A/N: it took me a while to get this chapter just right, and im not even sure if i like it too much yet. I had to split it into chaps. eleven and twelve though, so you get both of them tonight. enjoy.

Disclaimer: omg! Rumiko Takahashi said i could own Inuyasha! ...NOT!

Summary: Inuyasha is presented with a one-time opportunity – to become a full demon. With his childhood years, not to mention the first ever reason for hunting down the Shikon Jewel in mind, his choice seems apparent – a no-brainer. But there's a catch. Becoming a demon will mean giving up the life he knows now. In fact, only he will remember his life as a hanyou, while others will now only know him as Inuyasha the youkai. Is he willing to give everything and everyone up?

Chapter Eleven

Naraku smiled seductively as the girl on his lap blushed profusely.

"Do you want me to?" he whispered in his ear.

His left hand long slipped under her skirt, and was now making preparation to enter her body. She giggled as his fingers brushed against her flesh.

"Yes Naraku." She replied obediently.

Naraku was about to do it too, before his bedroom door slid open, loudly.

"NARAKU!!"

Naraku sighed in frustration. "Kanna. Can't you see I'm busy."

Kanna didn't listen, now stomping into the room angrily. "I couldn't care less if you're busy!" She screeched. "It's time for you to un-busy yourself."

She glared at his female companion, which immediately made her get off of Naraku's lap. He growled in irritation, and grabbed her wrist before she could get too far. Then he turned his irritation Kanna.

"You should know better than to burst into my bedroom unannounced." He said in a snarl.

"I'm Kanna, happy now?"

Naraku rolled his eyes at this girl's immaturity. Still, he realized that she wasn't going to leave without getting her point across. Kanna was the only female in this house who didn't adore him to the point of utmost obedience. It was one of the reason he respected Kanna. And only due to that respect he had for her, he sent his companion away. She looked dejected – as she should – but left without a word. Then he turned his attention to the angry female demon.

"This had better be good Kanna." Naraku said. "So what's the problem?"

"You remember how you asked me how Yash was doing, cause you hadn't seen him in a while? Well the truth is, I had no idea. Ever since the first time we fucked, he had been acting really distant. And then when I looked into my mirror to investigate, I got this!"

Kanna shoved her hand mirror in Naraku's face. The mirror that allowed her to see all things: past, present and future. Naraku found himself staring at flashes of Inuyasha, a young woman with him: them walking in the forest hand-in-hand, laughing together by a body of water, watching the stars at night. His eyes narrowed on the young woman: petite frame, long dark hair, warm chocolate colored eyes.

As Kanna watched his smile grow, she hissed: "You're not supposed to lust after the woman Naraku, I want you to kill her!"

"Who is she?" Naraku wanted to know.

Kanna scoffed. "I don't know. And I don't really give a flying fuck either. I just want her dead."

Naraku shook his head, still smiling. "Kanna, you're so abrasive sometimes. You want to kill her, because…?"

"Because she's corrupting my poor Yash!"

Naraku nodded, but not really listening to anything Kanna was saying, his eyes still trained on the beautiful girl. Then he looked up at Kanna.

"Go fetch Sesshomaru." He commanded.

"What?! Naraku! What does Sesshomaru have to do with anything! Are you going to kill this wench or not!"

"I want to find out more about her first. Fetch me Sesshomaru first, let me talk to him, and then I'll see what happens next."

Kanna looked at him incredulously. Then, she growled menacingly before leaving the room. Naraku knew she was going to go find Sesshomaru. She may not be completely under his control, but she knew when to obey him. He smiled at the reflection in the mirror, now as he stared at her sitting in his lap, his arms around her slender frame. Inuyasha has good taste in women, he thought with a smile.

Then he noticed something resting on the female's chest. It was attached to a chain around her neck: a round, pinkish-colored ornament. It appeared to have some form of aura around it. It was something Naraku had never seen before.

What is that?

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The feeling of evil was pressing at her from all sides. There was a man standing before her. His appearance was that of a handsome male: with long dark hair and smouldering dark eyes. But it was he the evil was coming from. His demonic aura was so strong, she felt immovable because of it. She could only watch as he came towards her, an evil smirk on his face. She wanted to run, but was frozen by fear. Then, once he was close enough, he stroked the side of her face with one finger.

"You will be mine Kagome. Inuyasha won't save you."

Kagome gasped, and realized she was breathing very hard. She looked frantically around the room, looking for the youkai of her dreams, but he was nowhere to be found. She told herself to calm down, and that it was only a dream. But her heart would slow, and tears of fear stung in her eyes. She got off her futon and ran out of the house.

"Inuyasha!" she called in her loudest whisper as she headed to the start of the forest. She hoped he hadn't gone too far. "Inuyasha!" she repeated, a bit louder than before.

There was a shuffling noise from the trees, then: "Kagome?"

"Inuyasha," she said in relief as he revealed himself from the bushes. "Inuyasha I had a dream…no, a nightmare. And I'm afraid."

He could see that plainly from her expression. "It was only a dream Kagome."

She shook her head. "I wasn't any ordinary dream. Please, will you stay with me tonight? I don't want to be by myself, please?"

Inuyasha nodded. "Alright. If it makes you feel better."

She smiled gratefully, before turning back to her personal house - the priestess gets her own housing for whenever she needs to pray, purify, and other personal activities – and going inside, Inuyasha following behind. She climbed back into the futon, and slipped under the sheets. Inuyasha sat with his back against a wall and slipped out of his red jacket, ready to drift back into to sleep.

"Inuyasha?"

"Hmm?"

"Would it be okay…if…if you lied over here, next to me?"

Inuyasha's eyes flew open at that. Kagome's expression was dead serious. Yet Inuyasha couldn't trust himself to lie next to her and just sleep. Ever since their first kiss, a couple of days ago, his lusts for her were building with each day. And every day he had to fight them off. Kagome had to remain pure at all times, for fear of the corruption of the jewel. And Inuyasha knew that even though he cared about Kagome deeply, his lustful youkai side was the one that was acting up. Lying next to her, inhaling her scent, would be result in sexual suicide.

And yet he wanted to protect her, wanted to make her feel less afraid. If he could just lie next to her long enough for to fall asleep, he could get back up and go back to his corner before he completely lost control of his senses. Deciding that that would be the smarter route to go, he crossed the room and climbed into the small futon next to her.

However, as soon as he had laid down, the triggers for his lust went off. Their bodies were almost pressed together, with no room on the futon to roll away. He inhaled her tantalizing scent, and felt his head spinning the more he did. He could feel his youkai telling him to take her while she slept, but he restrained the feeling.

He looked down at her face. She seemed to be sleeping now, but her face was scrunched in pain, as if she was having another nightmare. He wanted to move away from her, now that she was sleeping again. But her frightened and pained expression stopped him from doing so. Then suddenly, she let out a soft whimper, and clutched onto the front of his shirt. Inuyasha tried to suppress the groan turning in his throat. He tried to make her let go of him without touching her – by shifting away – but it only made her hold on tighter, and shift closer to him. He clenched his hands into fist to prevent himself from touching her flawless skin, the curves of her body. He clenched them tighter as he felt his lust trying to invade his mind and take control of his senses. Finally, needing some form of release by now, he let out a frustrated growl.

Kagome's eyes fluttered open almost instantly, and she looked up at him. "Inuyasha?"

Inuyasha didn't trust himself to speak. But she was waiting for a response. "Kagome." He said quietly, hearing his voice had indeed gotten huskier. Bad sign.

Kagome saw that she was holding onto the front of Inuyasha's clothing, not to mention his body language told him that he was resisting something: his head angled away from hers, his closed fists, his biting on his bottom lip. He wasn't even looking at her, his eyes shut tight.

It didn't take Kagome long to put it together that what he was resisting was her. She thought for a moment that she had done something wrong against him, and asked about it.

"No." he said hoarsely. "You haven't done anything wrong."

"Then what's wrong?" she asked innocently.

Inuyasha opened his eyes and Kagome gasped as she saw them phasing between their normal amber state and the blood red color that they took when his youkai was acting up. He roughly grabbed her wrist, causing her to gasp at the contact, and dragged her hand down his chest towards his pants. Kagome gasped once again when she felt his large member, throbbing underneath her touch. She removed both hands – the one in his grasp as well as the one on his chest – immediately.

He shivered. "That's what's wrong."

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Naraku watched the mirror eagerly, embracing the feeling of voyeurism. There was Inuyasha, lying next to that woman, clearly hard as nails, while she her expression remained one of innocence. It was obvious she was pure as the snow, untouched by any man. For now at least: Naraku doubted he'd be able to keep control over himself for much longer.

Just then, Kanna burst through the door once more, this time, with Sesshomaru behind her.

"Are you happy now?" she hissed.

Naraku smiled. "Sesshomaru, how nice it is to see you."

Sesshomaru looked at him tentatively. "Kanna said you wished to speak with me?"

"Yes, yes, I do. Please, tell me what you make of this girl…"

Naraku showed him the mirror. At his words, the mirror closed in on only the female.

Sesshomaru examined it briefly, then said: "She's a priestess, and the sworn guardian of the Shikon No Tama."

"He's cheating on me with a priestess!" Kanna bellowed.

Naraku smiled. "As it were, Sesshomaru. Your younger brother has been spending a quality amount of time with this priestess. But that is of no importance to me." He said carelessly, making Kanna's face go red with rage. "Tell me more about the…Shikon No Tama, you called it."

Sesshomaru looked surprised. "Surely a youkai so in love with power like yourself would know of the sacred jewel."

"I scold myself for not being more informed. Tell me of it."

"Well the Shikon No Tama, or the scared jewel, is one that was born of a miko and a youkai. Before any of us came into existence, a young but powerful miko named Midoriko was engaged in a battle with a powerful youkai. When she realized her demise was near, she sealed her soul, along with the demon's used her miko powers. The sealing is what birthed the jewel, their souls still battling on inside it. As a result, the jewel can switch between being pure – due to Midoriko. Or impure, due to the demon's soul. It's state all depends on who is using it."

Sesshomaru nodded to the girl in the mirror. "She is its protector right now. A very powerful miko: she almost mirrors Midoriko. I must admit, I've never seen anyone with a soul so pure. Corruption of the jewel wouldn't be easy. Especially since you'd have to taint her first."

Naraku grinned as he looked in the mirror again. "I think our good friend Yash is about to take care of that for us now. She won't be pure for much longer."

Kanna picked up on the irony. "You mean he's going to fuck her!"

"So it seems." Naraku said teasingly. "Thank you Sesshomaru, for your information."

Sesshomaru nodded, then left. Naraku looked at Kanna's red face and chuckled.

"This isn't fucking funny!"

"Kanna, calm down. I've got a plan you're sure to love. Will you listen to me?"

He left it as an open question, not forcing her to partake. He could easily pull it off without her, but knew that she'd want to be a part of the fun.

Kanna looked at him curoisuly, her face no longer red, and nodded. Naraku smiled as he told of her of his plans. By then end of his idea, Kanna was smiling as well.

A/N: there you go...hope you like it. please review this chapter separate from the next one (unless you're going to comment about both in one review) either way i'd like to hear about both chapters, especially since i feel wobbly about this one. hope you guys liked it anyway.

see you in the next chappie

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