Soul-Sarah's POV
I looked around. My flat didn't seemed like someone would live here. No pictured at the wall, nothing around...no deco.
I hadn't thought that you would be that boring.
Shut up, I don't have time for you.
Calm down, barbie.
Don't call me that!
The voice laughed. I hated her. Iw as now sure that the voice was the voice of the host – Ahsoka Tano. Sometimes she talked hours, but sometimes she is quiet. She talked to me now for a few months and I know this wasn't good, actually shouldn't she be there.
You wished you could just easy take over me, huh? But I won't let it be so easy.
I signed. She was annoying me. Not only she, also the seeker. She was always around me, asking if I know what she want. She want the information where her master is. I tried hundered times to find out, but she blocked me always.
I will never tell you where he is.
Wouldn't be so sure.
Pah! Shut up, barbie.
I hate it when she called me barbie. I guess she always give people around her snippy names.
I looked around as suddenly a door opened. The seeker walked over to me, again like a model.
„Do you have..." she asked.
„No, how did you get in?" I interruped her.
Her head got red and she looked at me.
Wow, you had made her angry. I clap my hands, barbie.
Shut. Up.
The voice laughed. I guess the seeker noticed that Ahsoka was still inside me – her own body. She looked deep in my eyes. I felt uneasy when she was doing this.
„Still having problems, do ya?" she asked.
I nodded.
„I already said a Jedi – a Padawan – isn't so easy to abanded as a normal one. A master is even more difficult." she said.
„I know that, I just have to get used to this what she call force." I said.
„So she can speak with you?" the seeker asked.
I nodded again. She turned around and looked at the empty walls in my room.
„I said your healer he should give you another host, if you're not strong enough." she said.
„No. I won't jump. I am not a jumper. If so...would you jump in her?" I asked.
„I guess so."
Please! Don't let this bitch in me, Please!
I won't. She won't win. And I don't do this for you, now...Shut. Up.
Finally she was quiet. I was happy to have silence in my head. The seeker stared at me. I had enough of her. I passed her and walked out.
„Did you now find out where they are?" she asked and followed me.
„No. I can't break through the wall, between her memorys." I said.
„Than you should practise. I call the Helpers, or you go to them." she said.
„I go to them, and I can do that alone." I said.
The seeker raised an eyebrow. Than she turned on her shuetips around and walked out of my house.
I hate to admite it, but this time was Ahsoka right as she said.
I don't like her.
I don't like her either.
I signed and sat down on the couch. I wasn't in the mood for the helper. I decided to sleep, I was tired. I laid down in my bed and put the blanket over me. I closed my eyes and fall sooner asleep as I had expected.
I picked up my pack and walke into the house. It was empty. I looked everywhere for food or something to drink. I found soom cookies and other stuff. I stopped as I heard someone comming.
Before I could even move my head someone turned me around, his hand at my neck. He took a flashlight and shined with it in my face, directly in my eyes.
He gasped and put the flashlight down as he said.
„Ahsoka."
I know who it was. I immediately hugged him. He wrapped his arms around me.
„I thought your dead" I said.
„Not so fast, snips." he said and pulled me away.
He looked again in my eyes.
„It's okay, I'm not one of them." I said with a smile.
„Good, let's take the food so that we can go. The others are waiting." he said.
I nodded and put all I could find in my bag. I took it on my bag. I felt that some souls where out there, but not seekers. Anakin graped my hand. I hold his.
He ran with me out of the house, over to a speeder as he had count down. We jumped into the speeder and he drove off as fast as he could.
I sat up, feeling the sweat on my skin. That had been a memory of her, from Ahsoka. But how could I know about this,..she had shown me this.
I tried again to find out more, the barrier was now smaller, but not to weak that I could break through it.
Why did you show me this?
I asked her, but I got no respons. I signed and turned around. I didn't realized how long I just laid there and had stared at the white empty wall.
I guess, I didn't wanted to show it...But I did...
It's okay, you can trust me.
Than what?! If I would tell you, what I definatly not going to do, where they are - You would kill me.
How do you want to know that?
Remeber the host Terry Arried? You killed her as she...had betrayed me...
Than there was slience. Beautiful silence. But I don't know why but I liked to talk to her. These two different worlds, now gathered in one body. Unwanted. I closed my eyes and turned around and fall fast aleep.