Basically, from this chapter on out there is going to be rated MATURE and RESTRICTED material. I mean, we're talking something you aren't going to see on TV with the Veronica Mars TV show, or any other. We're not talking porn, but we're talking real life high school. I'm a High School senior so basically I've gone through the ropes of everything, in and out of relationships, I know the whole 9 yards. I'm going to make this as real as possible, and use the context and things that make it real as possible. If you're not comfortable reading sexual things, or cuss words, anything like that, than I'm sorry, this fic is going to contain it. Thank you all for the reviews and the messages, I truly do appreciate. Even though my summer vacation is coming up in a couple of days, I fully plan on working on this fic until it's done, and I'm satisfied along with you guys! Thanks and DiVe in!

Chapter 7 -Little Lace

I shifted my focus off Dick and got out of my bed. I went to the bathroom and got a glass of water. I knew that I didn't want to have sex with Dick tonight, it would all seem too much like a fairy tale movie where the girl and the boy are meant to be together forever and she gives it up to him knowing it's the right thing. Please, I wasn't going to lose my virginity tonight, and I didn't know who I was going to lose it too. Of course I have urges, all girls do, and we all know boys do too. I knew that if I offered or if it came up and I was willing Dick would go for it, but I didn't want to think about this anymore, it was already stressful enough that it was on my mind.

"What are you doing?!" Dick asked from my bedroom.

"Getting some water." I said, smiling and walking back down the hall.

I found Dick laying on my bed sprawled out like he was about to take up the whole bed, and I would be stuck on the couch. I didn't think so.

"And just what do you think you're doing on my bed?" I said to him, with playful attitude.

"Oh you know, getting ready to sleep." He said, winking.

Both of us knew we weren't going to go to sleep for a while, but I guess it was funny that he had said that. I stood there for a minute just looking at his face, and it kept going through my mind about how lucky I was that I was the one sitting here with Dick, and I was the one he was after. He was so gorgeous, he was the typical 'surfer' looking guy that every California girl wanted, and I was a Cali girl but I never really though about Dick and I together. The more I looked at him, and the more time I spent with him, the more I came to realize how much I wanted him. I knew that he and I already had something, but every second there was something more I wanted out of him, or just him in general.

"Okay, I am so comfortable." Dick said grabbing my favorite pillow and snuggling with him.

"Nuh-uh.. That's IT." I said, jumping on the bed.

That was just what Dick wanted me to do because as soon as I did he grabbed me with his arms and hugged me until I couldn't breathe. We situated so that we were more comfortable and Dick reached around and grabbed my face pulling it in towards his. He tenderly kissed me on the lips, making me want more. I kissed back, but more rough than he did. We started moving with one another, and eventually we were rolling around on my bed kissing heavily. For some reason I reached up and took off the shirt Dick was wearing and threw it on the ground, and kissed his neck. He looked deep into my eyes before kissing me on the lips again. He lifted my shirt up a little and put his hand up farther than the small of my back, but still not too far. We rolled so that I was laying on top of him and I gave him a couple of hickies on his neck. He laughed like a little boy and told me that it tickled, but not to stop. Eventually, I found myself in my bra and underwear, and Dick still with only his shirt off. I kind of started to get uncomfortable, because I knew Dick was experienced, and I definitely was not. I pulled away and put my fingers over my lips.

"What... what's the matter?" He said, catching his breath.

"I just don't wanna regret anything." I said to him, placing my hands on his hips.

He kissed me softly on the lips. "Then don't." He said, rolling over and laying his head down next to me.

"I didn't mean that you–that you had to stop... I just... I've... well, I um.." I struggled with words.

"You're what?" He asked. "Scared?"

Boys were so naive. They had no idea when a girl was trying to tell them something, they just guessed at the easiest answer around.

"Well yeah I'm scared but not cause of anything you've done it's just..." I couldn't bring myself to tell him.

"It can't be bad enough you can't tell me. I mean... you're making me think herpes and mono right now." He said, kind of chuckling.

I laughed a little bit. "No.. It's just me and Duncan never... you know. And so I've never..." I said, burring my head in my hands.

He lifted my head up. And kissed me on the nose. "I don't even care about that. That has nothing to do with me and you. And if we get there, we get there. It's whatever." He said, making me feel better.

It wasn't like I hadn't given Duncan anything else. Basically, I had done everything with Duncan except have sex. I mean... we were really close to doing it several times, but it just never seemed right, or something would come up. But, even though I was a girl I knew what it was like to get "excited" and then there not be any delivery. I mean, if I were a 16 year old guy and I had just made out with a girl for a half hour when she was in her lace bra and thong, and I had my shirt off, I'd pretty much be pissed off if I didn't get anything.

"Thanks for understanding." I said, reaching over him and turning off the light.

I could tell that he was disappointed, but oh well. After I turned the light off I got under the covers and turned so I was facing the other way than him and pulled myself clear away from him. I was on the other side of the bed. He kind of scooted towards me but I just gave him the vice I didn't want him around me, that I felt uncomfortable. May I remind you, I'm still in my bra and thong here.

"Okay then.." I heard him whisper, like he had done something wrong and turn around.

About five minutes later I rolled over and got onto of him. I knew it was weird since my bare butt cheeks were on his thighs but I didn't care. I leaned in and kissed him hard, and this time I was the one that put my tongue in his mouth. Eventually I kissed his neck, and went down to his stomach, and his abs, until I got down there. I slowly pulled his pants down.

"Veronica?"

"Sh!" I said, starting.

I gave Dick a pretty good blow job, I'd say, because he was making all kinds of noises. He kept touching my head and moving around. I knew what I was doing, but it wasn't like I was an expert. Finally when he was about to, he got up and went to the bathroom, and came back. I don't think either of us knew what to say, so we just started making out really hardcore. It was something that he and I shared, it was a common interest. We both loved and adored kissing. I don't think that I had ever made out with someone that long before. After I pushed our relationship to a higher level, Dick and I made out for almost 3 hours. Finally he pulled away.

"You didn't have to do that." He said to me.

"You're referring to the.." I said looking down.

"...Yeah.. I mean.. I didn't want you to feel pressured to do that."

I smiled at him. "I didn't feel pressured to do anything... I wanted too." I said.

It did kind of feel weird, just to be honest. I mean... Dick hadn't asked me out yet, and it took me about 3 months after Duncan and I started dating freshman year for me to let him feel me up, let alone for us to get to the point where we were doing things like that to each other. But I had grown up, and I wanted to do it, for some reason. I just felt like of like a slut though... I didn't want Dick to leave tomorrow and never come back and for some reason I felt like that was going to happen.

"Okay... well I just don't want you to think that's all I want, and that I'm just gonna leave or something." He said to me.

It was weird that he had taken thoughts of out my head like that. "Well..." I said.

"You feel like that, don't you?" He asked me, but calmly.

"I don't feel like that.. I just don't want it to be like that." I said, trying to smile.

Even though Dick and I had only been talking to one another roughly a week, I just felt like if we're going to be like this together, and everything, shouldn't there be some kind of recognition for it. I smiled at him again, and kissed him on the lips, as he wrapped his arms around me and I fell asleep.

Next Chapter(s):

Will D and V take the bf/gf plunge?
Is anyone going to find out?
Will V give it up?