Potter turned to face Draco in the seeker's position and Draco thought he was going to vomit. He met Potter's eyes for a moment and noticed that he didn't look too pleased either. Breathe, Draco, it will be fine. It's going to be just like school. Shit! That's worse. Potter's eyes were like a gateway and Draco was losing himself. Memories and emotions flooded through Draco as he fought to clear his mind so he could concentrate on the match. It was a losing battle. Come on, Draco. You got past this. Things aren't the same anymore. It will be ok. Stop looking at him and focus. You have to win this. You have to!
The whistle blew and the match began. Draco immediately darted upwards into the air and began circling the pitch his eyes scanning everywhere for the Snitch and desperately trying to avoid Potter. Unfortunately, Draco couldn't look in two places at once and as he searched for the Snitch Potter flew up beside him.
"Malfoy," cut through the sound of the wind in his ears.
Draco's head snapped around so fast that he thought his neck might snap and it would fall right off.
"Potter," he growled. Merlin, I hate him! Is he determined to ruin my entire life?!
"I see you've changed." Potter retorted sarcastically.
"Naturally." Draco smirked. Ugh, look at that twinkle in his eye. He bloody loves pissing me off. Arsehole.
"Coped alright in Azkaban then? The Dementors didn't ruin you forever?"
"You'd love that, wouldn't you, Potter? As you can see, I still have all of my faculties." Now piss off you little bitch.
"Good. You'll need them," he replied before speeding off.
What in Merlin's name was that about? And why the Hell did I see relief in his eyes just then? Shit! Why the Hell was I even looking at his eyes. Get your shit together, Draco.
He snapped his eyes back to the pitch and began searching for the Snitch once more.
A few moments later Draco noticed Potter speeding downwards and then Draco saw it, the Snitch. Shit! Fuck! Shit! Draco wheeled around and dashed towards the snitch. Thankfully, his Firebolt was the newest model and he was soon neck and neck with Potter. He glanced at him out of the corner of his eye and felt the sweat beading on the back of his neck. He stretched out his hand, Potter's hand was beside his but he was determined. Just as he urged himself forwards, Potter's hand flinched away for less than a second, but it was enough. Draco's fingers closed around the Snitch and Potter, a second too late, accidentally brushed his hand against Draco's as he couldn't move it aside in time. Draco's stomach clenched at the skin contact and he felt himself flush hot. Merlin, I fucking hate him so much. Bastard. How dare he touch me! Draco pulled out of the dive and raised the Snitch for the crowd to see. His fans went mental. The screams almost deafened him. He landed gracefully and slid off his broom. His team met him on the ground and enveloped him in a massive group hug before they made their way off the pitch to the changing rooms.
When Draco arrived home Pansy was waiting for him in the entrance hall. She kissed him on the cheek and asked how the game went. He told her that they won and then stalked off to the dining room without a backward glance. He ate in silence and then made his way upstairs. He shouted to Pansy and asked her to sleep in her own room as his body ached and he wanted to spread out. He stripped naked and headed into his en suite bathroom. He flicked on the shower and stepped in and the internal argument began.
Potter
What about Potter
Everything
He's so infuriating
He's so perfect
Why did he have to be there today?
I was doing so well
Now Pansy's gonna know something's up
Ugh, Pansy
She's lovely
But I don't want to shag her
Ugh
I've done it too many times already
Merlin knows how I manage to keep my dick hard
Well, actually I do know
Hmmmm
Draco let that thought fill his mind and he looked down at his growing erection. He bit his lip.
I really shouldn't
Not again
It's so bad
But it's so good
I thought I was past this
Obviously not, he mused as his erection hardened.
Well, maybe this once won't hurt.
You know it won't only be once
You'll be back here in the morning
Doing the same damn thing over the same damn thought
I know, Draco conceded to himself as his erection began to throb. He stared at it for a moment as though willing it to go down.
Well, this isn't going to go away on its own so I'll have to
Maybe I could try to think of something else
But that's my favourite
And I haven't thought about it for so long
That's because you're trying to forget it, you tit
"Oh, fuck it," Draco sighed and wrapped his left hand around his erection. He placed his right hand on the wall for balance and parted his legs slightly into a comfortable stance.
He closed his eyes and let himself get lost in his forbidden fantasy as he began to stroke his hand gently up and down his shaft. He gradually grasped tighter and moved a little faster and his mouth formed an o as he sighed with pleasure.
Oh Merlin
Mmmm
Yes
Why have I been denying myself
No one knows
And it's so fucking good
Draco was gripping it tight now and moving faster and faster
Oh yes
Oh Merlin
More
Yes
Keep going
Faster
Ohh
Not yet
Too soon
More
Hold it
You can do this
Mmmm
Merlin
Yes
Faster
Ohhh
Can't
Take it
Much
Longer
Yes
Yes
YES
"Ohhhh, ohhh, ohh, Potter," Draco sighed as he came.
He stood still for a moment, still holding himself. Then he let go and smiled.
Mmm that was so good
Potter, you minx
You have made my day
Hmmmm
I should really get to bed
Draco washed quickly and stepped out of the shower. He flicked it off and tiptoed to the bedroom. He crawled into bed, still naked, and flopped his head down on the pillow.
What am I going to do about these thoughts?
They've been plaguing me for 5 years now
Maybe it's time to try and do something about them
Before I go insane
Hmmmm
Difficult
Where I was certain from 15 that I prefer guys I'm pretty sure our golden boy does not
But there was that twinkle in his eye today
He was winding you up, he loves that
Does he?
And what about that look of relief when I said I was ok
Maybe you were mistaken
Maybe it was something else
No, it was definitely relief
Hmmmm
Then maybe
But what to do
And how to do it
First things first
I must get rid of Pansy
Draco drifted off to sleep, his dreams filled with Pansy and Potter.