Soul-Sarah's POV

I opened my eyes. I felt like I had sand in them. I rubbed them slightly. I sat up and looked around. The sun shined in my face. Again my skin burned and it couldn't be hotter.

I stood up and put the bag on my back again. I looked at the compass. East. I walked on. I felt so empty, was she gone?

No I'm not. I was just resting. I was the whole night open to wake you up, if someone comes.
Thank you,but you actually don't had to.
Hey I want to find my master, I do everything to find him.

I smlied and walked on. I walked and walked and walked. I was about to eat something, but Ahsoka stoped me.

Oh com' on. I am hungry!
You're not hungry. I can tell you what hungry is, but your feeling isn't a hungry feeling. It jsut show that you can eat something, but don't have to.

How do you know that all?
Just let me say, I was captured over a long time...

I walked on. I saw a different rock with a mark. I touched it. It was the symbol of eagle.

That's it. That is the next mark.
Where is the next is ten km in the north.
Oh man...
Thought it would be easy?
Well,...easier.

I looked on the compass and walked in the north. I signed and was surprised how fast I was. I went in big steps, and fast. I looked into the sun. My skin burned.

Is there something in your bag, you can put on my arms?
I guess, but why?
We Togrutas are very sensetiv to sun in this form.
Oh...Okay, I look.

I stopped and put down the bag. I found a tunic and put it over. It reached over my arms, but unfortunatly became everything warmer than before. I wished I could drink something. Ahsoka noticed it and tried to bring me on other thoughts with a memory.

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„So you still try to hide it?"
„Yes, master. I just don't like to show that I'm ashamed."
„Com' on Ahsoka, you don't have to hide it."

I smiled as he boxed slightly against my arm. We walked down the corridor to the canteen. I weren't that hungry, but thursty after the training. We sat down on the table. I stared at my salad.

„What is it, snips?"
„Nothing, I'm just not hungry."
„You are a bad lair."
„I know..."

I looked up at him. His grey-blue eyes tried to find out what was wrong. I just couldn't tell him, that every moment with him, was a blade more in my heart. I looked down at my food.

Was he feeling the same way? No, he had a wife – Padmè. He love her, not such a pathetic Padawan like me. Why should he?

He stared further at me. I looked up again. Our eyes met. I felt that our faces became nearer and nearer. I was so closed to his face that I felt his breath on mine.

As he hold my face slightly with his hand under my chin I gasped. But then I took my face out of his grip, stood up and left as fast as I could the room.

Why had I left the room, left him there. What was he thinking now over me? I reached our quarters and ran into my room. I locked the door and sat down into a corner. I pulled my legs up to my chest and cryied in them.

If he felt the same way as I did, than what whould he think now about me? That I didn't felt like he did? Why does I had to fall in love with him? Terry had expected that I had fallen in love with Lux, but after that with Steela...

I cried. I guess I cried the whole night. I thought he would come over to me, asking if I was okay, but he didn't. It really seemed like he tought I wouldn't feel the same...

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I felt tears in my eyes. They washed the sand out of it. I hold my hand in front of my eyes, so that they have a little bit shadow. My legs began hurting and I felt the sand in them. I signed and walked on.

There was nothing out here. Only roks, sand and maybe a few little creatures.

Are we there yet?
No. Just two km left.
Just two?!
Calm down, Sarah. I had walked 100 km a day and that a week long, so it won't be that difficult.
Hey, if you think you can do it better than, please.
I'm allowed to controll myself?!
Yes, do it, before I change my choice.

I could feel her happines. Immediatly I couldn't move my body further. Now was I the person in the back art of her head, but I know I could change the situation whenever I want.

She walked now faster and in a regualry speed. She looked at the compass.

Ahsoka's POV

It was good to have my body under controll. I had missed so much to feel everything. I walked on. Faster as Sarah had. Soon I could see the next rock. I searched for the mark.

Another eagle was on a little rock beside it. I touched it and new immediatly where the next mark was. 18 km in the west. I signed and walked in the right direction.

Why actually eagle?
It is the secret smybol from me and my master.
Okay...How did you come on that?
We found a strange man, he showed me how to transform in it, but I just can do it for a view seconds. Like two houses stand beside each other and I can fly over to the next, if I can't jump.
That's awesome! Can you show it?
Unfortunatly not...Here is nothing I can fly up. I need a tree or something else.
Oh...damn it.
Indeed.

I laughed slightly, Sarah laughed also. I could tell she rested in the back of my head, but I know if I do something what she didn't want, than she will controll me again.

I thought in the first place, just to kill me right now, but she say she will bring me to Anakin, and that is all I want, so I have to hold on. I'll be patient, or even I thought so.