Thanxs for the review Nkcandygirl i'll keep that in mind. I don't own anything not the Teen Titans or the songs... I'll post the songs at the end of the chapter... Enjoy.. P.S beware of language... :D
6 weeks later :
Raven POV
I look at my stained ceiling of my new small , one bedroom , one bathroom apartment. I finally had enough saved up to move into something more permanent than the rundown motel I was staying at. Not even Cyborg knew that I moved. Sadly we haven't spoken since the first time he called me. He was yelling , I was yelling it didn't go well. But I manage to beg him not to tell the others were I was before I heard him hang up. I glanced at the clock and cured softly under my breath. I was going to be late to work. Ever since I left the Titans I have been singing at Jenny's bar from 11 pm to 3 am with only 3 breaks in between, which I was very thankful for. I jump in the shower and take a quick one thankful for the clean water , all thanks to my super nice landlord who fixed it the day I signed the 1 year lease a week ago. I dress in black skinny jeans, a purple tank top and threw on my favorite black leather jacket and slipped on my knee length black boots, hurry out the door ,locket it and dashed down the stairs. I lived right across from the bar. I could even see it green neon sign from my window, with the shades drawn. After setting up on the small stage with only enough space for Danny the drummer and myself with my guitar I was ready. But before I start I put my recently dyed black waist length hair in a pony tail , it has become a habit to do so before I preform. My voice is as some put it , haunting yet beautiful. I think its more raspy than beautiful but whatever toots those people's horns. I start of saying one of my favorite songs.
I can be tough
I can be strong
But with you
It's not like that at all
There's a girl
That gives a shit
Behind this wall
You just walked through it
I can't help but think of Robin every time I sing this song which is every Saturday of the week. Its usually the song I end with but today for some reason I wanted to switch it up a bit.
And I remember all those crazy things you said
You left them running through my head
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here.
All those crazy things we did
Didn't think about it, just went with it
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here
I'm adding some of my own style to the song. Definitely more "haunting" then the original.
Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
Here, here, here
I wish you were here.
Damn, Damn, Damn
What I'd do to have you
Near, near, near
I wish you were here.
'I really wish you were here Robin' I thought to myself. I get through the rest of the song without getting off key because I just felt the lump in my throat grow more and more as the song came to it's end. I get through the night feeling a bit off , like if someone was watching me, which is ironic because half the people were staring at me. I went on my last break and went to the bathroom, drank a bottle of water wiped my guitar. I was extra careful when I got to the bottom left of the guitar were I had carved 2 birds, a raven and a robin. Even though they were carved into the guitar I felt that they could fall off and break apart. I here a ding which means my break is over. "OK lady's and gentlemen this is the final song of the night." There were some people screamed in disagreement other didn't even notice her or were to confused maybe even offended of when I said lady's and gentlemen I just simply ignored their stares and went on and sang the last song of the night.
I'm standing on a bridge
I'm waiting in the dark
I thought that you'd be here by now
There's nothing but the rain
No footsteps on the ground
I'm listening but there's no sound
Isn't anyone trying to find me?
Won't somebody come take me home?
It's a damn cold night
Trying to figure out this life
Won't you take me by the hand?
Take me somewhere new
I don't know who you are
But I... I'm with you
I'm with you
I'm looking for a place
I'm searching for a face
Is anybody here I know
'Cause nothing's going right
And everything's a mess
And no one likes to be alone
Isn't anyone trying to find me?
Won't somebody come take me home?
It's a damn cold night
Trying to figure out this life
Won't you take me by the hand?
Take me somewhere new
I don't know who you are
But I... I'm with you
I'm with you
Oh why is everything so confusing
Maybe I'm just out of my mind
Yeah-he-yaa, yeah-he-yah, yeah-he-yah, yeah-he-yah, yeah!
It's a damn cold night
Trying to figure out this life
Won't you take me by the hand?
Take me somewhere new
I don't know who you are
But I... I'm with you
I'm with you
Take me by the hand
Take me somewhere new
I don't know who you are
But I... I'm with you
I'm with you
Take me by the hand
Take me somewhere new
I don't know who you are
But I... I'm with you
I'm with you
I'm with you...
Once it's over there were some applause and a few sat calls. I packed up and went home. I had the key in the lock when I fell some one behind me making me stiffen . " Emotion problems my ass..." I inhale sharply. I didn't even had to turn around to know who it was."Robin..."
Song: AVRIL LAVIGNE = I Wish You Were Here
AVRIL LAVIGNE = I'm With You
What will happen next... Hope you guys enjoy :) Review good or bad . Next chapter coming up soon .