Chapter 4.

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After thinking for a moment I decided I may as well stay home because if Shizu-chan does come here he'd just hurt me a bit then leave, right?

I start to pack my things again, shrugging to myself - If that's how I was going to think about it, then I may as well move back to my old place where I could hire some humans and make an army against the brute, that's the only way anything is going to get better.

Alright then Izaya, I say to myself while locking my suitcase, I'll tell the landlord and move out before anyone gets here - that will confuse the blonde for sure~
First, I check to see if there is anything left that I may have missed then I walk out of the flat and pull a grey and blue jacket on over myself rather than my fur-trimmed coat - I think maybe if I pass Shizu-chan hopefully he wont recognise me and just keep walking by - if I'm lucky he wont notice me.

My hand twists the knob to the landlords' office and I step in, explain my sudden leave to the old man and pass him my keys and some bank notes, then step back out again and shiver at the sudden change in temperature. I wish I'd brought something warmer to wear, but it's kind of late now.

After two buses and a train I am finally back home, though it's darker now so the temperature had dropped some more, and of course my heating has been turned off for a while now, though it was quite warm already, strangely. The apartment is unusually warm, but it's still quite cold, so I drop my bag down and rush over to turn the hot water and heating on and immediately I feel a hot air blowing into the house, it's nice to be back and feel the hot air blow through my hair from the vents in the ceiling.

I pick my case back up off of the floor and smile slightly as I drop it onto my desk then look out of the window briefly, not seeing any people around. I wonder why? Though it doesn't matter, I don't even know what the time is. I head over to the bathroom and take my clothes off then push them into the clothes washer and step into the bath.
I take the shower head and twist the hot water faucet, letting the water flow over my body and scald my skin. Even though it hurts, it feels nice to have such warmth on my body after all the cold from the outdoors.

After the shower, I pull a towel around my hips then take my now clean, wet clothes, and place them into the dryer then head to my bedroom to lie down. My skin was still wet, and my hair drenched, but I couldn't be bothered to dry myself. I close my eyes to relax and find myself slowly fall asleep from the warmth..

I wake up suddenly what must have been a few hours later, wincing at the bright sun shining in through the window and shivering slightly because my hair was still wet and my skin damp. Though.. there was a strange feeling.. I try to adjust my eyes and feel myself grunt slightly, then wonder why I did so, It must be that alien feeling. I finally look down but I don't see anything so I grunt some more and sit up slowly, rubbing my thighs to soothe the cramps. Wow it's so bright, I wonder what the time is? Not that I know where my mobile is.

Slowly, I step into the living room - not really caring that I only had a towel around myself. Nobody ever looked inside my big window anyway. I was suddenly startled out of my dreary state by the sound of a crash of metal against tiles coming from the kitchen. I freeze then step back a few paces and grab my knife off of the desk, pointing it in front of myself threateningly as I slowly step into the kitchen.

I guessed it would be Shizuo before I saw the backside of him. The brute is bending over so I can only see his ass and the fact that he's scooping up the broken teacup with a dustpan and brush. He notices me and straightens up, tipping the ceramic into my bin. "Izaya..?" He mumbles, stepping toward me slightly. I step back, keeping my arm steady.

"What are you doing in my house?" I ask, frowning. "Breaking my things."

"No, I was keeping care of the place for when you get back.." He says, looking to the knife I'm pointing at his gut. "Would you put that away? I'm not in the mood to fight you."

"I want you out." I say, pointing to the door but keeping my gaze and knife locked onto him.

The blonde decides to take a step forward, making my knife jab into him slightly, his expression says he will keep walking forward even if he gets stabbed. So be it, brute. I wont lower my arm~

Suddenly I'm aware that I am completely naked. My arm shakes slightly and I look down to see my towel on the floor, thanks to Shizuo's quick tug. I quickly bend down and grab hold of it, keeping the knife poked in the idiot blonde's stomach, and pull it up to cover myself. He moves away and walks around me, so I take a stab at him as he walks past, though he just flinches and continues walking. I take this moment to tie the towel around my waist again, tighter this time.

"Shiizu-chan.. Where are you?" I call out quietly, sneaking through into the main room of my house. He isn't here through. Just then, I feel all the heaters turn off, and a clunk to notify me that the hot water has also been switched off. The apartment is pretty spacy, and a window is open, so it doesn't take long for me to be shivering. I'll probably get sick if I stay in a towel with no heating on, I think to myself, then lower my arm and hurry into my bedroom. It's colder in here, but I'll be okay once I have clothes on.

"Izaaya-kunn.." I hear from the main room. Oh shit, I thought he'd left.

I stay quiet and shuffle into some trousers and a T-shirt then grab my knife again, wiping off the little amount of blood on it from my swipe at Shizuo earlier, and walk out into the main room, shivering slightly. He must be in the kitchen. I sneak toward the heating room so I can turn the heating back on at least but when I open the door, Shizuo is standing there with a smug look on his ugly face.

"Cold, isn't it, Flea?" He says casually, grabbing my knife and forcing it out of my hand by the blade. I mean, who grabs onto a blade? Stupid brute. I've lost my knife but at least his hand is bleeding. I smile, looking at his bloodied hand.

"Why are you smiling?" He grunts, then grabs my wrists and twists them slightly, making me wince a little. I lift my leg up and knee him in the groin, making him make a satisfying yelp, though his grip only tightens.
"A-awh. Shizu-chan, you're bleeding on me. It's revolting, let go." I wriggle my fingers and wrist, pulling a face at the feeling of his blood on me.

"It's cold." He repeats again, though gritting his teeth slightly.

"What do you want me to say? Of course it's cold you brute! You turned off the heating!" I start to fume, kneeing his groin a few more times. His reaction was to.. hug me. It's not a normal hug though, it is a constraining hug. To keep me still. I thrash around, his nails pushing slightly into my back. His weight pushing against me made it hard to breathe.

He bends over slightly, despite my thrashing, and holds onto my legs and shoulders, pulling me off of the ground. I stop thrashing momentarily, wondering what the hell he's playing at, turning off my heating then picking me up. He starts walking slowly and lowers his face to mine, making my stomach churn. I move my head to the side while frowning, then start to push on him again. "Put me down you revolting piece of shit!" I spit at him in anger.

He stops, a angry expression coming over him, then lets go of me, letting me fall onto the floor. I whine slightly, shutting my eyes tight and arching my back. That really hurt. I feel his body over mine, his hair on my cheek, so I open my eyes - expecting his face to be looming over mine so I can bite his nose or something, though he isn't. I realise his head is over my shoulder, his hands are keeping my hands down and his legs, keeping mine down. I struggle slightly only to be met with a horrible pain in my neck.

"Argh! Shizuo! Get off! Go away! That hurts.." I wince, struggling only slightly now as I feel him sucking on the bite he made. "Wh-what the fuck, are you a vampire now?!" I start to feel a little light, thinking of the sight of my blood. I didn't have to think about it though, he moves his head and clamps his lips onto mine, making me grunt and struggle again. He slowly.. lets the blood into my mouth, making my eyes shoot open. Disgusting, what is he doing?

I notice he isn't going to move off of my mouth until I do something with the blood in my mouth, but I don't know what to do with it. I don't want to swallow it - I'm not a blood-sucker. I like other people's blood, to see it. But when it's my blood, I freak out slightly. I grunt, trying to kick him, my eyes closing slightly. He's not letting me breathe. If I breathe through my nose, I'll choke on this stuff in my mouth. He moves my hands, to hold them both with one hand, then runs his cold fingers up my shirt - causing me to shiver and grunt into his mouth, then struggle again.

I decide to swallow the blood, and with much difficulty I do. He licks over my tongue and pushes it around slightly. I don't resist though he can see my desperate expression. I struggle slightly again, pressing his tongue away, and finally he moves his mouth away. I gasp and take in large amounts of oxygen, groaning lightly when his fingers pull on my nipple. "Sh..i.. ha.. Disgusting.. shit.." I pant, eyes closed as I try to get my breathing back to normal. He nibbles on my lower lip, rubbing his dirty fingers over my body again. I whine as his mouth covers up mine again and I open my eyes slightly, to look into his with a slight pleading expression. I'll pass out if he toys with me like this.

I kick around and move my arms, arching my back. Anything to make him move off of me and let me breathe. He licks the sides of my tongue, then presses his tongue a little further toward my throat, so my stomach starts to churn again. If I'm sick now, it would be hilarious. I move my head to the side, but he moves with me and starts to kiss me slowly, passionately. I want him off of me. "Nnghn" I grunt, signalling that I have no air. How can he keep his breath this long? Inhuman freak.. His lips move away and I gulp in the air again, feeling him move my trousers and boxers away.

"Off!" I shout angrily, turning my body to the side a little. He moves me back with his elbows (that will bruise later) then licks over my now-exposed member, earning a strangled breathless moan from me.

"Izaya-kun, calm down and you might like it." He mumbles to me, swirling his tongue on my tip slowly.

"Nnghhnn.. Brute.. I'll never like anything you ever do for, or to me." I glare slightly, wriggling about as he takes it into his mouth slightly. "O-oh.. ah, stop.. Shizu-chan, it doesn't feel good. It hurts." I'll admit that I lied. It feels very good, I just wish it was Masaomi or something, not Shizuo.

"Shut up and enjoy it, Flea. Enjoy the pleasure before the pain." He smiles slightly, then rubs at my balls a little, making me go red with embarrassment, then he pushes me into his mouth and sucks on my member quickly.

"E-eeyah.." I groan nervously, then thrust my hips up into his face, causing him to gag slightly - though he doesn't stop. In fact, I think he's going faster now. I thrust up again, faster this time. He gags a little louder, drool escaping his mouth. I look away in disgust and wait for him to finish while I keep my mouth tight shut to spare him the pleasure of my moans. He notices though, and lets go of my hands to squish both of my cheeks together with his cold hand, making my lips a sort of O shape. I groan loudly and scratch at his arm with my free hands, tugging on it, but he keeps it there and I can't keep in any sounds now.

I buck my hips up and dig my nails into his hand, finally forcing him to let go of my face. I move my jaw around and rub my cheeks then yelp slightly as the brute pinches my nipple tightly. "Sh-shizu chan.." I mumble, looking down to him. I just see his bleach blonde hair bouncing slightly. I look at my hands, then start to push on his head. "Get off.." I grumble, moaning slightly. "Off.." I gasp, feeling his teeth scrape on my member slightly. I'm not a masochist when it comes to sex, it doesn't feel good.

Shizuo looks at me in a threatening way then grabs hold of my wrists again, earning a slight whine from me. "Shizu-chaaaaaaaaaaaan! I'll.. .. You brute! I'm.." I shudder slightly, pressing my hips up to his mouth. "I'm.. going to.. kill you.. A-ahm.." I grab onto his hair tightly, which probably hurts - not that I care, and release into his mouth, pressing deeper in his throat as I did so, just for the satisfactory gag and splutter I am rewarded with. My fingers relax in his hair and I lay there panting for a moment, zoned out.

"Izaya-kun!"

I blink a few times and look to Shizuo, a faint blush spreading over my cheeks. Shit! I can't believe I let him do that, and actually enjoyed it. Worst still, I let him see that my body enjoyed it.

"Izaya." He says, raising a brow. "Did that feel really good?" I shake my head to him, then frown as his finger starts to caress my lips. "I know it felt good. You love me, right? You said so before. Even Shinra knows you love me."

No..
I stare at him then move my head to the side, getting irritated by the caressing. Shizuo told Shinra about that? I only said that to make the brute leave me alone. "I do not love you. I despise you. You make me feel sick, and I hate the colour of your hair." I smirk slightly, proud of what I just said. His expression doesn't seem to change though, which pisses me off slightly.
"Shizu-chan. I just insulted you." I say, just in case he didn't realise what I'd said.

"Shizuo stop staring at me. You look like a dead fish." I wriggle slightly to cover myself, only to feel his grip tighten on me. "Ne, You're making me hurt."

"You know.." Shizuo trails off for a moment to stand up, then he looks back down at me. I hate to be looked down upon, he knows that. Everyone knows that. "You know, I do like you, Izaya. I like you enough to keep care of your house and sexual needs. This is what I get in return. Insults and bruises."

I frown at him and cover myself up as much as I can for my own sake. "I didn't ask you to break my things or rape me, Shizu-chan."

He looks to me silently then turns away, walking away slowly.
"You deserve anything bad that comes your way!" I shout just as I hear the front door open, then close.
Shizu-chan left when I was trying to insult him.
He will not get away with walking out on me like that.