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A Hard Day's Night
Bella's Point of View
As soon as I set foot into the house I was bombarded with questions from Edward. "Are you fucking pregnant? Please tell me this has nothing to do with Tanya? When did this fucking happen? Is this why she moved back home?"
I put my hand on his mouth to get him to stop talking. "Would you calm down for a second? I think it would be best if you sat down," I said nervously.
"Holy shit! You're pregnant?" he yelled in shock.
"No!" I hissed.
"That fucking piece of shit got our daughter pregnant?" he asked, the vein popping out of his forehead.
"Edward, sit down!" I snapped. He was giving me a serious headache.
"Don't tell me to sit down." he grumbled childishly. Edward slumped against the wall.
"Where are the kids?" I asked after a few seconds of silence.
"I took them to my parents. I knew this wouldn't be a conversation that they should overhear." His green eyes flashed to mine.
"That was probably for the best." I paused and took a deep breath. "Before I tell you what is going on, I need you to promise me you won't freak out—at least until I am done explaining."
"Oh shit. She is, isn't she?" His teeth clenched and his eyes were shut tightly.
"Edward," I growled.
"Fine. I'm listening, and I promise not to interrupt." He huffed.
"Alright." I paused. "You know the night you and Masen were at the Mariners' game?" I asked.
"Yes," he mumbled.
"Well, Tanya showed up here crying her eyes out. She thought she was pregnant, and Demetri kicked her out."
Edward started to open his mouth, but I gave him the eye and he quickly closed it.
"It turned out that the store-bought pregnancy tests were fifty-fifty. So I took her to the doctor and we found out she isn't pregnant," I explained.
"Wow, that is such a relief," he said in a flat voice.
"Edward, we really should be thankful that she isn't pregnant. We don't need to scrutinize her any more. I think she has learned her lesson." I reached for his hand and he quickly pulled away.
"Learned her lesson?" he scoffed. "She ran off with that little punk! Look at what she has done to our lives, Bella. Then she comes back after he tells her to leave, and she wants someone to take care of her. I don't fucking think so. She can get a damn job and find a home for herself for all I care," he said as he stood up.
Walking over to the fridge, he retrieved two beers and handed me one. "Want to have sex?" he asked after a few minutes of silence.
I shoved him away from me and rolled my eyes. Walking away from him, I could hear him down the hall saying, "Ah, come on babe!"
"In your dreams, Cullen!" I called back and went into our room.
I heard quick footsteps up the stairs and Edward came bounding through the door. He picked me up and threw me on the bed. "In my dreams, Mrs. Cullen? I don't think so." He playfully growled and nibbled on my neck.
That was one wild night of passionate sex.
The next day was spent cleaning and getting the grocery shopping list together. Edward planned to work on his bike and the yard while I went to the grocery store. My mother would drop off the kids, so I didn't have to worry about that.
I grabbed my purse and keys and walked outside. Edward was on the garage floor, working on his bike. There was just something about a man covered in black grease that got my insides going.
"Hey, Babe, I'm off to the store. Is there anything you need?" I asked him.
He stood up with a crooked smile and strutted toward me. "Hmm, I think we are a bit low on whipped cream and strawberry sauce, Mrs. Cullen." He licked his lips.
"Is there ever a time when you're not thinking about sex?" I laughed as his arms wound themselves around my waist.
"Never, Mrs. Cullen." He chuckled and dipped down to give me a chaste kiss.
I sighed in contentment and returned the kiss. "I'll see you later," I whispered against his lips.
"Don't forget the whipped cream and the strawberry sauce." He winked and returned to his bike.
I got in my Jeep and headed down the street. It was surprisingly sunny today, which was unusual in Forks, but we were getting closer to summer.
I put on the radio and tuned to my favorite station. I hated the crap that Tanya listened to. "My Generation" came on. The Who was one of my favorite bands of all time. I turned up the music and sang the song, feeling young again.
The ride to the store was a fast one; I stayed in my car and finished listening and dancing to the current song before I got out of the car.
Grabbing a cart, I walked inside the grocery store. I went to the dry foods and beverage aisles first picking up some pasta, juice, cake mix, brownie mix, chips, and of course strawberry sauce. I made sure to get more Heineken, because I know Edward wouldn't be able to live without his beer every night. Don't get me wrong— he could; it just relaxes him.
I went by the cookie section and of course, I couldn't help but grab a bag of Oreos. Honestly, it was such a stupid cookie, chocolate with a creamy mixture in the middle. It was so simple, but they tasted so good to me. I of course had to grab the double stuffed ones, because the creamy middle is the best part— the more the merrier.
As I was going to the produce section, I could hear familiar voices. I didn't think twice about walking away from the town's gossipers.
"Last I heard, Tanya could have a bun in the oven, just like her mother did in high school," Jessica Newton said, and the women all giggled.
They were talking about my family. I stopped dead in my tracks, listening to them go on and on about my daughter. "Well, Bella and Edward aren't very strict. They let their kids do whatever they want," a new voice chimed in.
This person was someone who I thought I was a friend, but it seemed like she was quite the opposite right now as she divulged more information about my life. I guess Rose was right all along. Alice wasn't busy— she was ignoring us.
"Alice, Edward and Bella act like they are still in high school. I am surprised that they are still married. I thought they would have gotten divorced years ago, and then that Brason, or whatever the boy's name is, was born," Lauren said.
What the hell? They knew nothing about my family or my marriage. What did this have to do with them?
"Oh, Lauren, the boy's name is Masen." Alice giggled.
"Who cares?" Lauren huffed.
"It sounds like someone is jealous," Alice suggested in a high-pitched voice.
"Well, who wouldn't be? Edward Cullen is the hottest man in this town, and that includes my husband. Bella is just so plain looking, I am sure he would have gone off to be successful like his father, but no, she got pregnant with that bitch." Lauren finished.
Who she calling a bitch again?
I was ready to go over and beat the shit out of her, but I wanted to hear if they would say anything else.
"All I know is, Tanya is hard for them to handle and Masen is a cute kid, but they both aren't disciplined the best. Edward comes home every night and drinks himself into oblivion. Then there is Bella. She is really known as the town's laughing stock. She sets a great example for her kids," Alice said, and giggled with the girls.
"I mean, Rose is the same way, but at least she has control over her kids. Bella lets her daughter run her life. I didn't want my daughter growing up thinking it was all right for kids to behave like that so I have ignored them. I don't think they have gotten the message yet," Alice finished.
"Alice, maybe you shouldn't ignore them. I think if you pretend to be their friends you can get the scoop of everything and then let us know. The whole town would love to hear what's going on with those immature parents and their children," Jessica said.
"I don't need to be friends with them. I hear practically everything from Gianna. She tells me how much she can't stand that her son is dating such a ruthless little slut. Tanya does take after her mother. The only reason Edward took interest in Bella was because he wanted sex, and that's the same with Demetri, except he didn't get Tanya pregnant, unlike Bella," Alice explained.
I had had enough! It was one thing to talk about me in this dreary town, but now they had to resort to talking about my children. I don't think so. I veered around the corner and came face to face with Jessica, Lauren, and my ex-friend Alice. They all seemed shocked when they saw me.
"Oh, hi, Bella." Jessica let out a nervous giggle.
I nodded my head in acknowledgment. "Bella, I have been meaning to call you, but I have been swamped lately with the new shop and…"
"Really, Alice, you can cut the shit out right now. Stop lying to me." I interrupted her.
"What do you want me to say, Bella?" she asked exasperated with an exasperated roll of her eyes.
"What do you want me to say, Alice? Really? I should have known that Rose was right when she told me you were hanging out with Tweedle Dumb and Tweedle Dumber over here. You are such a fucking bitch, and you claim that my daughter is. These two—" I motioned toward Jessica and Lauren— "know nothing about my family, but you did." I took a breath.
"Bella, it was just a little gossip. It wasn't like people didn't know what was going on." Alice tried to brush it off.
"Really, Alice, you want to go there? My children and my husband are none of your concern. My daughter's actions don't affect you and they don't reflect on me as a parent. My daughter may be a little rough around the edges right now, but what teenager isn't? I thought you were my friend, but apparently I was wrong. I don't know what my family has ever done to you. Judge my family all you want, if that makes you feel better about your life. If you're so worried about the influences surrounding your daughter you should take a good look in the mirror, because you're the queen bitch around here," I snapped.
"My daughter does not concern you!" she growled.
"My point exactly," I rolled my eyes.
"Bella, we were just a little surprised at Tanya in following your footsteps. No need to get upset." Lauren huffed.
"Tanya is my daughter. She should never come up in your conversations." Why were they so interested in my daughter?
"She makes that impossible with all the talk going around at the high school. The girls tell me something every day about her." Jessica smirked.
"Oh, really, Jessica? You really want to go there? You have no room to talk! Wasn't it two weeks ago that your twin girls were suspended for having sex with the football players under the bleachers?" Her face paled and became enraged.
"And you, Lauren—didn't your son impregnate that college girl?"
"That is none of your business," she whined.
I ignored her and turned to Alice. "Stop talking about my family. We have never done anything to you. I'm done. Our friendship is over, just like your marriage," I said.
She looked at me, confused with a hint of anger.
I couldn't resist a parting shot. "Didn't you know? Jasper is sleeping with one of his waitresses?" I walked away from her.
"Well, Edward will leave you one day when he finds someone better. Tanya already hates you, and Masen will be embarrassed by his parents and leave you soon enough. Your children don't listen to you—what makes you think they respect you?" She called after me.
I ignored her and continued to grab a few last minute things before proceeding to the cashier and paying for the groceries.
I practically tossed the bags into my car, but was careful enough to not break anything. Alice and her little minions really knew how to piss me off. Tanya had always been a sour subject with me, but to hear one of my supposed friends talking about her made me feel even worse.
Was I really that bad of a parent? Did Edward really love me?
The questions kept brewing in my head as I drove home. I couldn't think of anything. I felt like I wasn't in my body.
When I arrived home Edward wasn't there and neither were the kids. I quickly put the groceries away and went up to my room. I didn't know what to do, but soon I found myself soaking wet in the shower as I sat on the tile floor.
The water was chilled and made me shiver, but all I could hear was Alice's voice in my head. I knew I wasn't the best parent out there, but I definitely wasn't the worst. I didn't intentionally hurt my children and I didn't neglect them. I know my children and Edward disagreed on some things, but we still love each other. Or was I really blind?
There were days that we didn't get along, but what family was perfect all the time? There is no book that guides you on how to parent the right way. It doesn't exist, because everyone is different. Tanya has to make mistakes in order to grow and learn from them, just like Edward and I had to.
However, I still wondered about the future. Was Alice really right about Edward leaving me, Tanya never talking to me, and Masen leaving, too?
Time had passed and I was beyond numb. I kept recalling what Alice had said, I couldn't let it go. Who knows how long I sat in the shower until Edward found me.
"Shit, Bella what the fuck are you doing?" He rushed in the shower, getting his clothes wet.
"Damn, it's fucking cold as fuck." He hissed and turned the water temperature up.
He slid next to me and wrapped his arms around me. "Jesus, Bella, you're shivering and your lips are blue."
"Bella, talk to me, baby," he whispered and pulled me tighter against him.
"Am I really that bad of a mother?" I croaked as the tears fell down.
"What the hell are you talking about, baby?" he whispered.
I turned around in his arms and clutched him tightly to my body. "Alice, Jessica, and Lauren, they said I was a bad mother and you would leave me, Tanya would never talk to me, and Masen would leave me soon enough," I cried.
"Shit, Bella, you can't honestly believe that?" he asked.
I stayed silent and he pried my hands away from his soaked shirt. "Bella, look at me." I couldn't let him see my red eyes.
He pulled my chin up and saw my heartbroken expression. "Bella, listen to me, baby. I love you, and our children love you. Tanya may get angry at us and she can be a pain in our asses, but I know deep down she loves us, just like we love her. I never knew you were one to believe the bullshit that the Siamese twins come up with, and why is Alice hanging out with them?"
"We're apparently bad influences for her daughter, because of Tanya's behavior and certain things that we have done." I cried.
"Well, she is wrong, baby. You are a great mother, wife, and friend. Anyone would be lucky to have you in their life," he declared and kissed my temple.
"My daughter and ex-friend seem to disagree," I argued.
"Well, I am your husband and best friend, so I would know you better than anyone, and they are wrong." His green eyes gazed into mine.
He stood up with me in his arms and continued to entrance me with his eyes. The warm spray heated up my body and his hands grasped the edge of my drenched shirt. He quickly disposed of my clothes along with his, throwing them over the door.
I wrapped my arms around him and rested my head against his chest, listening to his soothing heartbeat. He held me close to his body and ran his hands up and down my back. "I love you, Bella. You are perfect for me and our children don't let anyone try and tell you otherwise," he said, before his lips clashed with mine.
He pushed me up against the wall; my hands clutched his bronze locks. His lips drifted down my body, lighting up a fire. I knew exactly what he was doing; he was worshiping my body, showing me how much I mattered to him.
Dropping down to his knees, he trailed kisses from my thighs to my stomach. I was engrossed as I watched him. We stared into each other's eyes for a second before the water was off, and I was in his arms. He walked us into our room and laid me gently in the middle of the bed.
Once again he trailed warm open-mouthed kisses along my skin until he got to the Promise Land. I came undone with every lick and flick. Pulling him up, his lips found purchase against mine.
He pulled away for a second as he aligned himself above me. Brushing away the damp hair on my face, he whispered. "I love you, Bella."
I didn't take me long to repeat his words. "I love you too, Edward."
In a swift movement he was inside of me, moving slowly, showing me that I mattered to him. It was almost tortuous, and I couldn't take it. I needed him to move faster, but he kept the slow, steady pace. He kissed away every tear that fell from my eyes, and whispered how much he adored me with every thrust and kiss, and soon I came undone with him.
He pulled out of me, and held me tightly against his body as I drifted to sleep in his comforting arms.
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