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Santana's POV-

I was having a very strange day. First Quinn was angry and upset with Rachel, then Rachel joined the Cheerios and practically felt up my leg. Sure I didnt mind but it made me way too confused. I came to the conclusion that I liked Rachel but I couldnt be with her. Not in public, it was the same with Brittany. I wasnt ready to come out yet. Sure, I would probably do anything to be with her but I wasnt ready. I wasnt even sure if she liked me. I mean after sex she was all over me but blowing her off probably sent her back into Finn's arms. I was walking to glee when I saw Puck, Quinn and Rachel in the hall talking. Rachel and Quinn looked like they had been crying and Puck looked tired.

"She loves her?" Rachel said shocked starting to cry again.

"Quinn, why would you tell her that?" Puck sighed embracing Rachel in a hug.

"Its the truth. She deserves to know so this isnt all for nothing." Quinn replied.

"I know how she feels. I wouldnt let you down." I was so confused but they stopped talking. I didnt want to get caught so I walked ahead to glee. I sat next to Brittany and Rachel, Puck and Quinn came in a few minutes later.

"You okay?" I asked Rachel. Her eyes were red and puffy.

"Great. Can we talk after glee?" She smiled.

"Sure." I smiled back. Maybe she forgave me. I tried not to be too excited about that but I couldnt. I felt different about her then Brittany. I thought, for months that I loved Brittany but the way Rachel made me feel. So alive and amazing was different.

"Okay, this weeks assignment was love songs or songs about love gone wrong, does anyone have anything?" Mr. Schue asked. Quinn and Rachel's hands shot in the air.

"Quinn and I have a duet prepared. Mostly this is how I feel but I needed help performing." Rachel said standing up. Mr. Schue gave them the floor and Rachel sat on a stool while Quinn started playing the piano.

"Its called 'Happy Never After' by Megan and Liz." Quinn informed.

Rachel started singing and I couldnt help but get turned on by her singing. I know I used to make fun of it but she sounded amazing. I paid attention when Rachel kept sending me looks. Then I listened and I realized the song was about broken love. The person (Rachel) loved someone (maybe Finn?) and it didnt work out. The person loved the other but the other person didnt feel the same way. Crap, now I understood. She was singing about us, she thought I didnt like her. Well why would she after I told her taking he virginity meant nothing to me. In reality it meant a lot, I was happy she chose to give it to me instead of Finn or some other guy. I know she really wanted to save it for someone special and it made my heart melt that she thought I was special enough to share it with.

"That was great girls. Hope you dont mind me asking, was that song about anyone imparticular?" Mr. Schue stood up. "You just had so much passion and emotion."

"Yeah, but the person knows who they are." Rachel sent a quick glance my way. But of course Finn was sitting behind me so he thought it was for him. Mr. Schue dismissed glee and Finn cut ahead to talk to Rachel.

"That was a great song Rach. So I know you kind of cheated on me but Im willing to put that past us. Since your a cheerio and popular now we would be a popular couple." Finn said offending Rachel. "What do you say?"

"No." Rachel said coming by me to get her bag.

"What do you mean no? You used to love me. You want me, everyone wants me." He said arrogantly.

"Key words; used to. And not everyone wants you, I dont. Sorry Finn." Rachel shrugged.

"This isnt over. You'll be sorry we ever broke up." He spat. He reached out and pulled her back to kiss her hard on the lips. She struggled to get free and when he finally let her go she bitch slapped him.

"Okay pyramid nipples. You have exactly three seconds to let go of my girl. 3, 2, 1." He let go. "Good, now back the hell away. If I ever sees you put even a finger on her be fully warned that you will have me and the football team on your ass. Leave Berry alone and get the hell away before I go all Lima Heights on your ass." I spat and he stumbled out.

"Thanks, sometimes I cant believe I ever dated him." Rachel sighed.

"Love is blind." I agreed.

"Speaking of which... I heard some stuff but I want to hear it from you. Were you ever with Brittany? The way we were together?"

"Yes. Look, fine I am gay." I whispered the last word. "But I dont want eveyone to know. And I doubt you do either. Im sorry about what I said but it doesnt change anything. See you at Cheerios." I left before she could react. I felt bad hurting her but it hurt me more than anything. I longed for a day to be with her, when no one would care.

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