An Ocean's Moon
A Final Fantasy X Fic By CosmicStar
Chapter 3: What Dreams May Come **blah** -- thoughts
~*~ -- Time change
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Wakka nervously paced around the outside of his hut, allowing Tidus to rest. Hopefully the boy would recuperate from his ordeal soon. Yuna had Rikku mix a Hypno Potion for him so that it would heal the wounds and help him rest.
Lulu appeared by Wakka's side and placed a hand on his shoulder, startling the young Besaidian.
"L-Lu! I wasn't expecting to see you, ya?" Wakka quickly wiped tears from his eyes and faced the opposite direction. This was all to try and keep the other ex-Guardians worries off of him. They needn't be troubled by what was going on with him and his boyfriend.
Lulu frowned deeply at Wakka and spun him around to face her.
"Wakka. You need to stop hiding your feelings from us. I know you find it to be a burden, but believe me, we are your friends. We can help you." Her voice was cool and stern, yet it held a hint of warmth and compassion. "What about Chappu? You never forgave yourself for not telling him how much you cared before he left that day. You've tangled with so many inner demons, it's time to let that go. We love you Wakka, and we want to help you."
"Yeah...well it's a sad world all around, Lu. I'm just afraid that I won't be able to protect him. That what I'm feeling isn't really love, ya know? I don't want to leave him, because I do care about him. But in the same sense...I'm beginning to wonder if I really am gay."
An awkward silence hung in the air for a moment. Lulu blinked at Wakka and raised her eyebrow.
"You aren't sure, Wakka? You did kiss him, and you've led him to believe that you are in love with him. And yet you aren't sure?" Lulu's tone had become that of disbelief and annoyance. She shook her head at him. "Every time something bad happens you can't continue to run away!"
Wakka recoiled like he'd been smacked in the face. He blinked a few times in rapid succession, to fight the tears down. "You weren't the one who saw your own brother die, Lu. Of course I'm not sure about any of this. Because I know, that no matter what happens; no matter how much I love him or care for him. In the end, I WILL lose him. And I just don't think I can deal with that."
Tears now dripped carelessly onto the soft earth below. Each drop stained the dirt a deeper shade of brown. Unable to hold his feelings back anymore, Wakka started sobbing uncontrollably, in a quiet manner. Lulu reached around and hugged the young man tightly and pressed his head to the crook between her shoulder and neck. All-the-while, she acted like a good mother would. Calming him with 'shh's, and 'It'll be okay's.
"I just don't want to lose him Lu."
The woman rubbed his back softly and held him in her embrace still.
"You won't Wakka; you two are destined to be together. Everyone knows it. It'll all work out in the end. You two will have a happily ever after, I promise."
Little did either one of them know that Tidus had woken up in the middle of their conversation, and in a desperate attempt to find Wakka, started outside when he heard the two conversing. Tidus was standing just inside the door of the hut, silently thanking Lulu for talking to Wakka. He was sad though, because he knew that no matter how hard he tried, he and Wakka couldn't always be together. The fayth had told him that he was merely a dream. And that when the dreaming of the Fayth ended after the defeat of Sin...he would disappear. The young man looked up at the ceiling and prayed that someway, somehow....he and Wakka could stay together for always.
END CHAPTER 3.
A Final Fantasy X Fic By CosmicStar
Chapter 3: What Dreams May Come **blah** -- thoughts
~*~ -- Time change
~*~
Wakka nervously paced around the outside of his hut, allowing Tidus to rest. Hopefully the boy would recuperate from his ordeal soon. Yuna had Rikku mix a Hypno Potion for him so that it would heal the wounds and help him rest.
Lulu appeared by Wakka's side and placed a hand on his shoulder, startling the young Besaidian.
"L-Lu! I wasn't expecting to see you, ya?" Wakka quickly wiped tears from his eyes and faced the opposite direction. This was all to try and keep the other ex-Guardians worries off of him. They needn't be troubled by what was going on with him and his boyfriend.
Lulu frowned deeply at Wakka and spun him around to face her.
"Wakka. You need to stop hiding your feelings from us. I know you find it to be a burden, but believe me, we are your friends. We can help you." Her voice was cool and stern, yet it held a hint of warmth and compassion. "What about Chappu? You never forgave yourself for not telling him how much you cared before he left that day. You've tangled with so many inner demons, it's time to let that go. We love you Wakka, and we want to help you."
"Yeah...well it's a sad world all around, Lu. I'm just afraid that I won't be able to protect him. That what I'm feeling isn't really love, ya know? I don't want to leave him, because I do care about him. But in the same sense...I'm beginning to wonder if I really am gay."
An awkward silence hung in the air for a moment. Lulu blinked at Wakka and raised her eyebrow.
"You aren't sure, Wakka? You did kiss him, and you've led him to believe that you are in love with him. And yet you aren't sure?" Lulu's tone had become that of disbelief and annoyance. She shook her head at him. "Every time something bad happens you can't continue to run away!"
Wakka recoiled like he'd been smacked in the face. He blinked a few times in rapid succession, to fight the tears down. "You weren't the one who saw your own brother die, Lu. Of course I'm not sure about any of this. Because I know, that no matter what happens; no matter how much I love him or care for him. In the end, I WILL lose him. And I just don't think I can deal with that."
Tears now dripped carelessly onto the soft earth below. Each drop stained the dirt a deeper shade of brown. Unable to hold his feelings back anymore, Wakka started sobbing uncontrollably, in a quiet manner. Lulu reached around and hugged the young man tightly and pressed his head to the crook between her shoulder and neck. All-the-while, she acted like a good mother would. Calming him with 'shh's, and 'It'll be okay's.
"I just don't want to lose him Lu."
The woman rubbed his back softly and held him in her embrace still.
"You won't Wakka; you two are destined to be together. Everyone knows it. It'll all work out in the end. You two will have a happily ever after, I promise."
Little did either one of them know that Tidus had woken up in the middle of their conversation, and in a desperate attempt to find Wakka, started outside when he heard the two conversing. Tidus was standing just inside the door of the hut, silently thanking Lulu for talking to Wakka. He was sad though, because he knew that no matter how hard he tried, he and Wakka couldn't always be together. The fayth had told him that he was merely a dream. And that when the dreaming of the Fayth ended after the defeat of Sin...he would disappear. The young man looked up at the ceiling and prayed that someway, somehow....he and Wakka could stay together for always.
END CHAPTER 3.