er... warning this is a tad bit angsty... Remus POV by the way
Dedics..: dark queen of peaches, loonyluna9, taji zann rung
Drabble 11: Piece by Piece
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It.. hurts so much...
That I always see him with other girls. I can see that he's enjoying so much... by the way he laughs so hard.. and.. oh god.. by the way he kisses them. He thinks i don't know what he's doing... But i can see the signs... his reluctance of seeing me.. and the way he always took things I say for granted.
He doesn't like me. Because I'm just, boring old Remus. Always the do-gooder. And.. he's...Sirius Black... always the one in the spotlight. The ladies man... And despite that... despite every thing he did..
I just can't stop loving him...
I don't know what he saw in me when he said that he 'loved me'... Well, it's all just a farce right? He never meant it...
And i still love him...
No matter what he does.. I'll always will... Even if he left me... even if he killed me... It would do nothing to what i'm feeling for him...
But...
Everytime I see him with another person..
Why is it that it feels like...
That my heart is vanishing..
piece by piece...
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err... i dunno how it would look like... heheh.. i put alot of thought to it nee...
yaoi isz luurve.. ! and for my other fics, give me a specific yaoi pairing in hp and i'll do it! hahah... just grovel enough... :0 heh