OK. I have to say sorry for anyone who has been waiting for this chapter for forever. It might be disappointing a little but for me I loved writing the plane scene. Anyways give a shout out to oneleggedstraycat who agreed to be my editor. Thank you again and it helped for you to correct my chapter. Check her own story named Ludwig's Metronome. Amazing story

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Disclaimer: NO WAY DO I OWEN SKIP BEAT (I wished I owned Ren though)

Kissa's POV
I stepped off the train and took a look around. 'Tokyo' I thought silently. A big city, a city with so many people and yet I always felt alone. I hated it; I haven't come to Tokyo since I left eight years before when my kids were two years old. The city made me long for someone; it made me extremely lonely, like I was supposed to be with someone. I was meant to be near someone. I shook myself from my thoughts when I had to help my kids get the luggage.
"Mom! This is so cool," Ren exclaimed looking around trying to see everything at once. I smiled and looked at Kanae. She rolled her eyes. I chuckled.
"It is very big," I said, but I knew he wouldn't be able to hear my words. The kids have always been very fascinated with the city. Ren, the most. He wanted to be an actor, just like Ren Tsuruga. I didn't want him to be. Both Kanae and Ren asked me why, but I was never able to respond. There was something about the entertainment world that terrified me. I loved watching the actors play and some people even said that they thought I should be one, but every time someone mentioned it, I would shudder subconsciously. I had some disagreements with both kids about it, but it never lasted long. I really wanted them to enjoy their lives and be able to go and give 110% to everything, but I could never agree with them on the matter of being entertainers no matter how much I wanted to let them follow their dreams, though they did have special skills. They had a knack for imitating each other so well that sometimes they posed as each other at school and none would be the wiser. The only way I would discover it was when the teachers would call me about some problems with one of them missing or something dealing with them that could not be explained.
"Where are we going to stay mom?" Kanae asked me, always the practical girl.
I smiled reassuringly.
"I have a friend I kind of kept in touch with over the years named Akira Seiji who might be able to help me. I just hope he is still where he is," I mumbled as an afterthought. She grabbed my arm and leaned on it.
"I hope so too."
Then we both turned towards Ren, who was jumping and taking the entire city into gulps. I laughed and she smiled.
"I think Ren will like it here" I said smiling
She laughed answering, "I think so too."

Ren Tsuruga's POV

We are sorry to announce that the plane is having some turbulence. Nothing to worry about but be ready for a not so pleasant ride. I grabbed her hand and held on to it. She looked at me and touched her small gentle hand on my cheek. I looked at her surprised. She was never for public affection, and she even lectured me on kissing her in front of everyone before we boarded the plane. I kissed her hand and put my own hands on her cheek. She squirmed giggling.
"Ren, you're cold."
I took my hands and rubbed them together. Then I put them back on her cheeks and said seriously, "Is this better?"
She laughed the laugh I love so much which she only releases when she is truly happy and said while putting her hands over mine, "Much better," and closed her eyes content.
I pulled her towards me and kissed her forehead when turbulence erupted and caused the air masks to pop out from overhead. I grabbed hers and put it on her immediately. As I did mine, she looked at me scared. I attempted to hide the feeling of being terrified. It wasn't that I was scared of dyeing. I was scared of losing her. She started to laugh, really a belly laugh, quite inappropriate for the situation, but Kyoko was never a person who acted according to the situation. I looked at her questioningly. She answered between laughs,
"You look so unlike you Ren, and it's funny." She laughed more until she doubled over. I smiled at her. 'That's Kyoko and the women I fell madly in love with. Even in a life and death situation she finds a way to surprise me.'
There was a harder shake of the plane and her laughter died. She looked out the window where there was only blackness and then back at me with fear. I sobered up and took her in my arms.
"I'll protect you, Kyoko. Always."
She leaned into my arms hugging me. "I believe you, Kuon."
All of a sudden a great crash shook the plane. The plane overturned, and I lost hold of her hand.
"Kyoko? Kyoko?" I searched through the water that effulged the plane and through the darkness that was becoming denser and harder to see through, but suddenly I was hit in the head by something horrible and lost consciousness, and the name died on my lips.
"Ren, Ren, I love you. Remember that." She smiled and I faintly blushed but her form grew smaller and began to fade.
"Kyoko! Kyoko wait, don't leave." I made to grab her hand but she faded. "Kyooooookoooo!" I screamed.
"I love you" were the only words I heard before I woke up drenched in sweat in my apartment ten years later. I sighed and dragged my hand through my hair. I looked at my wrist and on it was Queen Rosa. I kissed it like I do every day.
"I wish you would come back. I miss you too much." I recently stopped having so many recurring nightmares. It wasn't that I didn't want to remember her but it was painful to wake up to a life without her. Maybe I dreamt about her again because I thought I heard her two weeks ago at the last movie location. I didn't want to be disappointed again so I didn't chase after the sound. I have been disappointed again and again, but now I regret it. 'What if it was her?'
*Beeeep* Beeeeep*
My alarm clock announced the start of another day. I flung my legs over the bed and looked at the nightstand. There I saw a picture of me and her on our wedding day. I still haven't told anyone that we were married except my parents who were present and they held onto the secret for my sake. I touched her cheek on the frame and said what I always tell her in the morning.
"I love you Kyoko," I sighed again and went to take a shower. Today was the day the president assigned for me to be present when the director chooses the boy who will play with me in the next drama. I just never understood the president. The only thing I wanted was to act, but he kept on pushing me in situations for me to be involved in the "world" and that I "can't always be stuck in the past". I wish he would just let me stay in the past. It was much better than the present.