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Hannah Kay xx

It worked. Jeremy gave the stake to Damon. He gave the stake to Damon and then actually hugged Elena without trying to kill her. The look on both of their faces was one of pure relief. It made me smile to see them like that again, even if it might not stay.

We spent a nice evening together, laughing like we were normal teenagers for the first time for a long time. The evening ended with Damon unsiring Elena and my driving away from Jeremy, Elena in tow.

The lights of the dash board illuminated her pale face to me and I frowned at the perplexed expression in her dark eyes. "Are you okay?" The question was pointless and utterly stupid, but I asked it anyway to break the silence.

She turned her eyes from the black night and looked at me with a small shrug. "I'm alright. It just feels weird, you know?"

I laughed humorlessly. "Dunno Elena, I've never been sired before." I joked before sobering and nodding quickly. "Yeah, I get it."

She nodded slowly, tugging at the sleeves on her sweater thoughtfully. "What happened?" She asked quietly, obviously not wanting to pry, but wanting to know.

"We kissed." I answered, keeping my eyes on the road. Those feelings were starting to stir again and I knew Elena supported them... I just wasn't sure if I supported them.

"You did?" She tried not to smile, but I could see the corners of her mouth turning up ever so slightly in the dim light.

I nodded. "Yeah."

She laughed. "Bonnie, give me something here." She pleaded, smiling outright now. "I've had a really hard couple of weeks now... dying and all. Tell me something good is going to come of all this."

"We didn't really talk about it." I answered quietly as we pulled up to the Gilbert house. "He said he was glad it happened. I agreed. That was about all we said though."

She nodded. "Oh." Her eyes were staring forward at the house, musing happily. "He seemed happy." She murmured before moving to meet my eyes. "You seemed happy."

"Jeremy makes me happy." I told her under my breath and she smiled.

"That's what I like about you two." Her response was quiet, but it brought a sneaky smile to my lips anyway. "I think you complete each other."

"Yeah." I answered with a quiet laugh before opening the door and heading up the front walk. I then turned to smile at her. "I'm staying the night."

She laughed, joining me on the porch with a smile. "Good."

Once we were inside, I slumped over on the couch, sighing quietly. "I'm hungry."

She grinned, nodding. "I'll go make something." She told me, gently pushing my shoulder before dashing to the kitchen.

I exhaled quietly, looking at the picture on the bookshelf across the room. It was of Jeremy, maybe two years ago, during his Anna phase. This very picture should tell me to stop, remind me of why we broke up, warn me for the future, but instead set my stomach on fire. I could so keenly remember the feel of his hands on my face, lips sending me into a world of unimagined pleasure.

"Hey, Bonnie!" Elena's yell stunned me from my daze and I sighed, pressing my face to my hand. "I called a pizza in but I need to take a shower. Can you get it?" She asked, flashing into the room with a smile.

I nodded quickly. "Yeah, that's fine." I assured her and she smiled, bouncing up the stairs and into the bathroom. I sat there, staring at his picture for a while before standing up and walking quickly up the stairs. I opened his door, slowly stepping inside and closing the door behind me. For a moment, I just looked across the room, staring at the blue bed spread on his bed and then sighing quietly before crossing the room to sit on the edge of his bed. The room smelled inherently of his skin.

At this precise moment, my phone vibrated. When I pulled it out, Jeremy's face was smiling back at me from the screen so I quickly left the room. It would be too weird to talk to him on the phone in his room. I quickly walked down the stairs before slipping out the door to sit on the stairs and lean against the railing. I answered, sighing quietly at the sound of his breathing. "Hey Jer."

"Hey Bonnie." He answered with a chuckle. "How's Elena?"

I sighed, looking up at the stars. "She's convinced that this is all right." I shrugged. "How about Damon?"

"He's drinking." He answered with another chuckle that sent chills up my spine.

"Typical." I answered, tapping my fingers against the steps. "How're you?"

He waited for a minute to answer and I pulled my legs closer to my chest, frowning. "I miss you already."

I laughed at his response, leaning my head against my knees. "I miss you too."

"Enough talking, Gilbert." Damon snapped.

Then the line went dead.

Anyone know where i'm going with this?

OH! and I didn't see the episode. Tell me one thing though: Any Beremy, my babies? Ima watch it either later tonight or tomorrow on the internet but still... tell me. :D

Hannah xx