A/N * Warning* this chapter contains rape in it! And the beginning is a dream.

" Agine Were sorry ok Mione," Sirius smiled and kissed her hand. Then Severus kissed her other hand. Both Severus and Sirius walk up the stairs and went to their rooms. Remus then kissed Hermione goodnight and they went there sprat ways and went to bed.

*Dream*

"Mudblood you will be next after I finish with her!" Lucius laughed sadistically as he licked Tonks neck. Hermione heard Tonks scream as Lucius raped her. "Please don't hurt Tonks I beg you, please."Hermione cried

Lucius smiled and said," Yes beg that's what I like to hear, good girl!" "Please Lucius I'll do….." Lucius went up to Hermione and slapped her in the face and sneered," You dare call me by my name you filthy little mudblood. Just you wait after I'm done with the filthy half-blood!"

He then went back to Tonks and raped her over and over agine. Tonks screamed out Remus's name one last time. Her breathing slowed down and finally it stopped. Hermione screamed out Tonks name. Lucius looked at her and laughed as he said, " Your turn you little bitch!"

End Dream

"Hermione wake up please!" Severus said as he shook her. Hermione screamed and fought hard. " Its me Severus please wake up!" Her eyes popped open and clung to Severus and cried hard in to his shoulder. When she calmed a little she spook, "He would of raped and killed me like Tonks, if you had not got there when you did!" She cried harder. Severus just rocked her as she cried. "Hold me please, don't leave me! I-I oh merlin why her, why."

Remus came running in the room. "Is she ok?" Remus tried to look in to her eyes but Hermione wouldn't look at him, she felt like it was all her fault that Tonks was taken away from Remus.

"Well," Severus explained. "She had the nightmare agine." Remus looked confused. " What nightmare?" Severus looked at Remus and sighed, He was going to have to explain to him later why he didn't tell him about what happened that night. He knew all Remus knew was Lucius had got Tonks that night but nothing about how He had also gotten Hermione too.

"So I'm guessing she didn't tell you about the night Tonks an….. Remus cut him off, " Why would she tell me….she…. wasn't….. there!" Remus said though gritted teeth.

Hermione flinched at his tone. So Severus spook very low," Let me finish and do not use that tone you made her flinch. As I was saying, The night Tonks was taken so was Hermione she was with Tonks. And she saw everything. If I had not found her, she would not be here.

Remus looked at Hermione with tears in his eyes and spoke softly," Its ok love, you can look at me." Hermione put her face deeper in Severus's clothes and said," You must hate me for not helping them. I'm so sorry, I really am. I tried to save them, I just couldn't. "She cried. She then buried her Face in Severus chest.

Remus looked upon Hermione's face and said," Oh no, Merlin no, I love you very much. Don't ever think that ever ." Hermione cried even harder at the emotion in his voice, and said,"I love you too."

Severus then moved slightly and Hermione froze. "Please don't leave me Severus, I need you and Remus." She pleaded. Severus looked down and spoke in hushed tones," Im not going to leave you Hermione, I promise. I just have to get some calming potion for you. Remus come hold her while I go get it."

Hermione sniffed and said," Ok but please come back." Severus nodded his head and went to get the potion. Remus then kissed her forehead and said, " I love you Hermione, always." Hermione shook and said, " I love you too."

Sirius cleared his throat and said," Is everything ok." They nodded, so he went to leave but Hermione stopped him saying ," Don't go Sirius, please." He looked at her and said,"You have Remus and Severus you don't need me." Hermione shook her head and said," I do need you, I need all three of the men who love me right here im my bed to make me feel safe, please!"

Severus came back and handed her the potion and said," Come on Black our lady needs us," and got in bed with Hermione and Remus. Sirius got in bed next to Severus and said," You better keep your hands to your self Snape!" Severus huffed and said," I plan to Black!" Hermione kissed all three on the cheek and said," Goodnight and thank you." Severus said," We would do anything for you Hermione, anything." Hermione smiled a small smile and said," All of you make me feel safe, I love you every one of you!"She fell to sleep with Remus and Severus on both sides of her and smiled and felt safe for the first time in a long time.

AN: Sorry all, Im not dead just had so bad stuff happen to me so it was hard to write this chapter. Im back and I think I may need a Beta agine, if anyone wants to be my beta please pm me! Please let me know what you think!