*Also Santana, Quinn, and Brittany are still on the Cheerios*

Santana's POV-

I woke up in the morning with a horrible hangover and next to Berry. Her arms were wrapped around me in a sweet way. I thought it was cute until I realized what happened last night. While she was drunk, I seduced her to come to bed with me. One thing led to another and we slept together. Fine, I had a crush on the diva since we became friends but I knew there was no way she was gay. Then Brittany dumped me for Stubbles and Rachel was there for me. Sure she didnt know I was heartbroken over Brittany but she was there to help. Now this would complicate our relationship. I removed her arms slowly and walked to the bathroom. I had thrown on some boy shorts and a bra after we slept together but I figured I needed more clothes before Quinn and Brittany woke up. I threw on my cherrios jacket and jean short-shorts. Rachel said her dads would be away the entire weekend so I went downstairs to get breakfast. I poured myself some orange juice and was drinking it when I found someone coming up behind me. I turned around quickly and Rachel kissed me on the lips. It was short and sweet but full of passion. For once, I actually felt fireworks.

"What the hell was that?" I asked hoping Brittany and Quinn werent awake. The last thing I wanted was someone else finding out.

"I was kissing you. Is that allowed?" She asked sarcastically. She went to get herself some juice and I looked at her. She was wearing ridiculously short black sophees excentuating her long legs and a tank top that exposed her toned but bare stomach.

"About last night..." I started.

"It was amazing right? I was so worried about losing my virginity but you made it worth while." She gushed smiling big. Crap, this would be hard.

"It cant happen again Rach." I sighed.

"D-did I do something wrong?" She was still so insecure from being with Finn.

"No, I just. We were drunk, Im not gay." I lied.

"Im not gay either, bi maybe. Are you really saying you didnt feel anything? Nothing at all?" She looked really hurt.

"No." I lied. She stepped forward and kissed me again. I tried to resist but those lips had power over me. I gave in and kissed her.

"So that was nothing? Stop trying to resist this San, its real." She took my hand. "We shared something special, something I dont want to share with anyone else. Are you saying that means nothing to you?" She started to tear.

"I took your virginity yeah, but thats all it was." I lied again. I couldnt lie to her as easy as I lied to Brittany. I wish I didnt have to lie but I couldnt afford everyone finding out.

"Your a horrible liar Santana! Take your crap and get the hell out. On second thought Quinn can drop it off later. Just get the Fuck out of my house!" She spat crying now. That was the first time I heard her curse, well besides last night.

"Rach, you dont mean that." I stepped forward. She put her hand on my arm.

"Just don't okay? Please just go." She sighed.

"Fine, dont tell anyone okay?" I added as a last note.

"That's what your worried about? Your flawless, straight reputation? No, Im not going to tell anyone." She looked more hurt as she ran up the stairs. I didnt have the confidence to walk upstairs so I closed my jacket and walked outside.

I had did many and one walks of shame but this one was different. I actually didnt want to walk away, I wanted to stay and comfort her. If McKinley wasnt so mean and criticizing, I could ask Rachel out and be out in the open. But that wouldnt happen, maybe in College. I can go away with her and we could be together without judgement. She wouldnt wait that long, shes bi. She could get back together with Finn and I would be alone. I tried not to think of this as I walked onto Pucks front lawn and rang his doorbell. Despite my best efforts I couldnt hide this from everyone, let alone my best friend and ex-boyfriend. Puck knew the truth, from walking in on Brittany and me in his bed last year. Of course he didnt mind and joined right in. Since then Puck kept my secret and became my beard for a short period of time. When he wasnt with anyone we would be together. Sure I was gay but I did enjoy a being with a guy every once in a while.

"Hey San, whats up?" He came to the door shirtless.

"Fuck me." I begged. I'd rather sleep with him then deal with this right now.

"Normally I say yes but what's really up?"

"I have another secret." I sighed. I hated how he knew me so well.

"Come on in." He let me in and we went to his room. He assured me no ones home before I told him what happened.

"Wait a second, you turned Berry gay?" He asked shocked.

"You cant turn someone gay. Plus I think she's bi, she's not sure, she just liked sleeing with me. I feel so bad, I took her v-card and she kicked me out."

"Cant you just be honest with her? She wouldnt have to tell everyone." He said wrapping his arms around me.

"I-I cant. Then what if someone finds out? I cant face that judgement. All the looks and slushie facials."

"You dont have too, Im just suggesting it. And next time you and Berry go down on each other, can I please watch?" He smirked. I slapped his leg and looked at him.

"Your awesome you know." I smiled.

"I know. Look, if you dont want to talk about this anymore we can watch a movie or something." He suggested.

"Yeah, I just wish she would talk to me. I dont want to loose her as a friend."

"Does she know about Brittany?" He asked.

"No, and she wont. Britt wouldnt be stupid enough to say anything."

"Alright, lets watch something then." He grabbed the remote and put on South Of Nowhere.

"Why do you always put this show on when Im here?" I asked sarcastically. The two main characters Spencer and Ashley were gay.

"I figured you could relate to this. Plus, its super hot when they make out." He smirked. We contiued warching and I fell asleep on his chest.

Next Chapter they go back to school and Rachel still wants to figure it out but Santanas not budging. Please review:) i need at least 5 reviews to contiue