Hi! I am so sorry for the very, Very late update. I am just so busy with school, I never knew that my degree would be this hard. I also apologize if this chapter won't be up to your expectations, I'm just so stressed and I didn't know what to write. There were just so many ideas floating in my head that I didn't know what I should go for. But anyways, I'm glad the Robsten thingy is actually getting calm right now.

Oh, and I saw a big Bella/ Edward picture at a local mall here, and I ran (like literally ran) towards it. A fangirl is never ashamed. The picture is huge….. like really.

Again I don't know them personally. This is a work of fiction.

Never in my life had I thought that I will be doing this. Chase someone. But now, here I am, in a foreign country looking for something I had lost two years ago –my heart. I think of what will happen later. What will happen in my future because of this trip that I had taken? I am happy to say that now, at least I had the courage to do this. I have the courage to look for her, something I didn't have that night in LA when I asked her to leave the house. I didn't have the courage to fight for us and listen to whatever she had to say. I just let her go, and look where it led me – in a car, looking at the road ahead me, and hopeful that I will have her in my arms again.

"Where are you Rob?" Tom asked me on the phone. He's in London right now.

"Going to her place." I said. I don't care about anyone's reaction. I just want to see her as soon as possible.

"are you insane?" he screamed at me. it's not like he was not expecting me to do this. The moment I knew that Tom has been keeping in contact with her, I had threatened his life to make him give me her address. I also remember telling him that I would kill myself if he refuses to give it to me. yeah. I'm that desperate.

"No." I said. "I'm a stupid guy who's still madly in love with his ex. Are you stasfied with that description of myself?"

"Rob are you sure?" he's got a lot of questions today.

"Yes, I am" I said through my clenched teeth. Why is everybody so against this?

"She's been through a lot Rob. I know you love her but she left because she wanted you to be happy. She wanted to be happy too. she sacrificed because she felt like it would never be the same, that you won't feel the same about her. She's afraid that she hurt you too much." Tom said. "I actually asked her what if you showed up one day in front of her door and she just told me that the both of you had been hurt enough for a lifetime. She wants to move on."

"then we'll move on with each other." I countered. "I know I can't take back anything I said in the past, but I'm beyond sorry. I want her. I need her."

"Rob…" Tom continued.

"nothing you say will stop me." I said firmly. "I'm determined to fix this. I'm not leaving this place without her."

"I'm calling your mom. Maybe she'll know what to say." And with that he ended the call.

I know my mom wouldn't call me. She understands why I am doing this. She even urged me to go find her. She said that no matter what happens today, at least I tried.

But I am afraid of what will happen today. Will she take me back? Does she still love me?

What if there's someone else? What if that someone else had already fixed the holes and scratches I've inflicted on her heart?

What if she's happy without me?

I am far from happy.

I am still hopelessly in love with her. After everything, after all this time, it's still her.

Yes, I have tried dating but none of them made me feel like she did. That feeling when you'll get chills and sparks every time you touch the one you cherish, I only felt her with her. None of my relationships with them worked out. I only dated each of them for a week or two. I just kept on comparing them to her.

Everything in my life since that night when I last saw her seems like a mess. It was like everything is wrong. My world just crashed when she left. It was not the same anymore.

I need her back. I need her so badly that another day without her would kill me.

I remember the first day that I realized that I wanted her back. It was that Christmas. I was so drunk that the next day, I thought everything was a dream. I actually started looking for her around the house. When I realized that she's not there, I broke down. I was wrong for letting her go.

New year's Eve came and I found myself having dinner with my friends. Tom, Sienna with little Marlowe were there as well as our close friends. I looked at them as they chatted happily and played with Marlowe. I was jealous. I was insanely jealous that they have their significant ones with them while I'm sitting all alone thinking what if I did things differently. When the clock strike 12 I just closed my eyes and remembered how her lips felt when we kissed the previous New Year's Eve. I thought of how her voice sounded when she whispered that she loves me that night. I promised her forever.

I wanted to fulfill that promise. I want to be her forever because I'm certain that she's mine.

I stood outside her door for a few minutes, staring at her door. What am I going to say? Will she still look the same? I bet she's even more gorgeous now.

I gathered my strength and knocked. Once. Twice. Thrice.

I stood there and waited. I heard footsteps on the other side of the door. I heard as someone held the door knob and turned it.

This is it.

The door opened.

My heart started beating again. I am alive once more.

Okayyyyy. I'm really sorry if I sucked. I'll try to do better next time. Oh, and how long do you want this story to be? 5 chapters only? or 7? Let me know! And thank you so much for all the reviews and alerts and faves for this story.

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