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Edward:

What had I gotten myself into? I thought to myself as I made it back to my small room, after leaving Bella. Why had I agreed to see her again? Things were risky and out of hand enough as it was, but when it came to Bella, I literally had no reserve.

I sighed sitting on the cheap unused full-sized bed, going over everything that had happened in her room tonight…and her reactions to me. At some thoughts I could feel my lips twitching, playing with the thought of breaking into a smile.

She was so responsive. Though I couldn't read her mind, her facial expression and body's reactions to me were like an open book that I could read and study forever. Wow, where had that thought come from? I really was losing it. What had this girl done to me?

I ran my hand through my hair thinking of the soft blush that would color her smooth delicate cheeks, the way she would bite her bottom lip, and not to mention the way she would look at me with happiness dancing in her wide chocolate pools and a small smile on her perfect lips; that, I had no words for.

But this was wrong, nothing could develop between us. I was already breaking every rule known to my kind, just by being near her. I wasn't concerned about my own existence but hers. It wasn't just me that was a danger to her but any of my kind who find out about her, if she was to discover anything about my world.

Carlisle had called them the Volturri. He'd told me what they did to people who broke their rules. I stood abruptly, the thought of any harm coming to Bella making me sick and enraged.

'Bella', that name fit her so perfectly. Saying her name had felt like silk on my tongue. I'd wanted to keep saying, especially if it would cause such interesting reactions from her.

I couldn't stop the smile that formed at the thought of her racing heart, widened eyes and flushed cheeks. At first her reactions baffled me, but now I believed I was beginning to understand them.

Was she attracted to me? Did she have feelings for me? Did I have feelings for her?

I couldn't really allow myself to entertain these thoughts and find answers to them, because the answer had the potential to only complicate things further for the both of us. It wasn't as if I would ever be able to be with her.

A strong part of me still wanted taste her essence, to kill her. Even if it weren't for the blood lust I would likely end up killing her. She was too delicate, too breakable. I would never be able to not be around her and handle her with the upmost care.

One careless touch could cost her life. What if I ever lost control of my bloodlust and killed others around her, or killed her.

I shut my eyes tight at that thought, the tell tale burn coming back in my throat. I hadn't hunted for days now. Meeting Bella had caused the thought to completely slip from my mind.

I didn't want to hunt. Again I found myself torn, not know what to hunt. How could I face Bella after taking another life and having that blood course through my own veins in her presence? Again I feared the look of disgust that would likely be on her beautiful face if she discovered the monster I was and all that I had done.

I really should not have agreed to see her tomorrow night. Even though I didn't want to hunt I would have to if I was to go through with visiting her again. I didn't know if I had enough will to stay away from her.

Bella:

I hadn't gotten much sleep the night before. How could I? Thoughts of Edward kept replying through my mind the entire time as I went over our time together in my room over and over again. I had even dreamt of him. That had never happened before and when I had awoken, my skin was positively flushed.

My day went by rather slowly but in a blur. My father could tell how distracted I was and so could my instructors during my lessons. When they inquired as to why, I would blush furiously and mumble something about having not slept well.

I couldn't wait for night to come so that I could see Edward again. I had so many questions for him, but most importantly I just wanted to be near him again. I had never felt so giddy about seeing a male, but then again everything about Edward screamed that he was no ordinary male.

I wondered what time he would arrive and if he would arrive the same way as the night before? Tonight really couldn't come fast enough.

My father chuckled at my eagerness at dinner. I realized that I was speeding through my meal and the way that I was stuffing my face was rather un-lady like but I couldn't wait to retire to my room for the night.

"You hungry there Bells? Slow down, you're going to give yourself a tummy ache" he said with a chuckle as he calmly finished his own meal.

I blushed at his comment "Sorry, I'm just…tired" I responded softly chewing my last bite more slowly. I hated lying to my father but to be honest no other explanation would have sufficed. He knew that I had never been this eager to retire to bed for the night.

After dinner ended, I bid my father goodnight and bathed and retired to my room. It was still pretty early so I took more care then I had ever bothered to take in picking out and changing into my night attire. I also tried to make sure my hair look nice enough. I had never been one to care for a male's attention when it came to how I looked, so this was all pretty weird for me.

I waited for Edward for what had to be hours. When I looked at the clock I noticed it was just after 1 a.m.

He wasn't coming….

I could feel my throat begin to tighten as my vision was obscured from the tell tale watering of my eyes from the swell of emotion and disappointment.

I leaned over and blew my bedside candle out. Of course he wouldn't come. Why would he? I was nothing special in comparison to him. I was just the weak silly naïve girl he had to save. I couldn't prevent the silent tears that fell as I lay in my bed burying myself in my blankets, as I tried to bury my sorrow.

This was to be expected, but that didn't mean it didn't hurt.

I don't know when I managed to fall into a fitful sleep but after some tossing and turning I awoke. My throat felt dry and so did my eyes, not to mention a bit puffy. I must have been crying. I could feel the remnants of the dried tears on my cheeks.

I also realized something else. I wasn't alone in my room.

"Edward?" I called out softly my voice a bit raspy from crying and sleep.

A/N: Hmm…Is it Edward? Did he show up after all? I don't know… (says in sing song).What do you guys think? Reviews Please ;) Lots of love!