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RPOV

"Your what?!?"

Edward looked between all of us for some understanding.

I looked back at Jasper and realized that it was a couple of months that I haven't seen him.

"Could anybody please tell me what is going on." Edward yelled.

I was 17 when I found out I was pregnant, I went straight to Jasper's house and told him.

Being the gentleman Jasper is he decided to be there for our child and felt that we should get married.

But I didn't want that. I loved Jasper and I didn't want to be a cliché. Getting married because he knocked me up.

I wanted him to marry me because he loved me unconditionally.

Even when I left home and we got own apartment because of that evil witch he still suggested we should get married.

I still told him no.

Jasper was with me everyday till the day we were blessed with Jasmine. He was very good to her but I knew in his eyes he wasn't ready for this.

I knew something was wrong. I did know Jasper almost all my life.

Flashback

While stretching I realized that Jasper side of the bed was cold.

"Jasper?"

I heard a noise coming out of the baby monitor.

Jasper must be in the room with Jas.

There was a big relief that came over me.

While opening the bedroom door I noticed a bag by the door.

"What is going on here?" I mumbled under my breath.

I walked to Jasmine's room and I see Jasper standing In front of the crib.

He tilted his head slightly and knew I was standing by the door.

"Rose please don't hate me."

I walked to stand next to him to look down at our sleeping daughter.

I put my hand on Jasper's back.

"I will never hate you."

Jasper started to cry.

"I am so sorry."

"Shhh. It's ok. Jasper."

Even though my heart was being ripped out of my chest, I felt like I had to comfort him.

I knew he didn't want to go but part of me was saying stay with us you bastard. Fight for us. While the other part of me was saying I don't want to trap you. I don't want to punish him.

"Jasper, I told you that I can take care of this on my own."

He looked at me with tears in his eyes.

"I will help you. But I am not ready to be a dad."

I closed my eyes and a tear spilled down my cheek.

Jasper pulled me into his arms.

"I will always love you Rosie. But I can't do this. I am so sorry."

Fight for us Jasper. Please fight for us. If you love us. If you love me don't go.

Why couldn't I say that out loud? Why couldn't I say this to the man that I loved with all of my heart? I fought with my mother for. I left my sister my best friend for.

Jasper turned from me a looked at his 2 month old daughter.

"She looks like you."

"No." I said while wiping my eyes.

"She looks like you."

Jasper started to cry again.

He kissed his fingers and touched her cheek.

"I love you Jasmine Isabella Hale."

He turned and said bye as he left me alone in our daughter's room.

I stood in the same spot till I heard the front door close and slumped to the floor and wrapped my arms around my legs and started to cry hysterically.

He left. He's gone. What am I going to do?

"You are telling me that you guys have a child. And the both of you know about it?"

Edward yelling brought me out of the painful memory.

"Yes I knew from the beginning about Jasmine." Alice said.

Edward looked at his parents.

"You knew about this and you allow your daughter to date a dead beat."

Bella tried to stop Edward from going on any further but he just shook her off.

"Edward you don't understand." Bella said.

He glared at her.

"What do you mean I don't understand? Here is a guy who left your sister alone with a kid and now he is dating my sister.'

"Don't talk about things you don't know." Jasper said

Edward looked at Jasper.

"Why don't you come over here and explain some things to me."

Jasper clenched his fist and Alice touched his shoulder.

I was amazed because the Jasper I knew when he was upset it was very hard to calm him down.

"Edward stop this right now. We have guests." Esme said

"You know what I am out of here."

"Edward please don't." Bella called out to him.

He threw his arms up and walked out.

I stopped Bella from following him.

"Let me talk to him."

She nodded her head.

I heard Esme and Carlisle apologizing for Edward's behavior.

I walked around the house until I saw Edward standing in the backyard.

As I stepped out I saw Edward leaning against the house smoking a cigarette.

He saw me and rolled his eyes.

"What do you want?"

"Can I bum one from you?"

Edward eyed me suspiciously and handed me a cigarette.

"Ohh Menthol."

Edward scoffed

"What is wrong with you?"

"I haven't smoked in a while and I am excited. Excuse me."

"I didn't know good girls like you smoke."

I lit the cigarette and took a pull. Boy did that feel good.

"I was far from being a good girl and I did a lot of things I am not suppose to do. Hench the child."

"Are you out here to lecture me? If you are I don't want to hear it." Edward said sarcastically.

"Stop being an ass. I know why you are upset but I have to tell you that there is no need."

Edward scrunched up his eyebrows.

"Please tell me why there is no need."

Edward took another drag of his cigarette. And I did the same. I was starting to get light headed.

"Jasper and I do have a child together. And it was my decision to raise her alone. Jasper does help and he does visit his daughter. I would never deny him to see her."

Edward flicked his cigarette and I can imagine Esme screaming when she finds it.

"You decided?" Edward said suspiciously.

I took another drag.

"At your age, do you feel you are ready to be a father?"

I continued, "When Jasper left I was so hurt. I was 17 years old with a 2 month old. I didn't know what to do. My mother kicked me out so I wasn't talking to that witch. Jasper's family helped me a lot. I owe them more than they know."

Edward lowered his head.

"I am going to say something and if you repeat it I will deny it till my last breath. And I will cut off your head and throw it in the river. And I am not telling you which head I mean."

Edward seemed unaffected by my threat and I exhaled.

"Jasper is a great guy. And Alice is very lucky to have him in her life. Like I am lucky to be in Emmett's life. And Emmett and Jasmine love each other. Between us, I think Emmett is her first crush. It is really cute when they are together."

"I really don't know what to do with this."

I put my arm around Edward.

"Don't judge Jasper too quickly because of this. Give him a chance. You will not regret it. And I know you hurt your sister so try to make that right."

Edward pulled away from me.

"I am not apologizing to anybody."

I shook my head.

"Aren't you tired?"

"Tired of?"

"Tired of being an ass?"

Edward got up.

"I'll let you know when I am."

He started to walk away.

"Don't take to long."

Edward walked into the house.

BPOV

"I hear that you are singing tomorrow."

I blushed.

"Yeah I am singing at Sonar for an open mic night. And Jason Mraz is going to be there singing too."

"I know you are excited."

"Nervous is more like it. Rosie told me that you are interning at a hot radio station in NY."

"Yeah it is crazy."

"Do you get to meet celebrities?"

"Sometimes, they mostly have me running errands for the djs setting up equipment."

"Have you ever been on the air?"

Alice and Jasper laughed.

"Once. I walked in while they were on the air and they asked me this crazy question. Would you kiss a man for a million dollars? I told them I wouldn't. And they asked me even if he was good looking like Orlando Bloom. I told them no. One of the dj said he would if the man looked like Antonio Banderras. And the whole room was laughing saying who they would kiss same sex or not."

Alice jumped in, "Can you imagine how it feels to be driving down the FDR with your girlfriends and hearing your boyfriend being asked if he would kiss a guy. And hearing who he would kiss. I was beside myself."

We were laughing and I caught Jasper looking at Alice with so much love. I am glad he found somebody.

I never really hated Jasper for leaving Rosie. We both knew that he wasn't ready to be a full time dad. But he was always there for them when they needed him.

I noticed that Jasper and Alice were having their own private conversation and I blushed when I interrupted them.

"Alice, have you met the doodle bug yet?"

Alice gave me a confused look.

"That's her nickname for Jasmine."

"Oh no, I haven't met her yet. I can't wait. I've seen pictures of her."

I smiled as I thought about my chunky niece. And all of a sudden Jasper's cousin popped into my head.

"Hey Jaz, I hear that your crazy cousin James proposed to Victoria."

"Yeah. I was shocked to."

"Jasper do you remember when James took us fishing on your birthday…"

"And Rosalie was complaining the whole time?'

I started laughing.

"Yeah. And remember when we were coming back James was complaining how hot it was."

I started laughing harder.

"And he stopped the boat and was trying to talk us to go for a swim."

Jasper held his side from laughing so hard.

"And he jumped over and he got stung by 2 jelly fishes." Rosalie said

All three of us looked up at her while laughing.

"He got stung?" Alice said,

"Yeah and it was hard to pull him up because he was screaming in pain. We told him not to go. But he didn't listen. His mother was pissed." Jasper said.

"But you smoothed her over. You always had that gift. You knew what to say to calm people down." Rosalie said.

"Well it isn't hard to smooth over a situation." Jasper said.

Rosalie sat next to me on the white couch. But I noticed that Edward wasn't with her. I looked at her.

"Don't worry; he went for a ride on his bike."

He just left like that. No goodbye or anything. I was cursing his name when Alice interrupted my cursing.

"Do you know what you are wearing tomorrow?"

I looked at her and told her I didn't know.

"I was going to mall tomorrow and I was wondering if you guys wanted to go together?"

I groaned and Rosalie's face lit up. She never says no to shopping trip.

"You are one of those." I spat.

"I love shopping. I find every excuse to go shopping." Alice said.

"I do too. I like you." Rosalie said.

Jasper smiled with pleasure. I knew Rosalie's opinion mattered to him. Not only they used to date but she is his best friend.

We had to go and it was hard to leave Jasper. I missed my big brother. There was no sign of Edward and I was getting very worried. I called him and his phone was off.

I wasn't in the mood to watch a movie with Emmett and Rosie so I went to my room and threw my headphones on and started to listen to Duffy. I was singing and reading my book and then next thing I knew somebody was tapping on my window. I didn't realize when I feel asleep.

I took the headphones off and went to the window.

Edward was standing behind my closed window (Bella lives in the bottom floor. The house has 3 bedrooms).

"Yes."

"Bella let me in."

"Why should I?"

"Come on Bella. Open the window."

I folded my arms.

"You still didn't tell me why should I?"

Edward huffed.

"Because I want to see you."

I looked at my alarm clock.

"It is 12:30 am."

"I know please let me in."

I thought about it and I have to admit that Edward looked really cute upset.

"Come in." I said after I opened the window for him.

Edward went to hug me but I stopped him.

"What?"

"Don't what me. What happened to you today? I was so worried about you. Now that I know you are ok. I can be pissed."

Edward walked closer to me and put his arms around me.

"Please don't be upset I had to be alone and think. I am sorry I worried you."

I couldn't stay mad at him.

He took my hand and brought me to the bed.

"I couldn't sleep and I need to be with you. I need to feel you next to me."

I looked into his eyes and I knew it was something else.

I smiled at this beautiful creature and I pulled the cover and slid into it and pulled it back further to invite him in with me.

Edward put his head on my chest.

I put my head on his hair and started rocking him while humming.

I felt something wet fall on my chest. Was he crying?

Something hit my leg.

I opened my eyes and I noticed the sun was trying to peek through the cloudy sky.

The bed started shaking and I looked down and noticed Edward was moving around.

"Please mom no. I don't want to. Please. Stop."

I tried to shake Edward but he didn't wake up he just kept shaking harder and faster.

"Rosalie come quick."

He was murmuring but I couldn't make it out.

"Edward. Please baby. Wake up."

His eyes flew open and he looked at me.

It happened so fast.

He pushed me on the bed and held me down. It knocked the wind out of me.

Then he was off me.

Emmett took him off me and Rosalie ran to me.

"Edward get a hold of yourself."

Edward looked defeated and I wanted to run to him to comfort him.

He pushed Emmett and grabbed his stuff and left.

I buried my head on Rosalie's shoulder and started to cry.

"Are you ok?" Rosalie said while handing me a cup of tea.

"Yeah I fine. Thanks"

Rosalie went to sit next to Emmett.

"What happened?"

I pushed my messy hair back.

"I don't know it happened so fast. I was sleeping and something hit my leg. It must have been his leg. Anyway, he started talking in his sleep saying he didn't want to do it and no please stop. And I tried to wake him but he didn't wake up. That's when I screamed for you. Then he opened his eyes and pinned me on the bed and you guys got him off me."

I looked at Emmett.

"What happened to him before your parents adopted him?"

"I don't know Bells. All I know is that my mom went to visit my dad at the hospital and she usually volunteers in the children's wing. And she saw him and she took him in. My parents don't talk about it and he damn sure is tight lipped about it."

I couldn't handle this right now. I had a lot of things to do.

Rosalie and Alice dragged me to every store in the mall even the men stores.

I called Angela to be my escape goat but she turned out to be a traitor. She enjoyed every minute of it.

It felt like the day was speeding by with a blink of on eye. I was already getting ready for tonight.

Rosalie was doing my make up. And I have to say that the outfit they picked me as very cute.

They picked a grey low v-neck tunic, black cami and dark blue skinny jeans. They also picked a grey knitted hat. And some accessories that I thought it's a bit much. But Alice says it is never too much. Rosalie and Alice were getting along like they were old friends. I was happy about that.

"Rosie I am so nervous."

I put my feet on her dresser while she was working on my eyes.

"Don't be nervous you will do great.

"I feel like I am going to fall on my face or nothing will come out."

"You are over reacting. You will be very good. Is it because Jason Mraz is probably going to be there?"

I gave her a look.

"I have to ask because you don't act like this when you have to sing."

"I know I don't. I think it is because I don't have to sneak around to do it anymore. And I think I am really thinking about it now."

Rosalie picked up a lip gloss.

"Open."

I parted my lips.

"Isabella, you will do great. You will wow the crowd. Don't think about the bad things that can happen. You don't to put them out in the universe to happen. Blot."

She handed me a napkin and I blotted.

Rosalie smiled and said perfect.

I looked at myself and I did look good. Looking at myself I could tell that I had makeup on but it was very natural.

I hugged Rosalie to thank her.

Somebody was knocking on our door.

I scrunched my eyebrows.

"That can't be Emmett or Alice they should be here in another 20 minutes."

I went to answer the door and I screamed.

"OH MY GOD!!! What are you doing here?"

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