A/N:...well, theres a rape scene. i cant promise you'll all love it, cuz...well, rape sux. but alas, i had to do it...in order for the story line to continue. enjoy as much as you can.

Disclaimer: no es mio

Summary: Inuyasha is presented with a one-time opportunity – to become a full demon. With his childhood years, not to mention the first ever reason for hunting down the Shikon Jewel in mind, his choice seems apparent – a no-brainer. But there's a catch. Becoming a demon will mean giving up the life he knows now. In fact, only he will remember his life as a hanyou, while others will now only know him as Inuyasha the youkai. Is he willing to give everything and everyone up?

Chapter Thirteen

Naraku simply watched the young miko, as she glared at him. He knew despite her strong and determined outward appearance, inside she was crumbling. He could smell her fear. How he wanted to skip the pleasantries and get right to the point, but as it were, 'pleasantries' were the most important part.

"So, how are you feeling right this moment?" he asked her.

Her eyes narrowed. "I'd feel better once you return my jewel."

"Your…jewel?"

"The Shikon No Tama. I know you have it in your possession. I can sense it near by: give it to me."

Naraku only smiled. "Kagome I don't have your jewel."

"Don't say my name you despicable creature." She hissed.

"You're right: I'd much rather hear you say mine."

She flinched, almost imperceptibly, but Naraku saw it anyway. His smile grew. This wasn't going to be too hard at all. He took a step closer to her.

"You haven't told me Kagome…" he said slowly. "How does it feel to be at the shorter end of the stick? To feel the betrayal of someone you trusted…maybe even loved."

"What are you talking about?" she demanded of him.

"Yash of course." Naraku said.

She flinched again, and Naraku knew he was hitting the mark. "What does Inuyasha have to do with you?" she asked.

"Inuyasha? Is that what you call him? Well, your Inuyasha has betrayed you, and has given you to me."

"You don't know what you're talking about!"

"Ah, but I do Kagome. I know that Inuyasha and I have been friends for a while now. Before he even knew you. And I knew he wanted to possess the Sacred Jewel to become a more powerful youkai. Why do you think he attacked your village so long ago? He was testing your strength, to see whether you'd be an easy kill or not."

"You're lying!" she yelled.

Hearing the tremor in her voice, he knew she was considering his words. Fool. Yet he continued: "He decided you weren't much of a threat. But he knew there would be no way for him to possess the jewel without initial corruption. So he befriended you, in order for you to trust him, and then…he fucked you."

She gasped, her eyes widened in horror. "How…how could you…"

"How could I know that? Kagome dear I know everything. I am Inuyasha's accomplice in this. He was to sleep with you. By making you impure, it made the jewel impure. I stole the jewel for him while you slept, and he met me out here to retrieve it. Then he came back for you so he could hold up his side of the bargain."

"His side?"

"But of course. I wasn't going to help him for nothing. But I wanted no part of the jewel. All I really wanted…" his eyes narrowed seductively. "…was you."

Kagome gasped. Naraku saw her initial motion to run away, so he swiftly blocked her path, moving at amazing speed. She gasped again once she was in his shadow. He smiled at her again.

"Poor, poor Kagome." Naraku said. He grabbed her waist and forcefully pulled her closer to him, letting her feel his turgid erection. "What are you going to do now?"

She resisted his touch, trying to move away from him, but he only tightened his hold on her. "Let me go! Let me go!"

"Or what? Are you going to call for you blessed Inuyasha, the one that left you here alone, presumably to come after me?"

"I don't believe you! Inuyasha would never do that! He told me he loved me, he told me…" She looked away, tears welling in her eyes.

"Yes Kagome, he would. And you know he would. Because at the end of the day, Yash is still a demon. He tricked you, fucked you, the took your jewel for his own personal game. He told you things you wanted to hear, but none of them he felt for himself. He doesn't love you. He doesn't give a flying fuck about you. And then he left you here, weapon-less, for me."

The tears were streaming down her face now. Naraku could smell her pain, feel her heart breaking. He could only imagine the torment she was going through: to hear how her lovely Yash had deceived her. He fed off her pain, his desire for her growing, until he could no longer just hold her.

"Now then," he growled, before attempting to rip the front of her top.

She slipped out of his grasp before he could completely remove it, but he had taken quite enough. He could see her bare shoulder and a large amount of flesh from her breast. He charged for her again, and, fruitlessly, she tried to escape him. He let her run, let her tire herself out, listened to her silent sobs to track her, until he heard her trip and fall.

He pinned her down before she could get up, chuckling as she squirmed beneath him. She grabbed his arm, and he could feel the soft burn of her spiritual powers coming from her palm. But it was weak, and he chided her for it:

"You aren't at your best Kagome. But I don't expect more from a pathetic miko as yourself. Or at least, that's what Yash called you."

He began removing the rest of her clothing, Kagome putting up a hard struggle. But her resistance only excited him more. He sat on top of her and removed his own clothing. Then, when he leaned over to kiss her, she bit his bottom lip. He merely chuckled at her aggression. Then grabbing onto her wrists, he pinned them to the ground.

"No! No! Get off of me! Get off!"

He smiled at her. "Not until I've had my fill."

She was crying hysterically now, screaming for help. Her screams were music to his ears. He wanted to hear more.

He separated her legs with his own before pushing himself inside her. She screeched in pain at his entrance. He held both of his wrists with one hand and pressed his now free one over her mouth. He started thrusting into her, enjoying her every scream and howl against it all. Her tears poured, and she was having trouble breathing. Naraku didn't care anymore, too caught up in her warmth, the tightness of her fit.

"Is this what Inuyasha felt!" he said in a roar. "This is amazing!"

"Inuyasha! INUYASHA!" was Kagome's muffled cry.

Naraku looked down at her. "Calling for your Inuyasha again? Call all you want. He isn't coming sweetheart. He won't come. You will be mine Kagome. Inuyasha won't save you."

He kept pumping into her body, groaning as he did. Soon her resistance withered away, until she lay there, silent and broken. He took this opportunity to remove his hands from her mouth and grab onto her waist, pushing himself in her faster, deeper. She lay there motionlessly, tears still rolling down her cheeks, her face a picture of pain and shame. He would have stayed there all day, pumping into her until she had to squeal with delight at the sensations he was giving her, until he heard the snap.

He knew his time with Kagome had come to a close. It was time to move onto to phase two. Calmly, he got off of her and dressed himself. Then he knelt down to kiss her cheek. She shuddered at his touch.

"I'll come back for you sweetheart."

As he left, he heard her sobbing again.

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Inuyasha had woken that very morning before Kagome. She was sleeping peacefully, a small smile on her face. He found himself smiling from just looking at her. Last night had been amazing. And not just because Kagome had been such a trooper, keeping up with him to satisfy his large sexual appetite. But because somewhere between the first three goes and the others that followed, the two of them shared a moment he'd hold onto forever:

Kagome rolled onto her back, her hand on her chest as she tried to steady her breathing, her bottom lip trembling. "Please tell me it's over now."

Inuyasha let out a throaty laugh. "For now it is." He said suggestively.

"Oh Inuyasha, I think you're trying to kill me."

He scooped up her tired body in his arms and pulled her closer to him. "Never that sweetheart. Never that."

Kagome smiled and snuggled into his bare chest. They were still for a moment, before she drew back to look him in the eyes.

"Sometimes I feel like I've known you forever." She told him.

"Technically, we knew each other before this." He said with a smile.

"Were we intimate back then?"

"No, but we wanted to be." Kagome blushed at the words, making Inuyasha laugh again. "Well, I wanted to. I'm just guessing you wanted to as well."

"Probably." She said with a sexy grin.

He kissed her softly. And when they broke away, Kagome touched the side of his face gently. "Inuyasha?"

"Yes?"

She took a deep breath, then smiled. "I love you."

Inuyasha looked taken aback. "You…love me?"

"Yes. I do. Even if I can't remember you from before. Even if you're a demon now. I can't deny these feelings I have for you. I love you…so much."

"Kagome…I…you shouldn't…"

"Too late, I do. Don't worry though, you don't have to love me as well. I just wanted to tell you."

He looked at her surprised. "Are you kidding? I'm crazy about you Kagome. I just can't believe…" A large smile appeared on his face. "Kagome, I love you too. I love you more than anything in this world."

Her smile mirrored his own. They kissed again, before Inuyasha's smile turned seductive. "This calls for another go."

Kagome giggled and pretended to resist him as he moved over her again. "Inuyasha, I can't keep up!"

"I just want to show you how much I love you."

Inuyasha grinned at the thought. Then he looked down at the young priestess. He now knew why Kagome was here instead of Kikyo. Kikyo might have been his first love, but now what he felt for her wasn't love anymore. Of course he wanted the best for her, and wanted to protect her. But his heart didn't beat faster when he saw her. The butterflies in his stomach didn't come to life at her smile. He didn't feel any overwhelming emotion around her as he did with Kagome. He loved this girl. He had loved her for a long time. But now that it was out in the open, it felt better.

He didn't want to wake her, but couldn't resist planting a long kiss on her forehead. Her smile grew, and she murmured his name in a breathless sigh. She was dreaming of him, just like he had dreamt of her.

He was about to lie back down and wrap his arms around her, willing to sleep for another hour or so just to stay close to her, when he heard a rustling from just outside. Sniffing the air, he smelt a demon's presence. And it was in the village.

He hopped out of the futon. The jewel! The demon was after the jewel! And now, due to their intercourse, the jewel could be tainted due to her impurity. He had to stop whoever was after it out there.

He quickly slipped into his clothing and ran outside. He managed to catch a glimpse of the caper dashing into the forest, fist closed around something. The jewel. Inuyasha went after him as fast as he could. As he ran through the forest, he could see the shadow of the thief before him, a great distance separating them. He was going to lose them if he didn't pick it up. They had to have been using the jewel to have such a speed.

The jewel has been tainted. The shadow disappeared just as he stepped into a small clearing. Inuyasha couldn't keep up with that speed. He felt guilt-ridden but didn't get much chance to relish in the feeling, as another scent came to him. One that was familiar.

"Naraku?"

"Yash." Naraku said as he stepped into the clearing.

Inuyasha's eyes narrowed. Something wasn't right. "What are you doing here?"

"Doesn't matter much. You won't be here for much longer."

But before he could ask more about it, someone stepped into the clearing as well, standing by Naraku's side. It was Kanna, and she was holding the sacred jewel.

It was like the doors were opening in all directions. Whether Inuyasha was a demon or a hanyou, Naraku would still want the jewel. He was trying to take it while it was in its tainted state. Inuyasha wouldn't let him. He wouldn't let history repeat itself. But as he was going to attack, he mysteriously felt himself weakening by the passing second. Looking at Kanna again, he noticed the mirror in her hand, the smirk on her face.

She was taking his soul.

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When Inuyasha came to, his initial feeling was surprise. If his soul had been sucked into Kanna's mirror, how was he still alive now? Shouldn't his body be an empty shell somewhere? Then he thought tragically that maybe he was an empty shell right now.

Looking around at his surroundings, he recognized he was in Kanna's bedroom, Kanna sitting on her futon, looking up at him. He then realized he was tied to the wall by some invisible force. Try as he might, he couldn't break free from whatever was holding him up there. Kanna only looked on him, amused as he wriggled around.

Finally, frustrated to no end, he glared at her: "What the fuck is going on here Kanna! Where's the jewel?"

"Right here sweetie." She said, showing him the jewel, resting in her palm. "You gonna come down here for it?"

He growled in anger. "What is going on here!"

"I'll tell you what's going on Yash. Look closely at the jewel, see anything strange?"

Inuyasha examined it carefully. It was still round, so he could cross out it having morphed into another shape. And it was still that shiny pink color, and glimmered with the rainbow-colored aura it always did.

He shrugged. "Nothing's changed."

"Exactly."

It dawned on him soon enough. He gasped. "It's still pure!"

She nodded. "Making it impossible for Lord Naraku to wield."

Inuyasha snorted. "He's Lord Naraku now."

"After he possesses the power of this jewel, you'll be calling him lord as well."

Inuyasha shook his head. "I don't understand. I thought–"

"We all thought Yash. We all thought you fucking that little slut priestess would taint the jewel." She said that final sentence venomously.

Inuyasha struggled against his invisible bonds again, furious. "Do not talk about Kagome like that!" he roared.

"I'll talk about that slut anyway I want to." She shot back. Then she chuckled to herself. "You protecting her name like that will seem useless in a little while."

"And why the fuck is that!"

Kanna smiled evilly up at him. "Because when Naraku realized your fuck didn't taint the jewel, he decided his own fuck might."

Inuyasha's eyes widened with rage. "You don't mean–"

"Oh yes Yash. Naraku is going to rape Kagome."

Inuyasha let out a loud enraged roar. Kanna merely laughed.

"Oh sweetheart, it gets better. Naraku is going to make it seem as if it was you who set her up for the rape. That you wanted the jewel and asked for his help in acquiring it, and that now that you have it, you were keeping up your half of the deal: to let Naraku take Kagome. Now all that little priestess is going to think is that you betrayed her. Isn't that luscious?"

Before Inuyasha could comment, Kanna held up her mirror. Inuyasha's eyes widened as he found himself witnessing on the glass, Naraku over his beloved Kagome, forcing himself inside her. Over and over. Despite the silence of the mirror: he could hear Kagome's cries just from looking at her face. He could feel her pain.

She's calling for me. But I can't get to her. He struggled against the bonds again, and groaned in anguish when he still was unable to get free. Kanna laughed manically, enjoying this to no end.

"She'll hate you Yash. She'll think you're the reason for all her pain and suffering. She'll think you've betrayed you. And that will corrupt the jewel. Watch."

Inuyasha looked up. As he saw Kagome no longer resisting Naraku, he could see the jewel blackening by the second. No Kagome! Don't give in! He tried to free himself again. He couldn't let this happen. It was just like with Kikyo, and Naraku making it seem as if they betrayed each other. He couldn't let this happen again. He couldn't let this happen to Kagome.

"I'll kill you." He said darkly. "I'll kill you and Naraku."

"I'd like to see you try." Kanna said tauntingly.

Suddenly, he felt the bonds beginning to slack. He pulled harder, realizing that his will to save Kagome was freeing him. Finally, they snapped, and he landed on the floor.

Out of surprise, Kanna dropped her mirror, and it shattered on the floor. Inuyasha looked up at her, his anger evident. She seemed to make a notion of begging for forgiveness, but he didn't want to hear it. He charged for her and thrust his hand into her chest, her gasping at the entrance. Once his fingers closed around her heart, he yanked it out. She stared wide-eyed at her beating heart in his palm, until he dug his nails into the organ, crushing it in his hand.

Kanna let out a long scream in pain, before falling lifelessly to the floor. Inuyasha dropped the dead organ on top of her body. Then he kicked her out of spite.

"Told you I'd kill you." He muttered.

He turned and left the room in a sprint. He had to go reach Kagome, before it was too late.

A/N: theres ur chappie everyone. hope you liked it despite the first part. but i told you, things were going to start getting bad. nehow, i have to mention that what was happening before is happening again. some of you are adding this story to your favorite story list/story alert list again. now, dont get me wrong, im extremely flattered. but hey!! you guys cud do that AND review. im serious. if you rnt going to reivew this story, do not read it anymore. its reeli annoying to get emails of ppl added me to their story alert, but they could take the time to write down a little ditty: "hey, omg! love ur work! keep it up!"

that realli sux guys. did you know when authors dont get reviews, they dont write anymore? i'd hate for me to stop writing the story at this point, especially when its getting reeli good. so take the hint: READ & REVIEW. you've been warned.

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