiYoukai a small smile. "So, I'm assumin' we need to look human again."

"Indeed."

Soon enough there were two human looking males exiting the room. Giving a small nod in the direction of a nearby attendant, Sesshomaru informed the Youkai they were leaving and for his car to be brought up. And, by the time they'd made it to the front door, the slick sports car was just pulling up to the curb, a different parking attendant handing the keys over with a deferential bow.

Before long, they were pulling into the parking lot below Taisho Tower. With Sesshomaru by his side, Inuyasha was no longer as hesitant about getting on the elevator and with mokomoko rubbing gently up and down his side, the ride seemed both unusually soothing and quick. Arriving at their residence, Sesshomaru pulled his fur in closer. "Would you like to go to the rooftop gardens?"

"Yeah," Inuyasha answered, a fresh blush coloring his cheeks as he followed his brother along the hallways and up the steps leading to the outside oasis. Hardly noticing where they were going, Inuyasha was only mildly surprised when Sesshomaru stopped by a large tree located but a few feet away from one of the two ponds on the roof. "Will you sit with me?"

Awkwardly watching as Sesshomaru sat down, Inuyasha shuffled his feet from side to side before throwing his hands into the air and whispering an, "Awe, to hell with it," before plunking down to his brother's left. Completely unsatisfied with this situation, mokomoko curled itself around the Hanyou, easily picking him up and delivering him into Sesshomaru's lap.

Pressing his hands firmly against the DaiYoukai's chest, Inuyasha's eyes narrowed to mere slits. "What the fuck do you think you're doin'?"

"I have been waiting all day to hold you again as I did last night. Does it really upset you so much to be in my arms?"

Relaxing his muscles, Inuyasha hung his head. If he were honest, the answer would be a resounding, no. Sure, at first he'd been genuinely upset. You didn't spend the better part of your life being beaten to a pulp by something only to willingly fall into that same something's arms without some anxiety. But after getting over the instinctual wariness, he had to admit to liking the idea. More than liking. After last night, Inuyasha knew what it was to feel safe and he wanted nothing more than to feel that way again, each and every night if he could. But, was it weakness to feel that way?

Shifting on top of Sesshomaru's lap, Inuyasha finally answered, "I don't hate it. I just don't wanna get used to it if it's not always gonna be available."

Loving the feel of his little brother's bottom scooting across the tops of his thighs a little too much, Sesshomaru fought down his growing lust. Now was not the time for such things. Instead, he began raking his poisonous claws through silvery-white strands of hair. "And you still do not believe I shall be here each and every night?"

"-Keh, nobody could promise that."

"True, but I can promise those occasions to be rare. I know it is difficult for you, but I do not lie when I tell you that I am here to stay. This Sesshomaru shall never leave you again."

With a shrug of his shoulders, Inuyasha kept his amber eyes cast down. "I know you believe what you're sayin', it's just a little difficult for me to swallow."

Sesshomaru didn't miss the underlying connotation in the way the Hanyou had chosen his words. He hadn't said Sesshomaru was lying outright, but there was a belief that the DaiYoukai was lying to himself, believing every word he spoke and yet in the end, little would have changed. Placing his fingers below Inuyasha's chin, Sesshomaru raised those amber orbs up to meet his own burnished gold ones. "Inuyasha, one day I shall be your mate. Mating is for life and as such, I shall never part from you."

Blowing out a deep breath, Inuyasha's eyes drifted up towards the sky. "Yeah, in theory."

"Not just in theory, little brother."

"Sesshomaru, I don't mean to sound like a whiny ass kid, but I don't have a really good track record of things workin' out well in my life. It's just kinda hard to believe all this. I want to, god's know it scares the fuck outta me how badly I want to, but – "

"But it will take time."

"Yeah, I suppose."

Offering a rare smile, Sesshomaru tugged Inuyasha down to lay upon his chest. "Then, let us speak of what we shall do in that time." Working his hand up, the DaiYoukai began massaging the base of a puppydog ear, earning a barely heard whine for his effort. "Earlier you stated you enjoyed this action."

"Hmm, feels good."

The slowing pulse of his Hanyou was clear indication that his little brother found the action soothing. "And, if I did this," without hesitation, Sesshomaru's tongue ran up the length of a quivering ear.

"F-fuck," Inuyasha panted, "t-that – "

"Is it also to your liking?"

Suddenly, Inuyasha's heart rate wasn't nearly as docile as it had been moments ago. Thinking over his brother's question, he had to scoff, did he like it? – he didn't really know. All Inuyasha knew was that it was making him hot in a way he'd seldom felt. "I . . . I don't hate it."

"Interesting," Sesshomaru smirked. "And, if I did this," now nibbling on that same ear, Inuyasha felt his whole body shudder, his breath coming out in quick pants.

At a loss for words, all the Hanyou could do was lay there and squirm. "I believe you do enjoy it, little brother. Tell me, how exactly do my actions make you feel? Does it give you pleasure?"

"P-pleasure?"

While his teeth continued on their mission, Sesshomaru's hand began snaking its way down until his palm rested over the growing bulge in Inuyasha's groin. "Yes, pleasure." Pushing down on that bulge, the DaiYoukai pulled a deep whine from his Hanyou. "Your cock is telling me all kinds of things your tongue can not, Inuyasha."

"W-what are ya d-doin? I d-don't - " holly fuckin' hell, Inuyasha felt like his body was on fire. Earlier that morning Sesshomaru had done something similar, but he'd stopped and . . . and he'd been able to think, but now . . .

"Do not think, little brother. Simply feel. Let me take care of your body. Let this Sesshomaru give you what you need."

"Ah . . . " What he needed? Did he really need this? Fuck, the more the bastard rubbed, the harder he got and the more jumbled his mind became. Reaching down, Inuyasha unconsciously placed his hand over his brother's, forcing Sesshomaru's to press even harder into his growing cock. To facilitate this, Inuyasha's hips pulsed up and down, humping the DaiYoukai's hand. "Sessh – "

"That's it," Sesshomaru whispered into Inuyasha's ear, all the while ignoring his own searing needs. "You are safe. I have you and you will find pleasure in this Sesshomaru's touch." Inside his own mind, the DaiYoukai added, I will make you crave my touch, beg for my body, but wisely, he kept such thoughts locked where they were. One day, Sesshomaru would say such things aloud, but it would not be this day.

Although it was true that Inuyasha had never rutted, nor had he ever felt safe enough to willingly masturbate, he was male and had on occasion awoken from some erotic dream to find his pants soaked in his own seed. But on all those occasions, the Hanyou had slept through his ejaculation and never felt the exquisite buildup to the actual event. And now, as his sadistic older brother continued rubbing him through his pants, Inuyasha began feeling the most incredible pressure – a need to do something, to . . . "Ahh, f-fu-ck . . . " arching up, the Hanyou's release pulsated within the confines of his underwear, coating the fabric in thick, sticky white cum.

Panting and exhausted with effort, Inuyasha lay limp within his brother's strong arms, blissfully unaware of the crimson eyes boring into the top of his head as Sesshomaru battled down his own Youkai's demand to claim their mate. Unfortunately, the heady scent of the Hanyou's release was doing little to placate the Lord of the West's rampaging desires. But, it was far too soon for such activities and acting on his current instincts would only frighten Inuyasha away. The trust he was building was tenuous at best, and Sesshomaru would not risk that.

Closing his eyes, Sesshomaru thought back to something Inuyasha had said last night when his lust had risen too close to the surface. A name, a single name . . . Jaken. And, with that thought came the corresponding image, effectively deflating his hardened dick. With his emotions back under control, Sesshomaru began rubbing the base of a furry ear.

Waking up from the fog of his own release, Inuyasha almost went comatose again when he felt the gentle rubbing of fingers through his hair, focusing their attention on one of his most vulnerable appendages. But through that haze, the reality of what had just occurred flared like a bolt of lightning, flushing his cheeks an even brighter red than they'd been while Sesshomaru had been rubbing him off. Embarrassed, Inuyasha buried his face in his brother's unyielding chest, his words mumbled against the fabric of the DaiYoukai's shirt. "I should fuckin' kick your ass for that."

Chest rumbling with amused laughter, Sesshomaru never once stopped his hands movements. "And why would that be? It seems to me that you enjoyed our most recent activity." Although he'd been tempted by his own needs, Sesshomaru had been careful to pay attention to the scents Inuyasha's Youkai had been putting out while he was pleasuring the Hanyou. Fear had been part of the scent, but far and above that had been the smell of desire, of pure want. No, Inuyasha may be embarrassed now, but he hadn't done anything the Hanyou had been against happening.

"Jackass, of course I enjoyed it. I fuckin' came in my pants, didn't I?"

"Forgive me, I had not anticipated how uncomfortable you would feel afterwards. In the future, I will be sure to remove your dick from any clothing before pleasuring you."

Groaning, Inuyasha squinted his eyes shut. "That's not exactly what I meant."

"Be that as it may, we should retire to the inside so you may clean yourself. I do not wish for you to be uncomfortable."

"Little late for that, asshole." Finally lifting his head from his brother's chest, Inuyasha pushed himself up, noticing the slight bulge in Sesshomaru's pants as he did. "Uh . . . so, do ya want me to do somethin' like that for you too?"

Grabbing the Hanyou's hands before they could make contact, Sesshomaru closed his eyes. If Inuyasha's fingers even ghosted across his groin, he was not sure he would be able to stop the consequences. "It is not necessary."

Frowning, Inuyasha wasn't sure why, but he felt uncomfortable. Almost like Sesshomaru didn't want him to touch him. Scooting back even further, the Hanyou's frown only deepened as he asked, "Why not? Ain't I good enough to touch you?"

He had thought to keep this to himself, that if Inuyasha knew just how close he was to loosing control, that the Hanyou would be fearful, but evidently there were worse things than that. "Inuyasha, you must listen when I tell you that it is very difficult for me to control both mine and my Youkai's desire for you. It is a battle I constantly fight, and trust me when I say you are not ready for me to unleash that. You know better than most what this Sesshomaru is capable of. I am an InuDaiYoukai. My inherent nature is not one of kindness. If you knew the extent of my desire – my lust, I am afraid you would run from me. One day, when you trust this Sesshomaru, you will understand the violence of my needs."

With a slow blink of his eyes, Inuyasha felt the blood drain from his face. "Are you sayin' that if I let you rut me, you'll hurt me?"

"What I am saying is that coupling with this Sesshomaru will not always be gentle. I am Youkai and you are part Youkai, there is seldom little our species does that does not cause bodily harm and rutting is no different." Leaning forwards, Sesshomaru grasped Inuyasha's chin within the palm of his hand, his eyes alight with an honest fire. "Know this, little brother, although coupling may be rough, it will always be enjoyable. The pain we cause each other in the throes of our passion will only add to the pleasure. But for such to occur, you must trust even when my Youkai is let loose, neither it nor myself would ever harm you in such a way as to damage you either physically or emotionally."

Feeling a slight tremble in his limbs, Inuyasha processed all that he'd heard. He couldn't deny that it scared him, but at the same time, the prospect of all that Sesshomaru had just said excited him as well. He'd always loved a good fight, and a good fight often resulted in at least a little bloodshed. The trick was determining what left you feeling satisfied and what left you dead. Nodding his head, the Hanyou thought he understood. "You're right, I don't trust you that much – not yet." Glancing back down at his brother's groin, Inuyasha asked, "You sure you got that thing under control?"

"Indeed. I'd say it is well in hand, but unfortunately, that event shall have to wait until another day."

"Pervert," Inuyasha sighed while rolling his eyes. "I never in million years woulda thought you are as big of a pervert as this."

"It is not perverted to desire sexual relations with the one you claim as mate."

"Maybe not, but I still think you're a dirty old dog."

"Only when it comes to you, little brother." Noting the dark spot on Inuyasha's pants, Sesshomaru added, "And speaking of dirty, we should get you cleaned up."

Blushing anew, Inuyasha started to stand, only to find himself lifted and cradled in Sesshomaru's arms. "Hey! I ain't no invalid and I'm more than capable of walkin'."

"I never claimed otherwise, but your state of health does not change my desire to carry you."

"Oh for the love of . . . fine, but nobody better see this."

"Rest assured, I shall pluck the eyes from anyone who dares look upon you this evening."

Swallowing, Inuyasha didn't really like the cold, matter of fact tone his brother had used when saying that. God's above, he just hoped everyone had already gone to bed because the stench of liquefying eyeballs was never pleasant.

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After being deposited in his room, Inuyasha stripped off his clothes and cleaned himself in his own bathroom. Blushing the entire time he washed around his dick while silently wondering just who did his laundry and what they'd think of the mess he'd made in his clothes. Shaking his head, he put on a fresh pair of sleeping pants and shirt and walked back into his bedroom only to find the area silent and empty. Not that he was really expecting otherwise. When Sesshomaru had left him, he'd said he was going to his own room, but now that he was gone . . . hanging his head low, Inuyasha knew what he wanted. Knew what his body was screaming for and yet also knew it would damn near kill his pride.

Huffing loudly, Inuyasha mumbled a quiet, "Fuck it," and climbed into his bed – alone. There was only so many hits his pride could take and crawling to Sesshomaru, begging to be held again tonight was just too damn much after all the sacrifices he'd already made. Lying on his side, the silence of the room chaffed at his nerves. Knowing what he knew now, the comfort and safety of his bastard brother watching out for him, Inuyasha felt cold to his very core and soon enough a gnawing fear quickly began taking over his body.

Curling into a small ball, shivers wracked through his small frame. And with those shivers, a new shame clenched at the Hanyou's heart. Eyes wide and searching, Inuyasha stared into the darkened room and imagined all the horrors of his past, all the trauma and pain eking up on him from some sinister location he'd somehow always managed to keep locked and at bay. Trying to bury himself further under the covers, a sudden voice had him scrambling, his back plastered against the fur lined headboard of his bed.

"Little brother, what has you so frightened?"

Clenching a hand over his racing heart, Inuyasha's ears buried themselves deep within his snowy-white hair, his amber eyes wide and searching before narrowing in accusation. "Don't you ever fuckin' knock?"

"As I've already stated, there is no need to do so within my own home. Now, answer my question, why are you frightened?"

Hackles instantly raised, Inuyasha lashed out. "I ain't afraid of jack shit, asshole and why the fuck do you give a damn anyway?" The words had barely left his mouth and already Inuyasha felt a wave of guilt hit him. Defensive, scared, angry and having absolutely no idea why . . . all of his emotions were leading him to lash out at the closest object and that just happened to be his brother.

Inside, both Sesshomaru and his Youkai were suffering a rare case of confusion. They'd left Inuyasha barely twenty minutes ago and in that small space of time, it was as if the past few days had never occurred. The Hanyou was frightened and lashing out, any amount of trust he'd managed to establish seemed to have evaporated into thin air. Well, the Lord of the West was having none of it. Without comment, Sesshomaru walked over and gracefully climbed upon the bed, ignoring how Inuyasha pushed himself deeper into the fur behind him.

"What do you think you're doin'?"

"Keeping the promise I made earlier."

"Promise? What the fuck – "

"I do not know what has upset you so, but it is not healthy. Deny it all you wish, but your heart rate is dangerously high, your breathing rapid and your Youkai reeks of fear."

"I don't give a shit – "

Reaching forwards, Sesshomaru drew his Hanyou into his arms, holding him tight as Inuyasha's muscles clenched and his body shook. Growling low, his Youkai emanated nothing but promises of safety and protection. Slowly, inch by precious inch, Inuyasha's body began calming, his pulse returning to normal as his lungs inhaled deep, cleansing breaths.

Laying in silence, Sesshomaru had thought his brother had drifted into slumber only to hear the Hanyou whisper, "You weren't here."

"I do not understand."

Stretching his head up, Inuyasha buried his nose in the crook of Sesshomaru's neck, inhaling deeply the power and strength that was the Lord of all Asia. Lowering his head back down, he laid his cheek upon the DaiYoukai's chest, the deep and resonate sound of Sesshomaru's heart setting a steady beat in his puppydog ear. Nuzzling down, Inuyasha's clawed hands gripped the fabric of his brother's shirt as he sadly answered, "Neither do I."

Safe and secure, Inuyasha's eyelids drooped as exhaustion took hold. Draped across his brother's chest, Bakusen'Os words echoed in his head – home was not a place, it was a feeling. Home was Sesshomaru.

So, that's it for this chapter. I hope you enjoyed it. Next week, we'll be back to normal with the single chapter updates (sorry, but that's about what I can manage). Just as an FYI for those of you whom wondered about the car in this chapter - how when Sesshomaru got in he just put his finger to the dash and it started and then later there were keys. I kind of went with a much fancier version of what my car is where I have keys, but you push a button to start it when you get in. Hope that helps. FYI, next chapter should see an appearance by Ayame and Shippo comes back into play. Also more fun with our two favorite Inu's.

Not that any of you are probably interested, but I just have to say, I got my outdoor Halloween lights up and it looks like my porch is having a party! Ha, ha. Oh, it's tacky, but entertaining and fun for me to look at :-)

Until next week . . . lunamist.