Soul Sarah's POV

I had no idea what to do. I sit here now for maybe three days. My stomach was killing me. Anakin sat in front of the cell, with his back to me.

Ahsoka hadn't talk to me since he had beat us. I looked over to him. I could tell he stared at the wall on the opposite of him. He had a knife in his hand. Where was his lightsaber? Did he lost it? I didn't care.

He was a danger with , or without, lightsaber.
He isn't a danger!

Finally she talked again. I missed it a little bit, but her voice was weak and almost a whisper. She was still shocked.

She had never thought that her master would act like this when she would return with a soul. She tought he would believe she would fight to be alive, but obviously not. I heard her crying.

I felt again tears in my eyes. They streamed down my cheeks. I sobbed short, but Anakin didn't moved a muscel. He looked down at his knife and cleand it with a cloth. Blood was on it – on the knife. Now on the cloth.

Immediatly I looked down at myself. I hadn't a wound, I thought he would...

No! He wouldn't. He can't. Even if I had you in me. He can't kill me...He just can't.
I hope you are right...

I heard someone coming. It was...a boy. Maybe two years older than me.
Drake...

Said Ahsoka grimly.

I felt the anger in me. I could tell Ahsoka wasn't really happy to have him here.
Drake walked over to Anakin.
„I guard her today, you can eat something." he said.

His voice was soft, but slightly...I don't know. Ahsoka discribed it as treacherous. Anakin looked up at him and signed.
„Fine, tell me if it make problems." he said and stood up.

Drake nodded and took the knife from Anakin and sat down. Again with his back to me.
Ahsoka wanted to go slowly and quietly to him and to choke him. I hold her controlled.

You shouldn't think so...cruel, Ahsoka – You're a Jedi.
I don't care! I'm not a Jedi anymore! Got it?!
Okay, okay...Calm down.

She was quiet. What had this boy done? She was still a Jedi, maybe not as she espected. I heard two man coming. Ahsoka could tell it was Anakin and Obi Wan.

They walked over and stoped in front of the cell. I looked up at them. I sat there, my arms around my knees, which were pulled to my chest. My face durty and you could see the parts where the tears had rolled down.

„You can't be sure about this, Anakin." said Obi-Wan.
„I am sure about this." he said grimly.
„This is still your Padawan." said Obi-Wan.

Anakin turned to him. I saw the rage and the anger it him. Even Ahsoka was shocked to see him acting like this.

„This isn't my Padawan. This isn't Ahsoka! It is one of these parasites!" he said angry.

I felt again the tears in my eyes, but it wasn't mine. Obi-Wan looked at Anakin who now looked at the ground. Anakin raised his head and looked at me. His view showed me so much. Pain. Anger. Fear. Hatered...and was this, it really was it. It was love.

He tried to hide it, but Ahsoka saw only the love in his eyes. I swallowed and she flinched as Anakin said.
„We should kill it."

Even Obi-Wan was surprised. He graped Anakins arm and turned him to him.
„You can't be serious." he said.
„I am." he said.

I heard hate, but also pain in his voice.

He see me and feel the pain – he look at your eyes and feel the hate.
I know.
You have to say something!
No. If I do...
Explain them everything!
No! If I do they think I am a seeker. Seeker are the only ones who lie. They will think I lie and...

Ahsoka was quiet now.
I saw Anakin walking away. Drake sat down again and Obi-Wan said to him.
„Don't let anyone near to it – her."

That gave me new hope. Obi-Wan was calling me her and not it. It seemed like he hadn't give us up.
I had expect Anakin wouldn't give us up, but...

I signed and I guess Obi-Wan noticed it. He walked away, but soon he returned with a water battle. He opened the cell. Drake walked with him in. His knife in his hand.

Obi-Wan walked over to me and hold the water battle over to me. I didn't moved.
„Com'on. Don't tell me you're not thursty." he said.
I looked up at him.

In his eyes were no haterd just care. I looked at the water battle and took it fast.
„See? Hadn't hurt." he said.
I rolled my eyes. But this hadn't been my move, it had been Ahsokas.

I guess Obi-Wan had noticed it 'cause he was slightly shocked. It seemed like he was understanding something. I opened the water battle and drank. It didn't took long until it was empty.

Obi-Wan looked down at me. He thought about saying something, but he didn't. He turned to the exit. Drake looked at me, but followed him than. I laid my head on my knees and closed my eyes. I didn't realized I was falling asleep. I wished I would die, here ...right now.