As I got into the shower I began to think of ways to apologize to James…I know it has to be something big, I've been hurting James so such and I hate that I'm doing that I really do, but I just don't know how to break up with Lynn. While I wash off I hear my phone ring, I hoped it wasn't Lynn I just really didn't feel like talking to her she was causing enough problems without even knowing it, as I wrap a towel around my waist I look at my phone and see it's a text from James.
"Tell Logan and Carlos I can't make it today-Jamie"
"Y not? Jay please don't b mad at me-K-Dizzle"
"Just not feeling good….-Jamie"
"Jay u & me both know that's not why Ur not coming-K-Dizzle"
"Yes it is…I gotta go-Jamie"
"Jay baby please talk 2 me…ik Ur mad but I really do love you…even if I don't show it-K-Dizzle"
"Kendall I don't want 2 get n2 this right now-Jamie"
"But I want 2…Ur always wanting 2 talk about it, so let's talk-K-Dizzle"
"If Ur not 2 busy with Ur bitch we can talk later-Jamie"
"Can I come over?...please?-K-Dizzle"
"Later 2night…mom is leaving for a business meeting-Jamie"
"Ok :)….I love you James-K-Dizzle"
"….-Jamie"
I sighed, James was really mad at me he wouldn't say that he loved me back I knew I was in trouble and I had to fix it and fast! Once I got dressed I texted Logan and Carlos to see if we were still on for today luckily we were. I drove to the lake which was frozen I waited for Carlos and Logan to arrive and about ten minutes later they did.
"Hey Ken" Carlos said with excitement as he started to lace his ice skates
"Hey 'Litos…hey Loges" I said as I did the same
"Hey Kendall…where's James at?" Logan asked me as he sat down to untangle his skates
"Um he wasn't feeling good" I said as I thought about James
"Oh should we check on him?" Carlos asked as he attempted to stand up
"No he'll be fine I'm going over there to spend the night with him later" I said as I stood trying to keep my balance
"Oh that's nice…now who wants to skate?" Logan asked as he beat Carlos and I to the frozen lake. We all skated for about an hour until my problem popped back into my mind…what was I going to do about James?
"Hey guys can I ask you a question?" I asked as I stopped skating
"Yeah sure what's up?" Logan asked as he also stopped
"Well…you see I have this friend that lives in another county we started talking through Face Book…and well he is having some relationship issues. He wants my help, but I don't know what to tell him" I said as I studied my friends' faces
"Well what's his issue?" Logan asked me
"Well you see…he's dating his best friend who happens to be another guy, but while he's dating him he is also dating this girl…who he really doesn't love. The problem is he doesn't know how to break up with her and he's boyfriend is being hurt through everything, he knows if he doesn't leave his girlfriend soon he's going to lose his boyfriend." I said as I looked at them
"Well does he love his boyfriend?" Carlos asked
"Yes he loves him a lot…they lost their virginity to each other" I said as I thought about that night with James
"And this guy doesn't want to be with his girlfriend anymore?" Logan asked
"No…he never really wanted to date her, but he was lonely and just used her to fill a hole that he felt" I said
"Why is he so scared to dump her?" Carlos asked me
"Because she is a mean person…and if he breaks up with her once she finds out why, she'll make his and his boyfriend lives a living hell" I said as I looked at my phone
"Kendall…if you want to keep James you need to leave Lynn" Logan said as he watched my face go red
"W-what makes you think I'm talking about me?" I asked hoping Logan was joking
"Kendall we see the way you look at James…the way you get so protective over him…plus when he left you were never really the same." Logan said as he skated towards me "It's ok we totally support you and James"
"Yeah Kenny…you and Jamie look so cute together, way better than you and Lynn" Carlos said as he started to skate towards the picnic tables
"Really you guys are ok with it?" I asked in fear
"Yes Kendall…we knew the day that James came back that something would happen, that's why we left you guys alone" Logan said as he followed Carlos' path
"Thanks guys…now help me keep James" I said as I made my way to the table
"Simple make Lynn dump you" Logan said
"And I do that how?" I asked
"Well what is the one thing she wants you to do the most?"Logan asked
"Well she has been wanting me to sleep with her" I said
"Well that's what you do…just be really bad at it" Logan said as he unlaced his skates
"What do you mean?" I asked in confusion
"Kendall it's simple…just get really horny…think about James or something, pump it a few times till your ready to cum…once there 'attempt' to stick it in her but miss it, then once you are in her once you move a few times you'll cum. She'll think your horrible in bed and leave you for someone else" Logan said…and honestly I was floored how did smart innocent little Logie know about all of this?
"Logan are you sure this is gonna work?" I asked
"It might I don't know I only please one person" Logan said
"Oh and who might this be?" I asked, he simple smiled and kissed Carlos on the cheek
"Yeah you weren't the only one with a secret relationship" Carlos said as he blushed
"How long?" I asked
"About two months" Logan said as he brought Carlos closer to him, I smiled I hoped one day that could be James and I…speaking of James I need to text him to see what time to come over
"Hey Jamie...when do u want me 2 come over?-K-Dizzle"
"Whenever u want 2…my mom just left-Jamie"
"Well then I'm on my way :D-K-Dizzle"
"Ok…c u when u get here-Jamie"
"I love you-K-Dizzle"
Once again nothing no I love you or anything…I better go all out tonight. Once I said bye to Logan and Carlos I made it back to my car, on the way home I stopped and got James and I a pizza, a couple of movies, and he's favorite chocolate. I kept a overnight bag in my car so I didn't need to stop at my house for anything, as I pulled up to James' house I felt nervous I knew tonight would go one of two ways (1) James and I would make up and have awesome make up sex or (2) We would fight and James would break up with me…either way I felt nervous. As I made my way to the door it opened and there stood James in black baggy jogging pants, a lose fitting black shirt, with his glasses on…James never wore his glasses unless he had been crying and didn't feel like messing with his contacts, so yeah I knew I was in for a long night.
"Hey Jay" I said as I walked in
"Hi" James said in a voice so small I hardly heard him, I sat the stuff down and turned to embrace James with a hug…he started crying into my shoulder
"Shhh it's ok baby…I'm here" I said as I tried to get him to calm down
"It hurts…I don't want to hurt anymore" James sobbed into my shoulder
"I know baby I know….I'm going to make it better James I promise" I said as I ran my fingers through his hair " I love you so much James…I don't want to lose you…I can't lose you, not again"
"I love you too Kendall…I just-I" James tried to say but couldn't…I knew he was hurting and I knew it was because of me
"James look at me" I said, he looked at me and my heart broke. James was so broken I looked into his eyes and saw nothing but hurt and pain he had the same look in his eyes…the same look the day he tried to kill himself.
"James I love you with all of my heart and I promise that I'm going to make things better ok…it may take some time, but it will get better" I said as I kissed him, I tried to tell James the way I felt all in that one kiss. After a minute of kissing James ran his tongue across my lips asking for entrance which I granted him, after that things got heated I pushed James down on the couch and was instantly on top of him kissing and biting anywhere I could. James was moaning and arching which pleased me tonight was going to be all about him, and making him feel good, I ripped his shirt off and began my way to his nipples, as I took one in my mouth I started to play with the other one twisting and pitching it soon I switched giving the other bud the same attention. Once I played with both nipples I made my way down his body leaving a trail of bite marks behind, I made it to the top of his sweatpants without looking for permission I ripped sweatpants and boxers off all in one swoop. I looked at James in all of his glory he was beautiful from his perfect hair, to his smile, all the way down to his beautiful 10 inch cock which was dripping precome, I rest my head in-between James' thighs kissing the insides of them working my way to his endowment. Once there I took the whole thing down never did I gag or hesitate I went straight for it making James scream in pleasure as I did, I sucked and sucked making little patterns with my tongue all along his shaft making him tremble from the pleasure. James began to whimper which let me know he was close
"K-Kenny gonna c-c-cum" James stuttered out, I pulled off with a loud pop. I closed the distance between our lips as I did I began to take my clothes off I was going to make sure James knew I loved him one way or the other. Once naked I gave James three fingers he looked at me and shook his head no.
"Jay I need to prepare you" I said as I nibbled on his neck
"D-don't want you to…need you now Kendall" James whimpered
"James it's going to hurt if I-" I tried to say but was interrupted
"Put it inside of me now" James said as he grabbed my cock
"But Jay" I said, next thing I know James was guiding my cock inside of him, his heat was amazing everytime I fucked him it felt like the first time. He was so tight and warm I loved being inside of him it was a feeling that I'd never forget, James started moving his hips trying to adjust to the feeling soon he was ready.
"Move…please" James asked me, and that's what I did I started moving in and out faster and faster making James scream as I found his prostate. I angled myself to hit it everytime sending James closer to the edge
"Fuck Kendall faster fuck me faster" James moaned
"So tight always so tight Jamie…fuck feels so good" I moaned
"H-Harder I need it harder!" he yelled, so that's what I gave him I started going faster and harder just like James wanted I was going to make him see stars! I was getting close and so was James he started to whimper and tremble…and then it happened he came screaming my name in pure pleasure I wasn't far behind. I coated James' insides, while we lay there catching our breath I pulled out and pulled James close to me, he nuzzled his face into my shoulder and smiled.
"I love you Kenny….I'm sorry I was acting stupid earlier" James said in a small tired voice
"It's ok baby…you have nothing to be sorry about…but I plan to keep my promise I'm going to make things better" I said as I kissed his hair. "I love you too James…and I always will"
So watcha think?...Should Kendall listen to Logan? Please r&r Thanks :)