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I haven't updated in awhile because i had to come up with an interesting plot so enjoy!

Sasuke Uchiha had never had any intensions of falling in love. Not even when his life was good and his brother was with him. Love was such a foreign word. It meant nothing to him. Now he couldn't say he never felt love before. His family loved him before they were slaughtered and he now knew that Itachi had loved him to. In fact the reason he was alive right now was because of that. But he wasn't sure he wanted to be alive at this moment. Hinata Hyuga the "supposed" shy girl was out to kill him. He wasn't sure this was love. It was a mixed feeling. Every time she walked in to wake him up during the nightmares he hugged her. He didn't know why but the thought of having a human close by helped. He always relived that night. The night when his parents were murdered. Every time he held her she sat there as still as a stone and her heartbeat wasn't heard. Her breath was latched to her throat and he knew she hated him. She loathed this position. No... It wasn't the position. She despised him every cell in her very being screamed for him to let go. Her skin was as cold and smooth as ice. Yes this defiantly wasn't love. She was merely an object to him. Just like a kid clinging to his teddy bear when lightning struck. Just like a child clutching his doll when nightmares about monsters and aliens came. This, this mixed feeling, was far from love. It was just a strange way of comfort a twisted way to use her. He knew she hated it yet it brought a satisfying amount of pleasure and comfort to hold her like that. Like he owned her. To feel her body tense and yell out to him. He was a twisted person. He watched her inner self struggle. Yea he used her. As an object like he owned her yes he was a very twisted person.

Hinata always had a soft heart. The saying once a villain always a villain didn't only apply to cold hearted people it could apply to people like Hinata, nice and soft hearted. No matter how hard she tried to just sit and listen to Sasuke dreaming about his clan massacre she couldn't. She always found herself walking in to wake him. She knew how dangerous pity could be. But she found herself doing just that. She looked at him and wondered how he survived the jail cell alone all those nights. With nobody to wake him. And when he did wake up the darkness would swallow him plunging him in a fall that would not end until morning came to remind him that he was rotting in a cell. Hinata shook her head escaping from the thoughts. She gave a soft nudge to his shoulder and he jolted awake. He pressed her against his body and she had to suppress her urge to scream. She didn't like how close they where or how Sasuke latched onto her like she was his. No she didn't like it at all in fact her whole being wanted to run away and hide where he could never touch her again. She hated him. Every working braincell yelled out at her telling her that he was dangerous. But the heat his body radiated was so damn hot. It was not like Naruto's warm and inviting. It was an intense and dangerous heat one at radiated off a mutt. So intense she found herself melting. His breath was tickling her skin.

"Stay like this" he whispered

Hinata had to suppress her shudders. She tried shoving him away but he held firm and his arms locked around her with so much force she thought she was going to snap. She could sense that something was wrong here. She shouldn't be listening to him. SHE was the one holding him captive yet it felt like he had total control over her. She tried to command him to let go but her voice was lost. She squirmed under his grip but he used all his power to get on top of her. She couldn't do anything. Her back felt the cold sheets and her eyes meet the dark onyx ones above her. Her hands were held tightly and her chest heaved up and down. She tried to kick but he prevented her to move at all. She closed her eyes waiting for the final blow. She knew that this had been dangerous. Letting him out of his chains was risky yet she had done him because she was to goddamn nice. She mentally cursed herself. She waited for him to attack. But nothing happened. She opened her eyes and whimpered her captor had two brightly spinning sharingans.

"All these years and you still don't know?" He asked looking amused.

She wanted so much to slap that look right off his face but she was curious.

"Know what?!" She was surprised her voice came out solid and strong.

"Tsk tsk. You shouldn't have underestimated the rookie nine. Oh wait you weren't there. Yes you fled and left everyone to die."

"NO I DIDN'T!" Hinata cried

"Oh right what happened again? Refresh my memory will you?"

The tears threatened to spill as she remembered the night. Her throat chocked back sobs and angry screams.

A sharp sound of a kunai snapped Hinata back to reality as Sasuke held the weapon to her throat.

"I asked you to refresh my memory."

After a few gigantic breaths Hinata whispered in a barely audible cracking voice

"Neji..."

Sasuke smirked Hinata knew. He had known the answer all along. He just wanted to play with her. He was just a monster that craved to control someone. To tickle the prey then suddenly pounce on it.

"Oh that's right. I thought he was a genius. But i guess he becomes quite a fool when i comes to his Hinata-hime ne?"

"Don't you dare call Neji a fool!" Hinata yelled

"Oh but lets be honest his foolish behavior got him killed. He though he could actually save you? He's a scum who abandoned his friends and family so he could pick you up and run. He's a coward who abandoned everyone!"

"STOP! Neji saved me and even if he stayed whats the difference he would have been killed along with everyone!"

"What's the difference..." Sasuke mushed

"Well at least you wouldn't have to see him die right in front of you! Sugetsu said he put up a good fight. And he wouldn't even let you move a finger ne?"

It was true he had knocked her out as soon as sugetsu appeared. Hinata remembered holding a dying Neji and sobbing uncontrollably

FLASHBACK

"NEJI!"

Her tears dripped down her chin and fell with tiny plops.

The spring was gurgling and the night bugs chirped. It seemed so cruel. How could the night still live on as if nothing happened when her Neji-nii was dying.

"Somebody... Oh Kami-sama save neji."

Her tiny shoulders shook and her rib cage aced. She made sounds of a dying animal, as if her soul was getting sucked right out of her.

"Nobody can save him now." The enemy grinned a hint of amusement on his devilish features. "Well my jobs done. Was ordered not to kill the heir so see ya." With a puff of smoke he was gone. Hinata yelled. "NEJIIII!"

He smiled.

"Run... Hina"

That was his last breath. His last goodbye. She remembered when the attack started Naruto's promise to find her... Fix her... That was HIS last goodbye before he handed her over to Neji who took her sobbing and yelling.

END OF FLASHBACK

"W-w-why did you spare me?"

Sasuke's smirk quickly melted.

"Not only you." He muttered.

Then he jumped off of her.

"Get out"

She did as she was told rushing out and slamming the door. Catching her breath was hard. The tears left endless trails. Neji's warm face and Naruto's loving promise all crashed down on her as she screamed into her pillow as the fresh memories swelled within her eating her alive and swallowing her into a world of darkness.

"Not only me?" She rolled that sentence over and over in her head. What in hells name did sasuke mean by that...

Yea yea it was rushed again towards the end i really tried sorry!

Shiro