I was more than surprised to feel empty space in the bed next to me. Once I had opened my eyes and regained conscious thoughts, I realized that my bed was void of Yuki, and that was not normal. There was only a messy cocoon of blankets and pillows and no Yuki.
Instinctively, I sat straight up, terrified for a split second before I heard the radio. I heard some sort of soft country song, and gentle humming with it. Unmistakably Yuki's voice. My heart had temporarily sped up in paranoia but now it calmed down, and I let out a sigh, releasing my tight grip in the blankets in front of me. I reached over to the stool next to the bed and grabbed my glasses, pushing them onto my nose and swinging my feet over the side of the bed. I swayed from side to side as I walked to the door, yawning as I opened it and stepped into the living room.
I opened my eyes and stared, my head going entirely blank for a moment.
Yuki's back was to me, and he was spreading some butter onto toast, my apron tied around his waist. He was humming and smiling from what I could see, and he finished buttering the toast, placing the bread on a plate. Yuki turned around, seeing me and instantly smiling. I flushed as soon as our eyes met. Yuki never used to smile often, and he still doesn't smile all the time. But when he's truly happy, he only shows true smiles. Never have I seen Yuki make a fake smile, and when he set his eyes on me, he was absolutely glowing.
Did I really have that affect of him?
"I'm getting used to the time difference," he laughed at my confused stare. "I got up before you. You know, you had a death grip on me when I woke up, I could barely pry your arms off me." I felt my cheeks burn as I trudged over to the counter, awkwardly sitting on the spinny seat. Yuki gave me a charming smile as soon as my eyes lifted from the floor. "It was cute."
Cute? Did he really find me as cute? I felt my entire body flush hot, and I grumbled, frustratingly looking away. But I couldn't help to notice a plate of eggs over-easy, bacon and toast accompanied with a glass of orange juice placed right in front of me. I stared, then looked to the sink, seeing a frying-pan drying off from being washed as well as a few other cooking utensils. Yuki untied my apron (the one from my house in Enoshima- I had to bring it, it used to belong to my mother) and hung it on its little hook by the stove, and snatched his own plate, setting it next to me. He came around the counter and sat down, catching my eye as he turned to look at me. He seemed a bit nervous, and I raised an eyebrow questioningly.
"I... I can't cook very well," he stammered, and I noticed his face gradually turning pink. "B-But I... I watched you a lot when you cooked and sorta just... copied what I remembered... and stuff..." His hand was shaking ever so slightly, and a grin cracked out along my face. Adorable. I took a bite of the egg and blinked in surprise- it defiantly wasn't bad.
I leaned over and kissed him on the cheek, smiling as my lips met his burning skin. "It tastes wonderful, sweetheart." Yuki stammered wordlessly at the nickname, and he quickly wolfed down forkfuls of egg and bacon. I let out a chuckle and ruffled his hair affectionately before eating my own serving and taking my time to enjoy it.
It didn't matter if it wasn't the best breakfast I've ever had, or if I could cook better for myself. What mattered is that Yuki thought of me and he tried to make me happy. Just that alone made the food taste out of this world.
When I was done, Yuki and I washed the dishes, side-by-side, and I kept purposefully leaning over him to grab certain sponges and soaps just to see him blush and shrink back at the little brushes of contact. I would breath a little on his neck when putting the plate in the drying rack, smiling as he shivered and squeaked softly. And when I was all done, I gently placed my hands on either side of his waist and kissed the back of his neck, smiling as he tensed up and froze. He was too cute for his own good and I quite literally could just eat him up.
With weird gooey thoughts in mind, I collected an outfit for the day and went into the shower, letting my hair soak under the water for some time, steam clouding the bathroom windows.
But when the door creaked open, I snapped out of my daze, my eyes wide.
"Y-Yuki?"
There was a slight moment of silence before the curtain was pulled aside just slightly to reveal half of Yuki's face- and I instantly felt hotter everywhere, knowing I was completely exposed to Yuki right now. But Yuki's cheeks were flushed red, and I noticed his bare shoulder- he was naked as well.
"Natsuki, I..." He swallowed and pushed the curtain aside, stepping into the shower and getting behind me, hugging my waist and resting his now-damp forehead on my shoulders. "I... liked when we showered yesterday..." Warmth flooded through me- that comforting type of warmth, and I smiled, turning around and pulling him close, water slipping around us and dripping off of my eyelashes.
"I love you, Yuki," I whispered into his wet hair, and he pressed against me, his grip tightening. A feeble voice could be heard under the water's sound.
"I-I love you, Natsuki..." It was precious, and I brought his chin up to kiss him, our mouths pressing together in a perfect mesh of lips. It was like we were made to kiss each other- my lips belonged on his, and nobody else's kiss would ever feel as right as Yuki's.
Unknowingly, I was kissing Yuki's jaw, his neck and licking slightly at his collarbone. I blinked, realizing what I was doing when Yuki started trembling, and something pressed against my thigh.
I backed away slightly, looking down and seeing Yuki's knees knock together, his...
... oh.
I couldn't describe the amount of heat that rushed to my face, my heart pounding so fast I could barely hear Yuki's slight whimper. I looked back up at his face, slowly, shaking slightly myself, thinking- holy shit, I just turned him on by kissing him here and there... holy crap, I really have the power to do that!?
"I-I'm so sorry, Natsuki, I didn't... I didn't mean to..." An odd sense of satisfaction and self-pride came over me, and I smiled a little at Yuki, my gaze warm and loving. He was so damn precious in all ways a human can be, and I stepped closer, planting another kiss on his mouth.
"Don't cry," I whispered, noticing his eyes rimming with tears. I couldn't tell if they were falling or not, considering his cheeks were splattered with water. But his eyes were defiantly foggy with tears and... that dark shade of lust. I felt my toes curl and I bit my lip, not wanting our first time to be in the shower and random. I tried not to get turned on, but it was already happening. Heat was going down, and I started to feel my heartbeat get funny.
"Yuki, I don't want our first time to be here, in the shower," I whispered against his lips. "I don't even have condoms for us. And I could never risk you getting any kind of disease, even if I haven't slept with anyone myself- I'm way too worried about you for my own good." Yuki nodded at this, and I felt him relax slightly. He must be soothed by my words... "So, I'll take care of your problem, I just won't go all the way right now. Are you okay with that?"
Yuki nodded again, his slender fingers squeezing my wrist. His thin lips parted in a small, "Thank you..." And it was enough to make my heart thunk against my chest. I leaned forward to kiss his cheek and then his mouth, softly, and parted with him as I sunk down to my knees. Yuki tensed, and I opened my eyes to see him...
... beautiful. His eyes were round and nervous yet so anxious, his cheeks flushed and his eyelashes dotted with drops of water. His hair was stuck to his cheeks and jaw, a few shades darker than normal, and it only made those silver eyes glow even more. Perfect, absolutely perfect, he is...
I forced myself to look away and to what was in front of me- something I had never seen before but secretly always wished to see- Yuki, hard and erect. Dear god, I felt like a creep, feeling like some part of me was filled in after seeing this, but it only felt right. I reached up, gently touching it and looking up as Yuki closed his eyes and shivered. Only the gentle brush of my fingertips made him quiver, and it was more than I could ever ask for. I got a firm grip on it and leaned forward, savoring this moment as I parted my lips and pressed them to the tip of Yuki's cock.
"N-Natsuki..." I was surprised Yuki was even capable of speaking at the time, and I looked up, parting from his erection and smiling up at him. Yuki's cheeks were still really, really red. "Are.. are blowjobs supposed to start t-that intimate?"
I let out a laugh and hung my head before lifting my gaze again, feeling so lucky to have such a cute, vulnerable boyfriend. "Most of the time, no. But I love you, Yuki Sanada, more than I could ever tell you. And what I'm doing is showing my love to you by pleasuring you, not just giving you a blowjob." Yuki seemed breathless, and I smiled a bit more, a bit cockily this time. "Though, there will be days where I'll probably pin you to the wall and suck you off, just a warning." Saying that flustered me, but not nearly as much as it flustered Yuki, who's eyes stretched wide and his heart seemed to leap out of his chest. Before he could squeal his response, I leaned down again, taking Yuki's cock and licking the tip gently.
Yuki let out a small gasp, and I closed my eyes, letting my tongue work its way around. I wanted to memorize him, every inch of him, and I definitely would start practicing now. I let my tongue slip over every curve, every vein, every part of Yuki's length and every time Yuki let out any noise, I felt my own member start to perk and throb. It was nudging my stomach by the time I was properly sucking on Yuki, bobbing my head back and forth and licking up and down, and I knew his orgasm was coming. I opened my eyes and looked up- I would never, ever agree to missing his orgasm face. And I saw it, for sure. His head was tilted back, but I saw his eyebrows twitch and his mouth gape as he gasped, and Yuki's taste filled my mouth.
His face- his goddamn face sent a wave of pleasure through me, and I felt myself reach my own climax. I shuddered as it happened, my mouth still wrapped around Yuki's cock, my eyes fluttering shut. I swallowed Yuki, taking in every last bit of him before removing my mouth and standing up, pulling Yuki into a tight embrace. He leaned against me, buried his face into my neck and nothing felt more right.
"Th-that felt really good," Yuki admitted shyly, his shoulders tensing and rolling forwards into mine. I laughed a little and stroked his hair.
"You felt really good," I whispered, my smile widening as he tensed and flushed beneath me, his fingertips curling and uncurling. I kissed his ear before prying myself away and grabbing the soap, washing my body and Yuki's body thoroughly before we left the shower.
After getting cleaned up and dressed, we went into town. It was a pretty hot day compared to others, and Eagle River seemed like a good place to go. So we took a trip to Lick-A-Dee-Split's Ice Cream, my personal favorite place in the small town. When we went inside, Yuki marveled at all the colors and patterns, and we went up to look at all the flavors, trying to get a good look past all the indecisive little kids.
Of course, Yuki decided on plain vanilla, so I ended up getting Cookie Dough and we went to sit outside, on the little patio. Some teenagers were kicked back, on their phones and chattering, casting glances at Yuki and I, clearly not knowing us, even though we looked about their age- 16 or so. Yuki and I were about the same size, except I was a little taller and thinner, but we defiantly looked a bit young to be 18. It didn't bother me, though, I was in no rush to look old and Yuki is just perfect the way he is.
"Ah, ice cream melts fast when it's hot out," Yuki commented while frantically trying to lick up the strands of vanilla ice cream that were slipping down his fingers. He made a show by licking every one of the digits, slowly and diligently, making me flush. Okay, not only did Yuki have to choose the one that was most relevant to semen, but of course it has to melt, and of course Yuki has to lick it up in the most unknowingly sexual way possible. And I didn't give any craps that the teens were looking our way, because this was the perfect situation for me to lean across the table and lick up all the stray ice cream right from his cute little face. And when I was done, Yuki was sitting there, dumbfounded and red-faced, his eyes shimmering in embarrassment,
"Yuki," I nodded towards his cone, "It's melting everywhere."
"Ah! Dammit," he snapped back, frantically eating the rest before it was everywhere and I would have to lick in a lot more places. I showed Yuki to the water fountain behind him, which was there for hot summer days like this, in case your fingers got messy. When we were both clean, I wrapped my arm around his waist and we left the store, and I made sure to cast a smirk towards the teenagers who were staring and muttering about how gay we were.
Yeah, we're gay, get the fuck over it. I smiled at my own cockiness. Yuki, of course, didn't notice- he was too busy crouching into my arm, blushing and staring at our feet. I let go of his waist and laced our hands instead as we walked down the sidewalk, striding into some random surf store and looking at all the swimming gear they had.
At some point we stopped at one of the cafe's for lunch, both of us eating small meals and continuing our shopping afterwords. We returned to the car with random items from random stores, such as fresh corn, car oil, fishing lures, cake pops, and Yuki didn't notice the condoms I snatched at the pharmacy store- he was too busy staring at the fishing poles to notice me buy anything.
We drove to the nearby Fleet Farm, seeing that Yuki didn't know what that was and I thought it'd be fun to show him. As soon as we got in, he scampered down the first hallway he saw, and stopped, staring to his right. I followed more slowly behind, laughing as he gaped.
"Are those all just jeans?" He stared at the extremely long isle of jeans- different shades and sizes, but all just simple plain jeans. I nodded and patted him on the shoulder.
"It's called Fleet Farm for a reason," I pointed out, "A lot of farmers come here, and they don't need designer jeans to get down in their crop fields." Yuki stared and comprehended before looking around more, amused by all the isles of simple products that he never saw at home. It was true- vast, simple areas such as these were so rare in Japan, and when Yuki was in France, he lived in a more elaborate part- away from the farmland. He told me that on the way to the store.
"They have fishing stuff!" He chirped after we almost completed our full round of the store. The fishing poles were right by the checkout, like tempting a little kid with a chocolate bar before the parent could get away with just the cookies or just the crackers. Yuki was looking all over them, going down every isle and twisting his head around in funny angles to look at them all. When he was finished, we left the store and headed home.
Home. A word that I loved, and normally when I spoke of home, I was thinking of Enoshima or the cabin. But I realized as I drove down the road, Yuki smiling out the window at all the trees and wildlife, that as long as I had Yuki, anywhere was home. I could be in the Sahara Desert, or Madagascar, or Brazil or Alaska, and it didn't matter, as long as this beautiful red-haired boy was by my side.
Yuki is my home.
Though, I do admit that the cabin up here in Three Lakes was definitely a special place. I felt that I belonged here, in a not-so-crowded atmosphere with people who were easy-going and simple-minded. Enoshima was the same, but Three Lakes had a different air about it- it was the same feeling as Enoshima, just much more spacious- vast and open, whereas Enoshima was stuffed into a small island. Not that I'm complaining- Enoshima will always be a beautiful, special place to me. It's where I met Haru, Akira and most of all Yuki. It's where I grew up. It's where I fell in love. But Three Lakes is like the next stepping stone- settlement, adult life. I felt like an adult here, free. And with Yuki to complete the picture, it truly felt like home to me.
Thoughts like these dispersed as we got back to the cabin, my nostalgia clearing away as I carried the bags of the stuff we bought back to the house. I was going out to close the trunk of the truck when a bundle of fur caught the corner of my eye, and I turned, seeing bright blue eyes and a fluffy, black, white and cream mass wagging its tail at me.
"Blue!" I recognized the dog who lived a few miles away, but he always travelled around and came to visit me. Blue leapt up and sniffed my face before licking it, and I laughed, ruffling his soft, thick fur around his neck. "Who's a good puppy?" I gushed, letting all my walls fall down- I got like this with dogs. "Who's a good boy? You! Yes you are!" Blue panted happily and covered my face in drool, but I laughed neverhteless. Another thing about Three Lakes were the dogs. Every house (except mine, apparently) had a dog, and they were all outside all the time. I always saw them travel in groups, and I knew all the dog's names. They were all super friendly and would never hurt a fly, and they always made it feel less lonely up here in a small town with barley a couple hundred people.
Blue's ears perked and he turned away, panting at me with sort of a goofy grin before running off, and I guessed that his keen sense of hearing heard his owner's call. I laughed again and turned around, about to head inside when I saw Yuki, standing there and blinking in awe. I instantly blushed- I never showed my playful side in front of him before- the way I acted around the dogs was a bit mushy and goofy, and the thought of Yuki witnessing it was really embarrassing.
"I never heard you talk like that," Yuki stated, and I flushed red, standing in my spot with fear before heat prickled at me from head to toe. I stomped past Yuki, mumbling and kicking off my shoes. Yuki was laughing behind me, and I charged into the house, telling him to leave me alone. I went and flopped onto the couch, stubbornly switching the channels before Yuki sat down beside me and snuggled into my side. As much as I itched to cuddle back, I turned away.
"Not gonna work on me," I muttered, and Yuki gave me a pout- gosh, irresistible- but I still refused. Yuki then leaned up and kissed my jaw slightly, and it was then I lost it and turned to my side, pulling him close and nuzzling into his neck.
"Why are you so cute?" I growled, and Yuki squeaked vulnerably. I nipped at his neck playfully, earning a gasp and yelp. I kissed the place where I bit before sitting up and smiling at him. "Why don't you go pick a movie to watch?"
When he picked out 'Best in Show' I nearly tackled him to the ground- he was mocking me for my love of dogs! Well, I personally preferred cats, but I did love the Three Lakes dogs, and I knew that Yuki would never let me live that down.
When the movie was over, I took Yuki out to a favorite place of mine- Lumpy's- where we ate and talked about colleges and jobs and the future. It was nice to see Yuki get all red-faced and admit that he didn't really cared what he did as long as he was with me. It made my heart do summersaults, and I wanted to leap into the air- but that was odd, considering we were eating dinner.
Upon our return home, Yuki said he didn't want to watch another movie, but he'd rather listen to music and cuddle on the couch- at least, that's what I got from him when he turned on the radio and laid on the couch, looking at me with big eyes that begged for me to come lay down with him. Of course I curled up next to him and pulled him close, singing to him softly- I only ever sang to Sakura when she had nightmares and couldn't sleep. But the lyrics tumbled out of my lips in soft hums, and I didn't even realize that I was singing until Yuki was staring at me with utter amazement and admiration. I felt hot and asked what was wrong.
"Your voice is... amazing..." he whispered, and I looked away, denying him. "No it isn't," I argued, "It's just my voice." But Yuki pressed.
"And it's beautiful," he blurted before he turned redder than a beet, and I smiled a little, kissing his forehead and accepting the compliment.
Before we had a chance to move to bed, Yuki nodded off in my arms, and I ended up carrying him to bed, tucking him in and smiling at how soft and innocent his features were in his sleep. I was gonna leave him be when a soft tug pulled me back, and I turned to look over my shoulder, seeing a groggy Yuki with his eyes half open gripping my shirt and staring at me. I smiled and shut off the light, crawling into bed and letting Yuki curl into me, his precious little yawn making my heart swell with love before I drifted to sleep.
A/N: Hello guys! I'm finally getting the hang of this site and understanding how to leave Author's Notes, hehe. xD
I wanted to thank you all for reading this story! It's been ages since I've written in first person and I'm glad you are all following this story. There are many times where I space out and start typing like this; "... I said as I stood up, glancing to Yuki, who was gazing at Natsuki with an amused stare. Natsuki..." and then I was like- wait that doesn't make any sense. xD
Anyways, I thought I'd mention this- that yes, every place that Natsuki and Yuki go to is 100% real! The cabin they are staying in is MY CABIN xD I do have a cabin up in Three Lakes Wisconsin right by Briard Lake, and that is precisely where Natsuki lives. I adore the cabin and the town- especially the Fleet Farm, which by god is cosplay heaven- they've got blazers of every color, dress shirts and pants of every color.. it's great! xD
I hope that some day someone will cosplay Natsuki with me and go to Jokin' Joes (where Natsuki bought the worms) and Fleet Farm with me, because all the fishing stuff... good for Tsuritama cosplayers. ouo
Also, you're probably wondering if they're gonna fish again! Well, I will have that happen for the next chapter, considering it is their last full day together. :'c But I was also running out of ideas on what the hell else they could do that was interesting, considering that when I go up there, I sometimes do nothing for days and I just watch movies and eat crap food. xD
But fun fact- everyone here is real! Webb and Jake are two guys that go to my school (that totally have a thing for each other xD) and Blue is a real dog up there that attacked me just last week like he did Natsuki, when I was up there. And while I was up there I took a lot of hikes and walks and decided that yes, I will write a sequel to this- the Winter version! c: Because honestly there's a lot more to do here in winter... xD
So yes, if you enjoy this story I will be doing a 7 chapter winter version someday after finishing this summer version. Hey isn't that funny? The OT4 stands for the 4 seasons. Summer is Natsuki and winter is Yuki. Maybe I should do the winter version in Yuki's point of view because it'll be winter? xD
Anyways, I'll shut up now. Enjoy the story guys x3
P.S.- Did you like the blowjob? Good, because Natsuki's not letting those condoms go to waste next chapter... c: