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BPOV

Ladies and gentleman, it is our greatest pleasure to have with us tonight a very special performer. She traveled all the way from a small town called Forks. And she will honor us with a chance to hear tantalizing voice. Without further a due please welcome to the stage Bella Swan singing I'm Scared by her favorite artist Duffy. .

Cheers erupted.

I walked out to the front of the stage wearing a very sexy white Vera Wang floor length dress.

The dress was very low cut in the back.

My hair was pinned up with spiral curls.

If Rosie had seen me her jaw would have dropped to the floor.

I couldn't see the crowd but I could feel the energy that emanating from them.

As the music started I smiled and started to sing and I have to admit I was very good.

While singing I turned my head to left and I saw him. Edward was dressed in a tuxedo holding a white rose smiling at me.

How did he know white roses are my favorite?

I smiled at him and I felt like I was just singing for him.

Edward walked out on stage to me when I was done singing and he turned me to face him and kissed me passionately.

That's when my stupid alarm buzzed.

I reached over Edward to turn the alarm off.

Damn the alarm, it took me out of the most wonderful dream I've ever had.

I pulled the cover to my chin and wished to have that dream again.

As I sighed, Edward turned to face me.

I laid very still to see if he was still sleeping.

When I heard him breathing slow and steady, I turned to look at him.

Biting my lip I turned my body to him so that I can just take it all in.

Even sleeping his looks stopped my breath.

I remember the first time I saw him like it was yesterday.

Flashback

Renee and Charlie walked me to the school. .

They kissed me but I looked around to see if anybody was watching us.

I heard somebody call my name and I noticed it was Angela calling me.

While running to her I turned to wave to my parents.

We walked to our classroom and sat down in our seats next to each other and started taking our school supplies out of our bags.

"Today is our first day of school. Are you excited?"

"No. But you are excited because you are a nerd." I said while shaking my head.

I heard someone chuckle and I saw a scrawny boy with big green eyes.

There was something about his eyes, like they were older than he was.

"I can't wait to see what our homework is going to be."

I scoffed and looked at her.

Angela and I were talking when I heard somebody barking. I turned to the scrawny boy barking at Tyler for taking the seat next to him.

Angela and I just shook our heads.

I started laughing at the memory.

While removing the bronze colored hair that was stuck to his forehead, I started thinking about the kiss in my dream.

I don't know what came over my but I started to touch his face.

I smiled and traced his perfect nose then his jaw line that I just wanted to kiss.

Deep down I know he was no good for me. I knew he would hurt me but I just couldn't stop the feelings that are growing for him.

What is it about good girls falling for the bad boys?

But is he really a bad boy or somebody who's been hurt and pushing people that mattered away?

I moved closer to him so that I can feel the heat of his body.

Edward opened his eyes while I was tracing his eyebrows.

His eyes looked like he was getting ready for something to happen then he realized it was me and it warmed.

Edward pulled me closer and kissed me.

The kiss was way better than my dream.

"Good morning." Edward said on my lips.

"Good morning" I giggled back.

Edward started kissing my neck and I signed.

Those lips are lethal.

"I decided to play hooky"

Edward stopped kissing me to look at me like I just spoke another language.

"Come again." Edward said while looking into my eyes.

"You heard me." I said while pushing back from him.

"I am playing hooky today. It is Friday and I want to spend time with Rosie."

"You don't want to spend it with me?"

Edward trying to make his face look like he was hurt.

"And if I say no?"

He pulled from me and tired to get out of the bed but I stopped him.

Edward smiled and got back into the bed and started kissing my neck again.

"Hey. Hey. I am going to get a cup of tea. Would you like some?"

He shook his head.

"I want some of you."

I sucked my teeth and rose off the bed.

Ever since Renee left to go to the hospital, I couldn't help the feeling of walking into the kitchen and seeing her sitting there waiting for me to make her breakfast.

No matter what time it was I had to cook something for her.

As I stepped into the kitchen, my heart fell to the pit of my stomach.

There on the table was somebody reading the paper and when I noticed it was Rose, I breathed a sigh of relief.

She looked up from the paper and smiled at me.

"Good morning Bubba."

"Good morning Renee."

"What? Bit your tongue." She said while giving me a dirty look.

I turned my head to her and I stuck out my tongue.

"Bells, Can I talk to you about something serious for a minute?'

I brought my hot cup of tea to the table and I looked in her eye to see if she was ok.

"Sure. Is everything ok?"

She smiled at me.

"I hope it will be."

"What's going on?"

"Something bothered me last night?"

I got scared. I put my hand on hers.

"What happened? Did Emmett do something? Did something happen to…."

"No nothing like that." She said cutting me off.

I sat back in relief. That's twice this morning my heart stopped beating.

"What is it?" I said now a little annoyed.

"It is about you and Edward."

"What about us?" I said while drawing in my eyebrows.

"I am your big sister Bells and I am looking out for your best interests."

"Yeah?" Still confused.

"I just don't want you to jump into anything with Edward until you know this what you want. I just don't want you to jump like I did."

I smiled and I took her hands into mine.

"Rosie. I love you."

"I love you too."

"What Edward and I have isn't the same as what you had. You guys were in love and I am just getting to know Edward. Granted it he is making it very difficult for me to get to know him but I am showing him that I am here waiting. As far as jumping, I don't know what will happen tomorrow but I can just answer you right now and say that I am not ready yet."

I can see the relief in her face so I gave her a dirty look.

"But believe me when I am I will call you just before it happens to get your approval."

She pushed my hand off.

"This isn't funny."

Rose was clearly upset with me so I stopped smiling.

"Listen Rosie. Don't worry."

"That's what I said."

"I told him I am not ready. And I mean that. And when I am ready I will take precautions to be safe. "

I picked up my tea and took a sip realizing it was cool I went to microwave to warm it.

"How do you feel for Edward?"

That question caught me off guard.

"I care about him but I feel deep down he's going to hurt me. I feel that there is something in his past that is haunting him and I can't help him fight it. I want to be there for him. I know he's a good guy inside. And I love spending time with, when we aren't fighting."

I took a sip of my tea and continued, "It is new and I don't want to rush into anything just as yet."

Emmett walked into the kitchen wearing just his boxers and white socks and looked very cranky.

His body was amazing to look at. His chest and back was cut just right. His arms just made you want to just squeeze it and once you started you didn't want to stop until you bite into it.

"Whoo hoo. Sexy. Sexy."

"Babe go put something on."

Emmett just gave Rose a dirty look.

"Damn Rosie. Your man is so sexy. You better watch him before I take him."

Rosalie rolled her eyes.

"Come on Emmett shake what your mamma gave ya."

Rose started laughing.

"Babe please go get something to put on. Don't' you see what you are doing to Bells?"

I gave Rose a hurt look.

"No please don't take him away from me."

"Babe!"

"I am going." Emmett said mumbling

I leaned closer to Rosalie.

"Ohhh. Boy is he cranky."

Emmett turned to us and glared at Rose.

"I wonder why." He said.

But Rose just brushed him off.

"He's just mad because he didn't get some last night. He'll get over it."

I started laughing when I heard Emmett mumbling again.

EPOV

How can I find the words of how I felt seeing Bella caressing my face?

The chocolate brown eyes staring at me made me want to grab her face and kiss her till she couldn't take anymore.

Feeling her warmth while we are sleeping was too much for me to bear.

Bella wasn't a silent sleeper. She tossed and turned in her sleep and I can here her mumbling.

I was falling hard for this girl that it was starting to scare me.

I really never had people close to me and I knew if she was close I'll eventually hurt her and that's the last thing I wanted to do.

So I have to choose either to stay with her or just let her go.

My thoughts were interrupted by Bella knocking on the door frame.

I never realize how sexy she looks with her hair and her body.

'Hi." I said hoarsely

She walked to the bed and gave me a kiss.

"Hi. Are you up?"

"Just about." I said while stretching.

"Rose and I were just talking in the kitchen and we decided we are going to cook breakfast for you guys."

"Do I have to eat it?" Remembering the food Rosalie cooked.

"Yes and don't worry we cook breakfast very good. Thank you very much."

I wiped my forehead pretending I was wiping off sweat.

I blew out a breath and put on a smile.

She bent down and kisses me lightly on the lips.

"You Cullen men are very funny."

"What do you mean?"

"My sister is dealing with a guy who walks around stranger's house in his boxers and socks that reaches to his knees and I am falling for a guy who barks."

"Barks?"

"Earlier today I was thinking about the first time I saw you."

I didn't remember and she told me the story.

I couldn't believe that she remembered that.

"Ok I am going to help Rosalie make breakfast. You can't screw up eggs right?"

I just shrugged my shoulder.

And at that moment I knew she was somebody I could confide in and I just wanted to tell her the whole ugly ordeal. Even though the fear was there I had to push through it if I want wanted her completely in my heart.

"My mother's name was Josephine. But people called her Josie." I said while sitting up.

Bella stopped walking towards the door and turned to face me.

"My mother wasn't a good mother."

As I was talking I didn't realize that Bella was already sitting beside me.

"My mother was a whore, junkie and an alcoholic. I didn't know who my father is. I don't even think she knew. Josie was very abusive towards me, especially if she never got her fix or a drink. Sometimes I would go days with out eating."

I said it so fast that I didn't even know if she heard me. I looked at her tear streaked face and she quickly wiped them away.

She bent down to kiss my lips that are salty from her tears.

"Thank you." She said against my lips.

The rest of the day we just stayed around the house cracking jokes and watching movies. It was a nice relaxing day until Emmett realized we had to get home because Alice should be there by now.

I really didn't want to leave Bella.

I didn't want to leave this house. I felt like I was meant to be here with her. I was happy and I remembered when the last time I felt this way.

Rosalie was sitting between Emmett's legs and he is holding her while whispering in her hears making her laugh.

I haven't hung out with Emmett this much in so long. I enjoy being around him.

I don't know if it Bella and Rosalie that is making it easier but I am glad my big brother is there.

Bella caressing my cheek broke me out of my thought.

I looked down at her with her head on my lap. I pushed back a strand of hair off her face and smiled at her.

Bella moved and reached for her pocket. I was a little upset that somebody interrupted us.

Bella screamed and made us all jump.

"What is it?" Rosalie says while pushing out of Emmett's arms.

Bella was hyperventilating.

"Bells what is it?"

Bella handed Rosalie her phone.

She just looked at Bella and started yelling with her.

"What is it babe?"

Rosalie started fanning her self.

"Bella just got a text from Ange… She says that Jason Mraz is going to perform at Sonar tomorrow after the open mic."

I couldn't believe that these girls are screaming for a singer that is so not in my book.

"And?" I said.

Bella looked at me and hit me on my arm. I grabbed her in arms and pouted.

"I am sorry that is fantastic." I lied.

"Isn't it? I am very nervous now. He's going to hear me sing tomorrow. I need to change my song now."

Standing there watching Bella freaking out was kind of funny to watch.

No matter what she sang, she would captivate the audience with her beautiful voice.

I stopped Bella in her tracks and pulled her face up so her eyes met mine and said, "Don't worry Bella. You will do great no matter what you sing."

"He's right Bells you will knock them dead."

Bella blew out a breath and I knew she was calm.

"Now that is taken care of I think we need to go."

We all looked at Emmett for reminding us that we had to go to my house.

As we were driving to the house, Rosalie and Bella were talking about the songs that Bella should sing.

I didn't understand the big deal. Bella could sing the phone book and she will still have a deal.

That's when I realized that I didn't know how she got into music.

"Bella. Can I ask you something?"

She looked at me and touched the tip of my nose and leaned closer to me.

"You just did."

I rolled my eyes at her while she was giggling.

"What is it?"

"I was just wanted to know how long you've been singing."

"I've been singing for as long I've been talking. I was always surrounded by music. My dad used to play the guitar. My parents always made Rosie and I sing all the time while my dad played. Do you remember Rosie?"

Rosalie groaned.

"Yeah don't remind me. I was always terrible."

"No you weren't. She played the piano so well."

"You should here her play Edward. She's really good."

"Aww Babe. It's so sweet for you to lie."

She leaned over and kissed Emmett's cheek.

Bella shook her head.

"But why did you stop?"

I noticed that Bella put her head down and said, "When our dad passed away, my mom was so hurt that she didn't want anything that reminded her of Charlie. That included music. So I stopped singing and playing the guitar and piano."

"But that didn't stop you from loving music."

Bella smiled.

"I feel that music is a part of me. I missed playing music in the morning and singing while sitting in the kitchen with breakfast."

Rosalie started reminiscing with Bella.

Their mom must have been hurt to try to cut the one thing that made Bella. You can how much she loved music by the way she glows when she sings or talking about music.

And the pain they must of felt when their mother pushed away all the things they had of their father's memories. I could picture Bella sneaking out to sing or to play her music. To keep what she is a secret from everybody.

"They are here already."

I looked up when Emmett pointed out Alice's car in the drive way.

As I got out the car Emmett was telling Rosalie that she shouldn't' be nervous.

"Everybody loves you and I know you will get along with Alice."

Bella looked at me and I smiled.

As we walked into the house we can hear people talking in the living room. I pulled Bella to walk a little faster.

As we walked into the living room, Bella's smile fell.

Alice and her new boyfriend turned to look at us. And I heard Bella gasp.

"Jasper?"

"Bells?"

Bella dropped my hand and went to him and hugged him.

"Jasper. You are in town and you didn't come to see me?"

"I'm sorry Bells."

Bella looked at a very confused Alice and introduced herself.

"Is your sister…."

"Jasper Hale."

Jasper turned to look at Rosalie standing by the entrance with Emmett.

"Rosalie Swan."

"This is Rosalie?"

"This is Jasper?"

Emmett and Alice said at the same time.

"I am assuming they know each other." I said while pulling Bella close to me.

But it wasn't Bella that answer me but Rosalie.

She walked closer to Jasper and said, "Yeah we know each other. I spoke to your mother this morning. She didn't tell me you were going to be back at forks. So I am guessing that you haven't spoken or seen your mother."

Jasper huffed and said, "No I haven't spoken to her or seen her."

Rosalie folded her arms.

"I see and I also guessing you haven't spoken or seen Jasmine either?"

I leaned closer to Bella and said, "Who's Jasmine?"

Rosalie looked at me and said, "Our 2 year old daughter."

Finally I finished it. I was stuck and I hope you guys like this chapter. Till next time.