A/N: Hi, so, I was hopin' for at least a reaview for Danielle's thing, you know, but, anyway...I'm still too caught up in the story, so...

Songs:

-Knocking on heaven's door- Guns n roses version

-Killing loneliness- HIM

Love, Maggie

It'd been two weeks. Two fucking hurtful and sucking weeks. It was November 18th, and of course she didn't want to think about it, but it was Danielle's birthday. Her cousin's birthday. Her dead cousin's birthday. Emma had taken off from Bobby's place after taking back the Camaro. She was driving it, since Dean hadn't said anything and she needed a ride.

The night Castiel got them from Carthage, from the exact spot where the devil was bringing Death to Earth, she'd been a numbly mess. She left Bobby's house the day after that, when she went back for Danielle's car and that was the last they saw of her. She didn't leave a note, didn't say anything. She just took off. And Sam couldn't even be mad at her. Because he understood how it felt to lose the person that matters the most to you. Hell, when Dean died he went and tried to make a deal to save him, then he tried to kill Lilith with his bare hands, and then he had trusted a demon bitch that got him under pretty good. Yeah, he was someone to talk about dealing with loss.

But anyway, he was worried and felt uneasy for Emma. He cared about her, and was afraid she might do something stupid to bring Danielle back. Like he had back in the day. But he almost didn't have time to worry about it. Dean found a hunt pretty soon, and even though he didn't feel up to, he went along with it. He knew his brother needed something else to focus on, other than Danielle being gone. And if it was a hunt he needed, then he could have it. It was gonna take a while for them to get over her death, if they ever did. They never got over death. He still remembered the god-awful feeling from when he saw Jess burning on the ceiling. He could remember the day his dad died with perfect clarity. And on top of that all, he remembered the hellhound tearing his brother apart, and the horrible feeling of not being able to move and do something.

And now, he also had the image of Danielle and Jo bleeding to death in the floor of a hardware store. And the explosion after that, Emma's arms around him, desperate trying to move. He didn't know how he was doing it, but amazingly, he was holding up. But one day, damn, one day he was going to snap, and that couldn't be good. He was aching to go after Emma, but Bobby said to give her time. She probably was going back to Mississippi, and he had called Isobel and she'd call back if Emma showed up there.

So, with things still sucking, they left Bobby's and went to Ketchum, Oklahoma, to help an old friend of their dad's on a hunt. In a psychiatric hospital. As Dean drove down the empty road, Sam shook his head, wishing another life, any life but this one.

Emma parked the Camaro outside Sydney's tattoo parlor and stayed there, sitting, looking out the window, wishing for her cousin to be with her. It was her birthday, damn it, she should be there. She sighed, the now usual ache in her chest pounding like a goddamn bell. She'd been driving for a day straight, wanting to get right where she was. And now, she was stuck in the car. She couldn't will herself to move. She took a deep breath, but it felt wrong. Like her lungs weren't there, and all she had was a big empty hole.

Sydney watched from the window in her shop and seemed worried. Emma and Danielle were much like daughters to her. She'd been friends with their mothers, and she was in fact Emma's godmother, and that implied feelings and responsibility she didn't know she could deal with. Well, she was going to find out.

When Emma walked inside the shop Sydney's heart shattered in pieces. She knew that look. She could recognize it anywhere. She immediately ran to her and wrapped her arms tightly around her tiny frame. She seemed even skinnier now, if that was even possible. She heard Emma take a deep breath and pulled away. Her ocean blue eyes were like ice, cold and transparent. It was like she wasn't even alive, like life had left her and she was only a messy carcass of a person. Something really wrong had had to happen to get Emma like that. And she could only guess one thing.

-Emma, darlin', is everythin' okay?- She asked, knowing well that Emma wasn't gonna answer.

-I want a tattoo- she replied. Sydney sighed. Luckily, Ryan was taking care of a client, and she didn't have any appointments for the day.

-Okay, what do you want?- she led Emma to her usual chair and she sat down, taking a paper out of her pocket

-I want this phoenix bird in my arm- she said. Sydney took a look at it. It was the same phoenix Danielle had on her back, only smaller. She wanted to know what the hell was going on, but of course, she played along with her request. At some point, Emma was going to tell her on her own accord.

-Okay, give me ten minutes to get ready- she stood up-get yourself comfortable, Ryan's over there- she pointed to her husband and a big dude who was getting a tattoo of a sailor anchor- just tell him if you need anythin'-

-You've got any vodka?- Emma inquired, her voice monotonous and empty. Sydney looked at her suspicious, but nodded

-Yeah, I'll be right back- Emma nodded and leaned against the chair she was sitting in. Two minutes later, Sydney put a glass and a bottle of Smirnoff on the table in front of her. Without a word, Emma poured herself a full glass and began drinking it quickly. The alcohol felt good, it numbed the pain, and she could have peace for a while, and not think about Danielle.

When Sydney got back, Emma was drinking her second glass, and she was still quiet. Sydney got ready, put the template over her arm and showed her how it looked in the mirror. Emma nodded

-Perfect, do it- she said firmly. Sydney sighed again, and got to work. When Emma felt the first stung of pain, she smiled in satisfaction. Yes, maybe she was somehow masochistic, but the pain right then felt good, and she didn't want to stop it. She leaned against the chair while Sydney worked, and closed her eyes, enjoying the feeling of the needle piercing her flesh.

"Where am I?" she thought sleepy, her head ached, and her body felt like a truck had ran her over. Slowly, she sat up, and discovered she was sitting on a bed. She looked around, and was even more confused than before. She was in her childhood house, then one that shared with her parents, before all those awful things happened. Yes, she was sitting in her old bed, with red covers and black pillows.

Her head snapped up when she heard a voice. It was coming from the kitchen, and it was soft, and melodic. It sounded like…no, but it couldn't be, could it? She stood up and stumbled her way to the kitchen. Her legs were shaking strongly under her, she didn't know why. She felt her heart pounding loudly against her chest, and her breath caught when she saw who that voice belonged to.

Juliet Cobain was happily singing a country song, sometimes dancing along with it, while she cooked. She was chopping some potatoes right then, but she sensed her daughter behind her and stopped singing.

-Welcome home, darlin'- she greeted her. Danielle was frozen in place

-M…Mom?- she asked, moving towards her with hesitation. Juliet left the knife on the counter and turned around to face her little girl.

-The one and only, darlin'- she replied, smiling widely. The angels had told her why Danielle was here, but she was just so happy to finally see her. She closed the distance between them in two long steps and hugged her. Danielle was in shock at first, but when she felt her mother's arms around her, they were real, and she lost it. She hugged her back, and buried her face in her hair. She always smelt like strawberries. And damn, she had missed her so much all those years.

-Mom…- she cried in contentment

-Shhh, baby, it's okay- Juliet told her-Dani, you know why you're here, right?- Danielle pulled away from her mother and looked at her confused

-I'm here for you. I mean, yes, I died, I know that, I remember…- she shivered-you know where Jo and Ellen are?- Juliet shook her head

-No, darlin', but I know one thing-

-What is it?- she smiled at her mother, not able to help herself.

-You don't belong here-

-What you mean? Where's "here" anyway?-

-Come- Juliet led her outside. She opened the front door and a bright midday sun hurt her eyes. She shielded them with her arm but Juliet continued to drag her outside

-Where're we goin'?- Danielle asked

-You'll see- her mother replied cryptically. A few more steps ahead, Juliet stopped walking. She didn't let go of Danielle's arm, and with a low voice, she casted a spell. Danielle was new to all that witchcraft stuffs, Emma had barely taught her a few defensive spells, but she needed practice. But seeing her mother use magic so naturedly, made her wanna do it too. After all, it ran in the family.

Danielle felt like air was rushing out of her lungs and right then the ground started shaking.

-M…Mom!- she pleaded, not knowing what to do

-Relax, darlin', you'll be fine- Juliet kissed her daughter's head and then, it was over. They were in a completely different place. It was dark, and it looked like a bar of some kind. A young woman was mixing some drinks behind the bar, and she found a few other people watching her in amusement. She recognized most of the people though.

-Ash?- she asked, not sure if she was dreaming or this was real. The guy sitting on the middle stool turned away and jumped from his seat

-Who else, darlin'?-he replied in a cocky voice, his southern accent was music to Danielle's ears

-Ash!- she ran to hug him and he picked her up in his arm, swinging her off the floor.

-I guess you're happy to see me- he murmured and Danielle laughed

-I missed you!- she told him, pulling away a bit. She was still hanging from his arms

-Missed you more- he answered

-Okay, you two might want to get a room then- A female voice said from behind Ash

-Pam?- Pamela Barnes smiled her usual soft grin that Danielle had learnt to love

-Oh, my God!- she pushed Ash away and hugged Pamela

-I can't believe you're here! I promised to kick Dean's ass for getting' you killed-

-I know- she chuckled- but the boy meant well-

-So you say- Danielle replied-man, I don't know what this is, but I like it- she said with a satisfied smile on her lips.

-Hey, no love for Auntie Liv?- the woman who was mixing the drinks behind the bar spoke with a deep southern drawl, the same one her mother had. Danielle spun around and almost hit her head with a glass hanging from the bar.

-Aunt Liv?- Danielle inquired, her eyes wide with surprise

-Darlin', stop askin' those same stupid questions, it's us, really- the woman grinned at her and jumped over the bar to hug her.

-You're beautiful, baby girl, beautiful- her aunt whispered in her ear. Danielle hugged her like there was no tomorrow. But an idea was starting to form in her mind

-Aunt Liv, where am I?- Olivia smiled at her niece but was Juliet who answered

-You're in heaven, darlin'- she said

-Heaven?-

-Yes-

-A bar is heaven for me?- she asked in confusion

-No, darlin', a bar is heaven for your aunt Liv- she smirked-and those two over there are crashin' the party-

-Hey, we were invited- Ash defended

-By whom?-

-One of those angel jackass- he replied-he said we needed to be here for her-

-Why me? Why am I so important?-

-Can I tell her? Please?- Olivia whined like a baby and that made Danielle and Juliet laughed

-Go ahead, Liv-

-You're not stayin' for long, Dani-

-Why not? I'm dead, I should stay here with you. I wanna stay here with you-

-No, you weren't meant to die. You saved Dean, and that was your decision, but it wasn't your time-

-What's that supposed to mean?-

-You're goin' back-

-I'm goin' back? Why?- Danielle took a seat next to Ash and Pamela, her mother and aunt standing in front of them. Ash wrapped and arm around her waist and pulled her closer to him, kissing her cheek and neck softly. Danielle tried to focus but it was impossible. She missed Ash's loving hands and mouth. She knew she loved Dean, but she and Ash had history that began when they were teenagers, he was one of a kind.

-The angels want you back- Olivia told her

-Why?- she repeated

-It's a long story- Juliet said-Got somethin' to do with Dean and Michael and all that angel stuff I don't get- she shrugged-you sure know how to pick 'em, kid-

-So, they want me back because of Dean?-

-Yes, they said that if you don't go back, he'll never say "yes" to Michael. They don't wanna risk it. Michael doesn't wanna risk it. He's doin' it for Dean, it's somethin' similar to blackmailin'-

-O…kay…- she blinked, trying to understand what they were saying- So, what? Now I'm gonna go down there again, and tell them what exactly? I'm dead, I died in an explosion, they saw me, Mom-

-They'll believe it- she nodded-trust me, they'll believe it. And, you've got the protection of that angel you like so much, what's his name?- she put a finger over her chin in a thoughtful gesture

-Castiel?- Danielle guessed

-No… the other one. A little fat, bald, always with a suit…-

-Zachariah?- Danielle offered

-That one!- Juliet smiled-yes, he's not much of a helper, but that's all they've got right now-

-So, Zachariah will take me back?- she groaned- I hate that freakin' angel!

-I know, he's not my biggest idol, either. But that's the plan, yeah-

-And if I don't want to?-

-Danielle…- Juliet warned-You're goin', okay? You're not stayin' here, it's not your time-

-But I'm happier here, it's peaceful and quiet. I don't have to worry about killin' monsters or the freakin' Apocalypse-

-Which you're gonna stop- Juliet said-Danielle, I know the plan you had with Emma, and that's what you're gonna do, okay? You're gonna find the sword, and kill the son of a bitch-

-So it's gonna work then? Are you sure?-

-Yes, the prophets had seen it. If you focus hard enough, you'll be able too-Olivia told her-and, by the way, how's my daughter doin'?-

-She was fine till I left- Danielle answered- I think that now she's a mess. She probably went to Sydney's-

-She did well if she went to Sydney's, she'll protect her for now. Until you get there-

-Aunt Liv, are you sure? It's not good for her to be around people like us-

-You mean the devil's vessel?- Olivia guessed- yeah, he's an unique individual. But, it's her choice- she smirked a bit-she was always into bad boys-

-The angel didn't tell you about Lucifer's plan to bring Lilith back? Preferably on my body-

-What?- both Juliet and Olivia snapped-that bitch ain't comin' back, I'll go wherever she is and kill her again if I have to- Juliet snarled-you're gonna be just fine, baby, I promise- Juliet kissed her head and hugged her tightly

-Okay, I believe you- Danielle said and then sighed-can I stay a little longer? And have some drinks with you guys? I wanna enjoy heaven while I can-

-'Course darlin'- Ash jumped from his chair again and went around the bar-what can I get ya?- he winked at her and she chuckled

-Hey, party boy!- Olivia called- get out of my bar-

-I'm servin' your niece, Liv-

-And I'm gonna serve her your balls on a plate, get out!-

-Okay, okay, don't need to threaten me- he sneaked past her and Juliet rolled her eyes

-What can I get you, Dani?- Olivia asked

-How about shots for all of us? Let's have some fun before the night is over, people!- They all nodded at her suggestion and smiled widely

-Shots for everyone it is- Olivia said. She put 20 small glasses on the bar and lined them up, pouring some vodka on them. She held one up, and looked at her people

-For Dani, bring us a souvenir next time you visit, girl- She smirked and they all grabbed their glasses, toasting and laughing softly. This sure as hell was heaven, at least for her.

-It's done, Em- Sydney told her, putting the needle and ink away. She wiped the blood away from her arm and took a mirror so she could look her new tattoo. Emma was drunk, but she was holding up, for now.

-It's awesome- She said, smiling at Sydney-thank you, Syd, best godmother ever- she hugged her and Sydney sighed. It was time to talk about the big elephant in the room

-Emma, darlin'…- she began and Emma groaned, knowing where she was going-why are you doin' this? And why aren't you with Dani? Today's her birthday-

-It is- Emma nodded, drowning another glass of vodka-but she's not here-

-I see she's not here, where is she?- Emma put the glass on the table with a thud

-She's dead- she let out bluntly

-What? How? When? Why? What the fuck happened, Emma?-

-We went after the devil, we had the Colt, we had everythin' we needed, and Danielle got caught in the crossfire, metaphorically speakin'- She took a deep breath and continued with a monotonous tone- A hellhound ripped her rib cage apart and then her and Jo, along with Ellen, blew themselves up, killin' the hellhounds in the process, while Sam, Dean and I jumped from the roof- She took another sip of vodka-best of all, the fuckin' devil's still alive and kickin'-

-Why? You didn't get to him?-

-We got to him just in time, thank you- she snapped-but the Colt didn't work. Dean shot him right on the head, and he just got up like it was nothin'-

-Damn him- Sydney exclaimed

-That's an understatement- Emma replied, taking yet another sip of vodka

-Okay, that's enough for you, watermelon; I'll take you to your Grams'-

-No- Emma shook her head with all her will-I don't wanna go there so she can make me talk about my feelings- she gave her the bottle of vodka-Take that away, but I'm not goin' to Isobel's-

-Fine, you're stayin' in my house then-

-It's not necessary, I'll find a motel, or crash in a friend's place-

-What friend's place?-

-I can call John and he'll let me stay in the back room of the bar-

-Don't be stupid, you're stayin' in my house- Sydney said firmly-after Ryan finishes his job, we're leavin'-

-Fine- she finally agreed-I'll go get dinner, so you don't have to cook-

-Emma, you can't even walk straight- Sydney said, stopping her from getting up- I'll fix dinner when we get home. Now, I'm gonna call Lydia and ask her to drive you to my place-

-Lydia?- she whined-she's a bitch! And she hates me since kindergarten!- Sydney smirked at her

-She works for me now, she's gonna behave just fine-

-But…- she had wanted to say it was humiliating, but her mouth felt suddenly dry and her head started to ache. She grabbed it between her hands and closed her eyes, gasping in pain.

-Emma, are you okay?-

-My head…- she groaned. It felt like a thousand knives were piercing her skull. She had visions before, but nothing like this. She fell from her chair, still grabbing her head and Sydney panicked. She didn't know what to do. The only answer in mind was calling Isobel. And damn, that was what she did.

-Emma, hold on, okay? Your Grams' comin' here now- she told the agonizing girl on the floor

-Why…-she tried to speak but her head was still killing her-why did you call her?-

-Emma, I don't know what the hell is goin' on!-She screamed-I'm freakin' out and you're dyin' in here!-

-I'm not dyin'-she replied breathless

-What?-

-It's a vision tryin' to break through my mind- she was able to explain-I need a place to stay quiet and concentrate-

-You're nuts- Sydney answered-you're gonna get yourself killed, damn it!-

-No…- she coughed a bit-No, I won't- she fought to stand up, or at least sit down, but her body wasn't responding. She knew why. Someone was messing with her visions, and that pissed her off more than anything.

-No- she whispered and then yelled as the vision finally hit her-NO!- She gripped her head tightly, and closed her eyes.

"Okay, let me get this straight- Danielle was saying to a man-you're takin' me back, because Michael wants Dean happy with his little girlfriend, so he'd say "yes" to protect me?- The man kinda nodded and she snorted- that's not gonna happen-

-Listen to me, kid, your mother already told you. This is how things work, okay? You're goin' back down there-

-I'm not talkin' about that-

-Then what?-

-He's not gonna say "yes"-

-We'll see- the man said with a smirk-but right now, you're takin' a trip down heaven's road- Emma saw Danielle protest but the man put a finger on her forehead, and she was gone.

Emma sat up panting. That was one hell of a vision. And, if it was real then…She jumped to her feet and ran out the door

-Emma?- Sydney's voice was desperate and high-Emmanuelle? Come here, girl! Don't make me come for you!-

-Sorry, Syd!- she shouted, getting into the Camaro-But I've got somethin' to do- she put the keys in the ignition, forced the engine to work fast and hit the gas, disappearing into a cloud of dust.

-Damn it!- Sydney cursed. She took her phone out and dialed Isobel's number.

-Anthony? Hi, it's Emma- she said into her cell phone. She was driving past the speed limit down some small road, speeding off to South Dakota. She had a feeling that was where the angel was going to leave her cousin.

-Hi, Emma, everything okay?- he asked with a worried voice

-Yeah, but I need a favor-

-Anything-

-I need you to call me if you see Dani, okay? It's important-

-Okay- he replied hesitantly- is she alright?-

-Yeah- she lied smoothly- but I can't find her. Just, promise me you'll call-

-I will- he said quickly-don't worry-

-Okay, thanks Tony, really-

-No problem. And if she doesn't stop by and you find her, let me know, okay?-

-Sure thing, don't worry- she promised without realizing it- Okay, thanks Tony, I've gotta go-

-Yeah, bye-

-Bye- she hung up and threw the phone into the passenger seat. She sighed nervously and smiled. For the first time in a long week, she smiled. Her cousin was gonna be there for her birthday, just like she always was.

-Knock, knock- A tall, bald, maybe a little over weighted man said, appearing in Olivia's bar, scaring the hell out of them

-Jesus Christ!- Danielle gasped

-Not quite- he replied with a smirk-are you ready to go back, sweet pea?-

-I…-

-Hi, I'm Juliet Cobain, Dani's mother, it's nice to meet you- Juliet stretched her hand and the angle took it

-Zachariah- he answered and kissed her hand-the pleasure is all mine-

-Okay, okay, Latin Lover, let go of my mother, I'm goin'- Danielle told him, cursing him under her breath. Juliet took her hand away and smiled at him. What he didn't know was that she had another card under her sleeve.

-Let me say good bye?- she asked

-Sure, why not?- he grinned in an annoying manner and crossed his arms across his chest. Danielle sighed

-Okay, guys, thanks for everythin'- she said and hugged Pamela-You, you turned Emma into a punk chick, you knew that?- Pamela laughed

-That's my girl- she replied. Danielle smiled at her and turned to Ash

-Alright, sweetheart, this is it then- She told him-I'll miss ya- she hugged him tightly and he hugged her back, his hands ghosting to her rear, which he slapped once, making her jump and Olivia hiss menacingly. She was very protective of her niece.

-Kick their asses, Brandy- he whispered in her ear

-I will- she promised. Then she faced her aunt. Olivia smiled at her, her ocean blue eyes piercing through her soul

-You, stop this nonsense, and please, don't come back here in like, a century- she told her and wrapped her arms around her

-Okay, Liv, I will- Danielle said with a smile. She sighed loudly and turned to her mother. Juliet dragged her a little away from everybody and hugged her, sneaking a hand into her leather jacket

-What the…?-

-Shh, darlin'- Juliet murmured-you're gonna need it- she pulled away and looked at her daughter-I'm proud of you, baby girl. I love you, and you can always ask for my help. I'm just a ritual or spell away-

-You don't mind me usin' magic?-

-No, baby, it's in your blood too. Take advantage of it, use it for a good purpose-

-Like killin' the devil?- she asked, smiling

-Like kickin' that bastard's ass- Juliet replied. She kissed her daughter's hair and sighed-Take care-

-You too. I'll see ya in heaven, mom- she smirked at her mother and turned to Zachariah-But first, I have a few things I want to discuss with you- The angel sighed annoyed but nodded. He wanted to get over with it.

-First- Danielle began- take me someplace else-

-Your wish is my command- he replied and touched her forehead once. They appeared back in the bar, only this time it was empty-Sorry, I don't feel very creative today- he said

-Okay…- she murmured- here's the thing. I wanna know why you're really doin' this- she crossed her arms over her chest and waited. Zachariah thought about his options. He avoided a sigh that wanted to come out. If only Michael couldn't be so damn difficult with this and let the girl dead. The boy was going to say "yes" in the end anyway.

-Michael wants you with Dean-

-Why?-

-Because he thinks Dean will be more likely to say "yes"-

-To stop Lucifer from bringin' Lilith back, right?- she guessed. Zachariah was lost for a second. The girl was fast. There was no point in lying

-Yes- he answered-

-Okay, let me get this straight- Danielle said-you're takin' me back, because Michael wants Dean happy with his little girlfriend, so he'd say "yes" to protect me?- Zachariah gave her a light nod and she snorted- that's not gonna happen-

-Listen to me, kid, your mother already told you. This is how things work, okay? You're goin' back down there-

-I'm not talkin' about that-

-Then what?-

-He's not gonna say "yes"-

-We'll see- the man said with a smirk-but right now, you're takin' a trip down heaven's road- Danielle tried to protest but the angel put a finger on her forehead, and she was gone.

Dean was walking down a hallway, wearing a blue coat, worrying about Sam, and worrying about everyone else. Because while they were in that stupid place Lucifer was doing God knew what, and Emma was probably out there alone. And he felt like shit, because deep inside, he knew he had to take care of her. He owned it to Danielle.

He sighed, shaking his head to stop thinking about her.

-You missed our session today-the doctor told him. He looked at her briefly and kept walking

-Yeah, I was a little busy- he replied

-Still hunting that wraith?-

-People are dying-

-People die all the time-

-Look, lady, why don't you let me do my job and maybe save your life?-

-It's not my life that I'm worried about-

-God, damn, I'm fine, okay? I'm fine- he snapped, turning to face her

-C'mon- the doctor said- even you don't believe that-all this pressure you put in yourself, all this guilt? It's killing you. You can't save everybody, you can't- Dean stared at her, a little confused and taken aback

-Hell, these days you can't save anybody, Dean- the doctor told him

-What did you just say?-

-The truth, Dean!- she got something from her white coat pocket and surprisingly, it was Dean's cell phone-You got Dani, Ellen and Jo killed, Dean- she smiled sadistically- and you're hurting, aren't you? This is her?- she showed him the wallpaper on his cell phone, a photo of Danielle-She was gorgeous. I bet she took your phone and took her own picture so you could have a reminder when she wasn't with you- she scoffed-and I saw the message she left you a few weeks ago. You listen to it every day, don't you? Hearing her voice, wishing she was here...- she turned serious all of the sudden-you couldn't save her. You couldn't stop Sam from killing Lilith and, oh yeah, you broke the fist seal! All you do is failing. The world is gonna burn and there is nothing you can do about but feel that god awful pain, that's eating you alive- she tilted her head and continued speaking-you miss her, don't you? You miss her like you never miss anyone before, you miss her even more than your father- She scoffed again-and how pathetic are you to keep looking at her picture and hearing her message, over, and over, and over again-

-Who are you? How you know that stuff?- he asked, getting angrier

-Hey, settle down- a nurse told him, his voice tired

-Tell me!- he kept pushing to the doctor in front of him, but she didn't answer

-I said, settle down- the nurse got closer to him

-Who are you?- she asked the doctor, then looked at the nurse-Who is she?-

-Who?-

-What you're blind? Her!-

-Pal, there's nobody there- the nurse replied with patience. Dean stared at the doctor, finally seeing things clear

-Dean, I'm not real- she told him, smugly-I'm in your head. Because you are going crazy- And just like that, she was gone

-Just, leave me alone- he said and began walking away. He stumbled, almost falling to the floor. He was confused, in pain and pissed off. He hated to hear the truth about Danielle, but that was it. He missed her like a part of him was gone, and there was nothing he could do to bring her back.

He passed two nurses on the hallway, and when he looked at the mirror he saw their faces, ugly and evil looking. They were wraiths? Or was he honestly losing his mind? He kept walking, passing two patients there, seeing their faces, and shivering at the view. He reached a door and tried to open it, but it couldn't move. He felt like the walls were trapping him, the room became smaller, the air was heavy and it hurt to breathe. He fell to the floor, trying to breathe, his head was pounding painfully and he just couldn't move. Couldn't even lift a finger. He wished for Danielle to be there with him, then things would be alright. Yes, that was what he needed, he needed her. But he couldn't have her, and that thought made his chest tightened in pain and now, he couldn't breathe, even if he tried. He was lost without her, it was the truth.

It was almost midnight when Emma arrived at Singer's savage yard. The house was dark, which meant Danielle wasn't there at least, and that Bobby was probably sleeping. She parked the Camaro behind a crappy looking car and got out, gun in hand, ready to jump to action if someone surprised her. Luckily, she had her own key to the house. She sneaked in and closed the door behind her. She didn't want to startle Bobby and end up with a shot gun through her skull.

Emma walked into the kitchen and turned on the lights. She thought it be wise to let Bobby know she was there smoothly.

-Bobby?- she called and walked upstairs-Bobby?- she opened his bedroom door and walked in. Bobby was sleeping soundly on his bed. She felt bad for waking him, but there was no other choice. At least she could wait until morning to tell him the news.

-Bobby?- she shook him a bit and he opened his eyes, looking around in alarm

-What? What's wrong? Emma?- he rubbed his eyes and focused on her-Emma, what the hell are you doin' here?- he grumped

-I decided to stop by, hope you don't mind- she smiled sweetly at him and he groaned

-What time is it, anyway?- Emma checked her clock and grimaced

-Ten to two in the morning- she replied. Bobby groaned again and got his head fall on the pillow

-Alright, I got maybe an hour of sleep, would you mind giving me some space, kid? I'm kinda tired-

-Sure…- she got up from his bead and walked to the door-one question, though, you know where the Winchesters are?-

-Some place in Oklahoma, why?-

-Nothin'- she held up her hand to dismiss his question-I'm gonna crash on my room, see ya tomorrow- she paused-or later today-

-Yeah, yeah, get outta here- he turned around, his back to her and heard the door closing. He was glad she was back and she seemed strangely well, considering the circumstances, but, he'd deal with her in the morning. He had that feeling, after knowing her her entire life that she was up to something. And usually, that something Emma was up to, wasn't good.

Emma had no intention of sleeping. She just couldn't. Too much excitement. Instead, she focused on something else. She remembered Alexander, and she knew she had to stop him, before he got to Danielle or Sam. Sam. She sighed, thinking about him. She didn't know where they were, but she'd have to track them down if Danielle showed up. She took a bottle of whisky and headed to the basement. She put a lock spell on each door and window, so she could know if someone got in.

She grabbed Sydney's book, and her mother's book, along with a big amethyst and opened her secret compartment. It was freaky as hell, but she had blood from different people, in case she had to track them one day or, who knew what else. She took one of Alexander's samples and got to work. She knew she could combine a spell with her clairvoyance gift, to upgrade the power of the visions, and its clarity.

Olivia had been a pro at that. She came up with most of the spells Emma used, and on the way she added some more, completing her mother's book. Now, she used a special spell, designed to maximize her visions. She needed a drop of her blood and the subject of the vision if she knew who it was, in this case Alexander. She felt how her teeth clenched at the thought. Alexander and she had history. Once upon a time, he was the only person in this world she trusted, not counting Danielle. And now, he was Lucifer's bitch. It didn't get more fucked up than that.

She tried to sympathize with him, knowing his records and all, but she just couldn't. He was one of the most powerful sorcerers out there, and he decided to work with the devil. Well, that tells you something about that person, doesn't it? Emma shook her head and sighed loudly. She would have to kill Alexander. To be honest, that wasn't the first time. He had tried to kill her, once, but Olivia saved her. Of course, that was the end of her long career in witchcraft for Emma. Because her boyfriend killed her mother. That could make anybody resistant to use magic, if after all, it was magic who got her mom killed.

But that was a story for another day. Now, she had the chance for revenge and to make things right. She had to stop Lucifer, and to do that, she needed to find Alexander. So, she began the spell, focusing hard on it. After a while, she became a little dizzy, and knew it was working. She got glimpses of Alexander's future. He was protected against her magic, he wasn't stupid. But she was tougher. She did another spell, this one a location spell, hardcore one too. But once she had the map spread in front of her, and the Agatha talisman in her hands couldn't stop moving. It oscillated between two spots. Emma committed them to memory. One was New Hampshire, the other one was Oregon. Now what the hell could the devil and his sorcerer be doing in Oregon and New Hampshire? It didn't make any sense. But she took whatever she got.

"Now is time to go to bed" she thought, yawning. She'd been up for almost two days straight. She was tired as hell. She put everything away, burnt the rest of the blood on the bowl and went upstairs. It was almost 3 in the morning when she finally fell asleep.

-Where the hell am I?- Danielle asked, dizzy and disorientated

-You, my dear, are in California; you're favorite place in the world- Zachariah answered

-But, why? You could've left me at Bobby's-

-Yes, but I sense you need to take care of something here first, so I'm doing you a little favor- he smirked-don't forget to tell your boyfriend about it-

-No, wait! How the hell am I goin' back? I need to get to South Dakota, Emma is probably there-

-True…- he sighed-okay, since I'm feeling like a good samaritan today, I'll take you. Pray for me and I'll come get you, okay?-

-Okay…- she said suspicious. Why was Zachariah being so good to her? She didn't trust the angel, but, she was in no place to be picky either, so she nodded-Okay, I'll pray for you or whatever-

-See you later then- and just like that, he disappeared.

-Jesus Christ!- she gasped- freakin' angels- she cursed him under her breath and looked around for the first time. To her surprise, she was in front of Anthony's house. And she knew what she had to do. She knocked on his door, not having her keys or anything, for that matter, with her. She was greeted by a very happy and shocked Anthony.

-Dani?- he yelled in surprise- Oh, my God, thank goodness you're okay!- he pulled her into a tight hug and dragged her inside. She noticed the salt lines on the door and a few windows. She felt her heart sink a bit, what had she done to him? She ruined his life, if now he had to be as paranoid with demons and spirits as her.

-Your cousin called, said she couldn't find you- he explained once he closed the door-are you okay?-

-Emma called?- she asked-when?-

-About mid afternoon, probably a little earlier. She asked me to call if I saw you-

-No, don't do that. I'll surprise her- Danielle smiled at the thought-but first- she looked intently at Anthony- Tony, I need a favor-

-Anything- he said-I'm just so happy to see you up and well, I'd do anything for you, star- he hugged her again and she chuckled at his cheesiness

-Yeah, last time we saw each other was an, unfortunate time for me- she sighed-by the way, where's Andy?-

-She's working in New York, been trying to stay here to see if we heard from you, but duty calls-

-Yes, it does- she nodded-okay, back to the favor I need-

-Oh, yeah, tell me-

-I need you to empty my bank account-

-What? Why?- he inquired

-Look, Tony, I know I put you through some very wrong shit- she told him-and I'm tryin' to make it right, okay? I'll stay away from here as long as possible-

-You don't have to- he said softly

-Yes, I do- she replied-Listen, Tony, we're caught in the middle of a nasty storm. To be honest, I'm not sure we'll make it out alive, but I'm sure as hell will try-

-Okay, Dani, you're scaring me-

-I know- she laughed nervously-I'm sorry. But I'll need to cut any bond for now with you. It's for your own good. I have more dangerous enemies now than some demons that might break in your house-

-What's happening to you, Dani?- he questioned, his gentle eyes worried

-It's a long story- she said-and I don't have time to tell you- she looked upstairs- I need to grab some things from my room, and then I'll be gone-

-Wait, so, you want me to take your money, right? I'll need time-

-I've got a few hours to spare if needed- she answered-but hurry, please, Emma must be dyin' of impatience-

-Okay- he nodded. He knew better than to argue with her. And as much as it hurt him, he listened, because that was the right thing to do. Somewhere deep inside him, he knew Danielle couldn't actually leave forever, but until whatever she was into stopped. And so, he had to wait.

-Okay, make yourself comfortable, I'll stop by the bank-

-Great, try to bring me the money in bags with dollars' symbols on it, would ya? It'd be fun- she smirked at him and he chuckled once

-Yeah, Dani, whatever you ask- he rolled his eyes at her and headed out. Luckily, he was already dressed. Once alone, Danielle went upstairs to grab her things. She had her mother's spell book there, and she was going to need it now. She took a few bags she had left in her room and put everything she needed in. She got her entire collection of magic gems and stones, and what was left of her clothes, the rest was at Bobby's. When she was done, she took the bags downstairs, and fixed some dinner, or rather lunch. She had lost track of time up there. She looked at Anthony's daily book and gasped. It'd been two weeks since she died. Today was November 19th, Emma's birthday.

-Fuck, I need to hurry then- she murmured to herself. She decided that as long as Anthony wasn't back, she'd have a shower and change into new clothes. She cursed all the way to her bathroom. She had missed her own fucking birthday. And those two days, Emma and she always went to Las Vegas or Atlantic City to have some fun. Well, they could do it next year, when the devil wasn't hanging around Earth anymore.

An hour later, Anthony was back with the money. She had over a million dollars. She whistled and congratulated herself for saving it. They were gonna need it in the next few months. She thanked him, hugged him, told him to be careful, and then she grabbed her bags and left. She stood in the porch of Anthony's house, and felt kinda stupid. She was about to pray for an angel to take her to South Dakota. Stupidest thing she ever done.

-Um, Zachariah?- she asked to nobody-I'm ready to go- she said tentatively. No answer. She sighed and tried again

-Zachariah!- she shouted-Come down here, damn it!-

-Okay, you don't need to be so grumpy- the angel said, appearing in front of her

-Jesus!- she gasped-you ever heard of a warnin' in your entire freakin' life?- she snapped

-Yes, but it's no fun- he smiled at her-now, can we go? California weather isn't really my thing-

-Yes, let's go- she replied, rolling her eyes at him. She picked her bags and nodded to the angel. One finger on her forehead and she was already in South Dakota, most specifically in Bobby's savage yard. She stumbled, trying to stay on her feet.

-Okay, kid, I've done my part- Zachariah said-now, try not to get killed again, would you?-

-I'll do my best- she told him sarcastically. He smirked at her tone

-That's my girl-

-I'm not..!- but he was already gone-I'm not your girl- she finished and sighed. She looked around. It was around midday, from the position of the sun. She hoped Emma was already there, if not, Bobby was probably gonna have a heart attack.

Danielle took a deep breath and walked to Bobby's door. But Emma was faster. She came out of the house running for her cousin.

-Best birthday gift ever!- she yelled, hugging her and pinning her to the floor with the force of her embrace

-Damn, girl, I've missed you too- she whispered in her ear, hugging her back

-You have no idea- Emma murmured. She finally got over it, after a few minutes, and got up, helping Danielle do it too

-Bobby didn't believe me- Emma said, smirking-but I guess I'm a pretty decent clairvoyant-

-So, you saw me, uh?- Danielle asked, smiling-I'm proud, baby bunny, you're growin' up- she teased

-Yeah, yeah, good for me, yay yay- she replied sarcastically-now, can we please go in so Bobby could pay me what he owns?-

-You bet on me comin' back?- Danielle smacked her arm-You bitch!-

-Hey! I was right!- Emma defended- I knew you were comin', I just wanted to have some fun with the old man, and well, make some money too-

-I've got enough money for all of us- Danielle told her, holding up the suitcase with her money

-What you mean?-

-I got Anthony takin' the money out of the bank, so now we can use it however we want-

-And how much are we talkin' about?- Emma wiggled her eyebrows in a villain in a telenovela kinda way and Danielle smiled

-Well, around a million, I'd say-

-Are you serious?- Emma shouted- we're millionaires!- she jumped up and down like a toddler- we can buy a Corvette, like I always wanted!-

-Hey, relax- Danielle warned-this money will be used carefully. We'll need it, we've got a lot to work on-

-Oh, yeah- Emma nodded-how exactly are you alive, if I may ask-

-Let's get inside and I'll tell you both, I hate repeatin' myself-

-Fine- Emma rolled her eyes and helped her with the bags. Once inside, they had to deal with Bobby and his tests to see if she was really Danielle. When he finished, Danielle was soaked in holy water and she had a cut down her arm from a silver knife.

-You happy now?- she asked sarcastically-Jesus, Bobby, you're my godfather! You shouldn't do this shit to me!- she rubbed her arm painfully-that hurt, you know?-

-Sorry, girl- he said smiling-I had to be sure-

-Yeah, yeah, whatever- she dismissed his apologize with a gesture of her hand-now, we need to talk- she looked around-but first, where're Sam and Dean?-

-On a hunt, as far as I know- Bobby answered-let me call them and tell them you're here-

-Okay…-Danielle nodded-we're gonna need them here, there're a lot of stuffs to talk about-

-Yeah- Emma agreed- there are-

-Okay, I'll tell them I need help with a hunt- Bobby rolled himself to the kitchen-there's no way in hell they're gonna believe you're alive-

-True- Danielle said-tell 'em whatever shit will work she grimaced- I just want them here-

-I know- he wanted to stop smiling, but he felt just too happy. He was glad Emma was right. It was a ridiculous feeling, of course, but with Danielle there he actually felt hope. But now it was time to get the Winchesters here, and fast.