Hey guys, here's chapter two! I hope you like it!
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I got home, and walked straight into my room, and collapsed on my bed. My mind was spinning. I don't know what to do, should I tell Gerard that I am in love with him? Or just leave it. I don't know, I just don't know. I took off my tee, and skinnies, and went to sleep. I woke up, and it was 11, thank god I didn't oversleep, I did not want to keep Gerard waiting! I had a quick shower, stuffed a black tee, and some boxers, into a bag. Put on my Misfits tee, and black skinnies, with my old faithful converse. I went downstairs, had a coffee and pizza, before going back to my room to fix myself up before I left. My hair is black with short blonde bits on each side, and the middle is black, that goes down the side of my face. I fixed it up, put my silver lip ring in, and put some eyeliner on, with some red eye shadow. Then I left. I put my headphones in blaring Bloodfeast by Misfits on full volume as I walked to Gerard's. Even though it takes 20 minutes, I was so excited to see him, it only took 10. I knocked on the door, and Mikey answered.
"Hey Frank, here for Gerard?" Mikey asked,
"Yeah, is he in his room?"
Mikey nodded and I headed to Gerard's room. I knocked, and entered, and realised I should have waited before I just entered. Gerard was standing there in a plain black tee, and boxers, I felt myself get a hard on. He then turned round, and I stuttered out an apology.
"Dude don't worry, I couldn't find my skinnies" he said pulling on a pair of black skinnies. He then looked at me and must have noticed my hard on. He smiled and said "Am I that pretty Frank" He winked, walked over and kissed me on the cheek...
HE KISSED ME ON THE CHEEK! I blanked out, I smiled and turned towards Gerard, he was putting on eyeliner. I just stood there is shock, I don't know what this means... does he like me?! I was pulled out of my daydream, by Gerard tapping me on the shoulder. "Ready to go, boner boy?" He asked smirking to himself. "Shut up, Gerard" I laughed going red.
We walked upstairs and said bye to Mikey, and left.
We started walking, in an awkward silence, until someone shouted 'FAGGOT' at me. I just kept my head down, as I usually do, until Gerard shouted back "Oi, fuck off you bastard get a life" as the guy walked into his house. "Gerard why did you say that?" I asked
"Cos no one should treat you like that Frankie" Gerard replied. Wow, he called me Frankie, a nickname, I smiled.
"Hey Frankie can I ask you something" Gerard asked sounding serious.
"Yeah sure Gee" I replied, I can't believe I called him Gee, I hope that's okay with him.
"Umm... Frankie, are you gay?"
I didn't know what to say, I obviously wanted to tell him, I just sort of stood there for a good 5 minutes, before I stuttered out "yeah I am" and turned bright red.
"Don't be embarrassed, that was the reason I got bullied at my last school, every found out, well I am also gay" Gerard almost whispered to me.
I just sort of stood there, I didn't know what to do or say, I was full of mixed emotions, I was shocked he was gay, but in a good way! Maybe I have a chance with him!
"Frank? Frankie?"
"What sorry I was just shocked I assumed you where straight" I awkwardly replied
"It's okay, so do you like anyone?" Gerard asked me
"Yeah... do you?" I said practically whispered, blushing again, I always seem to blush around him.
"Yeah" Gerard said, smiling.
What does that mean? Does he like me? Before I could ask any more questions, we arrived at Lizzie's house.
"Hey Frank, oh and Gerard, sorry I didn't think you would come together" Lizzie said, standing at the door.
"Yeah he didn't know where you lived so we met at his house" I replied
"Ah okay, yeah I forgot to tell you where I lived! Come in guys everyone else is here."
We followed her into the living room, all I could think about is how Gerard told me he was gay. But he likes someone. But he smiled, maybe it's me. Who am I kidding he couldn't like me. We walked into the living room to find everyone sitting on the floor in a circle.
"Whats going on in here then?" I said laughing as I walked in.
"Where all playing truth or dare silly! Come on you two!" Lizzie ecstatically replied almost running to the others. Gerard and me turn to each other and let out a quick laugh, before we took out places in the circle. Lizzie got out an empty wine bottle from behind her and placed it in the centre, and it landed on Dan.
"Okay okay... Truth" Dan said laughing.
"Okay I got one, do you fancy anyone, and if so who?" Lizzie asked, staring at him, he suddenly went bright red, and stuttered, out, 'Yeah, umm I actually fancy Lily...' He said turning redder by the second. Lily looked up at him and went red, she winked and smiled at him, and we all just sort of was shocked, maybe they like each other, we were all thinking the same thing, I could tell. Elena reached in and spun the bottle again, and it landed on Gerard!
"Okay Gerard truth or dare?" Elena said, I could tell she had a question in mind already.
"...Truth..." Gerard said laughing.
"Are you gay? Don't worry if you are we won't tell if you don't want people to know." Elena, said, I looked up, and stared at Gerard, even though I knew the answer, I wanted to hear him say it again.
"Umm I'm gay, I got bullied about it so much at my last school, that I would only come out now, if I was going out with someone, so it would be manageable..." He then looked directly at me! I smiled and looked at my legs, I felt myself again going red. I could tell everyone was silently thinking the same thing. They all knew I was gay, I told Elena, first but then I told all of them, I trust them. I reached in and spun the bottle, trying to stop the awkward silence, and again it landed on Gerard, I felt my pulse increase, I looked at him...
"Truth again I suppose..." Gerard said, I knew he knew what he would be asked.
"Who do you fancy?" Lizzie said, she was laughing at the same time. It was so serious in the room, it was insane. Gerard breathed out slowly, before he said in a whisper that was just audible.
"Frank..."
I didn't know what to do, I just kind of sat there...
Gerard just leaned in and spun the bottle, he looked really upset. No one said anything. Then it landed on me! I just sort of blurted out, "Truth!"
"Frank who do you fancy?" Elena asked, I could tell she knew I would want to be asked that, but I was shocked that it actually came to this, Gerard said he like me, and I was about to tell him I liked him back, I cannot believe this is playing out like it would in my head.
I turned to Gerard, looked him straight in his beautiful eyes, and said
"You Gerard"
We just stared into each other's eyes, I noticed everyone else leave, but I was too captivated in Gerard's eyes to care, I guess they knew I wanted to talk to him alone.
"Frank?" Gerard asked, staring into my eyes
"Yeah Gerard?"
"Umm... I was like wondering if you... want to be...erm...My boy..."
I cut him off, I kissed him, and he kissed me back, it was an explosion of sparks, it felt amazing, like people in films said it would, I never thought it could be that amazing.
"Friend..." Gerard finished he was smiling.
"Yes, of course gorgeous" I kissed him again.
